I'm a scumbag

That business card was lying alone on the bedside table, just like his owner!

Maybe, maybe it was because the business card was too small and he didn't see it, maybe he was in a hurry to go to work and didn't have time to take it away, or maybe... I hurriedly put on a dress and rushed out the door.

"Li Kai?"

Lin Zi's voice suddenly sounded from behind. How could I forget that he has been living here for the past few days. "I have something else, I'll talk to you later."

"stop!"

My steps froze and I couldn't move.Lin Zi's face was clearly angry, and his two eyeballs wanted to stare out of the window, staring at me so viciously, and clenched his fists tightly.

"Didn't you say you were gone last night?"

"Something happened temporarily, so it was delayed."

"What is so important? This is not like your style."

For some reason, I actually felt guilty, "It's a business matter."

"Oh, could it be that my eyes are blurred? Why did I see a man coming out of your room, and that man looks a bit like... Han Yu?"

I sighed, and felt that there was no need to hide it anymore, "Yes, it's Han Yu. I'll tell you about other things when I get back." I turned around and wanted to chase him out again.

But I heard Lin Zi sneer, "Okay, don't chase him anymore, he's probably already in the car by now, you won't be able to catch up."

This sentence actually calmed me down. I looked at the business card in my hand and couldn't figure out what I was doing for a while.Didn't we talk about it last night?Isn't everything over?

I turned around and walked to the door of the room, "Go in and talk."

The room was messy, and there was still a certain lingering smell in the air. A fool could see what he had experienced here last night.Lin Zi frowned slightly, then immediately recovered his expressionless face, sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette.

"Where did you meet him?

I didn't say anything, Lin Zi smiled and said for me, "Emperor, right? It just so happened that he accompanied you for a drink, and went to bed after he accompanied you?"

"So you know everything?" I suddenly realized that I had a feeling of being betrayed.

Facing my somewhat angry tone, he turned a blind eye, "So what if I know, I didn't intend to tell you."

"why?"

"It's not obvious! In the past, he was unworthy of you because he was open-minded and ungrateful. Now he is willing to be a duck and is even more unworthy of you. As a friend, it's not for your own good that I don't let you meet him. I knew that you are soft-hearted, and if he cries a little bit, you will definitely plunge into it, no, I'm really right."

"Don't speak too harshly, he has no choice but to do this."

Lin Zi shook his head helplessly, and said again: "What's the matter, did you forgive him? Do you want to get back together with him?"

I don't know why I think Lin Zi is very strange today, he speaks in a strange way, and he is completely different from the cheerful and optimistic boy in my impression, "No, there is no possibility between us."

"Don't lie to me, it's impossible to even go to bed."

Really, why should I explain to him, "You can think whatever you like."

"Don't blame me for not reminding you, people will change. Even if he was forced to do so at the beginning, no one is forcing him now. What he wants to do is what he is willing to do."

"do not talk."

"You have to tell me if you don't want to listen. To tell you the truth, Han Yu has been in this business for more than a year. Like you, I also met him by accident. After all, we were familiar with each other before. I thought that if he had any difficulties, I would Just help him. But do you know what Han Yu said?"

I didn't say anything, and Lin Zi didn't wait for me to answer. He sighed and continued, "He said, he just likes to do this. It's easy, comfortable, and earns a lot. The key is that it can meet his normal needs. Why not?" Not for that."

My complexion was already very bad, but it was obvious that Lin Zi did not intend to stop this topic, "At first I didn't believe that he was such a person, but I asked someone to find out that he had no foreign debts at all, and he didn't care about the Gu family. What is involved. Besides, he used to have a good job, so he quit his job and started this career entirely because of his own will.” Lin Zi stubbed out his cigarette butt and stood up, “That’s all I’ve said, believe it or not! I have something to do, let's go first."

I don't know when Lin Zi came out, I was distracted, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't have a clue.I don't know whether I should trust my perception or Han Yu and Lin Zi's words.Their calibers are so consistent, as if this is the case, but I just don't want to believe it.

I sat until it was dark, and then sat until late at night, picking up the phone again and again to look at the phone number that was secretly saved last night.

It turns out that letting go is more difficult than staying together. I don’t know what I’m hesitating. There are two voices in my mind that are congling me, telling me impulsively: “If you want to find him, go and follow your feelings!” Reason tells me: "Don't go, he's not worth it, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain!"

I didn't make that call in the end, because reason overcame impulse.

Two days later, I left the city!This time, I have completely given up!

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In fact, this encounter did not change my life much. The only thing that can be counted as a change may be my heart.I let it go suddenly, and let it go very thoroughly. Occasionally, I just feel regretful when I think about it. After all, the impression of him in my heart was as innocent as moonlight.

I suddenly understood a truth, my heart has always been the boy who stood under the dim streetlight with a smirk on his face, and it was him at that time who couldn't let go.In the vicissitudes of life, things are different, he has changed a long time ago, and he is no longer worthy of my love, no longer worthy of my cherishing.

So, what else can I not let go of?

I put my life back on track, living a three-point and one-line life, working hard for money.As for the relationship, I think I should be able to forget him completely after a long time, and then find a lover of my own to make up for the things I regretted. As for whether this person is a man or a woman, it doesn't matter anymore.

It was one day a few months later, and I was introducing mobile phone models to customers in the store when I received a phone call unexpectedly.

You must know that my nominal father-in-law and mother-in-law haven't called me once in such a long time, so I was stunned for a while when I saw the caller ID.

My mother-in-law cried and begged me to go home, and I thought to myself: What happened?Not daring to delay, he quickly handed over the store to the store manager and drove back to his hometown in a hurry.

Qin Xiaoyu has been missing for four full days, and she also brought her child with her.

In fact, Qin Xiaoyu had disappeared occasionally before, but this time it seemed that she had gone too far this time. It was no wonder her parents were anxious after being missing for too long.

Out of affection, I promised to help them take a trip, and I promised to bring them back.

Oh, in fact, my guarantee is not as convincing as it used to be.I'm a profiteer, I promise many things to people almost every day, but most of them don't work.Profiteers and profiteers, there is no profiteer without business.

But this trip I must go in person, after all, she is still my wife in name.

There are many reasons why we haven't divorced for seven years. First, our parents are forcing us to not get a divorce.Second: She wants to create a gentle family environment for her children.This is the third and most important point. At that time, I was planning to borrow money from the Qin family. It would be easier to talk about this relationship.So this relationship has continued until now.

When I chatted occasionally before, I probably knew something about that man from her mouth. He is a rich second generation and quite rich.He couldn't marry Qin Xiaoyu because of bloody reasons, but he still wanted this child.

In fact, the thoughts of the rich are the same, and they can imagine it with their toes. This illegitimate child is just a bargaining chip prepared to inherit the family business.It's a pity that Qin Xiaoyu has always refused to face this fact. In the past few years, she has been sticking to the promise between them, thinking that this is a sincere relationship that is oppressed by reality. All she has to do is to keep this relationship for him until the sea dries up .

If this matter was put on TV, I would think that the screenwriter had a brain twitch, but if it was put on my "wife", I really feel that she is pitiful, even more pitiful than me.

It took me a lot of effort to find Qin Xiaoyu from a strange city. At that time, she was sitting by the seaside with her child, and she seemed to want to bid farewell to the world in the middle of the night.

She didn't expect that I would come to them. She looked at me with tears for a long time, and finally threw herself into my arms and cried heartbreakingly.

It was that night that the relationship between me and her subtly changed.

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