I'm a scumbag

Early the next morning, I still didn't remember the real purpose of my trip, and wandered around the city absent-mindedly.Walking, unknowingly came to the door of the Gu family.

You know, when I stopped, I wanted to slap myself hard and wake up the idiot who is still daydreaming to this day.

Lin Zi didn't tell a lie, the Gu family really collapsed, two years have turned this once beautiful courtyard into the dilapidated and dilapidated one it is today.The locked gate was rusty, the yard was overgrown with weeds, and the small second-story western-style building looked like a haunted house.

I should be happy, shouldn't I?My former enemy is ruined, and he was defeated without me even needing to touch him.But why can't I be happy?

I also went to the apartment, but before I entered the gate, I turned around and left, because I saw the sale information posted on the bulletin board at the gate. The house that was about to be sold was 1203, and the contact person's surname was Zhang.

I left with inexplicable sadness and loss, maybe this time I really shouldn't come.

I plan to go back tomorrow because the city is depressing for me.When I booked the train ticket online, I remembered that I still had important things to do, so I changed the itinerary to tomorrow night.The next morning, I drove to the factory outside the city.

Their factory is not very large enough, but the reception work is done well.The visit to the factory, the product introduction, the warm hospitality and after-dinner entertainment in the evening, the meticulous and thoughtful arrangements made me impeccable.

In fact, I really don't want to accept the last item, because I don't like this kind of occasion. From serving people to being served now, I always feel that I am here to show off and pretend.

The young man at the reception kept pretending to be a grandson in front of me, begging for takeaway, as if I couldn’t do business without going back to him, in order not to embarrass him, and to give myself a place to pass the time, (at this time the train leaves Three hours to go!) Finally I reluctantly accepted.

Speaking of it, it has been six or seven years, and this business is still old-fashioned in my opinion, and there is no new development at all. The only thing that has changed is that there is an extra little girl kneeling next to the coffee table. I heard that it seems to be called "Princess", but she I was only responsible for pouring wine and clearing the countertops, not allowed to touch them, and I had to tip her three hundred when I left.

Apart from drinking and smoking, I am not at all interested in the heavily made-up woman next to me. I raise my hand to check the time from time to time, and the days seem like years.

Finally, when the time came, I put down the cup and got up and went to the bathroom, ready to fill up the water, wash my face, and leave here and the city clean.

There are always accidents in life. This sentence has been tried and tested in my life. Sometimes people have to believe in fate, and they have to believe in fate.

When I walked out of the bathroom, I was calling Lin Zi and told him that I was about to get on the train, so that he would not have to worry about it and would come to see him again when he was free.Before I finished the last sentence, I hung up because of the figure that accidentally broke into my sight.

He was standing at the door of the private room five meters away from the bathroom, leaning against the wall with a cup in his hand, having a good conversation with the man with wretched eyes opposite him.As soon as I opened the door, I saw his back. With just one glance, clothes I had never seen before, and hair style I had never seen before, I could recognize him as the boy I had been missing for many years, Han Yu .

The man's hand was on his shoulder, and the camera was surprisingly similar to that day seven years ago, but this time he didn't have any intention of dodging at all.

"Han Yu!" I yelled these two words without thinking about them.I forgot that I should walk past him proudly wearing a famous brand and accept his surprised and regretful eyes.I have thought about countless possibilities for the reunion scene, but I never thought that when this time came, I would lose my composure like this.

His body became stiff in an instant, and he slowly turned his head to look at me, his face full of shock and disbelief.In the next second, he turned around suddenly, put the wine glass into the man's hand, and strode away.

"Han Yu, stop!" I ran past that stupid man, caught up with Han Yu within a few steps and grabbed his shoulder.

"You've got the wrong person!" The expression on his face at this moment could only be escape, he waved my hand away, and even ran in the corridor.It may be because he drank too much, his footsteps were a little unsteady, and he almost fell several times.The second time I was caught up easily.

Of course I won't let him escape, I'm so angry now, I even want to slap him a few times.

"Let me go!" Those around me can testify that I just grabbed his shoulders, and I didn't do anything excessive, let alone slap him.He suddenly yelled at me, "You are crazy!"

It may be that his smell of gunpowder was too strong, and everyone around could see that something was wrong. The two nearby security guards untied the electric batons as they walked this way. I didn't want to cause trouble, so I tried to slow down my tone, "You Don't shout, listen to me..."

"I said you recognized the wrong person, don't you understand?" He frantically broke free from my hand again, and I was stopped by two security guards. I only had time to see the number on his badge but had no chance to chase after him. go up.

The kid in the private room saw me coming back with an angry face and hurried over to ask me what happened, I waved my hand, "Get out of here!" Within ten seconds, all the women in the private room shouted All gone.

I sat on the sofa and poured myself a glass of whiskey, "Do you want me to sign the contract?"

This sentence made him ask inexplicably, "Yes, of course."

"Go and do one thing for me first, and I'll sign with you as soon as it's done."

"Huh? ... Oh, you say, as long as I can do it."

"There's a drinker here, number 76, I want him tonight!"

He was relieved when he heard it, maybe he didn't expect my request to be so simple. "It's easy, I'll do it right away."

"Haiyue Hotel! Send me there directly!" I got up and extinguished half of my cigarette, walked past him, turned around and said to him before leaving, "You better not mention me to him in the end, Plus, he's a man!"

I didn't have time to pay attention to that person's exaggerated expression of surprise, so I took a taxi and went directly to the hotel.I just checked out of the room a few hours ago, and I'm not going to leave just yet.I don't know if there are any vacancies here tonight, it doesn't matter, even if there is only the presidential suite left, I will book it tonight.

That kid was really fast enough to do things. As soon as I entered the room, he called and asked for the room number.Soon, I saw Han Yu outside through the cat's eyes. He lowered his eyes and looked expressionless, as if he was distracted.

I took three deep breaths, looked at my face in the mirror for some unknown reason, and then opened the door.

The moment Han Yu saw me again, he was surprised at first, then turned around and ran away.This time I was prepared. He was caught by me before he ran three steps away. No matter how wonderful the expression of the person next to him was, he walked past him with Han Yu in his hand, with a bang Closed the door.

Han Yu was thrown on the bed by me. I didn't show any mercy this time. It would be better if he fell unconscious. I don't worry about him running away again.

"Go back and prepare the contract!" If I don't say this, the boy outside the door will show me the door overnight.

Putting down the phone, Han Yu stared at me angrily, "What the hell are you trying to do?"

"You just keep on pretending... You got the wrong person, hmph, is it possible? Let me tell you, I can recognize you clearly even when you turn into ashes!"

Han Yu calmed down now, "Yes, you are right, I am! So what? Is it related to you?"

"Relationship? Yes, we have had no relationship since a long time ago! Except today, now you are a male prostitute and I am a client, this relationship will last all night!"

"You..." Han Yu slapped me, and I caught him instantly, and squeezed his bones hard.Joke, do you still think it was seven years ago?

"What's wrong with me? Am I wrong? Han Yu, I really misjudged you!" I gritted my teeth, and at this moment I even wanted to kill him! "How can you say that you have also studied abroad, so you can't find a job and live a good life with your own ability? You are willing to be lowly to accompany wine? Are you still on stage?"

Han Yu pushed me violently, "Does it have anything to do with you? What right do you have to control me? What right do you have to control me?" After speaking, he walked towards the door.

I slammed him on the bed again, "Want to leave? It's not that easy, don't forget, I've got you covered tonight!"

"You're fucking endless. If you have money, it's great. I won't accompany you!"

He even learned to swear!I was so angry that I rushed forward and grabbed him by the throat. This person is not Han Yu, yes, it must not be Han Yu, Han Yu would not do this, he would not scold such nasty words, he would not humiliate himself, I will not sell my body and soul.I want to strangle him, peel off the skin, and see what kind of ugly face is hidden under the skin.

"You...you, let go, let go..."

I'm crazy, really crazy, at this moment, I really want him to die in my hands like this.A certain rationality is reminding me that he is going to die, is it because I can't bear it?When he was about to faint, I let go and said to him with cold eyes, "Promise me that I won't leave tonight, otherwise, I'll kill you right now!"

Han Yu couldn't speak, but nodded his head with difficulty, he still knew the current affairs.

I stood up and took off my coat, and Han Yu coughed in my ears, and I was so cold that I didn't even look back at him. "Take off your clothes and wash your body."  …

Han Yu came out wearing a bath towel, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.Sitting on the sofa, I was still well-dressed, and looked at him from top to bottom for a while. Yes, he is indeed Han Yu, with the same body, the scars are still there, and his appearance has not changed at all except for some vicissitudes.

It's really better to miss each other than to meet each other, even the memory of him has been covered with a layer of filth that cannot be wiped off!

"Come here, do what you should do!" At this moment, I am not myself at all, I have been burned out of my mind by anger, and lost my humanity, "Use your mouth!...how? You are so shy You should be used to things, aren't you? Come on, let me see how good you are!"

Don't use your mouth. This is the way I used to show respect to him. Now, I want to destroy this respect with my own hands, trample on his self-esteem and trample on his soul.No, his soul has long been sold by himself.

Han Yu's expression changed from disappointment to despair, and finally turned into dead silence. He nodded resignedly, even smiled inexplicably, and finally knelt down in front of me and unbuttoned my pants.He didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and his empty eyes seemed to be dead.

............

"Don't you like to cry very much? Why don't you cry? Maybe I can be gentle with you if I am soft-hearted. Cry, it's okay, just like before."

I don't think that kind of insult is enough, looking at Han Yu lying on the ground and coughing, I even think about how I can continue to vent my anger.

He touched his mouth, and suddenly let out a mocking, short but ironic laugh, "Sorry, I'm going to disappoint you, I haven't cried since a long time ago."

Haven't cried since a long time ago?Some people have said that tears are for others to see, because some people will care.Where is that Han Yu who likes to cry about big and small things?Because no one cares about his tears now?No, I care, I've always cared, don't you know?

He stood up indifferently, took off the bath towel and showed it naked in front of me, "You can try to be rude, or play some SM or something like that, it will make me cry in pain, and you will get your wish!"

I suddenly lost all interest. I took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth but forgot to light it. My mind was in a mess. The man in front of me made my heart beat too fast. I lost my original intention and forgot what I was going to do next.I just want to pour myself a basin of cold water to wake myself up.

"Do you want to take a bath? Okay, then I'll wait for you on the bed. How many sets do you need? Are three enough?"

I slammed the bathroom door hard, blocking that person's voice into another space.

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