I'm a scumbag

I can't burn my enemies with anger, I can only learn to save myself, use my own poor and humble ability to save my own life when the enemy pushes me to a desperate situation.

So, after a brief hesitation, I resolutely accepted the simplest and most thorough method, using marriage to cut off all the gossips that were not good for me.In fact, from the bottom of my heart, I also want to completely forget the shadow of that person in my memory through this method.

Before I got married, I was always in panic, as if I was going to suddenly jump from a familiar world to a strange one, and I didn't know how to face the changes that were about to turn the world upside down.There is one more person in my space and my world, a person I don't want to be with her forever.But after I got married, I found that this kind of change is actually not big, and the changes are all in a good direction. At least my parents have gratified smiles on their faces.

Qin Xiaoyu and I "respected each other as guests", and she returned to her natal family within a few days after marriage, and she was escorted back by me personally.The Qin family expressed their sincere gratitude to me for wearing this big green hat willingly.

They wanted to give me a job, a very decent job.I didn't accept it, and I rejected it very categorically.I don't want to accept too many benefits from the Qin family, mainly because I don't want to cause too much trouble during the divorce.

I chose a menial job, found it myself, close to home, though I rarely returned.The Qin family thought I was in their own family, and the people in their own family thought I was in the Qin family. The concealment was seamless and smooth.

The turning point in my life came shortly after the "premature" son who was not related to me by blood.The son of my uncle's family who failed to live up to expectations, my cousin got into a lot of trouble this time and was locked up in the detention center.In a rage, my uncle decided to train another helper, so he chose me.

In fact, he was also angry for a while, and he regretted it when his son was released, but at that time he had no way to get rid of me.

He brought me into the city, asked me to help look after his mobile phone shop, and taught me step by step how to repair the mobile phone.

After entering this industry, my personality has gradually changed, and I can even feel this change.Maybe it was because that incident hit me too hard, or maybe it was just because those who were close to Zhu Zhe Chi and those close to ink were black, my character gradually became very much like my uncle who only recognized money.

His original intention was to train me to be a maintenance worker who could work for him all the year round, but I was not very interested in these. I was more interested in his purchase and sales channels for selling parallel imports and miscellaneous mobile phones.In those few years, the mobile phone industry was very hot, which made him a lot of money.I have to say that everyone in the village is jealous of him, including me.

In order for the Li family to turn around, for my parents to live a good life in their lifetime, and for Li Yan to continue her postgraduate entrance examination after graduating from university.I decided to make up my mind and give it a despicable go.

I have been holding back, pretending to be a good boy who listens to the elders very much, and I have no interest in his business in front of him, and I just concentrate on researching the technology of repairing mobile phones.I even deliberately avoided him from receiving foreign manufacturers from time to time, but secretly I kept all the available information firmly in my mind.

The hurt Han Yu and Gu Feng brought to me is unforgettable, but they also taught me a truth, if you want to do great things and reach the sky in one step, you must be ruthless!Even for your own relatives.How could Gu Feng get most of the Gu family's property if he was not ruthless back then, and how could Han Yu enjoy the wealth of the Gu family if he was not ruthless back then!

Therefore, I also want to be ruthless, learn to be ruthless if I don’t know how to be ruthless, and force myself to be ruthless if I am not ruthless in my bones!This is human nature. In front of money, everyone will willingly become a prisoner!

On the other hand, I have always had an ulterior purpose in my heart. I want Han Yu to regret it. I want to show off a large amount of wealth in front of him and let him know how unwise it was to dump me back then.It would be best to step on Gu Feng at the same time, let him experience the insult he brought to me back then!

That humble relationship only lasted for more than a year, and the separation and reunion took up most of the time.It took Han Yu several months to pursue me, but I forgot that it took him more than two years.No, it is impossible to completely forget, even today, that name still flashes in my mind from time to time, and his smile still appears in my memory.Accompanied by the pain from my heart, the wound he brought to me became deeper and deeper. The surface has healed, but the toxin has penetrated into the bone marrow.

In the past few years, I haven't asked Lin Zi about Han Yu's news. Occasionally, when chatting with Lin Zi, I try to avoid mentioning anything about the Gu family.I'm pretty hard on myself too!After confirming it several times, Lin Zi thought that I had completely forgotten about that man.I also gave him this illusion. When Lin Zi mentioned the name Han Yu when he was drinking last month, I was a little slow, and then, "Oh, you are talking about him..."

Lin Zi was quite satisfied with this, and was so happy that he even bought the bill for that meal.

In the past few years, I have tried to understand a lot of things, and I have also seen through a lot of things. The only thing that makes me feel confused is that I find that I don't understand Lin Zi more and more.

I don't understand why he suddenly gets angry. For example, when my "son" was born, he was so upset that he didn't even pay for it. As a friend, he should be happy that I have someone who succeeds me, shouldn't he?I also don't understand why he would be unreasonably happy, such as telling him in a later conversation that the child is not actually mine.As a friend, he should be outraged that I was forced to wear a huge cuckold, shouldn't he?

Maybe it's because we have too little contact now, at least much less than when we were "conjoined twins" when we were young.Because we are far apart, we can see each other more than a dozen times a year.The phone is often contacted, but usually he calls me.It will definitely take more than an hour to finish the boring gossip, so let me recharge and pay for him before hanging up.Before the end of the month, he will appear in front of me like a god, throw me a stack of banknotes and tell me, "I'm here to pay the debt!"

Slowly I found that his punctual phone calls and his mysterious appearance would become a part of my life and become a habit. Once this habit suddenly changed, I would be very unaccustomed to it, and then picked up Call him on the phone and ask him, "Are you dead?"

Whenever this happens, Lin Zi will get rid of everything around him and find a quiet place to chat with me calmly.

"Are you dating a beautiful woman?" Don't look at him saying no when he called last time, you know, this kind of thing can happen at any time.As a good friend, I hope he finds his home sooner. I have been married for three years, and my children are running around. His elder brother is still single. I feel bleak when I think about it, not to mention he is a year older than me. years old.

"Of course not. Don't look at the beauties around me, but I don't like any of them."

"There are women in your mine? It can't be the aunt who cooks in the back kitchen, right?"

"Don't you know I changed my job? Didn't I tell you last time? Oh, by the way, I didn't change it when I called last time."

I was a little surprised, "Why did you suddenly change jobs?"

Lin Zi hesitated for a moment, then said with a smile, "Of course it's to earn more money. In fact, it's still in the mine. It's just that the people who go out every day to meet are civil servants from government departments."

Let him run these businesses, does Gu Feng trust him so much?I wanted to ask, but I hesitated again when it came to the Gu family, so I decided to forget it after thinking about it. "Now that your job is stable, you should find a girlfriend to spend time with. It's boring to be alone."

"Those things are not in a hurry."

"Don't worry about your mother. Your mother asked me to persuade you when I went home last time. She wanted to hug her grandson a long time ago."

"Then she has to wait! You too, don't just talk about me, find a partner...a man."

I took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep puff, "I'm starting a business, so I don't have that leisurely mind!"

This is not an excuse, it is the fact that I am indeed starting a business, and after holding back for more than two years, I have almost figured out the way of this business.I am waiting for the right moment, which will come soon.How can I allow myself to be distracted at a time like this, not to mention I don't want to find any so-called companions.

Some things, as long as you have money, you can get them anytime!

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