I'm a scumbag

Han Yu stood at the gate of the construction site, just staring at me blankly, his body motionless as if frozen.

I have never felt so embarrassed and ashamed as I am now. I don’t know where to put my hands and feet. When the cigarette fell on the ground, I bent down to pick it up reflexively. I squatted down and didn’t understand what I was doing. .

"Is it looking for you?"

I smiled wryly and nodded, pretending to be calm and walked over step by step.

"You, why are you here?" It's really embarrassing, not for myself, but for him.

Even if he is an adopted son, he was born in a rich second generation who has no worries about food and clothing. After following a person like me who can only do hard work, he will not be laughed to death by his ulterior elder brother.

Han Yu didn't speak, staring at my face closely made me feel guilty, "You are not in good health yet, don't come out to run around, go back and rest."

One second, two seconds, ten seconds, nearly half a minute later, the tears in his eyes that he wanted to hold back but couldn't hold back no matter what, finally smashed down hard.At that moment, he threw himself into my arms and cried heart-rendingly.

In my memory, Han Yu has always loved to cry, but he has never cried so loudly like today, like a wronged child, crying out of breath and unable to speak.

What else can I say besides hugging him tightly?

The rate of turning back on the road was terrifying. Passers-by and workers around us all looked at us as if they were monsters.But I'm not in the mood to worry about that anymore, other than the people in my arms are not important to me.

"Why have you been hiding it from me?" When he got home, he had cried enough and asked me, blinking his wet eyelashes.

"It's not because I'm afraid you're worried."

"I...did I cause you a lot of trouble?"

"What are you talking about! You are my wife, I shouldn't raise you." I put my arm around Xiaoyu's shoulder, and patted him comfortingly, "...what a big deal, you're crying As for it?" However, I don't know if I can go back to earn money tomorrow after such a commotion today, after all, it is really not easy to explain why two big men hug each other in the street.

Han Yu sat there quietly for a long time without saying a word, until before going to bed, "Li Kai!"

"Hmm, what's up?"

"Shall we be together forever?"

My heart is so warm, I smiled and said to him: "Well, we will be together for the rest of our lives."

"No matter what happens in the future, we will not be separated. I will only love you in this life!" These were the last words he said to me that night, and they were firmly imprinted in my heart and will be remembered for the rest of my life.

Han Yu has become very obedient, quit smoking, and even slowly learning to cook and wash clothes, although he always dyes my white clothes with various colors, although he always cooks my meals It was hard to swallow, but for him, a young master who had a nanny to take care of food and drink since he was a child, it was already very valuable.I am content and happy.

Gradually, with our joint efforts, our economic situation has been slightly improved.I just knew that there is no river that cannot be crossed, and there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome.

It's a pity that I forgot a sentence: Blessings are unparalleled, but misfortunes never come singly!

At this juncture, a bolt from the blue suddenly came to me from the school!

Li Yan is hospitalized!

When I first received this call, I didn't pay much attention to it. I just thought it was a common cold and fever, and the school also thought so. It was only because of too much study and depression that aggravated the disease that led to sudden coma.

But I never expected her condition to be much more serious than I imagined.

A malignant tumor that broke out in the brain. I don't understand more medical terms. I only know that this disease has a genetic tendency. Obviously, she inherited my father's disease.

There is no need for a doctor to explain more. I have become a doctor after a long illness, and my father has been paralyzed in bed all year round. I know at least seven or eight out of ten of that nasty disease.The operation success rate was 50.00%, the postoperative recurrence rate was 12% to 14%, and the postoperative 5-year survival rate was over 50%.If the disease is allowed to continue without surgery, it will cause vision loss, even blindness, paralysis, and even death!

For hours on end I couldn't react, my mind was completely blank.

When the little girl woke up, she still ignored me with an angry look on her face, and she didn't take her sudden coma as a thing at all.Of course, it is impossible for me to tell her the truth.

"Why that expression, I'm not dead."

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Okay, okay, I still have class in the afternoon, take me back."

"You've been asleep all day, and it's Sunday."

Li Yan's expression looked surprised, she couldn't believe that she spent that day in her sleep. "Why did you sleep for so long? It's broken, it's broken, and I have to make up lessons again!" After speaking, he got up and went to the ground.

"You'd better lie down, the doctor said you have to stay in the hospital for a few more days."

"Stay a few days longer? What do you mean? What's wrong with me?"

"Influenza, it's very serious. The school also wants you to recover from the illness before you go back, so as not to infect others." I can only pretend to be indifferent and explain to her like now, otherwise she will find out if she is smart. Something is seriously wrong with her body.

"Really?" She expressed doubts, her sharp eyes seemed to be trying to see through my heart.

"When did I lie to you?"

"You have lied to me a lot!"

I smiled wryly to cover up the panic in my heart, "Okay, don't mention the past, sleep a little longer, I'll go buy food for you." Helping her cover her quilt, she hurriedly turned around and left the door.

In order to avoid embarrassment, Han Yu didn't go in all the time, and immediately greeted me when I came out, "How is she?"

"fine."

"I've paid the hospitalization fee, but it's only enough for a few days. The doctor told me to tell you to prepare the surgery fee as soon as possible. If you delay it, it will be too late."

"I know, I will find a way." Can think of any way.Even if I work continuously 24 hours a day, it is just a drop in the bucket, not to mention the limited time.One more day of delay is one more danger. I can't let Li Yan be paralyzed for life because of the delay of treatment like my father.

I was still young at that time, and I didn't have the ability to change everything, but now that I'm an adult, I must stop the tragedy from happening in our Li family.

It's a pity that this kind of blow from the blue sky is far beyond what I can bear. Being penniless, I may only have the only way out to rob the bank with a knife.Otherwise, what else can I do?

Back then, the family sold all the land in order to see a doctor for my father, and now my family’s only property is the few dilapidated old houses that are almost ventilated on all sides.The house wasn't worth much, but the homestead below might be worth a little.But if that piece of land is really sold, my parents won't even have a place to live.

During those few days, I was in a state of insomnia, either not sleepy or not able to fall asleep at all.This blow has almost made me unable to support, I feel that my body and my nerves seem to be supported by a string that is about to collapse to the extreme, and it will break completely with a snap at some point.

There was a mother and aunt who hurried over to the hospital to take care of her, and Li Yan had already known the truth from her mother's swollen eye sockets. I didn't have more time to see her, and I didn't dare to look at her desperate face. , the only thing I can do now is to solve the problem fundamentally and raise money everywhere.

Relatives in the family pooled a sum, which was only enough to pay for the hospitalization.But I am already very grateful, and the rest of the astronomical sum can only be relied on by myself.

"Xiao Kai, go home and sell the house." My mother's old voice made me feel extraordinarily bitter, it was a feeling that I couldn't cry even if I wanted to.

"I'll think of another way."

"If you drag it on, your sister will be hopeless. The house can be built again, and the money can be earned again, but the person is gone..."

"Okay Mom, I see."

In fact, I have always had this plan, but I have to think about the consequences. Besides, the price of that house is not even one-third of the operation fee, so what should I do with the rest?At the end of the road, I secretly asked the doctor in the hospital if there was any rich person in need of fresh kidneys. The doctor looked at me contemptuously and said to me, "It is illegal to resell human organs, even if it is you Not even my own!"

I was completely desperate. I walked all the way and thought all the way. I had no better way. I had a headache and wanted to kill myself.

"I'm back." There was no one at home, and it was only at this moment that I realized that Han Yu seemed to be coming back very late these days.

I sat in a dark room and lit a cigarette and held it in my mouth. During the day, Lin Zi gave it to me when he came to the hospital. He said that he would definitely miss nicotine when he was in a bad mood.

"Come back so early? Why don't you turn on the lights?"

"Don't open!" I reached out and hugged him into my arms, trying to find some comfort.

"How is she?"

"It's okay." I don't know what else to say besides these two words.

"Surgery Fees......?"

I shook my head tiredly, "Xiaoyu, I have something to tell you."

"I, too, have something to tell you... you should say it first."

"Come home with me the day after tomorrow."

"What are you going to do?"

"I want to sell my family's house."

"How can this work? After selling the house, your house has nothing left?"

I sighed, "That has to be sold, it's important to save people!"

"But the money is still not enough?"

"Let's take one step at a time." I hugged him tighter and asked him, "Come back with me, I want to take you to my house, but my family is very poor, heh, just don't dislike me."

He hesitated for a few seconds, "Okay, I'll go back with you."

I nodded in relief, "What about you, what do you want to tell me?"

"Forget it, nothing."

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