I'm a scumbag

Han Yu has always taken the initiative in front of me, but tonight is an exception.

For the first time, it is inevitable that you will be shy and nervous.But it's not so tense, the whole body is tense, biting my lip and closing my eyes with an expression of death, I can't bear to do it.

"If you're really not used to it, forget it. I don't want you to make things difficult."

I said so, but in my heart I thought he was going to die, and a certain part of his body was in a state of being forced to attack. It is already a miracle that he can endure without being hungry.

He shook his head, grabbed my hand and pressed it on his chest. The overly intense heartbeat seemed to be expressing some kind of desire, and the blurred eyes made my mouth dry.The blood, which was already close to ninety degrees, boiled instantly. For the first time, I lost my self-control and pressed down, even his screaming in pain didn't stop my animal nature.

Han Yu was sweating in pain, and I was so nervous that I was at a loss, "Sorry, I, I was too impatient." Maybe it was the first time I did it, it was not enough, I didn't expect him to be in pain like this , The whole body was convulsed, and he didn't even have the strength to resist.Where do I dare to move again, I don't even dare to breathe unscrupulously in the current posture.Seeing him like this, I would rather suffocate myself than let him suffer anymore, "I, I think it's better to forget it?"

"Don't, you, if you stop now, I may feel more pain. Let me take it easy, it will be fine in a while." Han Yu climbed up my neck and told me with his hot breath, "I heard that it hurts at the beginning, and it will hurt later. It’s very comfortable, just get over it.”

"But..." I was really afraid that I would hurt him, after all, my size, majestic, is too hateful!

"I saw you lying motionless on the bed yesterday. I thought you were dead... What should I do if you are really dead?" At this time, his eyes were red, "At that time, I was thinking , if you are safe and sound, I can give you anything, even my life!"

He raised his head and kissed my shocked face, "I love you, Li Kai, I love you! I love you!..."

I shut my mouth on the words that made my heart hurt, crazy kisses, crazy... this time I didn't hold back.At this moment, maybe only pain can make each other feel the true existence of love between us.

It was the first time for each other, and it was not very comfortable at first, and I think he was the same.It's just that he kept trying not to say anything.Occasionally, when the pain was unbearable, he would climb up to ask for a kiss, suck the tip of my tongue, and bite my lip.

Most of the time, we meet far more frequently at the top than at the bottom, and even refuse to separate for more than ten minutes after a kiss.Perhaps this kind of loving communication can relax people's nerves and bodies. In the later stage, we both seem to experience happiness from it.

Before I met Han Yu, I had never fantasized about having sex with the same sex, not at all.Once I accidentally watched a GV clip, which made me feel disgusted and uncomfortable.Only then did I deeply realize that same-sex love can also make people so crazy and unstoppable.

He screamed like crazy until he was exhausted and limp in my arms.The mouth is still muttering and repeating the same confession, "I love you!"

"...Me too!" This is already the most direct confession I can express, without naming names, without eternal love, bold and unsounding, even boring.But it was enough to satisfy him enough to cry.

That night I hurt Han Yu, the pain was unbearable and I could only sleep on my stomach, and I couldn't even get out of bed the next day.

With a red face so ashamed that I wanted to die, I happily ran back and forth to serve him, and he was also happy to stretch out his clothes, eat and open his mouth, and even asked me to carry him to the bathroom.

As a result, we didn't walk out of the bathroom door for an hour. I didn't dare to do anything too intense, but I couldn't control the desire to kiss and caress anyway.

Kissing every part of his body made me feel so happy that I even forgot the wounds and pains on my arms and palms.

And caring about me, he didn’t forget to take care of my wounds while enjoying it. At the same time, he would tell me from time to time, “Be careful of your wounds.”

I've never seen such a seductive expression on anyone's face, including the leading actors and actresses in hundreds of A-movies. (Also biting her lip, natural temptation!)

"I don't want it anymore~" My heart and mouth were mixed, and I said I don't want it, but my hand didn't let go.

"I really don't want it anymore?" I stopped my movements maliciously, "Then I don't care about you."

"I mean I don't want it after this time." He hurriedly took my hand to comfort his "cold" little thing, "You have to start and end when you do things."

"It seems that you seduced me first?" I pointed to my lower body, "How are you going to appease him?"

"I will help you with my hands in a while."

"Not exciting enough and he might be upset."

"Then... just use your mouth."

"I told you that you are not allowed to use this place!" I raised my head and kissed those two red lips that were dripping with blood, "I will not allow it in the future!"

The little thing hooked my neck and hung it on my body, "Then what do you think?"

"I still want you here."

"Now my chrysanthemums are covered with wounds, you have the heart?"

"Who told you to seduce me in broad daylight, you have to start and finish things, that's what you said."

Han Yu stared at me, and after confirming that I was serious, he turned to face the wall and thought about it with aggrieved face, "Then you take it easy, you will be useless after you wear it out."

"Do you really want to?"

"Well, yes...I want to make you happy."

In the next second, I pushed him hard against the wall, twisted my chin and kissed him until he was suffocated, hypoxic and dizzy. "Fool, I'm teasing you, how can I not give up." How could I bear to let him hurt more, I want to abstain from sexual intercourse for a few months to reflect on myself.

"Come on, let me make you comfortable."  …

Afterwards, we were still reluctant to leave the warm bathroom, hugged and touched each other's body, bit each other's lips, wishing we could become conjoined twins.

Under the strong light of Yuba, I can see every detail of his body, the red mole on his waist, the lines on his fingers, and even the fine hairs.The scar on the arm was tender and bright red, and the subtle lines were deeply engraved in my mind like a brand. I kissed there over and over again, feeling happy and extremely sad at the same time!

Someone once said that there are two most difficult feelings in this world: one is that a man who only bleeds sheds tears for you.The second is that a man who only knows how to shed blood shed blood for you!

It's a pity that I didn't fully understand the true meaning of this sentence until today!

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When Lin Zi called, I was giving my "little daughter-in-law" a waist massage. When I lost my mind while talking, my hands became a little bit stronger. Han Yu called Lin Zifei wrong and said that we two dragged a girl to play at home. 3P.

"Your sister, please tell me if you have anything to do. I'm still busy."

"Fuck! You still say no... Hey, don't be so stingy, tell me, what does that girl look like? Is her breast big?"

"I've said no, if you don't talk about business, I'll die!"

"Okay, okay, I said I said... I agreed to go to the mine."

I was stunned for a while, but I was surprised that Lin Zi agreed so quickly, "Did you tell the fourth brother?"

"Well, I told you, what about you? Have you thought about it yet?"

Han Yu, who was smiling with me just now, was immediately on alert, staring at me without a smile at all, his eyes seemed to warn me, "If you dare to agree, I will strangle you to death on the spot!"

"I don't plan to go." After I finished speaking, I touched Han Yu's head, which finally made him smile again.

"Hey, this doesn't look like your style. You're not tempted when the salary is so much higher?"

"Some things are more important than money, you don't understand..." All the big truths behind were blocked by Han Yu's kiss, I catered greedily, and put my phone away sound.

"What is more important than money?...You don't mean to have a girlfriend behind my back?...Hey, why don't you talk? Hello? Hello?"

I bit Han Yu's lip, he left in pain, I went up and pecked twice, and said to the person on the phone with a smile, "If I have a girlfriend, can I not tell you? Really not. "It's true that I didn't have a girlfriend, I didn't tell a lie.But there is one man, if you say it, you will be scared to death!

It may be that there was a smile that I couldn't hide in my tone all the time, and Lin Zi was still dubious when he hung up the phone.

When Lin Zi returned to work after his sick leave, Lin Zi had already been transferred away. Although the mine was not too far away from here, it was not as good as being together every day. I was still not used to it.

The fourth brother expressed regret for my decision, and persuaded me for a long time, until something happened to the Gu family, and the people above were in a mess and had no time to pay attention to my trivial matters.

In fact, I didn't have a good idea of ​​what it was before, but I just heard someone say it occasionally, so and so was suddenly found to have cancer, and it was already in an advanced stage.According to my guess, it is probably our big boss who is over sixty years old.

I have only met him once after working here for a year. He is a very domineering old man.

Probably one day after the first lunar month, I heard that the big boss has been transferred to the intensive care unit and is about to die.All the people who were qualified to visit from the unit went, and I became the temporary leader of the group without a leader.

When calling Han Yu, he asked me half-jokingly, "When did you get promoted?"

"Oh, I don't even want that broken official. Isn't our big boss hospitalized? All the leaders of the unit have gone. The fourth brother asked me to watch for him tonight."

"What did you say?"

"I said the fourth brother asked me to watch the scene for him."

"The one in front!" Han Yu's voice sounded quite eager.

"Our big boss is hospitalized."

"Hospitalized? When did it happen?"

I wonder why he is so nervous, "It's been a few days, I heard it looks like cancer. What's wrong?"

"Oh no, nothing."

Han Yu hung up the phone quickly, and I didn't even have time to say good night.

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