I'm a scumbag

Before he left that night, he gave me a tip of two hundred yuan and left his name, Han Yu.

I will always remember the look on his face when he was so drunk that he wanted to settle accounts with me, "How much tip should I give you in total?"

I suppressed the excitement in my heart and pretended not to care and said to him, "As much as you want, you can see."

So, he readily gave me two bills from the pile of money, plus the previous 32 yuan to solve my food problem for the next 20 days.It also made me think of his enviable face whenever I ate for the next 20 days.

It is also very strange to say that during that time I was so unlucky that I didn't even get a penny in tips.Once I managed to get [-] and finally returned it to the customer. When he paid the bill, he didn’t have enough money, so I can’t take advantage of it.

We didn't do this kind of thing, not only couldn't do it, but I also generously helped him advance ten yuan.There is no way, I am like this, and it turns out that good people are rewarded, and the customer gave me a generous tip the next month.Of course, this is something to be said for the time being.

If the fortune teller is right, I think Han Yu is the noble person I'm destined for.When I spent all the money in my pocket and suffered two more hungry meals, he unexpectedly appeared again.

But this time he didn't come alone, a large group of classmates seemed to celebrate graduation.I squatted on the ground like a servant to serve this group of "Gods" who don't know the sufferings of the world. He wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses and sat in the crowd without any sense of presence. Compared with the last time, it is a world of difference. If he hadn't smiled at me when he entered the door, I would hardly have recognized him.

This group of students played crazy that night, almost tearing down my private room, but Han Yu has been sitting quietly in the corner, drinking his coke, cigarettes and alcohol that must have been warmed up Not touched at all.

Later, I sneaked into the private room and took a bottle of beer that hadn't been opened yet. I exchanged a can of cold Coke from the bar and stuffed it into his hand.At that time, I forgot that there is no commission for canned drinks. If I remember, I don’t know if I will be nosy.

"I haven't thanked you for what happened last time."

I turned around and smiled at Han Yu who walked out the door, "You're welcome, I should."

Han Yu leaned against the wall diagonally opposite me, lowered his head and kept staring at the Coke he was holding tightly in his hand, wishing he could warm it up with that posture.

"I almost didn't recognize you with your glasses on." I don't know why I said this at the time, maybe it was to break the silence between each other.

Han Yu straightened the frame on the bridge of his nose, "I'm a little nearsighted."

"Oh." I covered my mouth and coughed lightly, not knowing what else to say to break the recurring silence.

"Is it tiring to work here?"

"It's just tiring to clean up the private room, but the rest is fine."

"You shouldn't be that old, right?"

"Nineteen!"

"Why didn't you go to school?"

"I don't miss it anymore." There is no need to tell an outsider who I don't know about the annoying facts about my family. "What about you? Are you in high school?"

"Just finished the college entrance examination."

How nice, unlike me, I haven't even been in the exam room. "How did you do in the exam?"

"So-so." He spoke modestly, took a sip of Coke, and continued to study the pattern on the glass-steel wall.

At this time, a handsome boy went out, put his arm around Han Yu's shoulder and asked him, "Why are you staying here? Come on, go in and drink."

"I don't know how to drink." Liar, who drank those ten bottles of beer last time?

"Oh, let's go."

Han Yu was obviously reluctant, but in the end he reluctantly went back to the private room with the man, and when the door was closing, he looked back at me, which made people feel a little strange.

Recently, there have been a lot of students coming to the private room, who can make and build, and every time the private room is done, it looks like a devil has entered the village. Cleaning up can make people exhausted. More than half of the more than 40 bottles of beer were fed to the carpet in the private room. Not to mention the waste, the hateful thing is that I have to wash the carpet by myself later.

Han Yu looked around the messy box in embarrassment, and asked me, "Is it very difficult to clean up?"

"It's okay, that's what I do."

He asked me how much it was, and I guessed it. After he gave me the money, he told me, "No need to change." As a solution, I had no choice but to go back to the private room to bite the bullet and ask him to ask for it.

It's strange that he has no intention of leaving even though everyone else has left.Probably because he was the only one of them sober, so he had to stay and deal with the aftermath.

Seeing that he emptied all his pockets, I couldn't bear it, so I asked a lot, "Are you paying the bill today? If it's not enough, can I ask the manager to give you a discount?"

Han Yu shook his head and smiled at me, "No, we are under the AA system."

He gave me all the money in his pocket, and finally said regretfully, "The remaining two cards were originally intended for you as a tip."

What else can I say besides laughing, sometimes I am very grateful when I get it.The recovered 20 yuan Han Yu insisted on stuffing it into my hand, and said that he would make up what he owed me tomorrow.Half a penny is hard for a hero, so I have no choice but to accept it in order not to starve tomorrow.

"Shall I take you downstairs?"

"Can you sing me a song before you go?"

Although I still have a lot of work to do, although I am very anxious to get off work, I still seriously sang him the song that he likes and I like it.

At 02:30 in the middle of the night, even in midsummer the air was a little bit cold, and Han Yu couldn't help shivering.I reached out to help him hail a taxi, but he refused, "No, we'll be there in a short walk."

Of course, I was worried about him walking alone at night at such a late hour. I grabbed his arm and forced him into the car. I bargained with the driver and finally settled the deal at 15 yuan.

Hey, don't blame me for being soft-hearted, a boy who is so cute looks at you with watery eyes, like the little brother next door, you will definitely be soft-hearted. (It's really cute, why didn't I notice it last time I saw it? Maybe it's because of wearing glasses? Although it blocks part of her natural beauty, she looks even more cute.)

Besides, doesn't this give me nine yuan left?Save a little and eat enough for two meals tomorrow.

What I didn't expect was that Han Yu appeared at the door of the KTV again the next evening to give me the tip he owed me.

I looked at him like I watched ET for a long time, and finally I couldn't bear it and said to him, "Actually, we don't have a rule here that we have to pay service fees."

"I know."

"Then you sent it specially?"

Han Yu didn't know the so-called smile and didn't answer.

There may be other things, Han Yu left soon.But after that, he would come to KTV for consumption every now and then.

I have always had a good impression of him, so I welcome his arrival, not to mention the tip.He always came when I was about to get off work, sat in the private room and listened to the music, waiting for me quietly until all the guests left, and then asked me to chat with him in the private room.

Talking about chatting, in fact, we don't have much in common. One is the rich second generation who spends money lavishly without worrying about food and clothing, and the other is a poor boy who has nothing to eat. How can there be so much talk.

In addition, he doesn't like to talk, so I'm often the one who sings a one-man show, drinks, sings, and tries to make him happy, of course for the 200 yuan tip.People are poor and short-sighted, sometimes I have to lose the dignity of a man in order to live, I choose the latter for face and belly.

I wonder why he always comes here to spend money, not to mention he doesn't sing at all, does he just like to hear me sing?There are only a few songs back and forth, and I should be tired of listening to them by now.I also asked him several times, but he never gave a positive answer, he just smiled at me, or said lightly that he likes music.

Of course I believed it.

I learned much later that he did it just to find an excuse to meet me.How blind I was at the time, I didn't even see it!

We started talking on the phone a month later, because my father suddenly fell ill a few days ago, and my uninitiated mother cried all night in fright, and I couldn’t find anyone anywhere, in order to prevent similar things from happening again I made up my mind to buy a second-hand mobile phone.But the first number I saved was Han Yu's, and the first text message was also sent to him.

In fact, he gave me his cell phone number a long time ago, because I didn't think it was necessary and I never called him.

His call came within five seconds after sending the text message, and I was so scared that I almost dropped my phone on the ground.

There was a smile in his voice, but the words he said were very distant, "I will call you first before going to KTV in the future, and you can order the bag for me."

"Xiaobao usually doesn't have so many customers, so there is no need to book in advance."

"Don't you get a commission for ordering packages? Don't you want to earn more?"

I was speechless immediately, I just accidentally revealed this to him while chatting, but I didn't expect him to remember it, as if I was reminding him on purpose.Although I had the cheek to take the two red notes from him every time, I really didn't think about earning more commission from him.

Why else would other people say that it is not good to communicate with customers in private? During this period of time, I thought he regarded me as a friend, otherwise why would he come to chat with me every now and then? It seems that I am being sentimental.

I no longer have any interest in chatting, I just said "good" and there is no more.He may have also sensed my indifference, and said, "Hang up, I'll save you some phone bills." After that, there was only beeping.When I closed the phone, I realized that the call was from him, and I didn't need money to answer the call.

I sighed and made a second call home.The little girl pinched her waist and yelled and complained to me. She couldn't see it, but I could guess that she was just like that, without any girlish tenderness.I don't know if I was influenced by a male animal when I was in the mother's womb, so I developed my current personality of being neither male nor female.

"Brother, you have to pick me up at the station when I register for school, or I won't know the way."

This stinky girl won't let me go even after she goes to college.It's so close, how much money will I have to spend on you later?I owe you in my previous life! "Okay, got it."

"You seem very reluctant?"

"I would like to, okay, don't waste my phone bill, and remember to prepare more commonly used medicines for the family before leaving, so that our mother won't be willing to spend money on them."

When it came to the matter of parents, the little girl didn't dare to make mistakes, and obediently remembered all the things I arranged in her heart, and said for the first time before hanging up, "Brother, take care of yourself."

That voice was definitely the most gentle I've ever heard, and it gave me goosebumps.

As soon as the phone was hung up here, a text message jumped in. I opened it and saw that it was sent by Han Yu. He said, "The night after tomorrow, order me a small package!" "

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