I'm a scumbag

It's rare that Lin Zi and I were upset in such a tacit understanding on the same day. That kid just had a big fight with his girlfriend during the day and was about to break up.The unprecedented generosity once invited me to drink at night. To put it bluntly, he was looking for someone to complain about.

"Why do you think women have changed so quickly? Huh? She used to be innocent and didn't want anything, but now she wants gifts for this festival and souvenirs for that festival... This time it's even more extreme... "

I said absently, "You really should give her a gift for Christmas."

Lin Zi smiled wryly, "Of course Christmas can't escape, there is another festival before that, I must take her on a trip to commemorate it."

I couldn't figure it out, "What festival?"

"Macao's handover anniversary!" Lin Zi poked out the cigarette butt fiercely, "You said the handover of Macau has nothing to do with us? Huh? She doesn't even think about how much money I make a month, and she thinks I'm a rich second generation when she talks about traveling. ? That’s capitalist Macau, not the valley behind our house. It won’t cost me a year’s salary to go there! I said she was making trouble for no reason, and she immediately said with tears that I don’t love her anymore!”

I am a bit dumbfounded, think about it, maybe many men will like men because men do not have as many things as women, right?With such a festive accusing girlfriend, I have no choice but to sympathize with Lin Zi for advice. "If you want to blame this matter, you can only blame yourself. Huh, I know you too well. Maybe I was able to deceive people by boasting so much back then."

Being hit by someone's words, Lin Zi was full of displeasure, "I just had big hands when I spent money for her, and I didn't say anything unreliable."

"Can a little waiter give her thousands of watches? She won't believe you now that you are poor."

"Fuck! I made a mistake when I spent money on her...Hey, are you still my buddy, just forget about comforting me, and scold me?"

I smiled and waved my hand, "Is it okay if I'm wrong, let's not talk, let's drink."

It may be because of my mood. I didn't drink too much, but this time I just drank three bottles and became confused.Especially when I heard Linzi talking about Han Yu, I felt even more upset and dizzy.

My KTV colleagues all know that I am on good terms with a rich second-generation young master, and they all say that I am flattering and sycophant behind my back, but no one dares to say it in front of me.Except for Lin Zi, he thinks that Han Yu, like him, devotes his heart and soul to only making friends who are worth making, such as me.

In fact, I am not as good as they imagined!When I was drunk, I said the same thing over and over again, belittling myself to nothing.

Lin Zi thought I had self-loathing, but in fact, I just couldn't find a reason to be liked by that person and felt confused. What's more confusing is that up to now I don't know whether I have feelings for him beyond friendship.

The phone vibrated, it was Han Yu calling.Maybe it was because he was afraid of affecting my rest, he never called me at this time, so I was quite surprised when I vaguely saw the name on the screen.

As soon as the phone was connected, I couldn't hear it for a long time. I thought it was my tinnitus from drinking too much, "Hey, say it again, I didn't hear it."

"Li, Li Kai, can you come over now?"

"Brother, it's three o'clock now."

It was quiet over there for more than ten seconds, and I didn't hear anything because my ears were not very good. "Just talk about everything on the phone."

"...It's okay, you can continue to sleep."

I felt uneasy when he said that. I don’t know which nerve broke free from the control of the alcohol. I suddenly became more than half sober, and I vaguely felt that his voice seemed to be trembling, "What's the matter?"

The phone hung up without saying goodnight.

Lin Zi asked, "Who is it?"

"I have something to go out, you go back first!" I felt very bad, I didn't have time to explain to Lin Zi, I got up and walked out.

I saw the lights in Han Yu's house turned off from a distance, and I felt even more uneasy. The child is afraid of the dark, and if he doesn't sleep in the middle of the night, he will turn on the lights in all the rooms.I was afraid that something would happen to him and he didn't even knock and opened the door with the key. (I have all the keys of Han Yu's house, including the one in the garage.) When I entered the house, before I could even say a word, I came over with a stick.

"Fuck!" Luckily, I have practiced listening to voices, otherwise I would have become a vegetable even if I was hit on the head with a club by him!

"Li Kai?" The tone was overjoyed.

"What plane are you doing? Murder?"

Han Yu threw himself into my arms in an instant, the force of the impact almost pushed me out the door.Turned on the light and saw that little face was already pale with fright. "What's wrong? Is your house haunted by burglars or ghosts?"

"I thought you wouldn't come."

"You hung up before finishing your sentence, can I rest assured?...Tell me first, what happened?"

"I went to report to school today, and when I came back, I found that the door lock at home seemed to have been tampered with. I just lay down and heard someone unlock my lock." Han Yu grabbed my arm, as if afraid that I would abandon him Regardless, looks really terrified.

"Do you see who it is?"

"I didn't turn on the lights outside, so I didn't see clearly."

I patted the back of the little thing in my arms comfortingly, "Okay, okay, don't be afraid if I'm here."

It's almost dawn, and a certain gentleman on Liang would not choose this time if he really wanted to go to the hall, so he should have no worries about sleeping peacefully.As for me, I can't go back after the gate control time, and I don't plan to go back.Check the doors and windows and lock them, wash and sleep.

Going to the bed, the alcohol was blown down by the wind and then heated up by the heat of the electric blanket. When I closed my eyes, I felt dizzy and just wanted to sleep quickly.

When people are drunk, their will is very weak. Some people say that drinking is immoral, and some people say that drinking speaks the truth. I still don't know which is the truth.

Anyway, when I vaguely felt that someone was squeezed into my bed, I didn't refuse at all, and I didn't want to refuse at all.

"Are you drinking too much?"

I responded, "...Afraid to sleep by yourself?"

"Well, can I sleep with you?"

With my back to him, I couldn't see his expression, but I could imagine the cautiousness and anticipation on his face at this moment. "Sleep, I'm tired."

Maybe I fell asleep before he was overjoyed, and I could vaguely feel the warmth of my back, and the steady heartbeat was like a cozy lullaby, which made people feel extra at ease.

When I regained my subjective consciousness again, we had already fallen asleep face to face and embraced each other.He was snoring softly in his arms, sleeping very sweetly.Under the too blurred light, I couldn't see his outline clearly, I could only vaguely see the shadow cast by the thick eyelashes.

Growing up in the countryside, the boys I have come into contact with are basically dark, big-bodied, and ruffian-looking.They established the basic image of a man in my consciousness.It's the first time I've met a boy like Han Yu with fair skin, slender figure, naughty and cute. In the past, I never cut him a boy who was slightly more MAN than a fake girl.

For the first time, I calmed down and looked at his face carefully in the morning darkness. The face was more delicate than a girl, the eyelashes were like brushes, and the nose seemed to be carefully carved by a plastic surgeon. It only exists in comics. Lips that are thin on the top and thick on the bottom...it's so beautiful and incredible why not just generate a girl directly?

Is he really not a girl?The chin is a little blue, there is an Adam's apple in the throat, and the bottom...>"<|||A man who is as good as a fake!

When I came back to my senses, I found that my hand was resting on his slender waist. The most incredible thing was that the most common and most uncontrollable thing of a man appeared in my body, Chen-bo! (It turned out to be facing a man! TMD!) It has just been confirmed that he is a same-sex species!

For a while, I wondered if this kid had given me some medicine secretly, but so far it hasn't completely flared up.

I was considering whether to use his bathroom to solve it secretly, but Han Yu groaned twice and turned around as if to wake up, so I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to be dead.

With Xixisuosuo's voice, I really couldn't judge what he was doing next to me, I could only feel him staring at my face intently, and secretly swallowed twice. "Li Kai?...Li Kai?"

Don't call me, I'm asleep!

He swallowed again, breathing gradually heavier.

It was the first time in my life to be kissed by someone, and the object was a man.Fortunately, I didn't feel unacceptable at this time. On the contrary...it's really embarrassing to say it. In this situation where it seems to be being tasted, my feeling seems to be stronger.

His kiss was cautious and greedy, and he kissed for a while, his tongue pried open my teeth and poked in, the refreshing and charming breath instantly enveloped me.As a result, my whole body was stiff and my heart rate was too fast. I don't know if he felt it.

Please, just kiss me, you still touch me!

Don't go any further, you've crossed the line!

What wine did you drink last night, and why is it so strong?How many gears is the electric blanket turned on, why is it so hot?My body was completely uncontrollable, as if every pore was emitting hot fire, and my clothes were almost turned into ashes.

"Are you awake?" Maybe my swallowing action betrayed me, the person on my body smiled and asked in my ear, "Do you feel it?"

"Come down!" My hoarse voice was obviously insincere!

Han Yu let out a low laugh, pressed my lips to kiss me frantically, this time I was driven straight in without even a verbal refusal in time.I admit that at this moment, both physically and mentally, I have the most primitive desire for him, and the menacing force is absolutely unstoppable.

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