I'm a scumbag

I don't know how he spent this period of time. The house was in such a mess as if it had been robbed, with empty beer bottles and cigarette cases everywhere.

Han Yu flattered me with an expression of "Don't dare to do it next time", "I was falling out of love at that time, so it's understandable."

"Your body is yours. If you don't cherish it, who can cherish it for you?" I rolled up my sleeves to clean up the mess, and the little boy sat on the sofa and fiddled with the gauze on his leg. "I don't know if there will be scars?"

"Don't change the subject!"

Han Yu stuck out his tongue mischievously, "Don't dare next time."

I sighed, and said to him calmly, "You have to think about everything in this world. Time will always dilute everything. Just bear with it and it will pass. Don't keep torturing yourself. I hope you can be happy every day."

"It's easy to make me happy, as long as you stay with me every day."

My thoughts were confused, I paused, and said softly, "I'm not gay."

Han Yu was shocked, and it was obvious from his expression, but he still forced a smile and said to me, "It's okay, I'm not greedy...it's okay to be friends."

"Just as long as you can think about it." I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and the pressure was relieved by half.

I have thought a lot these days, do you like it?One thing, otherwise I wouldn’t send him home every day, I wouldn’t be so distressed when I saw him hurt, I wouldn’t do things for him that should never be done between friends, and I wouldn’t be flustered when I saw him cry , would not choose to stay in a difficult decision, and would not care so much about his body, his emotions, or even his every word.

It's a pity that he was born as a man, and the same sex is doomed to repel each other and not attract each other!The instinct of my body can't have any desire for him at all.

Without desire, how can we talk about emotion, without emotion, how can we love?

Han Yu's injury was almost healed, the stitches were removed, and a scar was left, which was destined to never be erased for the rest of his life.

I really don't know if he owed our Li family in his previous life. The two big scars on his body were left for our Li family.If he complained and complained about me, he might feel better, but he never blamed me for this matter, let alone Li Yan.

Seeing that the Chinese New Year is coming soon, I have taken a long vacation of more than 20 days, and the price is that I must stick to my post before the fifteenth day of the first lunar month.

Said to Han Yu that night, "I'm going to work tomorrow."

Han Yu, who was dancing happily because I made delicious food, suddenly became very disappointed, "Can't I not go?"

"Of course not. My family's living expenses still depend on me."

"I give you."

"I know you have the ability, but I just want to make money with my own efforts."

"You take care of me and I should give you a salary. You don't have to have a psychological burden."

I looked up at Xiaoyu with chopsticks in his mouth, smiled and said, "Taking care of you is out of affection, not out of profit, understand?"

Han Yu finally smiled. The sweet smile from the heart was so beautiful that people couldn't move their eyes. "Then will you come to see me every day?"

This time I didn't agree too happily. He has recovered from his injury and is fully capable of taking care of himself. Isn't it unnecessary for me to be here.What's more, there is still an embarrassing fact between us, to some extent it is better to keep some distance. "I'll come and see you sometime."

"......Oh."

"Actually, as long as I'm not busy, I still have a lot of free time." I really can't bear to see his downcast expression, and I think it's all comforting to say something ambiguous.

After wasting a bottle of saliva, Han Yu finally accepted the fact that I was going to leave calmly, but when it was time to leave, he had a sad face, with tears on the verge of falling, as if he had been greatly wronged.

When this kid had a secret love before, he knew how to hide and hide everything, and be more reserved.Now that it's all revealed, he simply writes everything clearly on his face, completely disregarding the man's face, even if the dignity of a man is swept into the corner of the trash, it doesn't matter, and he always tells his longing for love with tears in his eyes.

If it weren't for his short hair, broad shoulders, narrow hips and long legs, and his obvious masculine features, I would have wondered if there was a C cup hidden in the clothes.

"When are you coming to see me?"

"Wait until I'm free."

"Then are you free tomorrow?" I asked more directly this time, and I couldn't laugh or cry.

"Be obedient, don't embarrass me."

He didn't speak any more, and watched me silently put on my clothes and shoes and opened the door, his eyes seemed to be showing off.

"The meal is in the refrigerator. When you are hungry, heat it in the microwave before eating."

"...Why does this happen every time?"

"What?" I was puzzled.

"You're only with me when I'm hurt."

Thinking about it carefully, this is the case. Last time and this time, they are surprisingly similar.I am speechless!

"If I am paralyzed for life, will you guard me forever?"

His serious expression seemed to have a strange determination, which made me suddenly feel inexplicable fear, "Don't talk nonsense!"

"It's just a feeling, don't worry about it." Han Yu sighed, and looked away from me, "Let's go, or we'll be late."

I felt powerless, sighed and wanted to say something, but finally chose to leave silently.They're both in the same city, and it's only half an hour's drive away, and they can see each other anytime they want, why is it like parting from life and death!

He is not normal, and I am not much better than him, otherwise why do I always feel lost and out of my mind.

After leaving the Han family, I thought this matter would be over, but I didn't expect that the troubles had just begun.

Since I was a child, I have been helping Li Yan clean up the mess, and this time it is the same. Han Yu's hospitalization fee alone made me pay an entire month's salary in advance, and take out more than 20 days of long vacation.I planned to bring a sum of money back for emergency during the Chinese New Year, but it turned out that I was empty-handed and unable to get away, and there was no hope of going home.

When discussing with Li Yan, she still complained, and I almost got her into a crack in the ground with a word, and I didn't dare to repeat a word.That's all she's good about. Mistakes are mistakes, but you can correct them if you know your mistakes, and she must be very obedient in the next month or so.

She agreed to go home for the New Year by herself in a few days, but before putting down the phone, she proposed to see Han Yu before going home.

Speaking of the current relationship between them is a bit strange, they have broken up but still meet occasionally, they owe a little more than their lovers, and a little deeper than their classmates.Li Yan wanted to rekindle the old love, but Han Yu was afraid of avoiding it.And because of my relationship, what I did was inexplicable.

I really don't want them to be together from the bottom of my heart, but I have said this too many times, and it may cause unnecessary trouble if I continue to say it.I believe that Han Yu can solve this problem before she leaves, so I didn't stop her too much this time. Sometimes it's better to be unfeeling, lest she still waste time with fantasies.

Two days later, I received a call from Han Yu to report the results.

"Have you explained everything to her?"

"no!"

I was stunned for a second, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you promise me?"

"You don't know, she looks so pitiful like that, I really can't bear it."

"Don't stop! Do you think you haven't caused enough trouble?"

A helpless sigh came from the phone, and Han Yu asked tentatively after a while, "Why don't you just do this first, actually I like your sister quite a lot."

Brain fragmentation, I couldn't react for about five seconds.

"Li Kai? Li Kai? Why don't you talk?"

I took a deep breath and said in a brotherly tone, "No! I don't agree!"

This time I switched to mute the other side, and after a while, I vaguely heard that kind of laughter that seemed to be suppressed with all my strength but couldn't be suppressed at all. I asked angrily, "What are you laughing at?"

"Are you... are you jealous?"

Someone suddenly lost the ability to speak!

"I got it right? You're really jealous, aren't you?" He chased after him! "Li Kai, maybe you don't know yourself at all!" He said after a schadenfreude smile, "Ann, actually Li Yan hasn't come yet, don't worry, I will make it clear to her when she comes."

When I was about to say something, the other side hung up early. I looked at the blacked-out phone screen stupidly, and the time I kept in the same posture probably broke the Guinness record!

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