I'm a scumbag

Of course I don't worry about how far a person with bad legs can run, the most is the bathroom.Sitting on the still warm bed, I was even in the mood to consider whether Han Yu, who loves sweets, would drink unsweetened soy milk.

After 10 minutes passed, I gradually began to feel anxious. After looking for the bathroom, I found that no one was there, and I was even more restless and restless.There were at least 30 rooms on the first floor of the huge inpatient building. I searched them one by one, but I still couldn’t find them. For this reason, I had a big fight with the nurse on duty and was almost thrown out by the security guards.

He just had a dozen stitches on his leg. Where could he go? Could it be that he was kidnapped?

I was so anxious that I started to think wildly that I almost dug the hospital three feet into the ground, and finally forced the head nurse to adjust the surveillance video for me.Isn't that how parents feel about losing their children?

Just as we were arguing in the hospital lobby, the kid who had disappeared for nearly five or ten minutes staggered down the back stairs.

All eyes were on him, including me.The kid was so hair-stricken by our staring eyes that he took two steps back, but unfortunately he still didn't escape my clutches and was caught by me.

"Where did you go?"

Han Yu laughed first, then shrunk his neck to flatter his face after laughing, and put on an innocent expression and said, "Go, I went to the bathroom, and then, I lost my way after looking for it." Seeing that my expression was still angry , asked with a guilty conscience, "Do you believe it?"

"Do you think I will believe it?"

Han Yu pursed his lips, swallowed a few times dryly, and said in a decibel similar to a mosquito whispering, "I thought... thought you were gone."

I gasped for anger and looked at him with cold sweat on his face. I didn't hit him, scold him, cry, or laugh. I had no choice but to cut myself into several parts and circle around him.

"Sorry! I won't run around again."

The people around me put on expressions of "you are really making a fuss" and dispersed. Before leaving, the head nurse complained to him for me, "Don't run around next time, your brother should call the police if he is in a hurry. gone."

"I'm sorry." Han Yu shook my arm to please me, his tone was at least several times stickier than usual.

I rubbed my forehead and sighed, squatted down on the ground and said, "Come on, I'll carry you back."

"no need."

"If you don't hurry up, the soy milk will be cold."

Han Yu leaned on my back and asked, "Have you gone to buy me breakfast?"

"Otherwise where do you think I've gone?"

Han Yu laughed, rubbed my neck and whispered secretly, "You are so kind." The voice was so small that I was stingy, but I still heard it.

He is the only person in this world who thinks I am good, but in fact I am not good at all.If I were really like what he said, I would at least leave a note for him before leaving, or put the phone next to his pillow to make him feel at ease, instead of leaving quietly and letting him think wildly, dragging With my injured leg, I climbed down the eighth floor and chased me enduring the severe pain.

I didn't understand this kind of feeling before, but now I know it personally. When one person can't find another person, that feeling can make people so anxious that they can't cry.It should be the same when he couldn't find me just now, right?Now calm down and think about it or I was wrong first.

"sorry that I had you worried."

"Don't say that, I'm making too much fuss."

"Xiaoyu!"

"Ok?"

"Does your leg hurt? ... Tell the truth."

Behind him nodded, "A little bit."

"Why don't you take the elevator?"

"I am rescuing patients, I am embarrassed to fight with them."

This little idiot, won't he wait for the next trip? "Don't run around next time."

"Then you promise me you won't leave."

I nodded my head vigorously, "I promise you, at least while you are recuperating!"

"Even if I recover from my injury, you are not allowed to leave me, let me watch you every day."

I smiled and lifted him up, and said badly, "Don't be too greedy."

In fact, he is not greedy at all, and all he wants is nothing more than that.

But at this time, I am still hovering at the crossroads of my life. The more hope I promise, the more unpredictable disappointment I will have.Who can guarantee the future?Let everything go with the flow, all I can do is to satisfy some of his extravagant demands at this time.

Han Yu became more and more clingy. When the two of us were alone in the room, his eyes never moved away from me. If I went out, he would ask nervously, "Where are you going?"

I also know that this child is insecure, but it still makes me feel a little troublesome if there are too many times.

Later, I found time to talk with him once, and Xiaoyu leaned on the pillow obediently like a child who did something wrong and listened to me explaining the truth to him, without saying a word.It wasn't until I finished speaking that he carefully took my hand and said to me, "I'm sorry, I'm just scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"My mother said that she went out to buy things...and never came back. I'm afraid..."

Before he finished speaking, I took my trembling body into my arms and patted gently, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I didn't know he didn't even have a mother, and I never explored the real reason for his insecurity.I only know to blame him, but never understand him, his life experience, his background, his family, all that never aroused my concern.

"...When my mother died, her face was beyond recognition. There was such a big pool of blood that it stained the road red. She clearly said that she would come back soon..."

"Don't say it, don't say it." The body in my arms was shaking violently. It was the first time I saw him so helpless. He seemed to be ten years younger suddenly, like a child...

"Li Kai, you don't need to like me, but please don't leave me!" He said this sentence to me in tears, the humbleness made people feel sad.

At this time, I really should promise him immediately and make him smile, but I can't say it, sometimes the simplest promise is the hardest thing to do. "It depends on fate, maybe we can be friends for a lifetime."

The expression on Han Yu's face was complicated and painful. After struggling, he showed a little calmness, "It's okay, I can wait."

I didn't continue to discuss this topic with him because it was too heavy a topic.My parents, my sanity, my conventional wisdom, and my sexuality were all reasons to hold me back.

The most important point, so far Li Yan is still kept in the dark.She has always been proud and arrogant. If she knows that she has become a substitute for others, she doesn't know if her self-esteem can bear it. The trouble is that the other protagonist is still me as a brother.

The last time she came to the hospital to see us, she had a strange look in her eyes, and Han Yu deliberately got close to me in front of her, which made me rush to send her away like a frightened bird.

It really means that Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, and when he turned around, he saw a thin figure rushing towards him in a hurry.I was still thinking about what excuses I would find to persuade her to go back this time, and when I walked in, I found out that I had mistaken the person.

"Hello there!"

No wonder the eyes are mistaken, it turns out that the clothes are exactly the same.By the way, do we know each other? "Oh hello, what's up?"

The girl on the opposite side had two red blooms on her face, and she smiled softly at me, "That morning at the flower bed..."

"Huh?" I was puzzled.

"You may have forgotten that you bought two breakfasts for our sisters that day."

I suddenly realized, fixed my eyes and looked at it, but I had no impression at all.It's not that I'm poor and forgetful, it's because I was upset at the time. "Oh, I remembered."

The girl lowered her head shyly, "I'm here to thank you."

"You don't have to thank me for this little thing. How is it? Are you feeling better now?" I think it should be better, otherwise I wouldn't be able to laugh at all.

"It's better now that the funeral is over."

"That's good. Sadness and joy, parting and reunion, the world is impermanent, think about it."

"Thank you so much, oh, by the way, I think, think... Can you leave me a call?"

"elder brother!"

It's so loud, it hurts my eardrum, when did I have a younger brother? "How did you come out?"

Xiaoyu pursed his mouth, his face was full of resentment, Jinji Lili actually stood firmly, and pointed down, "My leg hurts!"

"My leg hurts and I still come out to run around, so go back quickly."

"Is this your brother? He looks really good."

Han Yu didn't buy the girl's praise at all, and asked dissatisfiedly while holding my arm, "Why are you looking for my brother?"

One sentence made the other person's face turn red, "It's nothing, just, just to say thank you."

"Oh, I thought you were interested in my brother, but fortunately you are not, otherwise my brother's girlfriend will know that you will be jealous."

"Xiaoyu!"

"That's right!" Han Yu pursed his lips unhappily, and walked away with a kick.

I had no choice but to apologize to that brat, but in the end he returned to the room with such an aggrieved expression that no one could even train him.

"Li Kai, I want to go home."

"It will take a few days before you go home, your injury is not healed yet."

The little mouth is so pouted that it can hang a bottle of soy sauce, "I don't, I just want to go home, and I will go back now."

I don’t know how immature he is. Forget it. Anyway, I have lived in the hospital enough. During this period of time, I was stuck too tightly by the "sticky cake", and I didn’t even have time to take a bath. Fortunately, the weather was not hot, otherwise I would have smelled early up.

"Okay, okay, listen to you, then I will go through the formalities."

Han Yu smiled triumphantly, "Go home and see who still hooks up with you!"

"What did you say?" I turned around and asked as I was about to go out.

"No, nothing, hey, hurry up, I'll wait for you."

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