There is a terrible disease called control

If Han Xiao had to use one word to sum up Li Tao's strengths, Han Xiao would definitely use these two words: Lively.As long as Li Tao is around, Han Xiao will feel that the whole room is buzzing.

And with him around, Han Xiao will never have to worry about the two of them having nothing in common. Li Tao will chatter and list many topics, and there will always be one that will interest Han Xiao.Han Xiao is not a person who likes to chat too much, but he is not a qualified listener either. Many times Li Tao said a lot, but he was immersed in his own world and didn't listen to a word.

"You go to a friend's house for dinner at night, do you need to bring something with you? I bought beer when I went to the supermarket the day before yesterday. I think you are all men, so you can carry the beer over there." Li Tao covered the pot with a towel Wipe it clean, said naggingly.

He didn't wait for Han Xiao's answer for a while, he turned his head and saw Han Xiao was tidying up the refrigerator, holding two radishes, he didn't know what he was thinking.He walked over and bumped the edge of Han Xiao's shoe with the toe of his shoe, calling back Han Xiao's long-lost soul.

Han Xiao came back to his senses, put the radish in his hand into the refrigerator and said, "Ah, what?"

"I told you to bring the beer with you when you go to dinner tonight. Even if you are a friend, you should always reciprocate."

Han Xiao didn't know what he was thinking, twisted the plastic bag in his hand with his fingers, and said in a low voice, "It's better not to take it."

However, Li Tao was washing towels at the time, and the sound of rushing water covered Han Xiao's voice, so Li Tao could not hear Han Xiao's protest.In the evening, before going to work, Li Tao took Han Xiao to Xu Xiu's downstairs with a beer.Han Xiao blinked and blinked, but didn't say anything to refuse, so he could only reluctantly go upstairs with the beer.

"You understand the world better than before." Xu Xiu said after seeing the beer.

Sometimes when Han Xiao and Li Tao lived together, he would feel like living with ordinary children and his own mother. He would start nagging you early in the morning, because you didn’t Go to work/study after breakfast.Or force you to accept some of his values, such as forcing you to wear an ugly scarf after it snows.

Although the two have a good relationship, Han Xiao, who should be concealed, has not revealed a single word. After all, not everyone can tolerate having such an emotionally and mentally unstable friend.But in order to ensure the safety of Li Tao's life, whenever Han Xiao felt that his situation was not right, he would run away from Li Tao's house and return to his own home because he was a little tired.Over time, even the careless Li Tao noticed something was wrong.

Once after lunch, Han Xiao was standing in the kitchen, taking red bean balls for dessert out of the pot, when suddenly he felt that the soup spoon in front of him froze, and his whole brain seemed to be twisted into a ball, even in his hands. The small bowl also fell to the ground.Li Tao who was sitting outside heard the movement and ran in.

Han Xiao supported the console with one hand, turned to Li Tao and said, "I'm a little tired, you should go back first."

"Are you okay?" Li Tao reached out to grab Han Xiao's arm, but Han Xiaoge let him go.

"It's okay, you go back first. If there is anything else, we will talk about it tomorrow." Han Xiao said impatiently, he has no energy to pretend to be friendly, and he has no time to explain. He is now looking at the pot of red beans on the gas stove The soup felt disgusting and wished to overturn the pot directly.

Li Tao didn't give up, and continued to grab Han Xiao with his hands.

Panting heavily, Han Xiao turned around, pushed Li Tao out and said, "You go back first, I will explain to you tomorrow if there is anything."

Seeing that Han Xiao was in a bad mood, Li Tao half-pushed and walked out. The moment Han Xiao slammed the door shut, he couldn't help but fall on the clothes hanger next to him.The clothes hanger fell down and made a huge noise, and the black hollow iron pipe on it ran across Han Xiao's forearm, leaving a bloodstain half an inch long.

The pain in the body and the pain in the brain are completely incomparable. Han Xiao pulled his hair with both hands and huddled on the ground. The pain rushed down the spine, and then sent to every neuron, like a sea tide, it is difficult to calm.He thought, if he didn't commit suicide, he wouldn't have to toss and turn in bed all night, and he wouldn't have to endure this kind of pain anymore.

The door suddenly turned twice, and then was pulled open from the outside.

"Don't come in." Han Xiao let out a stern roar.He knew who this person was about to come in, because he left the only set of spare keys for this gate at Li Tao's house.

Han Xiao wanted to stand up and close the door, but before he could stand up, he bumped his head against the wooden door that opened inward.After the huge impact, Han Xiao was torn apart by the pain and rolled all over the floor, hitting the table legs and chair legs several times.

The door slams shut, are you leaving?Han Xiao felt that his tear ducts seemed to open as the door closed.

It's just that he didn't expect Li Tao to walk over from behind, and picked him up from the ground and put him on his shoulders.Han Xiao's stomach was a little uncomfortable because of Li Tao's shoulders. When his mind was in a mess, he slammed Li Tao's back with his elbow a few times, and he even heard Li Tao's muffled groan.

Li Tao threw him on the bed and locked him with hands and feet from behind, and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay, it will pass soon."

Until the worst headache passed, Han Xiao, who was covered in sweat, also spread out in Li Tao's arms.

Seeing that Han Xiao couldn't move anymore, Li Tao heaved a sigh of relief and let him go.

Han Xiao squirmed and climbed up to find a comfortable position, lying still on his stomach, as if he was dead.Li Tao straightened up, the place on his back hit by Han Xiao's elbow was painful, looking at Han Xiao next to him, he sighed, went to the kitchen to pour Han Xiao a glass of water.

"Drink it." Li Tao said.

Han Xiao turned his back to him and didn't move or make a sound.Li Tao stretched out his hand and turned Han Xiao around, and put the mouth of the water cup to Han Xiao's mouth.Han Xiao took two sips and shook his head to signal no more.

"I'm going, why are you like a little girl all day long, you don't say you like it, you don't like it, you don't like it, you don't like it, you want to solve it yourself, my friend is so unreliable? Look at today This is certainly not the first time." Li Tao sat down next to Han Xiao, and drank the remaining water in the cup that Han Xiao drank.

Han Xiao rolled over and sat up, and said, "Let me tell you, Li Tao, I have a mental illness, and I also have indirect convulsions. When it was the worst, did you even kidnap someone?"

"You." Li Tao was at a loss for words for a while, so he said a word, and then said sharply: "Do you know how anxious I was when I was standing outside and heard the movement in the room."

"Cut." Panting heavily, Han Xiao turned his head, making it clear that he didn't want to pay any attention to Li Tao.

Li Tao saw that Han Xiao was like a little girl playing with a temper, he sighed and said, "It's the first time we met in the hospital, did you just get sick, that's why you bumped so badly."

"Half and half, the disease is one aspect, and the other is being beaten." Han Xiao sighed, feeling that he was really stupid at that time, and actually thought of kidnapping Xu Xiu back.

"Did Xu Xiu hit you? Because you intended to kidnap him?"

"No, because I kidnapped him."

"Forget it, I'll pretend I don't know about it."

Later, Han Xiao discovered that all the soups had turned into nourishing qi and calming soups. When it was time to go to the hospital for an examination, someone always knocked on the door early in the morning to remind him not to forget.

This kind of life lasted until the Chinese New Year, when Li Tao went home.

Although Han Xiao didn't like to go home, the Spring Festival was the annual family reunion day after all. Han Xiao dawdled until the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, and then reluctantly returned home with his luggage.

Even on such a day, the room was still deserted. The old woman was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper. When she saw Han Xiao coming back, she took off her glasses and nodded slightly. It was not like seeing her son at all, but more like It is to see your subordinates.

"Mom." After Han Xiao yelled, he dragged the box back to the room.

This family of three lives at home, as if there is no one at home. Even if the three of them sit together on New Year's Eve, they don't have much to say. They eat their own meals, and occasionally they can only hear the sound of dishes colliding.

Han Xiao felt the vibration in his trouser pocket. Only one person could make this call. He glanced at his parents who were eating, turned around and left the restaurant and hid outside to answer the phone.

Li Tao's house felt lively just by listening to it. Li Tao said Happy New Year, and then began to babble about what happened at home in the past few days. Han Xiao didn't find it annoying, so he just listened here.He didn't care about the content, he just felt that no one had talked to him for a long time, and he felt bored.

After hanging up the phone, Han Xiao went back to the restaurant to continue eating.

"You look very happy." Mother Han asked suddenly.

"No." Han Xiao reflexively refused.

The mother of the Han family saw that he did not discuss these matters, so she stopped talking.The father of the Han family didn't care about these things at all, and left after finishing his meal without saying a word.

By the time Li Tao came back, it was already the seventh day of the first lunar month.

Han Xiao packed his things early and went back to his rented house near the school. He prepared a kitchen full of things for Li Tao to clean up.When the doorbell rang, Han Xiao rushed over, opened the door, and saw Li Tao bringing a girl.

"Let me introduce you, this is my fiancee."

"..."

Push out and close the door.

"Han Xiaoxiao, I'm just kidding, she's not my fiancee, she's my cousin."

This time Li Tao didn't dare to use Han Xiao's house key to open the door casually, and Han Xiao let him in after patting outside the door for a long time.

"That's a cousin of mine who is looking for a job here after the Chinese New Year. There is no place to live yet. She wants to live here for a few days. You know that my house has one bedroom and one living room, so I want to live here for two God, you don't mind." Li Tao said.

"mind."

"Aww, I knew you were joking." Li Tao wailed, lying on Han Xiao's body, and grabbed Han Xiao's arm that was cooking.

...Actually, Han Xiao really minded.

He didn't understand why those people in the dormitory moved out before.In any case, living with him is a very dangerous thing, like placing an untimely bomb around you.It used to be that people were afraid of being killed by bombs, but now it is bombs that are afraid of killing people.

Li Tao didn't ask for the second time, and moved all the things in without a fuss.

"There is only one bed in my house." Han Xiao emphasized again.

"It doesn't matter, we are both men, you see your bed is so big, enough for the two of us to sleep." Li Tao sat on Han Xiao's soft bed and looked at Han Xiao with a smile.As if waiting for something.

Han Xiao looked at Li Tao, opened his mouth, but finally didn't say anything, and endured it back.Seeing that Han Xiao just recognized him sullenly, Li Tao sighed, and stretched out his hand to beckon Han Xiao to come over.

"If you really don't like it, just tell me, as long as you tell me loudly. You can't always hold back like this. If you hold back and don't say it, it's not good for your illness. Some things, you have to say loudly Come out." Li Tao looked at Han Xiao seriously, without any sign of joking.

Han Xiao moved his head uncomfortably, lowered his head and said, "I am willing."

"I'm willing too..." Li Tao suddenly had a brain twitch, and said, "Okay, the bride and groom can exchange rings..."

"...Snake spirit disease." The originally serious atmosphere was destroyed in an instant, and he stood up, gave Li Tao a glance, and went out.Li Tao was not angry either, he giggled a few times.

By the time spring came, Han Xiao's insomnia was almost gone, and even the rest of the class felt the change in him.His attitude towards him is also a lot gentler.

As for Li Tao, the two of them never said a word of love, let alone love, when they were together. In the eyes of outsiders, the two of them lived together in such a muddle-headed way.

As for whether they really understand or pretend to be confused, they have to ask themselves when they think about it.