There is a terrible disease called control

Silence spread in the darkness for a long time, the two of them stared at the ceiling tirelessly, as if they could see flowers in the ceiling.In fact, Xu Xiu thought about a lot of things after Xia Yi confessed his love, but it didn't include lying on the same bed with Xia Yi so quickly, of course it was just lying on the bed.

"Wen Yue came here, is it the address you told him?" Xia Yi said suddenly.

He had been holding back this sentence in his heart for a long time, and finally he couldn't hold back and asked it.This time Xu Xiu rarely expressed his understanding to Xia Yi. Xu Xiu silently rolled his eyes in the dark, and complained: "What's more, isn't it just that competition? Wasn't it the delivery address for Jianjian Piercing Heart? The kid pretended to be a courier and ran up."

If there is this type of competition next time, I will not participate if I kill Lao Tzu.Xu Xiu added silently in his heart.

In fact, Xia Yi's mood is very contradictory now, he doesn't know whether he should thank Wen Yue, or should rush into the next room, grab Wen Yue's collar and throw him outside.On the one hand, he came here in this way to make people disgusted, on the other hand, without him, I don't know when I will be able to sleep with Xiu for the past hundred years.

Xu Xiu, who had been tossing around all day, was really tired. He retracted his chin into the warm quilt, and slowly turned his back to Xia Yi. This way of turning his back on Xia Yi made Xu Xiu relax a lot. , soon fell asleep.

Listening to Xu Xiu's steady breathing, Xia Yi couldn't fall asleep.

A gay forum at three o'clock in the morning.

Topic: The person I like is sleeping next to me, hey... (03:15)

Puppeteer: A friend came to stay overnight. Now I am sleeping on the same bed with the person I like. He is asleep, but I have been lying on the bed for five hours, and I don’t feel sleepy at all.Why……

I think twice: Artists are so innocent, at times like this, you should rush forward decisively, even if you don't get your heart, at least don't miss people.

In other words: Congratulations to the artist for taking another step forward, it took you two years to go from liking to confessing, but it only took [-] days from confessing to lying together, tsk tsk, you have made progress.

magic: Long time no see, artist, I think you should go to sleep now, and then pretend to put your arm on his waist inadvertently, if he doesn’t respond, put him in your arms, and tell him tomorrow morning, Because it was too cold, the movement was done unconsciously by sleeping.

Zhang Xiaokong: Wake him up, let's have a shot.

Yingying dangling golden light: Come, come, brother, I will teach you a trick. Now you suddenly yell that your stomach hurts, and he wakes up.Then don't let the other party call a doctor, you just say that you have a stomachache and need to rub someone else, and then you lean over and let him turn his back to you, you just rub and rub...he helps and helps...

耨耨: LS is mighty.Artist, this is the person you have liked for a long time, I said that the order of love between the two of you seems not right.

Zhang Xiaokong: Alas, we have posted so much, why the artist didn't answer a single word.

Magic: It is estimated that the artist has finally made up his mind, and now he is already having sex with the person he likes.

On the other side of the network, the mobile phone with no battery was lying on the floor. The owner of the mobile phone was sleeping soundly, and Xu Xiu next to him curled up into a ball, his head resting on Xia Yi's chest, sleeping unconsciously.

The first person to wake up the next morning was Wen Yue. The first thing Wen Yue thought of after waking up was that he drank too much yesterday. Fortunately, although he didn't have the capacity for alcohol, at least he still had alcohol, so he didn't feel ashamed to throw it to the end. .

This room belongs to Xu Xiu. The composition of the room is very simple. There are double-door cabinets, black and white cabinets, desks of the same color, and ThinkPad laptops. The strange and skilled Arrow Flower was born in front of this computer.On the right side of the desk is a floor-to-ceiling white bookshelf. The books on it are all design-related things, but these things are neatly stacked on the bookshelf, obviously they haven't been turned over for a long time.

Then he turned his head and looked at the half bottle of Coke and the half pack of cigarettes.He said with emotion: "The two of them don't usually sleep together, which is unscientific."

In fact, until now, he still doesn't quite understand why he came all the way to see Xu Xiu, do you like him? NONO's answer is simply stupid. The arrow in the game is like the only red color on a plain oil painting. This eye-catching color makes Wen Yue full of curiosity. He wants to see what this colorful person is like. What it looks like, see if he is the same as you imagined.

He really came, and he really saw it. The real Xu Xiu is very attractive and beautiful, but his arrival is a bit late.

Wen Yue patted Xu Xiu's bed, let out a long breath and sat up, then tidied up the bed, opened the window to let out the alcohol that had fermented overnight, put on slippers and Shi Shi ran out of the bedroom.

Unexpectedly, he bumped into Xia Yi who was going out. Xia Yi didn't have a good rest, but got up at six o'clock habitually. He didn't expect that the drunk man sleeping opposite would wake up so early.

"Morning." Xia Yi smiled and nodded, greeting.

Wen Yue took a look at the dark spots in Xia Yi's eyes and joked in a low voice, "Is it the first time he's sleeping next to you that excites you?"

Xia Yi didn't speak, but his eyes became sharp all of a sudden, making people flustered.

Wen Yue seemed to have been used to this look for a long time, shook his head easily and said: "Don't look at me with your strange eyes, Xu Xiu didn't tell me this, it's all my speculation. Judging from Xu Xiu's character See if he's still sleeping in his own room, nine out of ten he didn't accept your confession, naturally, the kind of benefits like last night can't be obtained casually."

Xia Yi adjusted his stance and asked, "Why are you so sure that I'm chasing him?"

"Needless to say? If Xu Xiu gave you a chance, you would want to swallow him alive. No, you two have a strong desire to control and a strong spirit of resistance. You really are two very unworthy people."

"I can control my desire to control." Xia Yi frowned and emphasized, with unconscious guilt in his tone.

Wen Yue turned his head and asked: "Are you sure? The desire to control is like a war. Once the opponent starts to retreat, you will never stop. You will only pursue the victory. The closer you are to a person, the stronger the desire to control will be. It's like a drug, it's addictive, and when you can control what style of clothes the other person can wear, you start to want to control what color the other person wears."

"Then you can rest assured that Xu Xiu is definitely a person who will not back down." Xia Yi thought for a while and continued: "I think you also have a deep understanding of this."

Wen Yue didn't know what was coming to his mind, and he showed a bright smile and said, "It's not just about not giving up an inch of land, it's simply aggressive."

"I'll go buy breakfast later, what do you want to eat?" Xia Yi asked.

"As long as it's not the Xiaolongbao from the small shop yesterday, anything is fine."

During the day, the three of them went to visit some scenic spots in the city. It was the middle of winter, and there was nothing worth seeing, just to show the friendship of the landlord.

Wenyue took the plane at [-] o'clock in the evening. He originally planned to take the next day's plane back, but Wenyue's leader called to urge people, Wenyue had no choice but to change the flight, Xia Yi and Xu Xiu and two drove him to the airport, Xia Yi went to park the car, and Xu Xiu accompanied Wen Yue to change the boarding pass.

There are not many people at the airport at this time, and it is deserted.Although Xu Xiu had sent many people to the airport, he seldom flew by plane himself, and he was not very familiar with the process of flying by plane. He said he was helping, but at best he was just a person standing by to take luggage.Wen Yue was talking to the staff, his bright eyes were staring at each other, his pretty lips were slightly raised, it was very attractive.The staff member who was talking to him was a young girl in her 20s who secretly glanced at Wen Yue from the corner of her eye while she was working.

"The little girl's eyes are about to cramp when she looks at you." When Wen Yue came back, Xu Xiu teased him in a low voice.

As a result, Wen Yue said regretfully, "It's a pity, I'm GAY."

It's over, after Wen Yue said this sentence, Xu Xiu didn't know what to say, and finally said: "You don't have any friends when you chat like this."

Wen Yue didn't mind either, and said with a smile: "Because Xia Yi didn't come back, I'll just say a few more words. Generally speaking, there are two reasons for excessive control, one is too low self-esteem, and the other is power* Too strong, the literal meaning can be understood, so I won’t go into details. Obviously Xia Yi doesn’t belong to the first category, and of course he doesn’t belong to the latter category either.”

"Are you talking nonsense?" Xu Xiu joked with a chuckle.Unexpectedly, Xia Yi's desire to control has become so obvious that a person who has just met him for two days can see it.

"Of course not. What I mean is that the first two desires for control are typical desires for control, while Xia Yi's desire for control is the * type. His desire for control comes from his pursuit of perfection. He is very confident and also Very smart, when you two are together, it is very likely that he will use various methods to force you or tempt you to submit to his control."

"Well, that's right." Xu Xiu nodded in agreement, and he also discovered that now Xia Yi's desire to control is no longer the kind of coercive intervention before, but has embarked on a curve to save the country Road, this is not a good sign.

Wen Yue stopped in the open space before the security check, put the suitcase away and asked, "Do you want to hear an expert's opinion on this?"

It was obviously a normal sentence, but for some reason, Xu Xiu just felt an ominous premonition, but before he could say no, Wen Yue continued on his own: "So, if you don't want your The space is getting smaller and smaller, and the freedom is getting less and less, so you have to learn to challenge the bottom line. You have to constantly test where Xia Yi's bottom line is, and then expand your living space, do you understand?"

"I understand roughly." Xu Xiu replied.

"I think you still don't quite understand, that is, the more he won't let you do something, the more you have to try and challenge him. So, let me help you." When Wen Yue said this, his eyes kept on To Xu Xiu's back.

Xu Xiu felt uncomfortable under his gaze. When he turned around, he saw Xia Yi passing by the glass window tens of meters away, and he was looking this way.Xu Xiu waved his hand to greet him, and Xia Yi also waved his hand to show that he saw it.

Wen Yue beside him suddenly approached Xu Xiu, fixed the back of Xu Xiu's head with one hand, pinched Xu Xiu's chin with the other, quickly kissed Xu Xiu's cheek, and then let go of Xu Xiu.Then he narrowly avoided Xu Xiu's kick towards him, dragged his luggage and rushed past the security check under the surprised eyes of the staff, leaving the angry Xu Xiu behind.

Xia Yi is too far away from here, and when he rushed over, Wen Yue had already completed the security check, so all he could do was to show Wen Yue two middle fingers, and then he would look like a little animal with fried fur. Xu Xiu pulled him into his arms and gave Xu Xiu an authentic French wet kiss. Now, the security staff was even more stunned. They looked at the two people in surprise, and then turned to look at the two people who were standing a few meters away. Wen Yue, who had a wry smile on his face, immediately took shape as soon as a "Beautiful Boy's Love" blockbuster was released.Xu Xiu was so embarrassed that he was dying, and with anger towards Wen Yue, he kicked Xia Yi's calf.The painful Xia Yi almost bit his own tongue.

"Can you be so embarrassing every time, don't do this kind of thing when there are many people." Xu Xiu cursed viciously.

Xia Yi asked while enduring the pain in his calf: "Can I do it when no one is around?"

"..." Xu Xiu was silent for a while, and then ran away. He was just a paper tiger, bluffing people on the surface, but he was actually more timid than anyone else.

After the pain subsided, Xia Yi straightened up, looked at Wen Yue who was opposite the security check, and said, "One has to accept one's fate, and dying is useless."

Wen Yue just stood there, didn't say anything more, and didn't know whether he was looking at Xu Xiu's back or Xia Yi. After a long while, he took a deep breath, said goodbye, turned and left.Xia Yi knew that Wenyue had walked out of their lives since then, and all that was left was Chu Huaci in the game.

When Xu Xiu and Xia Yi left the airport, they saw a plane taking off on the tarmac in the distance, and they thought Wenyue was on it.Xu Xiu sat in the co-pilot's seat, adjusted the angle, and watched the bright spots on the plane disappear into the night sky.

"Did he kiss you just now?" Xia Yi asked while driving.

Xu Xiu heard Xia Yi's words, but he was too lazy to speak, so he leaned his head against the glass window of the co-pilot and yawned.Although Wen Yue gave him a hard time before leaving, what he said about Xia Yi's desire to control was quite right.

"Xu Xiu?" Xia Yi who didn't hear the answer called Xu Xiu.

Continue to keep silent, finally, Xu Xiu simply closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.Xia Yi yelled two more times, and there was no movement. Xu Xiu secretly rejoiced, thinking that Xia Yi would just let it go.Unexpectedly, the car began to approach the emergency parking belt on the side of the road, and then the car slowly stopped in the emergency parking belt of the airport expressway.

He felt Xia Yi pushing himself, and after several pushes, Xu Xiu couldn't keep pretending, so he reluctantly pretended to wake up.

"Ah, is this home?" Xu Xiu asked.

"Not yet. I have something to ask you. How are you thinking?" Xia Yi was rarely serious and asked word by word.

Xu Xiu gulped down his saliva and said, "What are you thinking about?"

"My confession last time was about us being together." Xia Yi turned sideways, put his hands on Xu Xiu's shoulders, and turned him to himself.

"My mother said, don't let me hook you up, otherwise I won't be able to explain to your mother." Xu Xiu spread his hands to express his regret.

"My mother also said that if you hook up with me, you will break my legs. If we are together, we will have two legs. Take them." Xia Yi said nonchalantly.

Seeing Xia Yi's serious face, Xu Xiu suddenly smiled.This smile confused Xia Yi.

"why are you laughing?"

"If your mother really breaks your leg, I will push your wheelchair with you for the rest of my life." Xu Xiu said, he doesn't know how to talk about love, and he doesn't know how to talk about love, even when the relationship is deep, It's also rare to say that I love you. What he said now is the sweetest thing he can say. He doesn't know whether others understand it, but he knows that Xia Yi can understand it.

Xu Xiu tilted his body to kiss Xia Yi, but Xia Yi sat up straight and avoided Xu Xiu's kiss.Xu Xiu, who was in vain, gritted his teeth and looked at Xia Yi.

Xia Yi was frantically starting the car at the moment.

"I can't kiss anymore, if I kiss again, I won't be able to hold it." Xia Yi turned off the warm air in the car, and lowered the windows to let the cold air in.

Xu Xiu was shivered by the cold wind blowing in, and tightened his neckline.

Then he heard Xia Yi's broken thoughts: "Xia Yi, it's okay, you can do it. You can definitely bear it until you go home."

"..."