Face Blindness Observation Report

A week later, Chen Lu's illness suddenly broke out again.

This time it came so violently that he had almost no time to make any mental preparations, so he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.

When she was pushed onto the operating table, due to the injection of anesthesia, Chen Lu's consciousness gradually blurred, and her perception of the people around her became weaker and weaker. However, deep down in her heart, memories swept up like a tide. From childhood to adulthood for more than 20 years Time, scene by scene, played back slowly in front of his eyes.

He wondered if he really couldn't survive this time.

I heard that when a person reaches the gate of hell, the King of Hades will let the person look at his life experience for the last time, and many things that he can hardly remember will become very clear.After reading it, he should enter the gate of hell.

He suddenly felt a little sad. If he had known that his life would end at this moment, he would have left his last words in advance.

He wants to say to his mother: "I'm sorry, I made you work hard for most of my life because of my useless son."

He wants to say to Yan Honglang: "I love you, even though you always reject me with your non-existent girlfriend."

He also said to Huahua and Master Hua: "I hope you can watch the clouds bloom and see the moonlight, and then continue to live together for my sake."

When consciousness gradually recovered, he found that he had not entered the gate of hell, but was lying on the hospital bed, with a hanging bottle in his hand, an oxygen mask on his face, and his whole body was floating, unable to move.

The intermittent sobs of my mother came from my ears. My mother may have been overly frightened, and she was still crying with lingering fear, muttering, "If I really go this time, what should I do?"

He rolled his eyes, and saw Yan Honglang sitting beside his mother, comforting her in a low voice.

He didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that Yan Honglang looked haggard, his eyes were red, and his condition was not much better than that of his mother.

It should be because he just finished the operation, Chen Lu thought, Yan Honglang, the attending doctor, is really conscientious and impeccable, he is already very tired after the operation, and now he has to stay to comfort his mother.

"Ahem..." Chen Lu wanted to speak, but she accidentally sucked in her breath.

The two people beside the hospital bed heard the sound and turned their heads to look over at the same time.

Immediately, Mother Lu stood up and walked to the bed, with joy on her tear-stained face: "Lu'er, are you awake?"

Chen Lu wanted to take off her mask to speak, but her raised hand was held by Yan Honglang.

"Don't move yet," Yan Honglang seemed to guess what he wanted to do, "you can't take off your mask yet, and you can't talk."

Chen Lu's eyes fell on the hand she was holding, and she didn't move, thinking that it would be great if Yan Honglang could hold the hand like this all the time.

Lu's mother thought that Chen Lu was thirsty and wanted to drink water, so she asked Yan Honglang, "How long will it take for him to get wet?"

"In another hour," Yan Honglang looked at his watch, "if there is no adverse reaction after an hour, you can take off the oxygen mask, and then use a cotton swab to wipe some water on his lips to let him moisten his lips slightly." Moisten your throat."

"Okay, then I'll get a bottle of water first." Lu Mu said, and hurriedly left the ward.

During this period, Yan Honglang didn't let go of Chen Lu's hand. I don't know if he didn't realize it. Even when he looked at the watch, he just changed his hand to hold it, as if it was a natural thing.

Chen Lu couldn't move or speak, so she could only stare fixedly at the hand they held together, her gaze gradually became hot.

Yan Honglang finally noticed something wrong with his eyes, so he let go of his hand in embarrassment, and said in a disguised way: "Can you move your hand? If you need anything, you can write on it."

As he spoke, he pulled out the writing pad in his mobile phone and brought it to Chen Lu.

Chen Lu stared at the writing board for a while, then raised her hand and wrote three words: "I love you."

Yan Honglang looked at the writing board, then at Chen Lu, with a look of helplessness in his eyes.He took back his mobile phone and pressed it a few times, then handed the blank writing board back to Chen Lu: "It's for you to write what you need, not for you to write nonsense."

Chen Lu thought for a while, and then wrote: "TO mother: I'm sorry."

Yan Honglang glanced at it, sighed silently and said, "I will save this sentence for you, and show it to your mother when she comes back. But I guess she will only be sadder after reading it."

"Then don't show it to her," Chen Lu wrote.

"Well," Yan Honglang nodded in agreement, "I'll tell her in person after you recover. You're always disobedient and you make her worry so much, you should say sorry to her."

Chen Lu wrote again: "Can I still recover one day?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Yan Honglang berated him in a low voice, "Do you not believe in yourself, or in my medical skills?"

However, when he spoke the second half of the sentence, for some reason, Chen Lu felt that Yan Honglang's face darkened a little, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Then Lumu came back with a pot of boiling water. Yan Honglang told Lumu a few things to pay attention to after the operation, and then left.

The next morning, Chen Lu found out that the doctor who came to round the ward was replaced by Dr. Ke.

Dr. Ke seemed to be more than 20 years older than Yan Honglang, and he was regarded as a respected old doctor in the hospital. He was also very kind to patients, and he spoke to Chen Lu as if coaxing a child.

Chen Lu felt a little awkward, he would rather face Yan Honglang's fake face.

After Dr. Ke left, Chen Lu asked Lu's mother, "Where's Dr. Yan?"

"Oh, Dr. Yan is no longer your attending doctor." Lu's mother said.

Chen Lu was taken aback: "When did it happen?"

"I also just received a call from Dr. Yan last night. He said that due to some work reasons, he transferred several important patients to Dr. Ke. You are one of them."

"Why me?" Chen Lu was a little agitated and sat up immediately.

"Oh, my little ancestor!" Mother Lu was taken aback by him, and hurriedly pressed him to lie down, "Dr. Cure you, you ungrateful child!"

But Chen Lu was still very unhappy, he always felt that things were not that simple, Yan Honglang must have transferred him out of his name in order to avoid him.

Thinking of never seeing Yan Honglang again, he was so depressed that he couldn't even eat.

In the afternoon, Chen Lu was still sulking, but Yan Honglang appeared at the door of the ward.

"Hey, Doctor Yan, why are you here?" Mother Lu smiled and greeted her.

At this moment, Yan Honglang had already taken off his white coat, walked in in casual clothes, and said, "I just got off work, so I stopped by to see how Luer is doing."

Chen Lu said angrily: "You don't want me as a patient anymore, why come here to see?"

Lu's mother lightly patted Chen Lu's arm with a straight face: "Why did you talk to the doctor?" Then she smiled and explained to Yan Honglang: "Lu'er is more nostalgic. When I started to lose my temper, the main reason was that I was reluctant to part with you, Doctor Yan."

Yan Honglang smiled, expressing his understanding.

Chen Lu said: "Mom, go out and look around, I have something to tell Dr. Yan."

Lu's mother was afraid that Chen Lu would mess with Yan Honglang, so she refused to agree.

Yan Honglang had no choice but to say: "It's okay, auntie, you can go and have a rest first, I'll chat with Luer for a while, nothing will happen."

Mother Lu couldn't say anything more, she gave Chen Lu a warning look, then closed the door and went out.

After Lu's mother left, Chen Lu was speechless for a while, leaning against the head of the bed and fiddled with the infusion tube on the back of her hand silently.

It was Yan Honglang who spoke first: "Luer, I think... I need to explain the adjustment of the patient this time."

Chen Lu didn't wait for him to finish, and asked, "Did you bring it up on your own initiative?"

Yan Honglang was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "That's right, I brought it up on my own initiative."

"I knew you couldn't wait to get rid of me."

"I didn't do it to get rid of you." Yan Honglang rubbed the center of his brows, "If I did it to get rid of you, why would I come to see you again today? As long as I have a good handover with Dr. Ke about work matters, I won't have anything to do with you." It's over."

Chen Lu thought the same, and couldn't help but glance at him.

"Actually, these two days, I feel very uncomfortable. I really don't want to remove you. Among all the patients, you have been with me for the longest time. As far as this relationship is concerned, I am also reluctant." Yan Honglang sighed slowly. He took a breath, and put one hand on the back of Chen Lu's hand.

Chen Lu's eyes trembled: "Then why..."

"But I really can't be your attending doctor anymore. I didn't lie to you about this. I did it for your own good."

"Why?" Chen Lu raised her voice.

"Doctors must maintain an objective and peaceful attitude when diagnosing a disease, otherwise they will misdiagnose due to considerations of gains and losses." Yan Honglang slowly raised his head and met Chen Lu's gaze, "But this time, I miscalculated the time of your onset, and almost It caused a big mistake, although strictly speaking it is not a medical malpractice, but I know that if it continues, I will harm you one day."

Chen Lu choked for a moment: "Is...is it because of a misdiagnosis? You mean, you originally judged that I should have developed the disease during the last examination, but in fact I was a week late?"

"Yes. If you follow the correct treatment method, at least you don't have to suffer from a knife, and you can get through it smoothly by taking the medicine in time. So, I hurt you..."

Chen Lu shook her head: "I don't blame you, Doctor Yan, no matter what, you saved me."

Yan Honglang smiled wryly: "This time it was a fluke, so what about the next time, I can't imagine..."

Chen Lu seemed to want to say something more, but her chest heaved a few times, but she didn't know how to express it.

Yan Honglang also said: "Actually, it is not uncommon for doctors to adjust patients. Even in the eyes of our doctors, this is a very normal thing. For example, an old doctor in the pediatrics department on the fifth floor does not count the number of patients healed. There are many, but when his precious grandson has a high fever for several days, he dare not make a diagnosis in person, and can only ask other colleagues to see his grandson—this is because emotional factors interfere with him objective judgment."

Chen Lu's brows trembled, and she looked up at Yan Honglang, as if she had realized something, but she was not sure.

Yan Honglang continued: "Lu'er, do you know why I kept rejecting you before?"

Chen Lu's heart skipped a beat: "Why?"

"Because... I hope to always be your attending doctor and cure your disease with my own hands. If we fall in love, I will no longer be able to maintain an objective and peaceful state of mind, and I will not be able to diagnose your condition correctly. I always thought that I could put things right Well controlled, but... I overestimated myself. Now that something like this happened, I have to face the reality. Since I have lost my sense of normalcy towards you, I can only hand you over to someone else Doctor."

Chen Lu's heartbeat gradually accelerated: "Doctor Yan, what do you mean..." He suddenly held Yan Honglang's hand in the middle of his sentence, and his face became a little fierce: "You really don't have a girlfriend, right? You have been lying to me before. Me, right?"

Yan Honglang faced Chen Lu's eager gaze calmly: "Lu'er, you see, I don't even wear a white coat, and we are no longer a relationship between a doctor and a patient. So...what do you think I am here to accompany you?" and yours?"

"Boyfriend...boyfriend?" Chen Lu guessed cheekily, her voice trembling a little.

Yan Honglang curled his mouth and didn't answer directly, but just touched Chen Lu's forehead: "During this time, you should rest assured and recuperate, don't keep fighting with your mother, it's really not easy for her to pull you up alone. Wait After you leave the hospital, I'll take you to the movies, haven't you been looking forward to watching a movie?"

"I was looking forward to watching a movie with my boyfriend." Chen Lu corrected seriously.

Yan Honglang looked at him and smiled dotingly.

Chen Luqiang suppressed the joy in his heart, and looked directly at Yan Honglang with bright eyes: "So, will that be our first date?"

"You said yes."

Chen Lu was so excited that she almost jumped out of bed.

"Hey, don't move around, don't break the infusion tube!" Yan Honglang stopped him with a changed face.

Taking advantage of the moment when he leaned forward, Chen Lu suddenly leaned over to peck his cheek lightly, then became shy again, stuffed her head under the pillow, and said to herself: "Kiss, kiss..."

Yan Honglang looked at Chen Lu who was still mad, and couldn't laugh or cry.

He looked back at the door, and after making sure no one was passing by, he leaned over again, turned Chen Lu's face, and pressed a kiss on his lips: "This is called kissing, do you understand?"

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