Face Blindness Observation Report

Li Xiyuan was still trying to digest the fact that Ye Ming was a "rotten man", but Ye Ming suddenly squinted his eyes: "How do you know this is a *drama? I only listened to you for a few seconds, right?"

"Uh, this..." Li Xiyuan had no choice but to lie quickly to cover up, "Because I just heard about it yesterday."

Ye Ming deliberately pretended to be very curious: "Why, you also listen to radio dramas? And it's *radio dramas?"

"Yes... yes, I listen to it occasionally."

"Oh, I didn't expect you to have a wide range of interests."

"Aha, each other." Li Xiyuan said haha ​​and perfunctory, thinking that we are not the same anyway, you are no more upright than me.

Ye Ming added: "But I think the voice of the person with X-man here is quite similar to yours."

"Yes, yes?" Li Xiyuan's eyes wandered for a moment, and then he waved his hand to deny, "How is it possible, I am not as perverted as this X-man!"

Ye Ming stopped teasing him, put away the ear wires, and asked casually, "By the way, what do you think about homosexuality?"

"Me?" Li Xiyuan thought for a while, feeling a little distressed, "How should I put it, the mood is rather complicated."

"Complicated?" Ye Ming frowned, "Why, you are very repulsive?"

"It's not that I'm very repulsive." Li Xiyuan tilted his head, as if he was trying to find the right words, "I'm embarrassed to say it. In fact, more than a year ago, I once suspected that I was gay."

Ye Ming's eyebrows twitched slightly, he didn't know whether it was surprise or joy in his heart, but he pretended to be calm: "What's going on?"

"As I told you before, Lao He is the only one who perseveres in approaching me. It can be said that I can completely open up my heart and make friends with people like I am now, thanks to Lao He's enlightenment, so... There was once For a while, I took Lao He's friendship very seriously, and I was even a little worried about gain and loss. If I couldn't see him for a day, I would..."

Li Xiyuan looked up, seeing Ye Ming's face getting more and more ugly, he quickly waved his hands and explained: "Ah, don't get me wrong, I'm actually not gay, I don't know what happened to me at that time, maybe I was too dependent on this Friendship, so that let yourself have a strange illusion.

"Because of this matter, I struggled alone for a long time, thinking that I must be finished, and I would actually like boys. Then I thought, my parents only have me as a child, and they are relatively conservative in thinking, how can I Explain to them. After several months of entanglement like this, suddenly one day, Lao He happily ran to me and told me that he had found a girlfriend.

"At that time, I was very sad. I felt that I was abandoned by the old crane, and our friendship would come to an end. So I went to buy a few bottles of beer, intending to get drunk alone in the dormitory, but I didn't expect that after a few sips, my stomach would go away. I was so bloated that I couldn't drink it at all; then I wanted to cry again to celebrate my broken love, but I couldn't cry for a long time..."

Ye Ming couldn't help it when he heard this, he shook his shoulders and laughed.

"Hey, don't laugh!" Li Xiyuan stared at Ye Ming in embarrassment, "I told you this embarrassing thing, not to make you laugh, I told you secretly as if you were a friend."

"Okay, I'll try not to laugh." Ye Ming said, forced his smile back, and asked, "So you've since found out that you don't really like He Tai?"

"Yeah, since I figured it out that time, when I saw Lao He and his girlfriend again, I found that I didn't feel any sadness at all, and Lao He is not the kind of person who forgets friends when he sees sex. Although he I have a girlfriend, but none of my close brothers and friends will be left behind, so I wish them all the best.

"It's just that I didn't expect that although Lao He is good to friends, he is very impatient with girls. No, he has changed three terms now, and he still ends up breaking up. Even I am worried for him, this guy If you still don’t have nerves like this, when will you be a head?”

Ye Ming asked again: "Does He Tai know about the fact that you liked him?"

"I used to like it, but I mistakenly thought I liked it." Li Xiyuan emphasized it again with a sullen face, "How could I tell him such a shameful thing, that guy can't hide it in his heart. Things, if I tell him, I'm afraid there will only be two endings."

"Which two?"

"Either, tell others about my crush on him as a joke; or, from now on, hide from me when you see me, and you can't really treat me as a buddy anymore."

Ye Ming suddenly remembered that when he was playing on the spot, he once said that He Taisui was quite relaxed on weekdays, but whenever he encountered a live H scene, he would run away. It seems that He Tai is also a man with a bold appearance. A conservative guy at heart.

Taking advantage of the great opportunity to talk about the topic now, Ye Ming continued his efforts and asked tentatively: "Then if... I mean, if one day there is a man who likes you and wants to pursue you, what will you do?"

Li Xiyuan blinked his eyes: "No way?"

"I said yes."

"This..." Li Xiyuan scratched his head, "I haven't thought about it yet."

"Then think about it now. If a man who fits your aesthetics appears, you don't hate him, and he also expresses his liking for you, will you accept him?"

Li Xiyuan was silent for a long time, and said: "Homosexuality... life will be difficult, right? The most important thing is to make parents sad, I don't want to make parents sad, so if I can not go that way, I try not to go."

Ye Ming's heart turned cold, but he was still a little unwilling, and continued to ask: "Then if...you yourself fell into it, would you consider coming out?"

"This... because I haven't reached that point, it's hard to say. Back then, when I mistakenly thought that I fell in love with Laohe, I almost scared myself to death. I was restless all day long, and even others unconsciously Glancing at me, I was so guilty that I felt ashamed of being stripped naked and being watched by others. Later, I finally got rid of that haze, which is a blessing among misfortunes, and I really don’t want to experience the same thing again.”

"Is that so...?" Ye Ming murmured to himself, his mood obviously depressed.

Li Xiyuan glanced at him and asked, "Then if it were you, what would you do?"

"Me?" Ye Ming cast his eyes into the distance, "If someone is willing to treat me sincerely, no matter whether he is a man or a woman, I will give everything for him."

"That is to say, if the other party is a man, you will come out for him at all costs?"

"Yes." Ye Ming pursed his lips, "As long as he is willing to face all kinds of hardships bravely with me, and guard each other consistently, I will go on unswervingly."

Li Xiyuan couldn't help but feel a little emotional, Ye Ming looks a bit cold and withdrawn on the outside, and only after getting along can he feel the strong and sincere emotions in his heart. "Ye Ming, if one day you really fall in love with someone, that person must be very happy."

Ye Ming smiled wryly and lowered his eyes: "That also has to be that person is willing to accept me."

Li Xiyuan patted him on the shoulder with a smile: "Don't worry, you are so handsome, if you really want to chase someone, don't you have it all at your fingertips?"

"What if... what I want to chase is a straight man who doesn't want to be bent?"

The smile on Li Xiyuan's face paused for a moment, then he approached Ye Ming and asked cautiously: "Ye Ming, don't you...have a crush on a man?"

Ye Ming's heartbeat gradually accelerated. He didn't respond, but secretly watched Li Xiyuan's reaction.

When Li Xiyuan saw that he didn't speak, he felt that he had acquiesced. He was so surprised that he couldn't speak at once. After a moment of silence, he finally spoke: "Ye Ming, are you sure? Will you be with me?" In the same situation, did you not understand your own feelings, and mistook friendship for love?"

"I'm not mistaken." Ye Ming said firmly, "I didn't just discover my sexuality recently. To be honest, the person I liked in high school was not a girl at all, but a boy. I grew up in high school. I already knew that the way I like people is different from others.”

Li Xiyuan was stunned for a while, before he murmured: "No wonder, back then, your school took so much effort to educate you...Uh, but, what do you mean...you still miss that high school classmate of yours?"

"No, that person, I haven't contacted him since I transferred to another school." Ye Ming paused, "The person I like now... can be regarded as my friend."

"Does he know?"

"He's very nervous, and he doesn't seem to notice it yet." Ye Ming glanced at Li Xiyuan indiscriminately, "And he thinks he's a straight man, and he doesn't want to be bullied."

"That's it...that's a bit tricky." Li Xiyuan frowned in distress.

Ye Ming glanced at him again: "Li Xiyuan, from your point of view, do you think I should try my best to chase after him, or just give up?"

"We are good friends. There is no reason for me to persuade my good friend to give up. Of course, I have to try my best to chase after him. Doesn't he not know your feelings for him? Then find a way to let him know. If you don't try, how will you know?" no?"

As Li Xiyuan said, he started to be Ye Ming's love counselor unconsciously: "But I heard you just said that your friend is a straight man and he doesn't want to be bent. This shows that he still has a certain repulsion towards homosexuality. Yes, so you'd better not be too direct and tough, otherwise it will easily arouse his resentment."

Ye Ming immediately humbly asked for advice: "Then what should I do so that he doesn't dislike me?"

Li Xiyuan was stumped by the question: "This... I don't know very well. The point is that I don't know your friend, I don't know his personality, so I can't help you analyze it."

"His character, generally as long as he doesn't touch the bottom line, he is easy to talk, and sometimes he is quite confused... In this respect, he is quite similar to you."

"How can I be confused?" Li Xiyuan retorted dissatisfiedly.

"Well, you are not confused, he is confused." Ye Ming did not argue with him, "In short, he is the kind of person who is sharp in some aspects and dull in others. You say, for such People, how should I start?"

"Well... since he is very slow, you can boil the frog in warm water."

"Boiled frogs in warm water?"

"Yes, use a tactful way to conquer his defenses little by little, capture his heart, and when he realizes, he can't leave you anymore. Then you can reap the fruits of victory." Li Xiyuan As he said, he patted Ye Ming's arm, "Come on buddy, I'm optimistic about you."