Lovesickness Journey to the West
Chapter 165: The reason for relief
Qi Tian looked at the red dress in front of him, his sword eyebrows were slightly twisted, his lips were slightly pursed, and his whole body revealed an indescribable depression.
"If I see that you are not doing well, if I see that you have been hurt, the deity will not leave." Qi Tian paused for a moment, and then continued: "But seeing that you are well, He was also relieved. The obsession and all the thoughts that supported him in the end, all turned into clouds and smoke and dissipated the moment he saw you. You know why his last sentence was to look at the deity Is it? Because he knows that only in this way can your safety be guaranteed. Perhaps, you don’t need any protection from the deity at all, but he has to do it many times because he is worried about you, and he hopes When you are not around, there is still someone who can protect you for him." Qi Tian said without any waves, but in his heart, there was still a wave of waves.
There was nothing wrong with what he said. The reason why Rolling Blind didn't say a word to Hong Yi after seeing that Hong Yi was fine was because he needed enough time to ask himself.
Although he knows that he has no friendship with him, although he knows that if he doesn't want to, no matter how much he begs, he will not agree, but he still can't control himself to beg himself, because he must , to ensure Hong Yi's future safety.
Where he can't see, he hopes that Hong Yi can live well.
After Qi Tian finished speaking, he didn't speak again, he just kept silent, looked at the red clothes lightly, didn't speak, and didn't make any movements.As for Hongyi, he also sat in the same posture as before, without any reaction, but Qi Tian was not in a hurry, because he could tell that Hongyi had listened.
From his slightly trembling eyelashes, from his no longer dull eyes, from his slightly moving fingers, it can be seen that Hong Yi has already figured it out.
In other words, he has always understood it, but he just can't see it.Can't get out of the hurdle in my heart.
But Qi Tian also understands that if Hong Yi still doesn't respond after he finished speaking, then no matter what he says, Hong Yi will never respond again. Qi Tian understands the feeling of losing a loved one very much. Put it on himself, I'm afraid he won't be able to relax.
Even if he understood all the truth, he couldn't let it go.
Therefore, Hong Yi is now a little moved. Although it shows that he can see through and come out, it also indirectly explains a problem. I have been guarding him all the time, because the first thing he saw was the roller blind, because of his care for himself, because of the sincerity he gave to himself, so he bound himself, but really, emotionally, But he couldn't restrain Hong Yi at all.
Although it is Hong Yi who can feel relieved, it can also be said that Hong Yi is not worried enough.
Because I don't care enough, because I don't love enough, because I don't have "only him" enough, so I can naturally feel relieved.
Qi Tian lowered his head slightly, and waited quietly for Hong Yi, although Hong Yi didn't respond at all, but the movement in it was already obvious.
After an unknown amount of time, Qi Tian suddenly heard a faint sob.
Hongyi's eyes were red, he was no longer as decadent as before and did not respond at all. He shook his head a little uncomfortable, and then said in a hoarse voice: "He once said that no matter where I go, as long as I go back, he will wait for you. Me." Hong Yi said, then raised her head and looked at Qi Tian.
"But now? Where am I going?" Hongyi couldn't help but smiled wryly: "He doesn't keep his word. I don't care if he misses me or not." The willful words revealed the master's sorrow.
"No one will stay in the same place forever." Qi Tian looked at the red clothes, and said lightly: "No one will wait for you in the same place, if you don't want to lose, you can either go back or chase after it." Opening his mouth expressionlessly, he didn't look at the red clothes, but turned his head to look out the window.
"And you, you can't go back." The next words, like a sword, were pierced into Hong Yi's heart bitterly, and he already, couldn't go back.
Qi Tian understands this feeling, or in other words, the roller blind is just protecting the red clothes, and the guarded person may gradually get used to this feeling while being guarded day after day, and continue , there will be no psychological burden.
And Hong Yi, just because of the departure of a guardian, became sad, just like a friend who had been by her side and grew up with her disappeared, even though it was sad, it was not that kind of sad .
That kind of sadness is the sadness of roller blinds.
The sadness that only belongs to rolling blinds, only belongs to the person who took out his heart and lungs, and poured himself out.
There is no way, this is the fact, people's hearts, the most cannot be forced.Even if you give everything, you can't let the person who never looks back at you take you seriously.
Because those who chase far away only belong to the far away.
Never look back, never stay.
If you are still at the same place, you can only watch his disappearing figure, step by step, walking away without even turning your head.
"If the roller blind is still there, would you go back?" Seeing Hong Yi's slumped look, Qi Tian asked rhetorically.In fact, he didn't need to care about this matter at first, and the left and right rolling shutters were not an indispensable existence in Hong Yi's heart. Although this was the sadness of rolling shutters, it was also his fate, and he had to bear it. all.
Not long after, Hong Yi will naturally walk out of this cage.
But I don’t know why, it may be that the rolling shutter is at the last moment, thinking about the red-clothed person, maybe it’s because the rolling shutter is at the last one, and it’s me who chooses to find that person. In short, Qi Tian could have finished asking the water drop He didn't ask about the matter anymore, but Qi Tian still couldn't help but open his mouth.
Hearing Qi Tian's question, Hong Yi blinked his eyes in a daze. He didn't really want to understand Qi Tian's meaning, but he was as smart as him, even if he was confused, it was only a momentary thing, and he immediately understood Qi Tian's meaning. God means.
His eyes widened slightly, and his expression turned pale in an instant.
He understood Qi Tian's meaning, even though the curtain is still waiting in heaven, maybe in this life, if there is no accident, he is willing to go on like this, and will not choose to turn back, naturally, he will not go back skyline.
Hongyi's heart trembled suddenly, Qi Tian was right, even if the shutter was still there, he would not go back, so why should he care if the shutter is still waiting for him?
But why, the heart was empty, and an inexplicable feeling spread in the bottom of his heart. Although it would not make him miserable, it was enough for him to suppress the pain.
"It's just that there is one less person who is waiting." Qi Tian said lightly, as if without any emotion, one sentence made Hong Yi bow his head involuntarily, and he suddenly realized that he was speechless. .
Regarding the rolling shutter, he has never wished for it, he just thinks as Qi Tian said, but for some reason, the rolling shutter is like a passerby to him, even if he opens his eyes, the first person he sees , is the roller blind, but it still can't make him feel that he belongs to this place,
As if it was an innate pursuit, he knew that the place where the curtain was located was not the place where he would be in his life.
But what is the sourness in my heart?
Hong Yi was a little dazed, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
After a long, long time, Hongyi finally understood that the sourness in her heart was guilt, the guilt of accepting gifts from others but not giving anything back.
"What about the water droplets?" Qi Tian asked calmly when Hong Yi was thinking about it.
Hong Yi paused for a moment before saying, "I threw it away." As soon as the words fell, Qi Tian looked at Hong Yi in surprise.
"What's the matter?" Hongyi was a little surprised, thinking that the thing couldn't be thrown away, so she couldn't help but look at Qitian timidly, and then asked, "That, is it still useful?" Seeing Qitian's appearance, Hongyi thought that Qitian needed it. That drop.
"Where did you leave it?" Qi Tian didn't answer Hong Yi's question, but asked.
"In that river." Hong Yi had a slightly sad expression on his face. After all, that river was a river that had been trapped by the shutter for three years. Regardless of whether the shutter was voluntary or not, it should not have happened to him.
"It's okay." Qi Tian nodded, and then said: "It's useless, I just asked, and besides, there's nothing else." After finishing speaking, Qi Tian didn't speak again. In fact, he just wanted to know whether the water drop It was on him, if it was brought by Hong Yi and used by him indirectly, then his technique is considered to have used the ability of the water drop, but since Hong Yi said to throw it away, maybe it wasn't because of that drop. water drop?
It's not the water drop, what's the reason?
Qi Tian was a little helpless, he couldn't figure out how he could use magic in this void without relying on the water droplet.
"I'll go back first." Seeing that Qi Tian was a little silent, Hong Yi said lightly, he just feels a little messed up now, but he can't explain exactly why, the tightness in his chest made him want to leave this place .
"En." Qi Tian replied lightly, and then watched the figure in red disappear in place. "
Staring at a certain place in a daze, Qi Tian still felt that he couldn't figure out what the reason was, and his faint intuition made him feel that although Hongyi didn't lie, there must be a mistake somewhere.
Concentrating slightly, he brought the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower in front of his eyes, he didn't speak in a hurry, Qi Tian just looked at the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower lightly.
It seems to be in deep sleep, the petals of the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower are slightly closed, motionless.
Qi Tian frowned, then raised his hand, and touched the petals of Ganoderma lucidum frost flower.For a moment, the touched petals trembled slightly, and in an instant, the whole flower bloomed in an instant.Like midnight, the most beautiful manjusawa, coquettish, beautiful and soul-stirring.
It's just that Qi Tian didn't have the heart to appreciate this kind of beauty, he looked at the frost flowers of Ganoderma lucidum, and asked slightly: "Why can I use spells?"
Straight to the point, without a trace of greetings, but very much like Qi Tian's style.
"Why can't you use spells?" Lingzhi Shuanghua, who was woken up by Qi Tian, didn't feel annoyed at all. Instead, she asked a little puzzled. Ever since I found Feng Xuan, basically nothing happened to him. He was bored, and he couldn't help but fell into a deep sleep.
"This is under the void." Qi Tian explained lightly: "It was originally impossible to use spells, but for some reason, it suddenly became available today."
After Qi Tian finished speaking, he quietly waited for Lingzhi Shuanghua to speak.
Lingzhi Shuanghua didn't speak immediately after hearing the words, but quietly and slowly floated in the air, slowly emitting traces of crystals to the surroundings.
"Why do you ask me such a question?" After thinking for a while, it seemed that she didn't think of the answer to the question, but she didn't want to be silent, Lingzhi Shuanghua asked.
"Because." Qi Tian paused for a moment, and then said: "Because among you, this deity can only understand your speech."
Lingzhi Frost Flower: "..."
Oh, it really is his honor.
"I don't know either." Lingzhi Shuanghua said honestly, "Well, but I can go in and ask for you."
Qi Tian heard the words and nodded.
In just a moment, the frost flower of Ganoderma lucidum appeared in front of Qi Tian's eyes again.
"They don't know either." Lingzhi Shuanghua said, "They don't know why they can't use spells in the void."
After Lingzhi Shuanghua finished speaking, Qi Tian nodded, feeling slightly disappointed, but he didn't show it. After all, he also knew that this matter could not be resolved so easily.He just wanted to try the simplest method to see if he could solve it.
"It's okay." Qi Tian said lightly. Hearing the words, Lingzhi Shuanghua seemed to feel a little guilty: "Don't be mean, I can't help you." Saying this, Lingzhi Shuanghua couldn't help shaking the petals. On the petals, there is a drop of crystal clear water.
Reflecting the surrounding red, there is a little bit of seductive light.
Qi Tian: "..."
Don't tell him these are the tears of Ganoderma lucidum frost flower.
"This, what is it?" Qi Tian raised his hand and pinched the water drop in his palm, looking at the water drop that was taken away from his "body", Lingzhi Shuanghua blinked and asked in surprise road.
Qi Tian didn't speak, but looked at Ganoderma lucidum Shuanghua without speaking.
"Huh?" Seeing that Qi Tian didn't speak, but stared at the water drop seriously, Lingzhi Shuanghua made a questioning voice, but seeing Qi Tian's serious appearance, he couldn't bear to disturb him anymore.
"It's him." Qi Tian suddenly looked at Lingzhi Shuanghua, then raised his hand, and touched Lingzhi Shuanghua's head, if an ordinary person could know where his head was.
Somewhat doubtful, but another indescribable feeling filled her heart, Ganoderma lucidum Frost Flower collected the petals slightly, and then spun around: "Then if it's all right, I'll leave."
Qi Tian nodded, and after watching the ganoderma frost flower disappear, he turned his head to look at the water drop in his hand.
The crystal clear and round water drops on Qi Tian's hand, shining faintly.
"If I see that you are not doing well, if I see that you have been hurt, the deity will not leave." Qi Tian paused for a moment, and then continued: "But seeing that you are well, He was also relieved. The obsession and all the thoughts that supported him in the end, all turned into clouds and smoke and dissipated the moment he saw you. You know why his last sentence was to look at the deity Is it? Because he knows that only in this way can your safety be guaranteed. Perhaps, you don’t need any protection from the deity at all, but he has to do it many times because he is worried about you, and he hopes When you are not around, there is still someone who can protect you for him." Qi Tian said without any waves, but in his heart, there was still a wave of waves.
There was nothing wrong with what he said. The reason why Rolling Blind didn't say a word to Hong Yi after seeing that Hong Yi was fine was because he needed enough time to ask himself.
Although he knows that he has no friendship with him, although he knows that if he doesn't want to, no matter how much he begs, he will not agree, but he still can't control himself to beg himself, because he must , to ensure Hong Yi's future safety.
Where he can't see, he hopes that Hong Yi can live well.
After Qi Tian finished speaking, he didn't speak again, he just kept silent, looked at the red clothes lightly, didn't speak, and didn't make any movements.As for Hongyi, he also sat in the same posture as before, without any reaction, but Qi Tian was not in a hurry, because he could tell that Hongyi had listened.
From his slightly trembling eyelashes, from his no longer dull eyes, from his slightly moving fingers, it can be seen that Hong Yi has already figured it out.
In other words, he has always understood it, but he just can't see it.Can't get out of the hurdle in my heart.
But Qi Tian also understands that if Hong Yi still doesn't respond after he finished speaking, then no matter what he says, Hong Yi will never respond again. Qi Tian understands the feeling of losing a loved one very much. Put it on himself, I'm afraid he won't be able to relax.
Even if he understood all the truth, he couldn't let it go.
Therefore, Hong Yi is now a little moved. Although it shows that he can see through and come out, it also indirectly explains a problem. I have been guarding him all the time, because the first thing he saw was the roller blind, because of his care for himself, because of the sincerity he gave to himself, so he bound himself, but really, emotionally, But he couldn't restrain Hong Yi at all.
Although it is Hong Yi who can feel relieved, it can also be said that Hong Yi is not worried enough.
Because I don't care enough, because I don't love enough, because I don't have "only him" enough, so I can naturally feel relieved.
Qi Tian lowered his head slightly, and waited quietly for Hong Yi, although Hong Yi didn't respond at all, but the movement in it was already obvious.
After an unknown amount of time, Qi Tian suddenly heard a faint sob.
Hongyi's eyes were red, he was no longer as decadent as before and did not respond at all. He shook his head a little uncomfortable, and then said in a hoarse voice: "He once said that no matter where I go, as long as I go back, he will wait for you. Me." Hong Yi said, then raised her head and looked at Qi Tian.
"But now? Where am I going?" Hongyi couldn't help but smiled wryly: "He doesn't keep his word. I don't care if he misses me or not." The willful words revealed the master's sorrow.
"No one will stay in the same place forever." Qi Tian looked at the red clothes, and said lightly: "No one will wait for you in the same place, if you don't want to lose, you can either go back or chase after it." Opening his mouth expressionlessly, he didn't look at the red clothes, but turned his head to look out the window.
"And you, you can't go back." The next words, like a sword, were pierced into Hong Yi's heart bitterly, and he already, couldn't go back.
Qi Tian understands this feeling, or in other words, the roller blind is just protecting the red clothes, and the guarded person may gradually get used to this feeling while being guarded day after day, and continue , there will be no psychological burden.
And Hong Yi, just because of the departure of a guardian, became sad, just like a friend who had been by her side and grew up with her disappeared, even though it was sad, it was not that kind of sad .
That kind of sadness is the sadness of roller blinds.
The sadness that only belongs to rolling blinds, only belongs to the person who took out his heart and lungs, and poured himself out.
There is no way, this is the fact, people's hearts, the most cannot be forced.Even if you give everything, you can't let the person who never looks back at you take you seriously.
Because those who chase far away only belong to the far away.
Never look back, never stay.
If you are still at the same place, you can only watch his disappearing figure, step by step, walking away without even turning your head.
"If the roller blind is still there, would you go back?" Seeing Hong Yi's slumped look, Qi Tian asked rhetorically.In fact, he didn't need to care about this matter at first, and the left and right rolling shutters were not an indispensable existence in Hong Yi's heart. Although this was the sadness of rolling shutters, it was also his fate, and he had to bear it. all.
Not long after, Hong Yi will naturally walk out of this cage.
But I don’t know why, it may be that the rolling shutter is at the last moment, thinking about the red-clothed person, maybe it’s because the rolling shutter is at the last one, and it’s me who chooses to find that person. In short, Qi Tian could have finished asking the water drop He didn't ask about the matter anymore, but Qi Tian still couldn't help but open his mouth.
Hearing Qi Tian's question, Hong Yi blinked his eyes in a daze. He didn't really want to understand Qi Tian's meaning, but he was as smart as him, even if he was confused, it was only a momentary thing, and he immediately understood Qi Tian's meaning. God means.
His eyes widened slightly, and his expression turned pale in an instant.
He understood Qi Tian's meaning, even though the curtain is still waiting in heaven, maybe in this life, if there is no accident, he is willing to go on like this, and will not choose to turn back, naturally, he will not go back skyline.
Hongyi's heart trembled suddenly, Qi Tian was right, even if the shutter was still there, he would not go back, so why should he care if the shutter is still waiting for him?
But why, the heart was empty, and an inexplicable feeling spread in the bottom of his heart. Although it would not make him miserable, it was enough for him to suppress the pain.
"It's just that there is one less person who is waiting." Qi Tian said lightly, as if without any emotion, one sentence made Hong Yi bow his head involuntarily, and he suddenly realized that he was speechless. .
Regarding the rolling shutter, he has never wished for it, he just thinks as Qi Tian said, but for some reason, the rolling shutter is like a passerby to him, even if he opens his eyes, the first person he sees , is the roller blind, but it still can't make him feel that he belongs to this place,
As if it was an innate pursuit, he knew that the place where the curtain was located was not the place where he would be in his life.
But what is the sourness in my heart?
Hong Yi was a little dazed, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
After a long, long time, Hongyi finally understood that the sourness in her heart was guilt, the guilt of accepting gifts from others but not giving anything back.
"What about the water droplets?" Qi Tian asked calmly when Hong Yi was thinking about it.
Hong Yi paused for a moment before saying, "I threw it away." As soon as the words fell, Qi Tian looked at Hong Yi in surprise.
"What's the matter?" Hongyi was a little surprised, thinking that the thing couldn't be thrown away, so she couldn't help but look at Qitian timidly, and then asked, "That, is it still useful?" Seeing Qitian's appearance, Hongyi thought that Qitian needed it. That drop.
"Where did you leave it?" Qi Tian didn't answer Hong Yi's question, but asked.
"In that river." Hong Yi had a slightly sad expression on his face. After all, that river was a river that had been trapped by the shutter for three years. Regardless of whether the shutter was voluntary or not, it should not have happened to him.
"It's okay." Qi Tian nodded, and then said: "It's useless, I just asked, and besides, there's nothing else." After finishing speaking, Qi Tian didn't speak again. In fact, he just wanted to know whether the water drop It was on him, if it was brought by Hong Yi and used by him indirectly, then his technique is considered to have used the ability of the water drop, but since Hong Yi said to throw it away, maybe it wasn't because of that drop. water drop?
It's not the water drop, what's the reason?
Qi Tian was a little helpless, he couldn't figure out how he could use magic in this void without relying on the water droplet.
"I'll go back first." Seeing that Qi Tian was a little silent, Hong Yi said lightly, he just feels a little messed up now, but he can't explain exactly why, the tightness in his chest made him want to leave this place .
"En." Qi Tian replied lightly, and then watched the figure in red disappear in place. "
Staring at a certain place in a daze, Qi Tian still felt that he couldn't figure out what the reason was, and his faint intuition made him feel that although Hongyi didn't lie, there must be a mistake somewhere.
Concentrating slightly, he brought the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower in front of his eyes, he didn't speak in a hurry, Qi Tian just looked at the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower lightly.
It seems to be in deep sleep, the petals of the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower are slightly closed, motionless.
Qi Tian frowned, then raised his hand, and touched the petals of Ganoderma lucidum frost flower.For a moment, the touched petals trembled slightly, and in an instant, the whole flower bloomed in an instant.Like midnight, the most beautiful manjusawa, coquettish, beautiful and soul-stirring.
It's just that Qi Tian didn't have the heart to appreciate this kind of beauty, he looked at the frost flowers of Ganoderma lucidum, and asked slightly: "Why can I use spells?"
Straight to the point, without a trace of greetings, but very much like Qi Tian's style.
"Why can't you use spells?" Lingzhi Shuanghua, who was woken up by Qi Tian, didn't feel annoyed at all. Instead, she asked a little puzzled. Ever since I found Feng Xuan, basically nothing happened to him. He was bored, and he couldn't help but fell into a deep sleep.
"This is under the void." Qi Tian explained lightly: "It was originally impossible to use spells, but for some reason, it suddenly became available today."
After Qi Tian finished speaking, he quietly waited for Lingzhi Shuanghua to speak.
Lingzhi Shuanghua didn't speak immediately after hearing the words, but quietly and slowly floated in the air, slowly emitting traces of crystals to the surroundings.
"Why do you ask me such a question?" After thinking for a while, it seemed that she didn't think of the answer to the question, but she didn't want to be silent, Lingzhi Shuanghua asked.
"Because." Qi Tian paused for a moment, and then said: "Because among you, this deity can only understand your speech."
Lingzhi Frost Flower: "..."
Oh, it really is his honor.
"I don't know either." Lingzhi Shuanghua said honestly, "Well, but I can go in and ask for you."
Qi Tian heard the words and nodded.
In just a moment, the frost flower of Ganoderma lucidum appeared in front of Qi Tian's eyes again.
"They don't know either." Lingzhi Shuanghua said, "They don't know why they can't use spells in the void."
After Lingzhi Shuanghua finished speaking, Qi Tian nodded, feeling slightly disappointed, but he didn't show it. After all, he also knew that this matter could not be resolved so easily.He just wanted to try the simplest method to see if he could solve it.
"It's okay." Qi Tian said lightly. Hearing the words, Lingzhi Shuanghua seemed to feel a little guilty: "Don't be mean, I can't help you." Saying this, Lingzhi Shuanghua couldn't help shaking the petals. On the petals, there is a drop of crystal clear water.
Reflecting the surrounding red, there is a little bit of seductive light.
Qi Tian: "..."
Don't tell him these are the tears of Ganoderma lucidum frost flower.
"This, what is it?" Qi Tian raised his hand and pinched the water drop in his palm, looking at the water drop that was taken away from his "body", Lingzhi Shuanghua blinked and asked in surprise road.
Qi Tian didn't speak, but looked at Ganoderma lucidum Shuanghua without speaking.
"Huh?" Seeing that Qi Tian didn't speak, but stared at the water drop seriously, Lingzhi Shuanghua made a questioning voice, but seeing Qi Tian's serious appearance, he couldn't bear to disturb him anymore.
"It's him." Qi Tian suddenly looked at Lingzhi Shuanghua, then raised his hand, and touched Lingzhi Shuanghua's head, if an ordinary person could know where his head was.
Somewhat doubtful, but another indescribable feeling filled her heart, Ganoderma lucidum Frost Flower collected the petals slightly, and then spun around: "Then if it's all right, I'll leave."
Qi Tian nodded, and after watching the ganoderma frost flower disappear, he turned his head to look at the water drop in his hand.
The crystal clear and round water drops on Qi Tian's hand, shining faintly.
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