Lovesickness Journey to the West
Chapter 141: Let go
Feng Xuan trembled slightly, froze for a moment, and fell into the river...and couldn't come up again?
Feng Xuan's heart sank slightly. In fact, he should be clear that the person in front of him is really not the one who gave birth to and raised him when he was still a mortal.
Feng Xuan's heart was dull and heavy, he didn't know what he was thinking, he just felt inexplicable depression in his heart, just like the original news, the flowing stream was suddenly blocked, which made him inexplicably uncomfortable.
It seems that something that was originally expected suddenly fell through.
Well, not like, but like.It was the feeling of disappointment that he felt after he failed.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan sighed slightly.In fact, he should have known a long time ago that this is the situation now. He has always felt that this woman's experience is very similar to that of other people's mothers, so much so that he even felt that she was actually her, but that was just an expectation.
When driven by expectations, what he sees, what he thinks, and even a fragment of his memory at a certain moment will tend to approach those expectations.
Over time, people gradually get lost in the illusions created by themselves, and no one pulls them back, and no one saves them.
Feng Xuan sighed slightly. In fact, he should have understood long ago. For other people, such as Guanyin and Tathagata, no matter who they are, after he saw them, his memory of them emerged in an instant. Come out as if it has never disappeared.
But he has no impression of the woman in front of him or the person who gave birth to him and raised him.
Even when he saw this woman, he only had a vague memory of that time.
Never increased or decreased.
He should have known.The person in front of him is not that person at all.
Feng Xuan sighed at this thought, in fact, he just didn't want to admit it all this time, and then forced himself to distort the facts, making himself believe that this person is his mother in the world.
Feng Xuan looked at the woman in front of her. The woman's expression was indifferent, like a hopeless person, and her eyes were not in focus.
Feng Xuan raised his hand and touched her. Although she was not the one who gave birth to him and raised him, and made him feel guilty all the time, but, after all, he had similar experiences, after all, he had similar encounters, and he always inadvertently Want to treat him well.
Being touched by Feng Xuan suddenly, the woman was a little surprised. She glanced at Feng Xuan blankly, and the focus that was missing in her eyes was slowly recovering. She frowned in confusion, and then slightly tilted her head. .
"Huh?" The woman was stunned for a while, then looked at Feng Xuan, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"How about... let's go back and kill that group of people?" Feng Xuan asked tentatively.
The woman was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, and after a pause, she lowered her head slightly, and then said in a small voice: "You are not...not..." Before the woman finished speaking, Feng Xuan smiled lightly.
"It's just that I suddenly thought that they treated a woman and her family like this, and I... don't want to spare them." After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he showed a beautiful smile. The moon in the sky was beside this smile, as if As if losing its luster, the woman looked at Feng Xuan in a daze.
"You look so pretty when you smile." The woman suddenly said, and said to Feng Xuan: "You look very much like my husband-in-law, he often looks at me with a gentle smile, and then plays with me from time to time. Such a smile."
Although the woman was saying that Feng Xuan was like her husband, there was no other meaning in the words, she was simply missing someone, and her eyes were full of nostalgia.
Feng Xuan paused for a moment, then smiled: "You have to believe, he has been watching you from the sky." Feng Xuan said with a smile, it was a real comforting smile, even though he was neither close nor Therefore, just relying on this similar experience, Feng Xuan felt that this woman was enough for him to take good care of for a while.
"Really?" The woman showed a slight smile, and then she looked a little dazed, she seemed to be thinking about something, some distant memories, in a moment, like flying snowflakes, slowly fell into his heart in mind.
"Where is your home? I'll take you back." Feng Xuan looked at the woman and asked.
Hearing this, the woman raised her head to look at Feng Xuan, then shook her head: "No need." The woman said while bowing to Feng Xuan, "Thank you hero for saving your life, Si En will never be forgotten." The woman said After finishing speaking, she got up and took a look at Feng Xuan: "I'm just afraid that Sien can't repay your benefactor now." After the woman finished speaking, she looked at Feng Xuan, and then fell silent.
Feng Xuan suddenly heard the woman's words, a little inexplicable, he looked at the woman in a daze, and did not speak for a long time.
Feng Xuan, who was silent and didn't know what to do, made the woman think that he didn't want him to leave. The woman's face showed a bit of embarrassment, and then she bowed to Feng Xuan again:
"Sien has nothing now. If benefactor has any request, Sien will try his best to fulfill it, even if it is his life..."
When Si En said this, Feng Xuan felt baffled again.I'm afraid it was intentional. He immediately understood what Si En meant. She wanted to repay her kindness, but she didn't know how to repay her, so...
"I'll take you home." Feng Xuan cleared his throat, then looked at the woman and said, "After all, you're a girl, so it's not safe." Feng Xuan said softly.
Hearing this, Si En raised her head to look at Feng Xuan in some puzzlement, seeing that Feng Xuan's eyes were clean and spotless, the eyes could not help flickering slightly.
He is really a pure and flawless person, with a pure mind and no dust.
"I don't have a home anymore." Sien took a deep breath, and then exhaled suddenly, as if letting go of something, she said: "My husband has gone, I don't have a home anymore." The woman said As he spoke, there was a layer of mist in his eyes.
"Then if that's the case, where are you going?" Feng Xuan still asked, he really didn't want to let this woman leave by herself, first of all, it's really not safe for a weak woman.The other thing is... She was so similar to that person, even though he knew she wasn't her, he couldn't help but treat her well in his heart.It's all about making up, it's all about redemption.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan lowered his head sadly.His mother was separated from her not long after he was born.He didn't know what to do, he couldn't find her, and he didn't know where to find her.
Feng Xuan thought of this, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, thinking that if it wasn't for him, the two of them would have lived a happy and healthy life, respecting each other as guests.
"I'll go back to the place where I used to live." Sien lowered his head slightly, and then said: "If benefactor doesn't mind the trouble, Sien still wants to ask benefactor... to give Sien a ride."
Hearing this, Fengxuan raised his head to look at Sien, then smiled slightly, and then nodded. He was really worried about her, after all, he saved Sien from a group of villains just now.
She is a weak woman with no strength to restrain a chicken, so she really can't be too relieved.
"Okay," Feng Xuan nodded, and then made a gesture of "please" to Sien. Seeing this, Sien nodded to Fengxuan, and then walked forward.
Not long after the two had left, they suddenly heard another burst of crying.
Feng Xuan couldn't help frowning, this world is really not peaceful, and in less than a day, he has seen such uneven things twice.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan couldn't help looking towards the source of the voice.
Several big men were pulling something in the hands of an old man. The old man was pulled and fell to the ground, covered in dust.
However, those big guys didn't seem to care at all, they still grabbed the things in the old man's hand abruptly.The old man held on tightly to what was in his hand, trying not to be snatched away by them.
But how can an old man who is over seventy years old fight against a few strong young people?
The old man was pulled and dragged forward a few steps, then suddenly let go, and his whole body fell to the ground.
"I don't want you to let go of me, old man! Is there any reason why the things I like are not in the hands of the old man?!" The big man with a thick face kicked the old man, then threw the bag in his hand twice, Then he opened the bag and took out the contents of the bag.
It's a bunch of copper coins.
Seeing this, Feng Xuan was already furious. These big guys are the bastards who bullied Si En just now.
"I beg you, sir, I have a little grandson in my family, and my son and daughter-in-law both died of illness. It's not easy for us old couple to raise a child." The old man grabbed the big man's ankle and threw himself on the ground crying.
Hearing the words, the big man spat at the old man, then raised his foot, and was about to kick the old man's head, but suddenly it got stuck.
"Huh?" The man looked at his feet in surprise, not knowing what happened, but felt that there was a force controlling him, preventing him from kicking.
When the big man was wondering, he suddenly felt someone pulling his clothes.
"What are you doing!" the big man looked impatiently at the man who was pulling his clothes, and asked cursingly.
The man who was pulling him wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he really stuttered... he he he he... and couldn't utter a complete sentence.
"What the hell are you pointing at?!" The big man pushed the man, then looked towards where the man pointed.
It doesn't matter if you look at it, it just meets Feng Xuan's gaze...
The big man opened his eyes wide, looked at Feng Xuan in disbelief, and then fell to his knees on the ground without waiting for Feng Xuan to speak.
"Return the money to the old man." Before the big man could cry and howl, Feng Xuan spoke first.
Hearing Feng Xuan's words, the big man hurriedly turned around and returned the money bag to the old man.
Feng Xuan walked over, helped the old man up, and then handed the money bag to the old man: "Old man, where are you hurt?"
The old man looked at Feng Xuan with teary eyes, shook his head, and then bowed directly to Feng Xuan.
Feng Xuan hurriedly helped the old man up, and then unobtrusively directed some genuine energy towards the old man's back.
"Hurry up and go home, old man." Feng Xuan said with a smile.
The old man staggered away step by step, but he was no longer as weak as before. Although he walked slowly, every step carried strength.
"Engong is really a kind person." Si'en is smart, and naturally knew why the old man had such a change, so he smiled, and then said to Fengxuan.
"Me?" Feng Xuan pointed to himself, and then said unexpectedly: "I am not."
After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he looked at the big men who were kneeling on the ground.After a pause, he said to Si En: "Next, you won't think I'm a good person."
After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he walked towards those big men.
Step by step, like walking on the heart, people can't help but tremble.
"Forgive me..." The big guys were about to speak, but they stopped suddenly after saying three words.
Then, a stream of blood flowed out from their mouths.
"This time, it's paying back the spittle you just spit." After Feng Xuan finished speaking, the big man suddenly twisted, and then, under the circumstances that everyone could see, the big man's arm was forcibly removed.
"This time, it's for you to grab the old man's purse." Feng Xuanfeng said calmly.
The big man's face was dripping with sweat, but he couldn't make a sound because his tongue was cut off.
He rolled on the ground in pain, but there was no sound.
Then for an instant, the big man stopped struggling, his eyes widened, and he didn't respond anymore.
"In the end, it's for repaying your kindness." Feng Xuan's words were still calm, but to other big men, these words were more terrifying than the voice of Hades.
"You..." Feng Xuan's eyes skipped these people, and then he said softly: "I have always been merciful, so I let you go..." Before Feng Xuan finished speaking, the faces of several big men showed joy, but In the next moment, when they heard Feng Xuan's next words, several people's faces turned ashen in an instant.
Feng Xuan said... "Just go to see King Hades directly, don't be tortured."
You can escape torture, but you can't escape death.
……
"Benege is tired?" Si En looked at Feng Xuan and said.
After finishing those big men, Fengxuan and Si'en set foot on the journey to their hometown again, but it seems that the sun is going down, and they still haven't seen the so-called home.
"No, no." Feng Xuan waved his hands again and again, he really didn't feel tired, after all, he is not an ordinary human being now, and he didn't have much feeling for this kind of walking trip.
He was just a little anxious.
After all, he still has to find Qi Tian in time.He still doesn't know why he changed his position suddenly.
"It's just, when can I walk to your home." Feng Xuan raised his eyes to the distance, and then asked.
Si En looked at the sky, then turned to look at Feng Xuan: "It's really late, Mr. En, why don't we find a place to rest."
Feng Xuan frowned upon hearing this, then looked at Si En and said, "Not yet?"
Hearing this, Sien laughed in a rare way, and then said: "To tell you the truth, this trip will take more than a month."
Feng Xuan's heart sank slightly. In fact, he should be clear that the person in front of him is really not the one who gave birth to and raised him when he was still a mortal.
Feng Xuan's heart was dull and heavy, he didn't know what he was thinking, he just felt inexplicable depression in his heart, just like the original news, the flowing stream was suddenly blocked, which made him inexplicably uncomfortable.
It seems that something that was originally expected suddenly fell through.
Well, not like, but like.It was the feeling of disappointment that he felt after he failed.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan sighed slightly.In fact, he should have known a long time ago that this is the situation now. He has always felt that this woman's experience is very similar to that of other people's mothers, so much so that he even felt that she was actually her, but that was just an expectation.
When driven by expectations, what he sees, what he thinks, and even a fragment of his memory at a certain moment will tend to approach those expectations.
Over time, people gradually get lost in the illusions created by themselves, and no one pulls them back, and no one saves them.
Feng Xuan sighed slightly. In fact, he should have understood long ago. For other people, such as Guanyin and Tathagata, no matter who they are, after he saw them, his memory of them emerged in an instant. Come out as if it has never disappeared.
But he has no impression of the woman in front of him or the person who gave birth to him and raised him.
Even when he saw this woman, he only had a vague memory of that time.
Never increased or decreased.
He should have known.The person in front of him is not that person at all.
Feng Xuan sighed at this thought, in fact, he just didn't want to admit it all this time, and then forced himself to distort the facts, making himself believe that this person is his mother in the world.
Feng Xuan looked at the woman in front of her. The woman's expression was indifferent, like a hopeless person, and her eyes were not in focus.
Feng Xuan raised his hand and touched her. Although she was not the one who gave birth to him and raised him, and made him feel guilty all the time, but, after all, he had similar experiences, after all, he had similar encounters, and he always inadvertently Want to treat him well.
Being touched by Feng Xuan suddenly, the woman was a little surprised. She glanced at Feng Xuan blankly, and the focus that was missing in her eyes was slowly recovering. She frowned in confusion, and then slightly tilted her head. .
"Huh?" The woman was stunned for a while, then looked at Feng Xuan, and asked, "What's wrong?"
"How about... let's go back and kill that group of people?" Feng Xuan asked tentatively.
The woman was stunned for a moment when she heard the words, and after a pause, she lowered her head slightly, and then said in a small voice: "You are not...not..." Before the woman finished speaking, Feng Xuan smiled lightly.
"It's just that I suddenly thought that they treated a woman and her family like this, and I... don't want to spare them." After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he showed a beautiful smile. The moon in the sky was beside this smile, as if As if losing its luster, the woman looked at Feng Xuan in a daze.
"You look so pretty when you smile." The woman suddenly said, and said to Feng Xuan: "You look very much like my husband-in-law, he often looks at me with a gentle smile, and then plays with me from time to time. Such a smile."
Although the woman was saying that Feng Xuan was like her husband, there was no other meaning in the words, she was simply missing someone, and her eyes were full of nostalgia.
Feng Xuan paused for a moment, then smiled: "You have to believe, he has been watching you from the sky." Feng Xuan said with a smile, it was a real comforting smile, even though he was neither close nor Therefore, just relying on this similar experience, Feng Xuan felt that this woman was enough for him to take good care of for a while.
"Really?" The woman showed a slight smile, and then she looked a little dazed, she seemed to be thinking about something, some distant memories, in a moment, like flying snowflakes, slowly fell into his heart in mind.
"Where is your home? I'll take you back." Feng Xuan looked at the woman and asked.
Hearing this, the woman raised her head to look at Feng Xuan, then shook her head: "No need." The woman said while bowing to Feng Xuan, "Thank you hero for saving your life, Si En will never be forgotten." The woman said After finishing speaking, she got up and took a look at Feng Xuan: "I'm just afraid that Sien can't repay your benefactor now." After the woman finished speaking, she looked at Feng Xuan, and then fell silent.
Feng Xuan suddenly heard the woman's words, a little inexplicable, he looked at the woman in a daze, and did not speak for a long time.
Feng Xuan, who was silent and didn't know what to do, made the woman think that he didn't want him to leave. The woman's face showed a bit of embarrassment, and then she bowed to Feng Xuan again:
"Sien has nothing now. If benefactor has any request, Sien will try his best to fulfill it, even if it is his life..."
When Si En said this, Feng Xuan felt baffled again.I'm afraid it was intentional. He immediately understood what Si En meant. She wanted to repay her kindness, but she didn't know how to repay her, so...
"I'll take you home." Feng Xuan cleared his throat, then looked at the woman and said, "After all, you're a girl, so it's not safe." Feng Xuan said softly.
Hearing this, Si En raised her head to look at Feng Xuan in some puzzlement, seeing that Feng Xuan's eyes were clean and spotless, the eyes could not help flickering slightly.
He is really a pure and flawless person, with a pure mind and no dust.
"I don't have a home anymore." Sien took a deep breath, and then exhaled suddenly, as if letting go of something, she said: "My husband has gone, I don't have a home anymore." The woman said As he spoke, there was a layer of mist in his eyes.
"Then if that's the case, where are you going?" Feng Xuan still asked, he really didn't want to let this woman leave by herself, first of all, it's really not safe for a weak woman.The other thing is... She was so similar to that person, even though he knew she wasn't her, he couldn't help but treat her well in his heart.It's all about making up, it's all about redemption.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan lowered his head sadly.His mother was separated from her not long after he was born.He didn't know what to do, he couldn't find her, and he didn't know where to find her.
Feng Xuan thought of this, raised his hand and rubbed his temples, thinking that if it wasn't for him, the two of them would have lived a happy and healthy life, respecting each other as guests.
"I'll go back to the place where I used to live." Sien lowered his head slightly, and then said: "If benefactor doesn't mind the trouble, Sien still wants to ask benefactor... to give Sien a ride."
Hearing this, Fengxuan raised his head to look at Sien, then smiled slightly, and then nodded. He was really worried about her, after all, he saved Sien from a group of villains just now.
She is a weak woman with no strength to restrain a chicken, so she really can't be too relieved.
"Okay," Feng Xuan nodded, and then made a gesture of "please" to Sien. Seeing this, Sien nodded to Fengxuan, and then walked forward.
Not long after the two had left, they suddenly heard another burst of crying.
Feng Xuan couldn't help frowning, this world is really not peaceful, and in less than a day, he has seen such uneven things twice.
Thinking of this, Feng Xuan couldn't help looking towards the source of the voice.
Several big men were pulling something in the hands of an old man. The old man was pulled and fell to the ground, covered in dust.
However, those big guys didn't seem to care at all, they still grabbed the things in the old man's hand abruptly.The old man held on tightly to what was in his hand, trying not to be snatched away by them.
But how can an old man who is over seventy years old fight against a few strong young people?
The old man was pulled and dragged forward a few steps, then suddenly let go, and his whole body fell to the ground.
"I don't want you to let go of me, old man! Is there any reason why the things I like are not in the hands of the old man?!" The big man with a thick face kicked the old man, then threw the bag in his hand twice, Then he opened the bag and took out the contents of the bag.
It's a bunch of copper coins.
Seeing this, Feng Xuan was already furious. These big guys are the bastards who bullied Si En just now.
"I beg you, sir, I have a little grandson in my family, and my son and daughter-in-law both died of illness. It's not easy for us old couple to raise a child." The old man grabbed the big man's ankle and threw himself on the ground crying.
Hearing the words, the big man spat at the old man, then raised his foot, and was about to kick the old man's head, but suddenly it got stuck.
"Huh?" The man looked at his feet in surprise, not knowing what happened, but felt that there was a force controlling him, preventing him from kicking.
When the big man was wondering, he suddenly felt someone pulling his clothes.
"What are you doing!" the big man looked impatiently at the man who was pulling his clothes, and asked cursingly.
The man who was pulling him wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he really stuttered... he he he he... and couldn't utter a complete sentence.
"What the hell are you pointing at?!" The big man pushed the man, then looked towards where the man pointed.
It doesn't matter if you look at it, it just meets Feng Xuan's gaze...
The big man opened his eyes wide, looked at Feng Xuan in disbelief, and then fell to his knees on the ground without waiting for Feng Xuan to speak.
"Return the money to the old man." Before the big man could cry and howl, Feng Xuan spoke first.
Hearing Feng Xuan's words, the big man hurriedly turned around and returned the money bag to the old man.
Feng Xuan walked over, helped the old man up, and then handed the money bag to the old man: "Old man, where are you hurt?"
The old man looked at Feng Xuan with teary eyes, shook his head, and then bowed directly to Feng Xuan.
Feng Xuan hurriedly helped the old man up, and then unobtrusively directed some genuine energy towards the old man's back.
"Hurry up and go home, old man." Feng Xuan said with a smile.
The old man staggered away step by step, but he was no longer as weak as before. Although he walked slowly, every step carried strength.
"Engong is really a kind person." Si'en is smart, and naturally knew why the old man had such a change, so he smiled, and then said to Fengxuan.
"Me?" Feng Xuan pointed to himself, and then said unexpectedly: "I am not."
After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he looked at the big men who were kneeling on the ground.After a pause, he said to Si En: "Next, you won't think I'm a good person."
After Feng Xuan finished speaking, he walked towards those big men.
Step by step, like walking on the heart, people can't help but tremble.
"Forgive me..." The big guys were about to speak, but they stopped suddenly after saying three words.
Then, a stream of blood flowed out from their mouths.
"This time, it's paying back the spittle you just spit." After Feng Xuan finished speaking, the big man suddenly twisted, and then, under the circumstances that everyone could see, the big man's arm was forcibly removed.
"This time, it's for you to grab the old man's purse." Feng Xuanfeng said calmly.
The big man's face was dripping with sweat, but he couldn't make a sound because his tongue was cut off.
He rolled on the ground in pain, but there was no sound.
Then for an instant, the big man stopped struggling, his eyes widened, and he didn't respond anymore.
"In the end, it's for repaying your kindness." Feng Xuan's words were still calm, but to other big men, these words were more terrifying than the voice of Hades.
"You..." Feng Xuan's eyes skipped these people, and then he said softly: "I have always been merciful, so I let you go..." Before Feng Xuan finished speaking, the faces of several big men showed joy, but In the next moment, when they heard Feng Xuan's next words, several people's faces turned ashen in an instant.
Feng Xuan said... "Just go to see King Hades directly, don't be tortured."
You can escape torture, but you can't escape death.
……
"Benege is tired?" Si En looked at Feng Xuan and said.
After finishing those big men, Fengxuan and Si'en set foot on the journey to their hometown again, but it seems that the sun is going down, and they still haven't seen the so-called home.
"No, no." Feng Xuan waved his hands again and again, he really didn't feel tired, after all, he is not an ordinary human being now, and he didn't have much feeling for this kind of walking trip.
He was just a little anxious.
After all, he still has to find Qi Tian in time.He still doesn't know why he changed his position suddenly.
"It's just, when can I walk to your home." Feng Xuan raised his eyes to the distance, and then asked.
Si En looked at the sky, then turned to look at Feng Xuan: "It's really late, Mr. En, why don't we find a place to rest."
Feng Xuan frowned upon hearing this, then looked at Si En and said, "Not yet?"
Hearing this, Sien laughed in a rare way, and then said: "To tell you the truth, this trip will take more than a month."
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