Lovesickness Journey to the West

"Then... can it be treated as never happened?" Xiao Xiao's eyes were full of tears, as if he couldn't believe that the person in front of him would treat him like this, with such an indifferent tone, such a distant attitude, such a chilling expression. The politeness made her heartbroken.

"Of course not." Yuyan lowered her head, slightly apologetic.

Xiao Xiao's complexion softened when she heard the words, and then there was a little sparkle in her eyes, as if she was delighted and hopeful, she looked at Yuyan full of expectation.However, Yuyan's next words made her feel chilled again.

Yuyan said: "Whatever needs Miss Xiaoxiao has, Yuyan will do her best to meet it, and... if the girl wants to pursue something, Yuyan is willing to bear it. Yuyan will never break her promise."

"Do your best to satisfy... the mountain of swords and sea of ​​fire?" Xiao Xiao backed away with a painful face, and shook his head, a little unbelievable, but also a little heartbroken.Is she like a mountain of swords and a sea of ​​fire to him?To him, is she...something to do with all his might?

"You once said that you would stay with me. Even though I was ignorant at the beginning, even though I was really trying to take advantage of you, what I have endured over the past three years is enough!" Xiao Xiao pointed at Yu with tears all over his face. Yan shouted: "Enough is enough... Do you know how many times my life has been hanging by a thread in the past three years, and I will never see you again, do you know how many things I have done for this illusory thing? I have this dream that may not exist, I have been looking for one, you once said that you will be my eyes, show me all over the world, you once said that you will be my legs, show me You have traveled all over the world, but in the end, it was you who broke your promise, and in the end it was clearly me...I did this, but...but why, did you get...such an ending?!"

Xiao Xiao shook his head, clearly looking painful and unbelievable.

"Did you forget what you said before?" Xiao Xiao's voice was a little hoarse, but she still didn't want to give up. How could she just let go of something she had insisted on for so long?

"That's all from the previous life." Yuyan lowered his eyes, and couldn't see the slightest wave in his eyes, as if he had never heard such heart-wrenching words at all.

"The things of the previous life?! The things of the previous life are not your business? Isn't that still yourself?" Xiao Xiao was a little bit broken. She had expected all the difficulties she would encounter and the various killings she would commit. But she never thought that Yu Yan, the only thing she insisted on not changing, would change.

What defeated her in the end was not those external things, but the people in her heart.

"Yuyan...how could you make me wait for so long...and then throw me away?" Xiao Xiao asked, on the contrary, it was no longer the hysterical collapse before, but very plain, but It feels like a torture to the soul.

"I'm sorry." In Yuyan's flat tone, there was no trace of waves: "In the past, because Xiaosheng lost his memory, he did something abrupt about the girl. I sincerely apologize. If you hurt the girl, I will kill you." If you want to cut it, it is up to you."

Hearing this, Xiao Xiao burst out laughing suddenly, with the tears still on his face, a self-deprecating smile bloomed on his mouth: "Why don't you understand, I never, never need you to be hacked into pieces Yes."

All she wanted was him.

But why does God punish her like this, and is unwilling to satisfy her even with such a simple matter?

"Girl..." Yuyan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Xiao Xiao's gesture.

"I don't need your knives and fires, and I don't want you to be hacked into pieces. I just ask you." Xiao Xiao looked at Yuyan uncharacteristically and said calmly, "Do you want me anymore."

"Girl..." Yuyan lowered his head, and then clenched his fists in the long sleeves that no one saw: "Girl, you will meet someone more worthy."

"Okay." A beautiful smile bloomed on Xiao Xiao's lips, but for some reason, Yuyan's heart tightened as he saw that something else bad would happen.

"If that's the case, then take it easy." Xiao Xiao looked at Yuyan indifferently and said, on the surface it looked calm, but in her heart, it was already thunderous like a knife.

"Girl..." Yuyan wanted to say something more, but when the words came to his lips, he always felt that no matter what he said, it seemed superfluous.

With his identity and his perspective, it seemed that no matter what he said, it should not be done.

"Take care." Yuyan cupped his hands, then turned his head to look at Qi Tian and Feng Xuan.

Qi Tian and Feng Xuan didn't say much. When Shang Yuyan looked into their eyes, Feng Xuan paused for a moment. He always felt that something was weird. He frowned slightly and looked at Qi Tian, ​​only to find that Qi Tian was looking Doesn't matter.

"Oh, let's go." When he found that Feng Xuan and Yu Yu were looking at him, Qi Tian said to the two of them as if he suddenly came to his senses.

Seeing that Qi Tian had already said that, Feng Xuan didn't say anything more, just nodded lightly to Yu Yan.

He was not familiar with this Yuyan, but after he woke up, the aura on his body gradually turned sober, which made him feel a little familiar.But after all there are so many fairy families, he couldn't remember where he had seen this person.

Qi Tian walked in the front, Feng Xuan and Yu Yan followed closely behind, but Qi Tian seemed to be thinking about something, and seemed a little absent-minded.

Suddenly, when the three of them were about to reach the entrance of the cave, Qi Tian suddenly stopped.

"What's the matter?" Feng Xuan asked in surprise, but suddenly saw Qi Tian looking at Yu Yan behind him with burning eyes.

"Great Sage?" Yuyan was also a little surprised, and looked at Qi Tian with puzzled eyes.

"Oops." Feng Xuan also seemed to realize something at this moment, he quickly pushed Yuyan back: "Go and see Xiao Xiao." He was a little anxious, but fortunately Yuyan is also a clever person, listening After hearing Feng Xuan's words, he seemed to have suddenly realized something, and quickly ran towards the depths of the cave.

It was only for a while, but Yuyan felt like tens of thousands of years had passed.

There is only one thought in his mind now: she must be fine.Although he has gone through the love calamity and no longer cares about these so-called love affairs, he still understands the cause and effect.

If a name is hurt because of him, then he will absolutely not allow it.

Finally arrived at the center of the cave, there was no need to look for it at all, and I saw Xiao Xiao lying in the coffin now, and a vague smell of blood spread to Yuyan's sense of smell.

"Miss Xiao Xiao." Yuyan took a step forward suddenly, and he arrived at the coffin in an instant. He raised his hand to help Xiao Xiao up in a little haste, but he couldn't bear the faint breath. Frowning tightly, he cast a look of help to Qi Tian.

His resurrection was due to the great sage. Thinking about it, the great sage must have a way to restore Xiao Xiao.

Comprehending the pleading in Yuyan's eyes, Qi Tian paused for a moment, then stepped forward, and with a flick of his sleeves, Xiao Xiao's aura quickly recovered at a speed that everyone could feel.

When reviving Yuyan, Qi Tian used Laojun's elixir. Thinking of this, Qi Tian turned to look at Feng Xuan. He didn't expect that Feng Xuan used to use a lot of actions that seemed useless to him. use.

But this Xiao Xiao was originally a goblin, and it was much easier for him to revive a goblin than to save other races.

It didn't take a while for Xiao Xiao to wake up, and when she realized what happened, she suddenly became a little depressed.

"Why save me?" Xiao Xiao's hoarse voice reached Yuyan's ears. For some reason, he had clearly experienced the tribulation of love, and he should have returned to the fairy world, with no desires or desires, but in his heart, there was an inexplicable There was a burst of depression.

It was as if something suddenly twitched in his heart, making him frown.

"I...you..." Yuyan paused, but didn't know what to say.He wanted to ask her why she was so stupid, but he didn't know how to ask her. He always felt that no matter what he said, it was cruel to her.

"Some things should not be too forceful." Qi Tian said lightly at this moment: "Everything in the world has its own destiny. If you are too forceful and you can't get it, you will go to extremes."

He said it lightly, Qi Tian couldn't help but laugh at himself in his heart, he couldn't do it without forcing, how could he enlighten others?

"Don't force it?" Xiao Xiao smiled bitterly: "I can't do it, in my heart, in my eyes, in my mind, in my obsession, it's all about him, how can I... how not to force? "

"I'm sorry..." Yuyan murmured, he didn't know what he should do, he was a little troubled, and he was a little at a loss.

He couldn't stay, but in the same way, he was a little worried about leaving.

He frowned helplessly, then helped Xiao Xiao into a more comfortable position, looked at Qi Tian helplessly, then lowered his head sullenly.

"Xiao Xiao, don't make things difficult for me." After thinking for a long time, Yu Yan finally spoke slowly. He knew it was not good for him to do so, but he didn't know how he could make it clear.

In his opinion, this is nothing more than a catastrophe in his life. To him, it is like a fleeting moment and should not be remembered by him.

But for the woman in front of her, she...she is innocent.

"It's difficult?" Xiao Xiao couldn't help but burst into tears again: "Is it difficult for you?"

This is her last handwriting, no matter what, she will leave Yuyan behind, she does not want to repeat the mistakes of her mother.

Perhaps even Xiao Luo didn't know that Xiao Xiao's father also met Xiao Xiao's mother during the tribulation.

But after the love disaster, Xiao Xiao's father returned to the heaven, leaving only her mother, who was still in her infancy alone, waiting lonely and long.

In fact, to be precise, Xiao Xiao didn't know who her father was, and her mother didn't tell her either. She just said, no matter what, don't fall in love with any existence other than demons.

So at the very beginning, when she met Yuyan, she was resistant from the beginning, so at first, when Yuyan gave her all that was good to her, she just lightly did not refuse, but I didn't like him or care about him.

Sometimes, when she was fighting with other monsters, she would just push Yuyan over and let him help her out. In short, in her eyes, he was just a tool to use.

If he hadn't been seriously injured by the gluttonous beast because he helped him pick the Ganoderma lucidum frost flower guarded by the gluttonous beast on the snow mountain, she would not have realized that he had become so important to her.

Everything is caused by herself, but she is not willing to suffer the consequences.

No matter what, she didn't want to live like her mother. In such a long and lonely time, there was no waiting, only endless loneliness and endless sorrow.

It's no wonder that her mother left suddenly, and she was overly depressed every day. Thinking about it, she didn't have much hope for life.

It was a relief to end his life early.

Therefore, she must change the status quo, and must not die alone like her mother.

Shouting hysterically was useless, and begging heartbroken was useless, so this was the last resort left for her.If he comes back, then she will succeed, if he doesn't come back... In this life, presumably there will never be another person like him who will take root in her heart and make her unable to extricate herself.

But now...

Now he actually said to himself, don't do it, make it difficult for him?

What should she do?

She suddenly felt a little scared, the person in front of her was really no longer the person she could understand clearly, no longer the... the person who put her on top of her heart and doted on her.

"You are just a catastrophe that I have experienced in the mortal world. Why...don't you understand?" Yuyan frowned and looked at Xiao Xiao. If I don't say something clearly now, I'm afraid I'll say it later The chances are gone. Instead of not interfering with each other's lives so vaguely, it's better to... say it clearly, make it clear, and maybe after speaking, both of them can feel relieved: "I loved you once, but, That was me in the previous life, and now I am the White Deer, the mount of the Antarctic Immortal, because I ate the flat peaches and cultivated a human body without any disaster, so the Immortal punished me to go down to the earth to go through the calamity, and then I met you. No matter what happened in the last life, now that I have recovered my memory, those things have all passed away. Ultimately, you just played a role in helping me return to the Antarctic fairy."

Yuyan's words are very heartless, every word, every sentence, no matter what it is, it makes people feel an inexplicable alienation and irrelevance.

At least Feng Xuan thinks so, he has always been a soft-hearted man, if he is asked to say such things to others, he doesn't know if he can say it.