My lover in memory (GL)

To the end of life, without killing, can you hold on to it now?

Live your life without stealing, can you hold on now?

To the end of life and not to be sexually obscene/evil, can you hold on now?

To the end of life, not to lie, can you hold on now?

Live your life without drinking alcohol, can you hold on now?

This is the five precepts of the Three Refuge and Five Precepts, and now, the third precept, Miaoqing feels that she cannot keep it...

She couldn't face herself, it was an endless sin, and she couldn't tell it out, because it was her own sin, and... At that time, women and women were contrary to normal relations...

If you like it, you like it. Although she is not an official monk, she can't lie. Fang Xinyi is very magnanimous. In contrast, Miaoqing is a bit smug.

After listening to Miaoqing say those three words, Fang Xinyi happily hugged Miaoqing and yelled, asking in a strange voice.Then... will Miaoqing return to vulgarity?

In this sentence, only the word Miaoqing has the most standard pronunciation.

Miaoqing was silent, Fang Xinyi couldn't feel Miaoqing's silence, and kept hugging her...

But...Fang Xinyi, even if I return to vulgarity, we can't be together, we are both women...

It really is a "stupid"... how can you laugh so innocently...

Forget it, let me bear all this, I am willing to bear all this karma, in exchange for your life being safe and happy.

Miaoqing also hugged Fang Xinyi, holding her tightly, unwilling to let go, the person in her arms, do you know how much I like you, I like you so much, I like you, I like you the most …

I like the sound of your piano, the weird tone of your voice, the handkerchief you gave me, everything about you...your name...so...I also like that magnolia tree in your yard...because the purple magnolia is also My name is Xinyi...

Under the purple magnolia tree, there is a figure playing the piano, looking at each other, the reflection of the magnolia flower is even more beautiful.

In all the stories processed by art in our country, there will always be some foreshadowing things. For example, in "The Legend of the White Snake", when the white lady and Xu Xian met for the first time, the token of love between the two was an umbrella, and the homonym of umbrella is "scattered". .

Art comes from life, who can tell what is in the dark?Miaoqing and Fang Xinyi first met under the magnolia tree. The magnolia flower symbolizes pure and incomparable love.

The object of love between the two is not an umbrella, but... just like the hidden things mentioned before, no one can predict...

The first person who discovered the relationship between the two was Master Hui'an. Master Hui'an couldn't understand how the two women could be like this, so she asked Miaoqing to kneel in front of the Buddha statue, and she asked about the Three Refuges and Five Precepts...

Asked, do not kill, can you hold on now?

Miaoqing answered, yes.

Asked, if you don't steal, can you hold on now?

Miaoqing answered, yes.

Asked, do not commit adultery/evil, can you hold on now?

Miao Qing is silent...

Asked a second time...

Miaoqing is still silent...

Asked for the third time...

Miaoqing replied, I can't hold...

Master Hui'an patted the table too, and pointed at Miao Qingdao angrily, "If it's really an ordinary love, so what if I let you return to the vulgar?"But...two women...you...you...

Miaoqing knelt...silent...

Mrs. Hui'an bowed to the Buddha statue. You swear before the Buddha today that you will cut off contact with that Miss Fang family, and I will not expose you two...

Miaoqing recited the Buddha's name over and over again. The disciples cannot lie to the Buddha, let alone the master... Things that are clearly impossible...

Master Hui'an was also silent...

She didn't expose these two people, but asked the Fang family to resign the next day.After Fang Landlord thought about it, he agreed.

Hui'an gave his apprentice half a day...

Miaoqing looked at such an innocent person in front of her, but couldn't say some words...

Fang Xinyi, I'm leaving...I'm not running away...I didn't lie before the Buddha, I love you...But...I can't be with you now...I'm sorry, I broke my promise to be with you forever... Ziyi...I'll give it back to you...I'm a practitioner, I don't tell lies...I...love...you...Xinyi...I love you...

I don't know who took the initiative first, their lips touched, and tears came to their eyes...Fang Xinyi whispered, I'll wait for you...

Miao Qing vaguely looked at the same tearful person from her own tears, don't wait for me...

Are you...will you come back?

I have no idea…

So... have you ever loved me?

I've always loved you... never said that...

Then...why can't I wait for you?

Because... we... (we are all women... Miaoqing didn't say the second half of the sentence at the time, it was said by Miaoqing crying in front of me when I was telling the story)

I will wait for you…

Xin Yi...don't...like this...

I will definitely wait for you...

don't act like a kid...

Didn't you say... you like me the most?

magnolia...

Shh...you talk a lot today...

Fang Xinyi hugged Miaoqing, hissed lightly, don't talk, you're bothering me...

The two hugged quietly like this, Fang Xinyi leaned in Miaoqing's arms, counting the heartbeat... It would be great if the Golden Crow could hang in the sky for more, even just for a while...

But... time never treats anyone favorably...

Master Hui'an coughed silently outside the door, Miaoqing... we should go...

Fang Xinyi let go of Miaoqing, and pushed her towards the door, you go quickly...I'll wait here for you to come back...

What if I don't come back?Silly girl?

I'm waiting too... hurry up...

Miaoqing didn't know how she left, Fang Xinyi seized her soul, and she left with only a skin...

This skin bag followed Master Hui'an into the mountain, built a hut in the mountain, and chanted scriptures and worshiped Buddha every day...

The skin is just a skin, and Buddhism can transform sentient beings, but the skin has no soul, so it cannot be transformed.

I don't know how long it took, but the people down the mountain said that the period of turmoil was over. Master Hui'an was so happy that he took Miaoqing down the mountain the next day...

That long-lost person... How are you?

The town is still so lively, but... the Fang family's house was confiscated shortly after Miaoqing left, and the whole family left the town overnight. No one knew their whereabouts.

The government re-selected the site for the temple and allocated an old house to Hui'an Shitai.

The walls of the entire house are well preserved, and Mrs. Hui'an is very satisfied, but the turmoil has just ended, and the cost of repairs is too huge, so everything is kept simple, and only clay statues of Buddha are invited back.

In this way, the incense in the temple gradually flourished, and more bhikkhunis came to the temple to place orders, but Miaoqing still had no whereabouts of Fang Xinyi...

This town is not big at all, so it should not be difficult to find someone in the ten miles and eight villages... But... why is there no news about Fang's family?Could it be?Was she looking for someone in the wrong direction?Suddenly thinking about it, yes, it is impossible for the Fang family to reveal their own identity even if they hide their names. Miaoqing laughed at herself for a while.

Inquiring about Fang's family didn't find her whereabouts, but inquiring about a girl with a very strange tone of voice... This inquiring made her whereabouts...

About half a day's journey north of the town, there is a small fishing village called Mengxi. There are only two common surnames in the village, one is He and the other is Qian.

I heard that the girl with a very strange tone of voice is the daughter-in-law of He Weijun, the head of Mengxi Village...

Miaoqing has thought about countless scenes of meeting Fang Xinyi, and also the scene of Fang Xinyi getting married. She thinks that getting married should be considered good for Fang Xinyi, because someone can take care of her...

But... Miao Qing was wrong...

When Miaoqing saw Fang Xinyi again, she didn't dare to overlap the person in front of her with the person in her mind, or... there was no way to overlap...

Miaoqing was invited by the village head to rescue her eldest son who had passed away for many years, so she temporarily stayed at the village head's house, and the village head called out to the inner hall...the inner hall responded.

Hearing this voice, Miaoqing's mind shook...Fang Xinyi...it really was you...

Hands like chicken feet opened the curtain, and then, a skinny figure walked into the inner hall, followed by two small girls, God knows what Miaoqing felt at that time, she tried her best to restrain herself The desire to rush forward, long time no see...Fang Xinyi...you...how did you become like this?

The moment Fang Xinyi came out, Miaoqing held back all her words. Fang Xinyi also saw Miaoqing, but her eyes just trembled, and Fang Xinyi's words stopped. Fang Xinyi's body swept...

This gaze...Miao Qing looked a little disgusted, but Fang Xinyi seemed to be used to it, standing calmly, the village chief pulled Fang Xinyi and stood in front of Miao Qing and asked, Master, please do the math, my daughter-in-law's baby is a boy Is it female?

At that time, Miaoqing still didn't quite understand what was going on with this delicate relationship?It is only said that Fang Xinyi is blessed, this baby must be a boy...

The village chief was very happy to hear that, and immediately arranged for Miaoqing to live in the guest room.

When Miaoqing spoke up to this point, she stroked the zither...unable to cry...then told me the reason intermittently. Everyone in Mengxi Village knew and was proud of the reason. The Fang family was a landlord family, and their land and property were confiscated , came here in desperation, farmers and landlords are two opposing classes, so the whole village naturally resists them...

The turning point of the story lies in the head of the village. The head of the village has two sons. The elder son never came back after serving as a soldier in the early years. The younger son suffered from a fever shortly after his birth, and his brain burned out, and his intelligence stopped at the age of five...

"Fool" and "fool", match each other...

The stupid son of the village chief's family married a stupid daughter-in-law as beautiful as a flower...

And it's a landowner's...

Thus, the Fang family settled in the fishing village...

No one told me what was in it. The person who told the story to Miaoqing told it in a half-sarcasm, half-envious tone, mocking the Fang family for selling their daughter, envious of the village chief for getting a daughter-in-law...

Then it was gossip in the village. Half a year later, Fang Xinyi had a big belly. Once, a village rascal teased the village head's stupid son and asked him what it felt like to sleep with his wife?The silly son hesitated for a while and said that his daughter-in-law didn't sleep with him, but he didn't know.

So... whose child is it?It goes without saying...

Miaoqing said that it was the first time in her life that she wanted to commit murder...

This group of people... are wolves in sheep's clothing...

Fang Xinyi prepared the dinner and brought it to Miaoqing. Miaoqing and Fang Xinyi looked at each other. Miaoqing knew that Fang Xinyi was suffering, and she wanted to help her, but Fang Xinyi just refused to say a word.

"Xin Yi and I have never violated the rules...never...Even though Xin Yi has gone through those things, he has never done anything to be sorry for the village chief's family...I don't understand...why things have become like that..." Miao Qing stopped talking , Close your eyes and unfold that memory...