Dressed as a cannon fodder in the blood of a wealthy dog

Sure enough, his premonition was correct, Bai Mo really wanted to break off the relationship with him.

Shen Jiayan looked at Bai Mo, and an indescribable anger gradually rose in his heart, "Why? At least you have to give me a reason?"

Bai Mo still didn't look at him, but there seemed to be a faint sadness between his brows, "There is no reason, but I finally realized that it is time to end."

Shen Jiayan didn't want to hear a word, but instead became more and more angry. He hadn't been this angry for a long time.

"Did you dislike me and fell in love with someone else? During your business trip abroad, you met someone better outside, so you don't want me?"

Bai Mo raised his head suddenly, his brows were wrinkled, and his eyes were a little anxious, "That's not the case! You are the best, there is no one better than you, how could I fall in love with others... From before Until now, I only like you alone, and I will never like anyone else."

Shen Jiayan's expression relaxed a little, and his tone softened a little, "Why is that? Why did you suddenly break up with me?"

Bai Mo lowered his eyes again, "Because... I don't want to hurt you. I can't force my feelings on you like this again."

Shen Jiayan was silent for a moment.

Bai Mo continued: "Last time, I said something like that, didn't it scare you? I know it's scary and abnormal to think like this, but in fact, I've always thought this way in my heart, it's just that I'm in front of you I have been hiding such feelings all the time. A dirty person like me is not worthy of getting close to you."

"I will leave your side and try not to appear in front of you again. I'm sorry, I've been hiding it from you. You must feel disgusted with someone you don't like for so long, right?"

Shen Jiayan listened to his words quietly, without any reaction.

Bai Mo thought, if he made it clear this time, he probably won't be able to see him again in the future.Even so, he had to make such a choice.

He waited quietly for a while, giving Shen Jiayan enough time to leave.If he wants to walk out of that door now, he will not hold back, even though he knows that it means there is no possibility between them, he will accept it.

This is the punishment he should accept.

But the imaginary judgment didn't come, instead, what was waiting was a sentence.

"Why do you think I don't like you?"

Bai Mo raised his head and looked at Shen Jiayan, a trace of astonishment flashed in his eyes.He pursed his lips, then smiled wryly, and murmured as if talking to himself: "How could Yan Yan like someone like me?"

He is so good, if it wasn't for his insistence during this time, how could a person with such an ugly heart like him stay by his side all the time.

"I'm talking about you." Shen Jiayan said helplessly, "Did you not hear what I said last time?"

He sighed and said, "Didn't I say it all last time. I like you. If you haven't heard it, I'll repeat it again. I like you. Got it?"

Bai Mo just smiled, and a sting flashed in his eyes, as if what he said was cruel just now.

"Yanyan is really a gentle person."

He has always known that Yanyan is very gentle and kind in his heart. He probably said this because he couldn't bear to see him sad, but this kind of gentleness now seems a little cruel.

The more he said that, the more he was reminded that a person with such a beautiful heart would never be able to truly love a dark person like himself.

Obviously he has accepted this, but his heart is still filled with an indescribable grief.

"No." Shen Jiayan rubbed his hair irritably, "Can you listen to me?"

Shen Jiayan supported his shoulders and bent down, then kissed him hard on the lips.

His kissing skills have been very jerky until now, but different from the passivity and shyness in the past, this time he took the initiative to pry open his lips, and kissed him like Bai Mo kissed him before.

Bai Mo stared at the person in front of him in astonishment, his body froze, and he even forgot to respond.

After the kiss was over, Shen Jiayan's face turned red, and he looked straight into his eyes with some embarrassment and said, "I said, I like you. Don't deny my feelings casually."

Bai Mo stared at him blankly, not regaining consciousness for a long time.

Shen Jiayan had already straightened up again, and now he felt the shame of being late after making such a bold move, and looked at Bai Mo with a little erratic eyes, "Speak up."

Only then did Bai Mo come back to his senses, "Sorry."

Shen Jiayan felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured on him, and frowned, "That's it?"

Bai Mo has not recovered yet.

He still can't believe it now, Yan Yan really...does he like him?

Do you really like him, not to comfort him?

Can he really... be trusted?

Shen Jiayan was a little dissatisfied.

Is he not clear enough?Why didn't Bai Mo respond?Or does it mean that he really doesn't like himself that much anymore, and what he just said is just to make excuses, but actually he really wants to break up with him?

Just as he was thinking, Bai Mo suddenly put his arms around his waist and hugged him, and buried his face in his waist, "Yanyan, I like you so much—no, I love you. You can stay with me?"

Shen Jiayan smiled helplessly, "I've said it all, I like you too, and I will stay by your side."

"Really? Won't you get tired of me? Won't you get bored and hate me after a while?"

"will not."

"Don't you think I'm scary? You really..." Won't you leave me?

"No." Shen Jiayan hugged him back and replied patiently.Bai Mo felt even more insecure than he had imagined, which made him feel a little distressed, and hugged him even tighter.

"I'm not leaving you, trust me, okay?"

Bai Mo was silent for a long time, then slowly nodded, "Well, I believe you."

Bai Mo let go of him, then took his hand, pulled him down a bit, gently pinched the back of his head, and kissed him.

His kissing skills were much better than Shen Jiayan's. It didn't take long for Shen Jiayan to be kissed dizzy by him, which was completely different from the kiss just now.

After being released, Shen Jiayan looked at him faintly, "Why are you so proficient? Have you kissed many people before?"

Bai Mo laughed helplessly, "How is that possible."

He also knew that this was impossible, because Bai Mo's setting was a little white flower with zero love experience.But he was really curious about how Bai Mo's kissing skills became so good, and why he couldn't.

Bai Mo put his arms around his waist, looked at him tenderly and said, "Because I want to make Yanyan feel comfortable, so I studied hard."

Shen Jiayan blushed, and he felt that his face was so hot that it was smoking.After hearing Bai Mo's nasty words for so long, he was a little overwhelmed.He averted his gaze hastily and got up from Bai Mo's arms.

"Well, ahem, I suddenly feel like going to the toilet." He made up an excuse to calm down first.

"Well, let's go with the words."

Shen Jiayan quickly lowered his head and turned around to go to the bathroom.

He looked at his flushed cheeks in the mirror, turned on the tap and splashed a lot of cold water on his cheeks.

Bai Mo... If he keeps saying things like this, what will he do in the future.

After he calmed down a bit, he thought of something, his eyes became more solemn, and he called the system in his mind.

[Shen Jiayan: System, is it there? 】

[System: Host, I am here. 】

[Shen Jiayan: I've already thought about it. 】

The system knows what he said about the last said choice.

[System: Well, the host has decided whether to stay here or go back. 】

【Shen Jiayan gave his answer: I want to stay here. 】

The system was speechless for a moment. Although he had a vague guess after the interaction between him and Bai Mo just now, he was still a little surprised to hear the answer.

[System: ...Host, are you sure you don't think about it anymore? 】

[Shen Jiayan: Well, I've already made my decision. 】

He had just promised Bai Mo that he would always be by his side.

Moreover, although he didn't say it just now, he also hopes that the other party can always be by his side.

The system slowly regained consciousness, a little helpless.This host always seems to do something that it doesn't expect.

[System: Alright, since this is the case, I will also withdraw from this world.This should be our last conversation. 】

Shen Jiayan nodded slowly.Since he can live a normal life in the future, there is no need for the system to stay by his side.

[Shen Jiayan: Thank you, system, goodbye. 】

[System: Well, host, goodbye. 】

His mind was completely quiet. Although the system was usually quiet when it was not talking, but now, he could feel that it was really gone.

Shen Jiayan let out a sigh of relief, opened the door, returned to the ward and came to Bai Mo.

When Bai Mo saw him, he smiled happily, "Yan Yan."

Shen Jiayan hummed a little shyly.

"During this time, I really miss you." Bai Mo took his hand and kissed his cheek, "I want to see you all the time."

Shen Jiayan started to smoke again, covered his mouth with both hands and said to him solemnly: "Bai Mo, you can't keep saying things like this in the future."

Bai Mo was stunned for a moment, his beautiful phoenix eyes that were not covered were drooping slightly, looking a little aggrieved.

"You can only nod." Shen Jiayan said seriously.

After he finished speaking, he felt that his palm was suddenly licked by a soft and slightly moist touch. He immediately moved his hand away in a jerk, and looked at Bai Mo with wide eyes, "Why are you licking me!"

Bai Mo looked bullied, "Yanyan, I just want to tell you how much I like you, why can't I tell you?"

Shen Jiayan looked at him seriously and said, "Because I won't be able to bear it."

The two looked at each other for a while, Shen Jiayan looked away first, and pursed his lips in embarrassment.

The corner of Bai Mo's mouth couldn't restrain a smile, and his eyes were shining brightly, "So that's how it is."

Would Yan Yan like him more if he said something like this?Then he must say more in the future.

Shen Jiayan didn't know what Bai Mo was thinking, but he felt very ashamed, but seeing Bai Mo's joyful expression, he felt relieved again.

He thought, maybe he should express his liking for Bai Mo a little more, so as to increase his sense of security.Although he told Bai Mo to say less of this, in fact, the opponent's straight ball made him feel a lot of security invisibly.He also wanted Bai Mo to know that the relationship between them was two-way.

"Yanyan..." Bai Mo kissed her.

Shen Jiayan also put her arms around his waist, responding jerky to his kiss.

Both of them were a little flushed, and when their lips finally parted, their breathing was a little disordered.

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