Dressed as a cannon fodder in the blood of a wealthy dog

Shen Yaocheng didn't speak, and Shen Jiayan couldn't see anything unusual from his face.After a while, Shen Yaocheng shifted his gaze to Bai Mo next to him.

Bai Mo rubbed the place where he was pushed just now, as if he was aggrieved, Shen Jiayan turned his head and glanced at him, frantically hinting that he should say something to explain.

The eyes of the two met for a moment, and the deal was concluded in that short moment. Bai Mo withdrew his gaze, looked at Shen Yaocheng and said indifferently: "It's nothing, I just heard the movement and came to take a look, and I'm ready to go upstairs now."

Shen Yaocheng heard the words, and then slowly looked away, and did not ask again, Shen Jiayan was relieved.

"Go up and rest early." Shen Yaocheng said to him.

Shen Jiayan nodded, "Well, brother, you too."

Shen Yaocheng walked over the two of them to the house.After his back was gone, Shen Jiayan let out a sigh of relief, looked at Bai Mo sadly, and couldn't help but say, "Don't be so messy, what if someone sees you?"

Bai Mo didn't care about this, and a trace of sadness flashed across his face, "Why can't others see it? Does Yan Yan think I'm shameless?"

Shen Jiayan: "...It's not about this, it's just that it's not suitable for the two of us."

But then again, what is the relationship between the two of them?Although that kind of thing has been done, Bai Mo has never clearly confirmed the relationship with him...

Shen Jiayan herself didn't know how to speak, so she glanced at Bai Mo with some hesitation.

But the other party didn't seem to see his doubts, just hugged him and kissed him, as if compromising, "I know, then try not to let others find out."

Shen Jiayan: "..."

He also knew that it was useless to talk to him, so he simply broke away from his arms and turned and went upstairs.

As soon as he returned to the room, he went straight to Luke, who he hadn't seen for a few days, and waited for the figure, his eyes were full of miss, "Honey, I miss you so much."

Bai Mo, who saw this scene as soon as he entered the door: "..."

He gritted his teeth and stared at the handyman with a bright smile. He felt that it was an eyesore, and he wanted to throw her out.

But...he turned his head to look at Shen Jiayan, whose eyes were shining while looking at the figurine, and finally sighed.

That night, Bai Mo originally wanted to sleep in Shen Jiayan's room, but because Shen Yaocheng was at home today, Shen Jiayan firmly refused to agree to sleep with him, so Bai Mo had no choice but to return to his room pitifully.

For the next few days, Shen Yaocheng basically lived at home, but he seemed to be very busy all the time, and Shen Jiayan seldom saw him.

One morning, Shen Jiayan rarely saw Shen Yaocheng at home, and couldn't help but ask, "Brother, aren't you going to the company today?"

Shen Yaocheng glanced at him lightly, said "En", hesitated for a moment, and then spoke.

"If it's okay, do you want to see your father today?"

Shen Jiayan looked at him in surprise for a while, feeling a little abrupt about this proposal, but after thinking about it, he hadn't visited Shen's father since his death, and it seemed that it was not easy to refuse, so he nodded slowly, "... good."

Shen Yaocheng nodded, got up from his seat, and left a sentence before leaving, "Let's go after eating, I'll wait for you at the door."

Shen Jiayan didn't have much appetite, so he hurriedly finished his breakfast and came to the door. He saw Shen Yaocheng who had just changed his clothes, and he had an extra bouquet of lilies in his hand. The flowers looked very fresh and exuded a faint fragrance, as if they had just been cut by the gardener .

Shen Jiayan withdrew his gaze and looked at Shen Yaocheng, "Brother, are we leaving?"

Shen Yaocheng hummed lightly, for some reason, Shen Jiayan felt that he was much more indifferent than usual, as if he had something on his mind.

Shen Jiayan hesitated for a moment, but in the end he didn't say anything, just nodded, and went out with Shen Yaocheng after changing his shoes at the door.

In the car, Shen Yaocheng was speechless all the way.Shen Jiayan turned his head to look at him from time to time, but the other party didn't seem to notice his gaze at all, just looking out the window and thinking elsewhere.

It's not his illusion, Shen Yaocheng really seems to have something on his mind today.He wanted to ask the other party what was wrong many times, but in the end he still didn't ask.

After the car finally stopped at the destination, Shen Jiayan got out of the car behind Shen Yaocheng, and followed him into the cemetery.

They visited Shen's father's tombstone.Shen Jiayan stood on the spot and didn't know what to do. After all, he had only met Shen's father a few times, and he didn't feel much grief, so he could only stand silently on the spot and wait for Shen Yaocheng to finish the sacrifice.But for some reason, Shen Yaocheng didn't leave the bouquet in front of his grave.

After waiting for a while, Shen Yaocheng turned to look at Shen Jiayan, "Okay?"

Shen Jiayan nodded dumbly.

Shen Yaocheng said again: "Wait for me a little longer."

Shen Jiayan was a little puzzled, seeing him turn around and walk towards the cemetery.Shen Jiayan was stunned for a moment, but still followed, and followed him to another tombstone.

Shen Yaocheng silently put the flowers in front of his mother's tomb, looked at the tombstone quietly for a while, and said nothing.

Looking at the date on the tombstone, Shen Jiayan didn't realize it at first, but after half a second he suddenly realized that today is the death day of Shen Yaocheng's mother.

No wonder Shen Yaocheng was a little depressed today, it turned out to be like this.

Shen Yaocheng's mother passed away when he was a few years old. It is said that he died of cancer. Shen Yaocheng would visit her every year on her death day.

When Shen Yaocheng's mother died, Shen Jiayan was not yet born. After all, when Shen Yaocheng's mother was alive, Shen's father was still a devoted man.The only true love in his life is Shen Yaocheng's mother. He only started looking for a lover after his mother died, and it was after that that Shen Bowen and Shen Jiayan were born.

Shen Jiayan stood quietly beside Shen Yaocheng, feeling a little redundant, so she could only keep silent and wait for the other party to finish the sacrifice.

After a while, Shen Yaocheng suddenly said, "When I first saw you, I hated you very much."

Shen Jiayan turned his head and looked up at him in astonishment, only to see that Shen Yaocheng looked down at the tombstone in front of him calmly, not looking at him.

He didn't know what to say, and his mood was very complicated.

"When my mother passed away, I actually blamed my father for a long time." Shen Yaocheng continued, "I know he can't accept his mother's death, but he chose to escape."

After Shen Yaocheng's mother passed away, Shen's father seemed to have changed from an infatuated and single-minded man to a scumbag, finding many substitutes.

Shen Jiayan can actually understand Shen Yaocheng's mood.Presumably, Shen's father's transformation during that time gave him a feeling of being betrayed.

"I can't understand why he turned around to find another woman so quickly. I started to hate him and his other children." Shen Yaocheng said, "So when you first came to the house, I hated you too."

Shen Jiayan was speechless.

He knew that it was understandable for Shen Yaocheng to hate him, but from the standpoint of the original owner, he believed that the original owner was quite innocent, he could not choose his own origin, and he could not erase his identity as an illegitimate child.

When he returned to Shen Mansion, the original owner was abandoned by his mother, and he hadn't seen his father a few times. He was suddenly thrown into an environment where everyone was prejudiced against him, and he didn't know what to do.

Shen Jiayan remembered that it was said in the original text that the original owner was very nervous when he first arrived at Shen's house. Whether it was his father who didn't like him or the two elder brothers who had never met, he was both apprehensive and afraid, but he also hoped that he could be attracted by these people. The so-called relatives accepted it, so when he first got home, he was very careful everywhere, for fear that he would be abandoned again.

But then he gradually understood that he was not as good as his elder brother and second brother, and his character was timid and cowardly.No matter what he did, it couldn't change the fact that he was covered in mud.No matter what he did, he was the unwelcome, unwanted bastard.

After that, he gradually began to give up on himself.Since you can't be an excellent child like the eldest brother and the second brother, then be the most disobedient and rebellious child, at least it is much better than being the forgotten child.

So since he entered junior high school, he gave up his efforts and gradually got closer and closer to the so-called bad kids in his class.In the eyes of parents and teachers, he is showing his true colors.Sure enough, an illegitimate child is an illegitimate child and cannot be on the stage.

Shen Jiayan was silent for a while, and then Shen Yaocheng spoke again.

"When you first came here, you cried a lot, and you were very shy. When you first talked to me, you were so nervous that you almost tore the corners of your clothes. You didn't dare to look into my eyes, you could only look at my chin. You were very timid. .” He smiled, “But this is the same now.”

He still remembers that when the boy saw him for the first time, those black round eyes were full of curiosity and fear, as soon as he met his eyes, he would quickly look away, only dare to look at him secretly, his voice was like a mosquito Xiaodi called him "brother".

Although the relationship between the two became estranged later, there was indeed a period of time when he felt that it wasn't bad to have such a younger brother.It's just that before he had time to accept him, he became what he hated the most.Over the years, the relationship between the two has been on thin ice.

He had thought that the relationship between them would last forever, and he also accepted the reality, after all, they were just "brothers" who had no blood relationship.But from nowhere, he seemed to be a different person, making him unconsciously want to get closer.

He looked at Shen Jiayan, his eyes softened a little.

"In the beginning I really didn't like you because of your status." Shen Yaocheng said, "But now, I'm glad you came to my side."

Shen Jiayan raised his eyes to look at Shen Yaocheng, with a bit of astonishment in his eyes.

This was the first time he heard Shen Yaocheng say such a thing.This made him feel an indescribable warmth. It turned out that his elder brother was sincerely treating him well.

Ever since he transmigrated into this novel, all the unlucky things happened to him, and he often regretted that he clicked on this novel that day.But now, for the first time, he felt a little lucky, it was great that his elder brother was Shen Yaocheng.

Shen Yaocheng stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his head, and said softly: "Let's go."

Shen Jiayan recovered, nodded and hurriedly followed behind him.

After returning to the car, Shen Jiayan felt that Shen Yaocheng seemed to be in a better mood, and he was also relieved.

The two ate out for a meal before returning home.It was past ten o'clock in the evening when I got home.After Shen Jiayan got home, he went back to his room to take a shower, while Shen Yaocheng was still working in the study.

After Shen Jiayan took a shower, he went downstairs and drank a glass of milk as usual.Just when he was about to go upstairs and go back to his room, he suddenly thought of something and paused, turned around and warmed up a glass of milk, took it upstairs and went to the study.

"Tuk Tuk."

He knocked on the door twice, and Shen Yaocheng's deep voice came from the room, "Come in."

Shen Jiayan opened the door and walked in cautiously. The light in the study was dim, with only one lamp on, and the desk was full of dazzling documents.Shen Yaocheng was sitting behind the desk and flipping through one of the documents, when he heard footsteps, he raised his head and glanced at him, then his eyes froze.

Shen Jiayan walked to the desk and put the milk in front of him, "Well, brother, I poured you a glass of milk, drink it quickly."

Shen Yaocheng was stunned for a while, then laughed, "I'm not a child, what are you doing drinking this?"

Shen Jiayan frowned slightly, feeling offended, "I'm not a child either, I just drink every day, what does it matter."

Shen Yaocheng hid his smile, "Well, you are right. Thank you."

Only then did Shen Jiayan feel more satisfied, "You're welcome."

After he finished speaking, he looked down at the documents on the other party's desk, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Well...do you need my help?"

Shen Yaocheng's brows and eyes softened a little, he looked up at him and said, "No, go to sleep."

Shen Jiayan could only nod his head, "Brother, you should also go to bed earlier."

"Ah."

Shen Jiayan turned around and left the room, and gently closed the door of the study.

Shen Yaocheng stared at the glass of milk on the desk for a long while, his eyes wandering.

Shen Jiayan closed the door, and as soon as he turned around and returned to the corridor, he saw Bai Mo standing in the dark corridor, leaning against the wall and looking at him with arms crossed.Shen Jiayan was taken aback, "...Bai Mo, why are you standing here?"

"Yanyan." He called him softly, "Where did you go today?"

Shen Jiayan looked vigilantly at the door of the study, became nervous, and whispered to him: "No, I didn't go anywhere... Keep your voice down, my brother is still inside—"

Before he could react, Bai Mo walked up to him, cupped his cheek with lowered eyes and kissed him.

Shen Jiayan's eyes widened and his pupils trembled, this is the door of the study, if Shen Yaocheng came out, he would see them.But soon, he didn't have the mind to think about other things. He was a little deprived of oxygen from the kiss, and his brain became dizzy.

After a while, Bai Mo finally let go of him, and his sanity gradually returned, his cheeks were already flushed.

"You, why are you suddenly..."

He raised his eyes to meet the other party's gaze, only to find that Bai Mo's dark eyes were staring straight at him. In the darkness, those eyes were surprisingly bright.

"Go back to your room."

Shen Jiayan didn't refute, and let the other party lead him back to the room.

As soon as the door was closed, Shen Jiayan realized something, "Wait, wait, my elder brother is also at home, it would be bad if he heard something."

Bai Mo's tone relaxed, even with a sense of grievance, as if he wasn't the one who kissed him like a wolf and a tiger just now, "Yanyan, we haven't been alone for a long time."

Shen Jiayan was speechless, and had the illusion that he had bullied the other party, but it was clearly not the case.

"I can't hold you at night during this time, I can't sleep well." Bai Mo looked at him, his long and narrow eyelids drooping slightly, looking very pitiful.

Seeing such an expression on his beautiful face, Shen Jiayan felt a great sense of guilt in his heart.After struggling for a while, he secretly sighed, "...understand, but it must not be discovered by others."

Bai Mo's eyes lit up instantly.

In the end, it was Shen Jiayan himself who suffered, because he was worried about his voice, he endured harder than usual today, and Bai Mo seemed to be deliberately bullying him, and today was even more intense than usual, as if deliberately wanting him to call out Same.

After finishing, Shen Jiayan kicked Bai Mo vainly with the remaining strength, "Hurry up and go back to your room..."

However, Bai Mo grabbed his ankle, looked into his eyes and slowly lowered his head and kissed him lightly, which made Shen Jiayan's complexion even uglier, "You...don't be like this."

Bai Mo froze slightly, his eyes flickered, but he restrained himself a little, and loosened his ankle with great restraint.

He warned himself countless times that although the bodies of the two of them fit together very well now, he could not be too explicit in front of words.If he really showed all his love for him, Yan Yan would be frightened.

Shen Jiayan yawned, he was so tired that he couldn't open his eyes, he fell on the bed and fell asleep in almost a second.

Bai Mo looked at his sleeping face with some amusement, brushed away a stray strand of hair from his forehead, looked at him for a while, then lay down beside him, and hugged him.

His words... that's not enough.

He wants him to get used to his body, think about him every day, and rely on him until he can't live without him.