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This is bad, Jason thought as calmly as possible.

The information of the two of them is not equal. He knows all about Evelyn, but in Evelyn's eyes, he is two separate people. This model is destined to mean different things to each other.

Evelyn wasn't a conservative person, but she wasn't open either. It could be seen from the fact that it was her first time with him. He couldn't be sure how much her reaction would be caused by what happened just now.But to put himself in his shoes and think that if he caught Evelyn having an affair with a man, even if it was nothing at all, his fist would harden just thinking about it.

"What did you do wrong?" Evelyn's voice sounded calm.

"I shouldn't have let her do that." Jason responded quickly.

Evelyn took a deep breath, "Jed, let me tell you frankly now, I am angry now, you are playing on my bottom line like this."

"It won't happen again in the future."

"Debra left today, it made me feel bad, and then I saw it again, which made my mood even worse."

Jason nodded and grabbed her wrist, "I know."

"I'm not sure you know." Evelyn sighed.In fact, sometimes there may be cultural differences in it. Some of the dramas she has watched, no, it should be said that her friends are much lower than her in terms of getting along with the opposite sex, which makes her still a little uncertain about this scale. .

There is someone I love in my heart, but I can act ambiguously with another person-she still can't fully understand it.

This makes her sometimes resent the cultural difference.

"How do you know I don't know." Jason's expression was a little serious.

"These are... some complicated issues." Evelyn didn't want to explain this to him, and she would inevitably have to tell everything about her. After all, how could she develop such three views in Sin City?She feels that she is not so much afraid of him cheating, but more like feeling that there is a conflict in their behavior under some social values, and this conflict will make her feel very tired.

Say no, don't say no.

"It's inappropriate for me to do this." Jason felt that he couldn't leave her alone and let her think wildly. "If you're worried about something, you can tell me."

"These are some very ambiguous questions." Evelyn was a little incoherent when asked by him.She looked at his sincere eyes and couldn't help but want to confess everything to him, but when she was about to speak, the remaining reason held her back, making her say plausibly: "I have some behaviors of my own. Ways and habits, but it seems to be different from you, you will think I am weird, but I am not weird at all, this is what I need to adapt to, but I am not doing well enough..."

"Hey, Evie." Jason frowned, gently grabbed her shoulders and shook her, "You're not to blame, you're fine."

"It's just because I don't show it, you don't know." She shook her head.After so many years, she can completely accept some intimate interactions with the opposite sex, but now facing Jed, she realizes that she doesn't know whether it's because she is very possessive or because she can't treat feelings with Western thinking—they It is destined that there will be a deep gap in the matter of love, and there will be more friction and reconciliation after being together in the future.

The more Evelyn thought about it, the more complicated it became. It would be great if she was simply a person from this world or an international student, so she could directly confess her worries, moods and habits.

It’s like having a classmate in your class who lives in a similar environment to yours and receives no different ideological education, but he will call his parents’ names directly like Westerners, and will kiss on the cheek when meeting people. Interactions are unusually intimate.You may think that this person is very strange, deliberately maverick to find a sense of existence, and you may even think that he is a stupid B.

But if you attribute these characteristics to an international student, it will be different. You can understand the reasons for his behavior and even tolerate him.

She has been working hard to avoid or get rid of the former problem, and she worries about being thought crazy.Or disappoint the people around her who love her.And until just now, she thought she had done it very successfully, and she had almost blended in on the surface, but what happened just now seemed to tear away the things she had been worrying about all along, exposing it to her eyes, which caught her off guard.

Even though she knew that there should be nothing between Jed and his stepmother, she still couldn't control herself so that she wouldn't think about it, and she didn't know whether she should get angry or pretend that nothing happened-just thinking about it more and more, Evelyn's eye circles It became more and more red, and the tears just flowed down.She felt the heat on her face and hurriedly wiped it off. It was so embarrassing that she cried so much in front of him because of such a thing.

"What can you tell me, you are so good, you can't even imagine how good you are." Jason was startled by the sudden tears, and quickly found a tissue and began to wipe her tears.

"I'm not outstanding at all, that's why it's me." Why is she traveling, why is she doing the task, she is too ordinary, she must not be outstanding, and she has no specialties.Evelyn herself didn't know whether it was because someone coaxed her or something, and she cried more and more.

The phrase "Why me" stunned Jason for a while.He also wanted to know why it was her, why that dark force wanted to hold on to her, why he was the one who went through all this.

God may exist, but God cannot see them.

He even imagined that if Evelyn was born in a middle-class family, and he didn't encounter those bad things, maybe it was a university campus, maybe it was a library, and the two of them were at their best Met each other.But the result of cranky thinking always ends with him laughing at himself, thinking about these impossible things.

Life is inherently unfair, but they happen to be the ones who encounter unfairness.

It was only when he heard the sobbing that he reacted, and hurriedly hugged her along her back helplessly—who would have thought that one day he would comfort someone who was crying in front of him.According to the past, most of the people who cry in front of him will eat two wooden warehouses.

As a result, under his action, she didn't know whether it was because of that posture, or Debra left Gotham, or she found that she was not as good as she thought she was, or all three.She cried more and more, and finally hugged him into a wail.

"If there are still things that you think are terrible, you want to tell me, I will never do it, give me a chance, please?" Jason said softly, as if he was afraid of scaring her.

It might be an exaggeration to say that, but he was surprisingly grateful that Evelyn was willing to show him her negativity.Of course Evelyn was fine, but he always felt that she had been hiding something about herself, which made him feel as if there was something ethereal between him and her.

Evelyn was out of breath from crying, and the two of them stood in front of the store for more than 20 minutes before her emotions gradually stabilized.

After blowing her nose, she hiccupped and said, "Sorry, I lost my composure."

Evelyn suddenly felt that she had done something stupid just now. This was more than a gaffe, it was a shame. She didn't want to show her bad side, which made her so bad-tempered.Look at what she just said, how she behaved, and whether it was strange or not.How funny she is, she always has less tolerance in front of the closer people, and easily exposes her emotions, just like breaking up in high school, she dragged two or five at school every day [-], but he couldn't help being distracted and frustrated at home, which caused Mu Fu to remember for so many years.

"You have no problem, this matter is my fault." Looking at Evelyn's visible frustration, Jason pursed his lips and explained, "You don't have to be alien to me, I am not someone else, you express your emotions to I'm right. I'm the one in the world who should change myself for you."

Evelyn took a deep breath and wanted to explain, but Jason stopped her: "We can only change ourselves for each other, so that we can be better together, isn't it?"

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The author has something to say:

Since people must have bad moods, my idea is to hope that Evelyn can keep it to herself or show it to the other half properly, after all, the other half is the one who spends her life together.I feel that people are easy to show vulnerability in front of close people, or exaggerate vulnerability, which proves that two people are getting closer.

How to put it, Evelyn is too cautious, she can adjust herself, but before she can adjust herself, the bucket comes, and her emotions are released

Sure enough, a "plan" flag was set up, I still haven't written about rapid development, it should be soon OTZ

Push my new advance receipt again!SpongeBob SquarePants combined Britain and America!In fact, I still have an advance collection of Bruce that has not been released, and it should be released later~

[Comprehensive Anglo-American/SpongeBob SquarePants] Welcome to Bikini Bottom Resort

Candice as a pixie with beautiful colored wings and beautiful blue hair that drops glitter when she flies

One day, I was invited by my cousin Sandy the squirrel to go on vacation to an underwater town called Beechburg

Candice: Yay!She loves vacations! ! !

Candice after staying for a while: Such a beautiful place!Why not open a resort! ! !

Immediately afterwards, the Avengers, the Justice League, Lucifer... all received invitations one after another

Candice: Yay!She loves resorts! ! !

感谢在2021-09-0419:18:20~2021-09-0614:23:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of TQT;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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