Taoist is a plush control

The black paper on the window that shattered the light had a hole due to the raging spring wind, and the sunlight leaked in through it, and the round spots the size of an egg just fell on the pillow in the early morning.

Gu Wangshu hastily ate some food to fill his stomach that had been empty for a few days, lay down expressionlessly, and then was stunned by this spot of light, with pain in his pupils!

An unknown fire rushed into my heart crazily, and now, how can I even have a piece of paper to make it difficult for me!

Thinking about who glued the window paper to him in the first place, it was even more annoying. He turned over and landed, put on his shoes and rushed out of the house, and tore off the window paper like a madman!

Are you kidding, I can't live without him?

The window paper was torn into pieces and scattered on the ground.It was still a little tight, and it was ugly in pieces, and there was a window, which made him tear like a ragged beggar.

The spring light was dazzling, and before he could tear it for a long time, he couldn't stand it anymore and squatted on the ground, crying unceasingly.

Not crying, just crying from the pain.

waste……

waste!

Gu Wangshu wiped his tears vigorously, so hard that he almost crushed his pupils, his eyes were bloodshot and red, and he wanted to gouge out his own eyes to vent his anger on innocent pupils!

Waste, not a waste is what!

I can't even stand upright in the sun!

Isn't he just a demon? Only ghosts can't see the light. If that's the case, what's the difference between ghosts and ghosts in human form!

Gu Wangshu squatted on the ground and buried his head in tears for a long time, until he couldn't tell whether it was out of sadness, anger, or just tears from being stabbed by the sun.

Until the end, he suddenly realized that he was squatting alone like this, and he had made himself completely injured.

She looks like a silly girl who has been betrayed by a heartbreaker.

Why?not worth it!

He stood up and went back into the house.

When he came out again, it was already after bathing, a new robe was blowing with fragrant wind, his silver hair was tied up meticulously by a slender crane, he stood proudly and sternly, he held a plain white paper umbrella with his fingertips, and he stepped on the silver bell to follow the sound of footsteps. It is melodious and distant, and it looks like a fairy with all manners.

If it weren't for the dark color that he hadn't closed his eyes for a few days, still deposited under a pair of bright starry eyes lying on Tianshu, it would be difficult for people to see what kind of mood he went through before he came out of the door again.

At this time, it was just past the hour of the morning, and there was no morning exercise in the main town mansion where there were no people, and no one was walking around.Even the crows and sparrows were thinking about landing on the ground to look for food, and they didn't dodge when they saw people coming.

Gu Wangshu strode to Gu Changqing's door, Song Yuan just happened to come out from the room after closing the door lightly with his hands, he yawned hard to hide his sleepiness, rubbed his sleepy eyes, and bumped into Gu Wangshu who was coming towards him, Immediately came the spirit.

"Hey! Second Senior Brother! Wait a minute!!"

Song Yuan saw him heading straight for the gate, and hurriedly reached out to stop him.

Gu Wangshu only slightly shifted his eyes looking straight ahead, glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and asked angrily, "What are you doing?"

"The doctor just went in, and it's time to change the medicine. In addition, the senior brother suffered a serious injury and needs to rest. It's not good for you to go in at this time?"

Song Yuan is also a stubborn person, and he doesn't know how to beat around the bush when he speaks. Compared with Gu Wangshu's identity, he just thinks that the two of them will definitely make a scene when they meet. Big brother is the important thing.

After hearing this, Gu Wangshu turned around with his arrogant attitude, and replied disapprovingly: "So you're stopping me?"

Gu Wangshu was originally a fierce person, and if he ignored him like this this time, it would inevitably make Song Yuan very uncomfortable, so he couldn't help but clenched his brows tightly, suppressing his psychological timidity towards this person, and said: " Yes...Second senior brother, please go back, it is enough for me to guard here."

Gu Wangshu suddenly closed his eyes and opened them again, and when he spoke again, his tone had already melted into hostility.

"I said I want to go in and see Gu Changqing, please let me go."

Song Yuan saw that he bumped past him unreasonably, but he didn't pay attention to him, and he was about to push the door in, so he suddenly lost his temper, and grabbed Gu Wangshu and raised his umbrella. The wrist was stopped by him, and he said angrily:

"Second senior brother! There are rules in dealing with people and doing things, and you must be respectful! He is your senior brother. He needs to rest now and can't be disturbed. You must abide by benevolence and righteousness! Don't go your own way!"

"Uh……!"

As soon as the words fell, Song Yuan was grabbed by the collar by Gu Wangshu with one hand, and he picked it up!Gu Wangshu pinched his palm full of true energy, the sense of threat made him choke up speechless!

"Song Yuan! If you are not blind, then open your eyes wide. Who are you talking about benevolence, righteousness, propriety and wisdom, and whom are you teaching about respect and order! Gu Changqing is my senior brother, that's right, what about me? I am not your senior brother? I am If I am not above you, I can be admonished by you, and it is your turn to stop me?"

Gu Wangshu had a cold face, his narrowed eyes were full of sharp sword light, his eyes alone were about to pierce his subordinates with thousands of swords, but he still refused to let go, and cursed!

"Do you really see me in your eyes? Thanks to you, you can still call Second Senior Brother. I think if I lost my name, I should be beaten out by you as a wild dog now! Even if the world doesn't treat me as a human , you can’t either! He, Gu Changqing, is your senior brother and mine too! I, Gu Wangshu, want to see my own senior brother, where do you have the right to stop him!"

Song Yuan was carried to death by him, struggled for a while and was thrown on the ground like a rag, even more indignant!He had long thought that Gu Wangshu was a lunatic, an inhumane thing, why did he become so crazy today!Then you can't let him in!Immediately got up and grabbed his back tightly, shouting: "No! Not now!"

"roll!"

Gu Wangshu turned around and clasped his shoulders heavily with his palm and pushed him out!

Of course Song Yuan couldn't bear it, he fell so far away and his arm was removed, he supported a weak arm and stared at him with terrified eyes!

"The joke is dead, you don't take me as a person, and you still talk to me about the three cardinal principles and the five constant principles, and how to be human? What kind of spring and autumn dream are you doing? You are really like your master-like senior brother, and you don't treat me like that." Being a person, and trying to teach me how to be a human being, interesting!"

After the words fell, he kicked open the door and rushed in!

The doctor in the room probably heard the noise outside and someone was about to break in, so he sat on the side of the couch in panic, holding a bowl of ointment in his hand, and gauze in the other hand, as if hesitating whether to run or not.Gu Wangshu glanced directly at the slightly trembling Langzhong, and landed on Gu Changqing, who was lying half naked on the couch.

Obviously, Gu Changqing also heard it clearly.But he couldn't move at the moment, so he just sighed and said to the doctor: "The medicine has been changed. Anyone can wrap it in gauze, so you can go out first."

The doctor immediately lowered his head and quietly stared at the toe of Gu Wangshu's shoes as if he could keep up, and walked around carefully, and then ran out quickly.

"Where did you come to be so hostile in the morning, and you still came to me to vent it. If you beat Song Yuan to death again, who will take care of me, who is sick?"

"I'll come and see if you're dead or alive, or half dead." Gu Wangshu said coldly.

"Then since you're here, wrap up the gauze for me." Gu Changqing said weakly.

"You can rest assured that I will make it for you?" Gu Wangshu was a little surprised: "I have never taken care of anyone!"

"You don't take good care of yourself. You are alone every day, and you didn't die young, you grew up so big." Gu Changqing said: "What's more, it was you who beat up Song Yuan, so naturally you have to pay for it. "

"Then you asked for it yourself, don't blame me if it hurts to death."

Gu Wangshu walked over and wanted to see how badly he was injured before touching Gu Changqing's back with his hand. Immediately, he seemed to have seen something terrifying, his eyes were dull, and the paper umbrella in his hand fell to the ground. He gasped and put his hands together. Cover your mouth, stunned!

"you……!"

Gu Changqing felt strange at first, and asked inexplicably, "Why, it seems that I haven't been hurt so badly that it can scare you, right? I just got cut by an evil..."

Then suddenly realized something, immediately turned over and grabbed the coat beside him, regardless of the pain and the sticky ointment that was not entangled, directly put it on his body and sat up, moved back on the couch for several steps, and then frowned Yes, Gu Wangshu looked shocked.

After a while, he spoke.

"You saw it all."

"……what's going on!"

That's right, Gu Wangshu saw it and saw it clearly.

There was a wound on Gu Changqing's back that even after a few days had healed, it was still as sharp as a knife wound.

It was a dense, shocking old whip wound that covered the entire back.

Those scars are all too familiar, they can hurt people like this, they are exactly the same as those on my body, only...

Ecstasy whip!

Gu Changqing lowered his eyes, lowered his voice and said, "I don't need you, you go out."

"No! Gu Changqing, tell me what's going on! How can you have ecstasy whips on your body!"

"I let you out!!!"

The door was knocked open, Song Yuan gritted his teeth and took the pain to connect his arm. He was still afraid that Gu Wangshu would lose his mind and hurt Gu Changqing, so he chased him back without any fear!

As soon as he entered the room, he heard Gu Wangshu ask that sentence in a heartbreaking voice.

Decided to be indignant, shouting loudly behind him!

"Gu Wangshu, you are not a fucking person! That day, to save your life, the elder brother put eighteen lashes on the execution platform, and he only hit you with eight! Eight lashes! The remaining ten lashes are all He suffered it for you! Otherwise, you really thought that you could carry it alive with your body at that time? Eldest brother couldn’t protect himself, and he dragged you down from the back mountain with such a body! In the end, I was so angry , It took half of his own cultivation to survive!"

Song Yuan beat his feet, beat his chest and burst into tears, as if he was accusing a heinous sinner.

"If it was in the past, he wouldn't be so badly injured by a giant evil today! But you are lucky, not only did you wake up like a normal person, but your energy was not damaged at all? I can't help but look at you like this." I feel disgusted, and I feel that God has no eyes!"

"Song Yuan! Shut up!"

"Why can't you say it! You have done so much for him, why don't you say it! He is like a white-eyed wolf, what else can he do except hate you like crazy! I just can't understand it, I just can't swallow it Is this tone really worth it for something that is not human like him!"

"Song Yuan!" Gu Changqing interrupted sharply, "He's your second senior brother, so I can't tolerate you being so rude! The argument between you two outside just now was your fault after all! No matter how contemptuous he is, he will You deserve respect!"

"He is worthy of my respect! I am complaining for you!"

"Song Yuan! I know what I do. He is my junior brother, the younger brother I grew up with! I can't let him be beaten to death just like that! What's more..." Gu Changqing's expression darkened, feeling disappointed Said: "What's more, I owe him."

"Ow? What do you owe? When did you owe him something!"

——"Shut up for me!!!"

Gu Wangshu slammed down the vase at hand with a "smack", and the porcelain fragments shattered all over the ground. The shock was like a bolt from the blue, and the quarrel between the two people was stopped.

What are they talking about, what are they arguing about!I wanted to tell him suddenly that the enemy in front of me, who had always gone crazy and wanted his life all the time since he was a child, had suddenly become a bastard brother who endured humiliation for himself and carried the burden for himself. The benefactor of the punishment of sin, brother?

Did you make a mistake!

Do you think you haven't collapsed completely enough?Do you feel that the impact of the past few days is not in place?

So what do you tell yourself to do!Then what have I become!

Obviously it was him, Gu Changqing, who betrayed me. He was the one who lost his mind. He was the one who tried to kill me all day long. He was not alone!How did it all end up being my fault?It all turned into me being blind and blind to good people, and I became that eternal sinner!

"I beg you to save me, Gu Changqing! You might as well kill me, you might as well kill me that day to end this evil relationship! Now you're here to pretend, pretend to be a good person, what are you trying to do?!"

Gu Wangshu felt that he had a splitting headache and was going crazy.

He clutched his head and screamed in pain.

"Gu Changqing, please kill me, please, don't torture me anymore... I am unworthy, I can't bear your kindness! I don't deserve to live in this world, I am neither human nor ghost, I am just a Liability! Is it alright!"

"Gu Wangshu! Calm down, it's none of your business!"

"Why...it's not my business again?"

Gu Wangshu could no longer expel any emotions from his empty body, he just thought it was funny, it didn't matter who was crazy at the moment, it's just that the moment Xiao entered his room, he was already Subverted several human natures.

In the end, he became an outsider instead?

"Gu Changqing, you are saying that you have bullied me to death countless times for no apparent reason since you were a child, but as an elder brother, you don't care whether I live or die, and even worse, you speak harshly, and then you just suffered for me once. Whip, are you ashamed to put all the blame on me alone?"

Gu Wangshu raised his finger to point at Gu Changqing, his fingertips couldn't stop trembling in the painful and hateful collapse.

"It's all hypocrisy! Gu Changqing... It's not just a matter of ecstasy, I asked for it, I admit it, I can go forward! The wounds and scars you left on my body before have faded on the surface, but the actual brand How painful it is in my heart, you can’t see it, you don’t care, but it doesn’t exist! How come it’s nothing to do with me today? It’s me who hurts, I’m uncomfortable, it’s me who’s going crazy! Why doesn’t it matter to me?! "

Gu Changqing was speechless in his distorted demeanor of sneering when he was furiously collapsing.

However, seeing that Gu Wangshu's eyes were flushed by Concubine Hui, when he came, he felt that his face was unwell and his eye circles were swollen, but at this moment, mist gradually appeared, and after a while, the crystal dew gathered in the eye sockets finally turned into tears tumble.

The room is only bright, but there is no bright light, and it is not because it is dazzled.

It is true that Gu Changqing has never seen Gu Wangshu cry.No matter what great grievances you suffer, even if you are fooled and scolded into muddy water.

He was stubborn to the bone marrow, biting a steel tooth until it shattered, without uttering a word of pain, without begging for mercy.

Not to shed a single tear.

But the person in front of him at this moment, said that he was in pain, and begged him to kill himself, every single word, I don't know how long he endured it, until today he was heartbroken, crying out.

"I……"

But he couldn't say sorry.

"You'd better... stay away from me. I don't want to hurt you either."

"So this is your usual solution?" Gu Wangshu sneered while holding back his tears. "It will always be like this. You will always push me away, you will escape by yourself, you will act like a gentleman who is respected by all people, and I..."

"I will always be the one who lives under your shadow, the one who looks at no one in the eyes of others, disregards the superior and the inferior, is rebellious, and is despised."

——"I deserve to be alone, no matter how good I am, I should be despised, scolded and misunderstood, I deserve it..."

——"Being treated like a monkey."

Gu Wangshu gritted his teeth and choked out these five words, forcefully holding back the tears that were about to fill his eyes again.

Some people are not there when you need them, and when you don't look forward to them, you don't need them anymore, and you have already built an iron wall for yourself.

But he wants to forcibly tear away the iron wall that has already stuck to your flesh and blood at this time, pawing you to a bloody mess, regardless of whether you are in pain or not, staring at the bloody heart, it is still inexplicable.

Ask you, what is the pain, I am doing this for your own good.

Why don't you understand my good intentions.

What a heartless monster.

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——Let's put the knife...