Taoist is a plush control

Ai Ye rolled up his eyeballs and took a peek, looking like a guilty puppy who had done something bad and bit his master's favorite thing.Twitching, squatting, Adam's apple rolled up and down, tilting his head to avoid Gu Wangshu's eyes, which were so plain as still water, but could burn him to death, and only hummed out a weak mosquito: "Mmm..."

Gu Wangshu's chest was still in pain, and he didn't have much strength to squat all the time, so he supported his body with his hands, endured the pain and sat down slowly in front of him, put the medicine cloth aside, and said seriously:

"Speak, don't hold back, I'll listen."

Ai Ye didn't dare to look at him, his eyes flickered and hid, his whole face was flushed and almost dripped blood, fortunately, he was in a dark room, and the people opposite should not be able to clearly see his embarrassment at this time.

But I don't know how to speak up.

Gu Wangshu saw that he hadn't said anything for a long time, and he didn't care about the blood dripping from his hands all over the ground. Somewhat bewildered, he forcibly leaned forward to grab his hand.Ai Ye was so flustered by Gu Wangshu's sudden approach, she hid her hands behind her back and leaned back to prevent them from being touched, and shouted in desperation.

"I said! I said! Just don't touch me!"

Gu Wangshu flinched, and was kicked by Gu Changqing just now on the side of his waist. At this time, the pain was very painful, and he couldn't hold his strength. An unsteady center of gravity fell directly into Ai Ye's arms, and his forehead hit Ai Ye's chin. They all hissed in pain with a "Ouch", and Gu Wangshu couldn't find his center of gravity for a while, couldn't stand up straight, and got angry, and cursed at Ai Ye's neck: "Convulsions, you ?!"

Ai Ye hurriedly freed his uninjured hand to push him up again. Under the palm of his hand, Gu Wangshu's heartbeat frequency was clearly recognizable, and each beat hit his heart directly.

It was as if he was lying on his body that night, his whole body was hot and hot, trying to find a trace of cold comfort, the beating sound of his heart beat.It's the same, except more real than it is now, that's him.

Ai Ye was bewitched, even though Gu Wangshu had sat down again, he still couldn't let go.

"You...do you really hate me that much?"

Ai Ye lowered his head and read aloud.

"Do you think my affection for you is embarrassing, troubled, ashamed, disgusted, disgusting... It's not worth mentioning, so I avoid talking about it."

Gu Wangshu lowered his head and looked at the hand on his chest. He clenched his fists in pain after he gritted his teeth and said this. He tightly squeezed the front of his clothes until the whole skirt was crumpled into a pile of rags. Still trembling and exerting force, at the same frequency as the sniffling sound, and the sound of teardrops falling to the ground.

Gu Wangshu was startled, he was crying!

Inexplicably said a bunch of things I didn't understand, and then cried?

"What are you talking about! When did I ever say I hated you? If you have something to say, say it well, why are you crying so much?"

"Then why do you pretend nothing happened, why do you pretend you don't remember!"

Ai Ye stubbornly turned back to look at him, crying hoarsely, tears crawled all over her face, making herself wet, mixed with resentment and shame.

He doesn't care anymore, if Gu Wangshu is really ashamed of what happened that day, and really despises and loathes the relationship between the two of them so much, then what's the point of his persistence and entanglement?I thought that the stubbornness to please would eventually melt Han Chuan Lingyue's heart, but in the end, what I did was nothing more than trampling on that person's tortured and shattered soul. Lah, all the self-conceited "being nice to him" are nothing but self-deception and self-moving, but in fact it just keeps making him more painful and unbearable!

Then why should I stay with him.

Ai Ye suddenly remembered that Gu Wangshu once begged him to let him go in the deep forest, why didn't he realize that what he did might have been far beyond his tolerance, he was fed up and bored Tired, maybe what he is looking for is not salvation, but just wanting to live quietly and alone for the rest of his life is enough.

Gu Wangshu is the lonely moon in the sky, he doesn't need anyone's pity and sympathy, and he doesn't need to be accompanied by embellishment, he can shine bright enough by himself.There is no need for self-made charity, even if there is no light, it can still be a candle for the world.

A person who is born extraordinary must walk an extraordinary path, so why bother to think that he can lead him into the mundane world and taste all the vicissitudes of life.He doesn't belong in this world, and neither do I. I shouldn't belong here.

"That's all, that's all, that's all..."

Ai Yelian said three times, no matter how wanton the tears were, he couldn't stop.

After all, it was the first time I was tempted, the first time I was serious, the first time I regarded a person more important than my own life, and it was also the first time I hoped that a person could be really happy.

But if your happiness doesn't include me, if I'm just your misfortune.

"I'll go... I won't bother you anymore, I'll let you go..."

Even so, the decision to give up was heartbreaking for him.

Ai Ye didn't dare to look at Gu Wangshu again, he knew that just one look from that person could shake him and make him beyond redemption.

It is enough for me to be alone, and I can't bring him together.

He stood up resolutely.

Gu Wangshu sat on the ground in a daze and watched him cry. He didn't understand what he meant from the beginning to the end, and why he cried like this. He just listened to what he said and wanted to let him go.

Suddenly, an ominous chill rose to the top of his head.Something is wrong.

Until Ai Ye got up rashly, Gu Wangshu had no time to think or jump up, and while sitting on the ground, he grabbed Ai Ye's bloody wrist, with a panicked look in his eyes.

Why are you leaving suddenly?

It’s been hard to convince myself that I’m determined to change my fate together with him, even if it’s going to hell with swords and fires, I don’t hesitate to think that my heart will never beat for anyone, but now I finally have something to pay for it Sincere trust, but he said he wanted to leave?

I don't care about other things, Gu Wangshu only knows that he can't do without Ai Ye.

Without him, I can't even get close to the crowd, I can't even climb a mountain, I dare not enter taverns and restaurants, and I can't watch festivals.

Ai Ye has brought himself to taste so many new tastes, and brought himself to see the good things in this world, but now he suddenly said that he wanted to leave, wouldn't he want to deprive him of these again?

It's as if you are asking a born blind man, if you are given a day of light, do you want it or not.

If you were yourself, you would definitely choose not to.

You have seen all those good things, and if you are suddenly deprived of them, wouldn't it be more cruel than simply not knowing anything and yearning for nothing?

Why does God's will play tricks on people like this, all the things that I think I can finally have, those things that others have but only I don't deserve, will be taken away in the end!

"I don't understand what you mean!" Gu Wangshu pleaded with some panic in his tone: "Can you explain clearly, why did you leave, why did you say I hate you!"

Ai Ye bit her lip tightly, the blood overflowing from her hand flowed down Gu Wangshu's arm, and there was only a short pause.

"Sorry..." he said. "You don't have to force yourself anymore."

After speaking, she shook off Gu Wangshu's hand, and pushed the door away without looking back.

Gu Wangshu completely panicked at this moment, he struggled to stand up and chased him out, forgetting that he was still disheveled, and even forgetting that it was a sunny day outside.

Stepping barefoot on the thin snow in the light night, the large white chest exposed under the sun is smooth and tight, the cold wind blows the hairs on end and makes goosebumps all over his body, but he just stares at the back of Ai Ye standing in the courtyard as he leaves with his sleeves, It seems that he is about to pick up the wind and fly away.

Then I really can't catch up anymore!

"Ai Ye!" He shouted from behind, running down the stone steps in front of the door with bare feet, his untied silver hair scattered all over his shoulders.He was always a well-dressed and dignified person, but now he was full of only one thought.

Can't let him go!

But before he touched the corner of Ai Ye's clothes, even the distance between the two of them was several feet, when the bright sun came into his eyes, it was the real heart-wrenching pain for him, he groaned and squatted on the ground with his head in his arms!

Gu Wangshu tried to prop up his body several times to force himself to open his eyes, even just for a moment, he wanted to take the opportunity to rush over and grab Ai Ye to keep him, but the reality was just so painful that he wanted to dig out these pair of eyes to no avail. In his eyes, he didn't even give the slightest chance to open his eyelids, let alone chase, he couldn't even stand up now.

But if he can't stand up now, he will really leave...!

Get up... get up!

In the midst of embarrassment and despair, he suddenly felt that he was being rushed over and bumped into his waist. The inertia was so great that his feet were almost off the ground and he was dragged back into the room with a "boom" sound on his back against the soft quilt. , the eyelids turned black, it should be that there was no light, so I opened my eyes in panic, and the tears stimulated by the sun were not stopped, and ran down.

"You're crazy!" Ai Ye glared unreasonably, with the chill from the wind remaining behind him. "Just chase it out like that? Please take care of yourself, please!"

Gu Wangshu's eyes were blurred by tears, the world was upside down, human beings and animals could not be distinguished, but he knew that it was Ai Ye who was speaking, so he couldn't help but grab the arm of the person in front of him and threw him down on the couch with all his strength, turning over and pressing him to death!

"Don't go..." Gu Wangshu's voice was trembling with pleading, he put his hands on Ai Ye's arm and supported him on the couch, encircling him completely, for fear that there would be the slightest gap. will slip away.

"If you have something to say, say it well, repeat what you said just now, repeat it! I didn't understand, I don't understand!"

Gu Wangshu carried the light cinnamon fragrance on his body, and swept towards him like a storm. The shattering without a trace of mercy crushed his hard-won determination to give up, killing his soul, making him doomed to fall, and making him unable to extricate himself.

The Beast is just that bad.Unlike humans, who can control and hide their emotions and desires at will at any time, beasts are different. They always go straight, grab love if they like it, bite it if they hate it, and do whatever they want.

It must be done.

Ai Ye knew that no matter how perfect the human skin was, under the skin was just a wild beast with no scruples.

He was anxious and annoyed, feeling like he was going crazy.

He found himself no longer in control.

And the person kneeling on top seemed to have realized this.Gu Wangshu's pupils constricted abruptly, and a trace of astonishment flashed across his impatient and cold face.

"Look, I..." Ai Ye closed her eyes in despair, thinking that this time she was really going to be hated by Gu Wangshu.I wanted to retreat completely, but in the end I was so embarrassed.

"You let go... I can't control it, I'm just such a thing, forget it, you can hate it... let go, I will go by myself..."

"What kind of thing!" Gu Wangshu turned his palm back like the wind to close the door that had just been opened, and then leaned over to his ear, muttering angrily.

"What kind of thing are you? I don't know! How can I go away after everything is like this? I owe you before, but this time I will save you."

Ai Ye opened her eyes wide.

"It's just that you have to lower your voice this time, because there are... a lot of people outside."

"Don't bite me again."

"..."

Gu Wangshu leaned over and kissed Ai Ye's mouth, stuffed his sobs back into his mouth, the tip of his tongue licked a few canine teeth intentionally or unintentionally, the sharp parts were painfully worn.

Ai Ye trembled, afraid that if he didn't pay attention, or reflexively wanted to shut up and make a sound, wouldn't he want to bite off his tongue!The more I thought about it, the more nervous I became suffocating.

And Gu Wangshu's sense of curiosity of sending himself into the mouth of a predator, the possessive desire of a trapped beast, will only indulge, reciprocate, and become more intense.

This kind of nonsense made Ai Ye seem like a captive who abandoned his helmet and armor in front of him and let him manipulate him.

Gu Wangshu let go suddenly, and asked in a low voice with a condescending attitude.

"Tell me what you said last time."

"What... what... ah?"

Ai Ye's mind was blank, as if he had really drowned, had no strength, and couldn't remember anything.

"What did you call me?" He reminded.

"Little... little monster, little monster! Gu Wangshu!!"

Ai Ye cried out in waves of trembling.

"anything else?"

"I, I like you!"

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The author has something to say:

Ai Ye: "You have to cry, make trouble, and hang yourself."

Gu Wangshu: "..."

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