Taoist is a plush control

There was a cold sound behind him that was so emotionless, Ai Ye turned around abruptly, and saw Song Yuan standing under the billowing white silk, just now when he almost shot someone, he hadn't fully retracted his unsheathed sword.

"Tomorrow, August [-]th, is the day when Master leaves the seclusion. He probably went there in advance to apologize. Although the old man is in seclusion, Master, he has definitely sent a letter to know about this matter. No matter how serious the crime is, I don't know how he still has the face to go to worship Master!"

Seeing Ai Ye staring at him blankly, Song Yuan snorted fiercely, and pushed the sword back to its sheath.

"Don't be mistaken for kindness, I'm afraid you'll hurt someone if you go crazy here!"

When Song Yuan held his breath and looked again, the swift-legged monster had long since disappeared.

Remaining on the spot, he silently frowned and looked at the osmanthus tree in Gu Wangshu's courtyard, which was a good section higher than the courtyard wall, and spoke out of frustration.

"This is the person you are willing to sacrifice your life for? Do you really think... okay?"

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The back mountain is always so beautiful and haunting.The bronzing grand beauty of the setting sun dyes the aura into a golden halo, and in a trance, I always feel a little like the land where I grew up.

But Ai Ye didn't have the slightest yearning for Houshan.

Whether it was the nightmare of life and death at the beginning, or the punishment of ecstasy and flogging, he only felt that this land brought him only pain and bad luck.

He kept running towards the junction of the sunset and the ground, and the red sun spread into the endless line like a wheel, as if he kept running like this, and he would eventually reach the end of the world in a short time.But this world is endless, the joys and sorrows in the world are just like this red sun, turning back and forth into a round.

In the end, he found a clearing suddenly carved out of the mountainside, and saw a red-tiled verandah with exquisite carvings, the wooden door was closed tightly, and the person he wanted to see was kneeling upright and upright on the cold and hard stone floor outside the house.

Ai Ye wanted to walk over directly, but didn't want to take a few steps closer. She seemed to hear him whispering something, so she stopped suddenly and stood behind a tree not far away to listen carefully.

He heard that Gu Wangshu's tone was trembling, and it seemed to be full of remorse, every word he said was passing on a message, more like a confession of crime.

"Master... So, how failed I was in my previous life. To what extent can I hide hatred in my eyes? Everyone is hostile to me and hates me. I hope I die, I hope It would be good if I didn’t exist anymore! I really don’t know that my senior brother who hated me for 26 years would risk his life to save me, and I don’t even know that Qing Chi, who is so afraid of me, will resist the world for me His killing intent chose to help me... Master, Qing Chi told me today that even if I am really a heinous demon, he will... save me..."

As Gu Wangshu said, the mountain wind was blowing overhead, and there was no sound from the closed wooden door.

"Master, are you listening... You must know it all. It's my disciple's fault, it's all my fault... It's me who failed everyone, it's my narrow-mindedness... But I really tried my best, I really didn't expect It will be like that...Master, I am really...so tired...this world makes me so tired...the world can't tolerate me, so why do you want to sacrifice your life to save me...Life is a great crime, and death is a failure , leaving the stigma of Cheng Qingxu, walking is the thorn in this world, I..."

Ai Ye saw Gu Wangshu clenched his fists hanging by his side, choked up for a long time, and then didn't say a word.

The red wheel on the edge of the mountain falls, taking away the last glimmer of the setting sun.If it is fourteenth month, the moon is bright and the sky is bright, although it is clear, but the moon palace is cold, and the only thing that brings people away from the mountain wind is the silver light that is more desolate.The stone floor is destined to return to the tide at night, Gu Wangshu decided that he had no intention of getting up before his master left the customs, and there was no padding under his knees, so he just knelt motionless.

Ai Ye was jealous, but he couldn't move to stop him, until the mountain wind blew more and more recklessly. Seeing him in a gorgeous suit carrying a strong wind, his silver hair shattered and danced with his robe in the wind.No matter how upright a person who is naturally afraid of the cold kneels, he can't help shrinking slightly and supporting himself with his hands.The stubbornness in his bones made Gu Wangshu unwilling to forgive himself, but Ai Ye knew that no matter how strong he pretended to be, the soul inside his body would be riddled with holes that only he could see.

So he stretched out his hand and shook it on his back, creating a thin velvet fur cape.

Gu Wangshu tried his best not to tremble under the cold wind, biting his lower lip until it turned purple didn't help.Until he suddenly heard footsteps behind him that were too weak to be noticed, he was startled, and before he could turn around, he felt a warm cloak falling on him.The animal fleece stretched out slenderly to wrap around his pale and cold bare neck, and the heat from Ai Ye's body melted into his heart like a warm current.

"It's not winter yet, so there are not so many furs for you to keep warm." Ai Ye Wuxin said something insignificant, and knelt together with him.

Gu Wangshu turned his head in astonishment, and saw Ai Ye kneeling beside him sternly and looking at the wooden door. He didn't understand what he was kneeling on, and asked, "What are you doing here? This has nothing to do with you!"

"I'm here to accompany you." Ai Ye tilted her head and smiled lonely, "I woke up and found that you were not at home. I thought you didn't want me anymore, and I was almost scared to death. That's why I came here to haunt you, and I will never let you run alone again. Already!"

Gu Wangshu said angrily: "But this is my business, why are you suffering together with me!"

"Look at you, you really don't understand other people's minds, what you say is really sad." Ai Ye complained, "What is your business and mine business, the boundary is so clear, and the day is so rational to me , so that I always feel that no matter how much we love each other, I will always be an outsider. If I can't get into your heart, I will worry about gains and losses. I always feel that you will leave me without saying goodbye..."

"You're driving me crazy, Gu Wangshu."

Gu Wangshu couldn't respond, and just looked at Ai Ye with a puzzled expression.

"Look, you just don't understand." Ai Ye smiled helplessly, and said, "Then you think the time I left without saying goodbye, didn't you panic to death? If I told you, I lived here day and night In this kind of mind, I worry that you will blame me, hate me, leave me, or abandon me after you don’t want to live, and you will be unconscious when you open your eyes, or you will disappear when you open your eyes, Or punish yourself like this for kneeling and suffering in this cold night, what do you think I am feeling? I am afraid of death, Gu Wangshu, I am afraid of death."

Ai Ye took advantage of the moonlight to look at the twinkling stars in Gu Wangshu's eyes, full of shock and confusion, his usually slender and slightly squinted eyes were now wide open, and he was trying to squeeze out the stuttering words under the impact:

"If that's the case, then I'm stupid, it's because I'm unsatisfactory..."

Seeing his hesitant appearance, Ai Ye was actually amused, leaned over his shoulder, and said: "Gu Wangshu, you are not cold by nature, you just don't know how to care for someone. You haven't done it yet. People have spoiled you, and no one has taught you by example, no wonder you." As Ai Ye was speaking, he did not forget to stretch out his hand to help him straighten the cloak that had slipped off when he turned around in shock, and wrapped it carefully.

"I understand your thoughts, just don't get typhoid again. You are too difficult to raise and take care of."

He watched Gu Wangshu silently return his eyes to his knees, looked at the gray-black stone floor in a daze with endless melancholy, then quietly put his hands on Gu Wangshu's cold hands, and said softly: "Think whatever you want. You want Whatever you do, I'll accompany you. But no matter what, don't leave me alone to make decisions, okay?"

After a long time, Ai Ye felt his fingertips tremble a little warmer, and asked, "...why?"

"Ok?"

"why me."

Ai Ye was stunned, not understanding what he was asking.But listen to him say another sentence,

"But in that case, I will become your robbery."

In the moment of silence, Gu Wangshu buried his head deeply without confidence, regret and embarrassment welled up in his heart, he was afraid of hurting Ai Ye's heart again, but he didn't want to drag him into the abyss.So in distress, hearing Ai Ye giggle, he looked up at him in surprise.

"Are you really worried about this? Little monster, are you so stupid? You are my calamity, my calamity is not so happy and joyful, fool, you are my luck! If I had to talk like this, I would It was your catastrophe! It was you who met me that caused so many life-changing things to happen, and it was me who clung to you that made you fall into the eternal catastrophe. I am the one who deserves to be damned, why are you so upset? "

"You're not." Gu Wangshu turned his head awkwardly, pretending to be calm and said in a cold voice, "That's not your fault, you can't die for me."

"Who said he was going to die!" Ai Ye couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear, but felt that it was not good to laugh out loud on this occasion, so he could only hold back his voice and scream, "Tell me, if there is no difficulty, if there is a chance to live together, What do you want me to do?"

[——"Stick to the way you hold in your heart, even if it is going against the mortal world, that is what you should pursue without hesitation, the way."]

The Tao that Gu Yuanshan once explained to him suddenly resounded in his ears at this moment, ringing like a bell ringing a dreamer, a lost traveler.When Ai Ye was still expecting him to answer something like "sweetheart" or "lover and confidant", he only heard him choke for a long time before answering in a very solemn and calm voice from his throat:

"You are my way."

The rooster crows for the morning, the moon sets and the sun rises, and the clothes are covered with white dew.Gu Wangshu knelt all night without moving, and Ai Ye also knelt with him all night.In the early morning, his knees were numb and he had no strength to hold on. He turned his head to look at Gu Wangshu, who had just recovered from a serious illness, and was still kneeling with his face unchanged after being exposed to the wind and frost all night. He couldn't tell whether it was his own color or Lack of vitality, anyway, he always makes people confused about his original intention.

Even after kneeling all night in the wind and frost, the closed wooden door was still soaked in chill, and remained motionless in the icy silence.

"Do you... want something to eat?"

Gu Wangshu raised the corners of his eyes a little when he heard the words, it should be said that Ai Ye really asked such a question carelessly, when he spoke, he said in a hoarse and cold voice that hadn't been in the water for a long time: "Don't eat."

Ai Ye said "Oh" in disappointment, frowned and moved his sore knee, unable to hold on, sat down on his calf again.

"If you can't kneel, don't kneel. Go out and hunt for something to eat. Don't be so weak and weak here!"

Even though Gu Wangshu didn't intend to do anything at all, Ai Ye was still busy dodging half of his body and said: "Hey, I said that I was not satisfactory last night, but in the end, I started to attack me at dawn!"

"It's not a joke." Gu Wangshu lowered his eyelashes with wet white eyelashes, "Go and eat."

Ai Ye said angrily: "What about you, you can't just be hungry like this, I feel distressed seeing it."

Gu Wangshu laughed sadly, but Naihe sighed and suppressed his voice.

"Ai Ye, do you know what day it is today?"

Ai Ye shook his head.

"August and a half, moon eve."

Ai Ye shook her eyelids, but she couldn't kneel down. In the end, hey, he stood up with his numb legs and sore waist, and absent-mindedly said: "Oh, I seem to have heard of it. So what, I still can't stop you If you insist on going your own way and kneeling here, you will suffer.”

"Mid-Autumn Festival, Ai Ye." Gu Wangshu said with a helpless smile, "This is a day that people look forward to no more than Shangyuan. The full moon signifies the reunion of people. People also want to reunite with their families to worship the moon and enjoy the moon. To watch lanterns. If you can go to the town, it will be very lively, full of lanterns, festoons and drums. I wanted to spend another festive season with you, and I wanted to be crowded again..."

"Then go?" Ai Ye said casually, "Didn't your master say that you will leave the customs today, and you can go after saying hello?"

"I can't go, Ai Ye."

Gu Wangshu looked up at Ai Ye's innocent and carefree face, and suddenly felt envious.His thorns and rebellious body are all fake, they are all hypocritical self-protection, but Ai Ye is so unrestrained, rebellious, and all the thoughts in his heart are moved, it is the real blood from the soul. What is stored in it is the free wind of Kunlun, and the snow that has danced for thousands of years in the snow barrier.

"Master is supposed to be leaving the gate with the crowing of the rooster. There should be Quanguan disciples lining the road to greet him and show respect to the master. But you see, the door is closed now, and it seems that there are only the two of us in this deserted back mountain. I I know, Ai Ye, we... can't go anymore."

"Why do you say that?" Ai Ye was puzzled, but it was not appropriate to see Gu Wangshu's eyes full of melancholy.

"Master doesn't want to see me if he doesn't go out of the gate. There is no one in the back mountain, it must be because everyone has gone to the gate to protect the mountain." Gu Wangshu's bright eyes were completely pale, and only gloom flowed out.

"Ai Ye, the barrier to protect the mountain has been opened."