Taoist is a plush control

The sound of rolling wood on the shaft of the car is loud, and the slightly shaking car is dim and silent. A dark yellow ever-burning lamp is on the side like a moon.

In each of the four corners of the compartment, there is an orchid incense burner burning the exotic incense of the Western Regions. The smoke curls up in this limited space, almost so thick that the smokiness is more pungent than the fragrance, and we know that the original purpose of the incense is not to refresh the heart and calm the mind, but to have something else As pictured.

Fortunately, men born in the night are used to darkness, and also to this dimness.Sitting weakly by the door, feeling dizzy from the strong smell, he looked at the fragrant wooden coffin in front of him with blank eyes.

Gu Changqing is such a big person. When he was a child, the one who stood tall in his eyes was a person with a strong blood, a broad body and a tall body.He often fantasized that if Gu Changqing hadn't become a Taoist priest and put on military uniform, he would be an invincible and majestic general who would make the enemy fearful - after all, a person who is strict with himself will become a leader no matter what he does.

But such a tall person, how can he lie in such a short coffin now.

Gu Wangshu was used to touching the hip flask around his waist, and after searching for a long time, he realized that he didn't have it hanging on at all.Wasn't it because Ai Ye said that he should not drink alcohol after recovering from a serious illness, and he was not given a sip of wine during this journey.

"I also want to ask you if you drink, brother."

Gu Wangshu laughed and murmured.

"We've never had a drink together."

He laughed again, but couldn't hold back a tear.Looking up at the circling smoke trails, the cold-hearted person who almost never shed tears thought that he could flow back, but he didn't know that the tears were full and falling, and they couldn't stop.

"But it's not my fault." Gu Wangshu said with a teary smile, "Tell me yourself, when have you ever looked at me? Don't talk to the King of Hades about my quality. I haven't even drunk wine. We are not close." , unfamiliar."

When he stopped, there was only a dead silence. The carriage was moving fast, and the wheels slammed into the gravel and suddenly swayed.Although Gu Wangshu hadn't drunk alcohol, he was probably choked by the fragrance. When he was drowsy, his body became unsteady and he tilted upside down. The silver bells on his ankles rustled. The soul-calling banner outside the car...he suddenly remembered something, and reached out and took out the demon-seeking bell from his pocket.

Since the last time I lent the magic weapon to myself to find Ai Ye, I never had a chance to return it to the owner.

Gu Wangshu stared at the copper bell of this ancient complex talisman for a long time, then put it beside him.He didn't know what was wrong, obviously he wasn't choking up and sobbing, but the tears just couldn't stop flowing down.Until the end, he couldn't help but take a deep breath and buried his face in his hands.

The ever-burning lamp was faint, and he finally made a sound again.

"Brother...so are you here now?"

"The soul consciousness has not returned home and cannot enter the underworld. With the ever-burning lamp as a guide, then you should... be here."

Gu Wangshu raised his head again, and looked sideways at the light under the lamp beside his lower body.

"I'll return this to you, and return it to its original owner."

His heart choked, and his voice trembled.

"If you are here, can you tell me how to go in the future? You can't be so irresponsible, you only care about saving me, and you don't care about the future... You are always like this, always saving me Leaving me alone again! I, I know... You picked me up and went back every time I was bullied when I was young, but you were the one who picked me up every time. You turned around and walked away without saying a word It was you who left me alone in the house to fend for myself; you were the one who was beaten to death by you without an apology, but it was you who turned around and asked someone to deliver food anonymously... Gu Changqing, you think I want What I want is someone to take me home? When I want those pieces of candy! No... no! I have legs and I can go home by myself, and I can buy candy if I want it! What I want is What, even if I’m beaten and disabled and I’m about to die, there’s someone who can take care of me when I’m back home, someone who cares about me when I’m in pain, and just tell me! What I want is an apology from you personally, saying that you It’s not that there are demons in the heart! What I want... is not a hero who saves the common people. What I want from the beginning to the end is just an older brother! An ordinary brother of Bo Xun Zhongchi! I don’t want your life Ah Gu Changqing! I don't want your life!"

No matter how hard Gu Wangshu could bear the grief, he gritted his teeth with his fingers embedded in his white hair and howled!

The ebony car door was heavy and closed, and people outside couldn't hear anything. Song Yuan followed behind and ground his teeth anxiously, but Ai Ye sat down with his back hugging her arms through the thick door, and she also lowered her head and endured it, her eyes slightly Red, only his sensitive ears can hear the sound.

"Gu Changqing, do you know how jealous I am of Gu Qingchi! You are also a brother, so you can protect him in front of everyone! Sometimes I really feel that I am superfluous, that I really shouldn't have been born in this world, and I deserve to die. I am not worthy of anything, family affection, friendship, or love! I am a sinner exiled outside the realm of the human heart. I am an eyesore when I am alive, and no one will read me when I am dead... So I don’t care anymore. I don’t want anything anymore. No need! I don’t care anymore, don’t I care, I... I don’t, my heart is also made of human flesh! It’s not that I don’t want it anymore, I just don’t dare to want it!”

Gu Wangshu choked up his breath, beat his chest with all his strength, and his voice was hoarse and tearing out!

"Gu Changqing, you can hear it! Are you listening! You didn't want to hear it when you were alive, and you didn't give me a chance to say it. Now it's okay, you can't talk back anymore, and you can't scold even if you want to? You give me Listen! I'm about to die of aggrieved, I really live, I'm so useless!"

After Gu Wangshu's words fell, the ever-burning lamp suddenly flickered, and the monster-hunting bell that was lying on the ground gave a short, quiet chime.

He was startled, his whole body was so stiff that he didn't care about the teardrops breaking down and fell to the ground.Surprisingly loud in a silent environment.

"elder brother……"

Gu Wangshu tremblingly called out again.

"elder brother……?"

"elder brother!!!"

The ever-burning light flickered a few times, trembling uneasily as if far away, and finally couldn't hold the fire core for a long time, exhausted its mana, and lost its sight.

Gu Wangshu was startled when he heard someone knock on the door three times, and it was Ai Ye who vaguely called his name loudly.

"Little monster? Little monster! Come out, we're almost there!"

He looked back suddenly, and murmured to the empty carriage and the dull coffin: "You...you know the way?"

People's eyes have no spirit, they can't recognize the ghosts and ghosts, and they can't tell the sound.

He also couldn't see someone trying to wipe away his tears in the darkness, but the separation between life and death couldn't be touched in the end, it was nothing.

don't cry.

He said.

Don't cry, brother.

In the future, it will be fine if you walk towards your heart.

"Brother." Gu Wangshu got up and wiped away his tears, and forced a bitter smile.

"So in the end, I still haven't had a drink with you alone."

Yaoyao is in the dark and pure way, and the dimness is too empty.

The body is clear and there is nowhere to go, and the color and heart are all lonely.

The short-lived snow is wet on the temples, and the wind blows the hair on the forehead, and it is a good autumn.Ai Ye took off the black-striped cloak and put it on Gu Wangshu, adjusted the brim of the hat for him, smiled lightly and put his hands on his shoulders, and patted him comfortingly.Then take the umbrella from his hand and cover it with him.

"Okay, out of sight."

Hidden in the shadow, Gu Wangshu glanced hesitantly at a pair of red eyes, then smiled secretly again.

Ai Ye knows that a person with a strong nature is going to return to his hometown, and even if he is in a miserable situation and has many scars, how can he be willing to let others see his fragile and embarrassing side.

Those sufferings and loneliness, just let me watch and listen alone, and I will share it for you.

What Gu Wangshu is laughing at is that he understands me, and what he is laughing at is the possessive desire that gradually appeared in his animal nature.

The end of love and lust is possession and conquest. It is to want someone to be happy for me, pain for me, romantic, joy, anger, sorrow and joy, all for me.

Live by me, die by me.

No matter how obedient and innocent the beast that belongs to Fengyun Xueyu is, it is still not the pet cat in his arms. He has his own nature, his madness, and his arrogance.

It is an untamed wind and an unstoppable cloud, which will overwhelm him one day.

……

Let him go, let him go.

Song Yuan frowned coldly, staring at the two of them, unable to let go of his vigilance, but felt that something was wrong no matter how he looked at it?It is probably because Gu Wangshu has always been used to walking alone, so indifferent and aloof and aloof to the point of transcending the mundane, he would never have imagined a scene where he would not walk out of a fellow human being, but now he not only sees it, but also cherishes each other in this difficult time... …

Whether this relationship is not suitable or not normal, he can't figure it out, and he can't ask, so he feels even more angry.

Then I turned three more turns in the car and horse, and went up the mountain for a while from the sloped Pianmo, and saw the stone bridge gate again after a long absence.

A farewell is more than half a year, a farewell... heaven and man are separated.

The mountain gate is not the same as in the past, it is quiet and pious. Only when the horses and horses turned around and climbed the long slope barely found half of the mountain gate, the people lined up and waiting outside the gate can be clearly seen.The great disciple of Qingxu Temple lived a life of great reputation, and there were many people from all walks of life in the halls and rivers and lakes who came here to express their condolences and see them off.

It was only at the end of the last section of the road that the soul-calling flag was waving, and before the horses and chariots appeared, Gu Qingchi, who was full of vicissitudes and tiredness, fell limply to the ground.

It's true... This nightmare that lasted for more than ten days... is all true...

The proclamation of the Four Great Dharma Gates and Cultivation of the Realm was spread all over the world almost every other day.As the person in charge, Gu Qingchi is conscientious and conscientious in adhering to this promise. No matter how successful he is, he is only in his twenties, and his aptitude is not the best among his direct disciples. In the past half a year, even a few days ago when he was reading a book, he had a hard-to-find time to chat with Gu Mo. He also talked to Gu Mo.

"The middle of the month is the day when master leaves the customs. It's the time for the senior brother and the second senior brother to return. The senior brother is about to make it through, Mo'er."

The voice of the young man who had reached the voice-changing period was a little hoarse and magnetic, and he said with a smile: "Do you think the senior brother and the second senior brother will come back together? They are forced to live together every day in a place so far away from their hometown, and they are forced to live together in the yard." Is it off?"

"Yes." Gu Qingchi put down the book, turned his eyes to Xiao Sha outside the window.Autumn in Gyeonggi always comes earlier, and it is unavoidably cold when the fallen trees are rustling. "In my opinion, the two of them are not at odds as in the eyes of outsiders. It's just that one is more face-saving than the other. There are misunderstandings and incomprehensions, and there are grievances. After a long time, the estrangement has been forged into a wall to block the door of death. Those who care secretly with cynicism and sarcasm will at most slap and scold each other and walk together, and they will eventually agree to go back together. It’s a child, a child.”

"I don't believe it." Gu Mo continued to copy his scriptures while holding his face, muttering, "Impossible, I don't think the two of them will get better in this life, and fighting is too scary, scary! Brother, you either Make a bet with me, bet on whether the buddies will come back together!"

"Okay!" Gu Qingchi raised his brows and smiled happily, "Say, what are you betting on?"

"One meal! Senior brother treats me to dinner when he has time! If I lose...I can't lose!"

Gu Qingchi nodded and said, "Okay, we, Mo'er, know how to eat, eat, eat, and eat, even if you're fat enough to be a piglet, Big Brother won't even recognize you!"

A day of joyous talk, all was shattered by the senior brother Shanmen who handed over the letter with his face as white as paper and trembling hands.

"The demon Gu Wangshu, the second disciple of Qingxuguan, fell into the evil way of the demon, led the big demon to slaughter more than a thousand people in Jinshui Town, and injured thirty and two warlocks from various sects. His fellow disciples sacrificed their lives to save the people, but they were also brutally killed, and fled in fear of crime. The whereabouts are unknown! Such a sinful karma is unforgivable! Please help me from all walks of life to capture this demon together and kill him without mercy!"

"If it weren't for the lightning strike that you killed, everyone would have died there that day! What kind of nonsense is this, just don't say thank you, it's all fucking nonsense! A thunderbolt should have wiped them all off that day !"

Ai Ye angrily tore up the yellow paper in her hand, and threw it into the river viciously!Turning around to look at it, he came out with him from the snow barrier. Gu Wangshu, who was hungry, cold and weak, cursed angrily!

Gu Wangshu was ashamed and did not respond, he knew that this group of hypocrisy and hypocrisy would definitely do this, so he just sat on the rocky beach and huddled together, sighed helplessly and said:

"Ai Ye, I really want to drink...it's too cold in my body, I can't bear it."

"No! You can't drink it yet!" Ai Ye did not soften her heart when she reached the bottom line, "If you are cold, I...I can hug you!"

"Who the hell doesn't care..." Gu Wangshu muttered in a harsh voice, just thinking about the next few days if he had to rush on the road, Ai Ye would have to hold him in his arms and fly against the wind, and he felt dizzy.

"Enough rest, isn't it cold? Come here quickly, just on your way!"

Ai Ye couldn't help but pull him into his arms, the leopard demon's body temperature was indeed so warm that it made people feel drowsy, but suddenly the wind blew up from the soles of his feet and went straight into the sky... Gu Wangshu, who was already dizzy, felt even more disgusted as he drove up and down with the wind Vomit, I can't stop my stomach churning!

"Ai Ye! Slow down! I'm about to throw up!"

"Ah? What are you talking about? Can't you speak louder? It's windy! I can't hear you!"

"I said! I said my mother... me! I... vomit..."

"Hello?!!!!!!!"

…………

This home...

Gu Qingchi sat slumped on the ground, supported by Gu Mo, who was crying, and watched the white silk chariots and horses roaring towards him outside the mountain gate, and then saw a figure holding a white umbrella and wearing a black bucket slowly walking towards him.

It's like waking up from a nightmare, full of fear and despair, but no matter what, you can't move, hide, or wake up.