Taoist is a plush control

——"Xing Jun?"

——"What... what's going on? Xingjun?"

——"Ayu! Come here! Ayu! Bai Yu!"

——"Jing'er! Don't touch him!"

Who is...so...noisy...

my head hurts...

The pain was like a thousand steel needles piercing through the bone, and it was split into hundreds of petals as if pierced into the head. I wish I could slam my head against the wall to death.The eyes that suddenly opened under the pain are still dizzy, the white area in front of me seems to escape into the emptiness, but it seems to be blurred with some jade-white bed, and the eyes fall on the couch carved dragon in a drowsy state of jade pillars.

Before he could see clearly in front of his eyes, another sharp pain in his chest made him dizzy and his eyes went black!Before Piao Piaohu sank into the void and chaos, he vaguely heard someone calling his name.

—— "Gu Wangshu! Don't die for me!"

Noisy... Dead...

……

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"Heaven moves vigorously, and the gentleman uses self-improvement; when the terrain is strong, the gentleman carries things with virtue; when the wind blows, the gentleman acts according to his destiny; when the thunder shakes, the gentleman cultivates himself with fear; kindness is like water, and the gentleman starts with doing things; fire and people A gentleman distinguishes things by class and family; a gentleman distinguishes people's aspirations by walking and walking; a gentleman distinguishes the people's aspirations by Genshan Qianqian, and a gentleman distinguishes by the many clothes that benefit the few."

The sound of Lang Lang's book resounds in the quiet small courtyard, under the shade of grape vines, the breeze plays a show, the spring is endless, and the warmth is revealed in the peace.

The scroll was smashed to the ground with a "snap", and the students in the back row were furious.

Under the surprised and disdainful eyes of the rest of the people, the old gentleman walked over calmly and asked:

"Wangshu, what's wrong?"

"A gentleman behaves according to the rules. Since this is the case, why do you have to be a gentleman? Who is the Dao, and who is the Dao? What is worth living in this and some lives so self-disciplined? It's so boring, I can't understand! Master , I will not be able to understand it even if I copy it ten thousand times!"

Gu Yuanshan smiled faintly, and sat cross-legged opposite Gu Wangshu, calming down the young man who was in the stage of mental rebellion without haste, his eyes could clearly see his hatred and his injuries.

"Wangshu, respond to the same voice, and seek the same breath. When water flows wet, fire becomes dry, clouds follow dragons, and wind follows tigers. Nature flows like this, and there will be no deviation due to the difference between you, me, or him. Even if it is For those who are paranoid and eccentric, there must be someone who meets their needs in the world. Don't be impatient, and don't despair, stick to the way you hold in your heart, even if it is against the world, that is what you should The one who seeks without hesitation, the Dao."

The stars move, and the star situation is unpredictable.

Dreams are illusory, with no roots and no basis.

He is ups and downs in this never-ending long sea of ​​memories, occasionally knocking against a reef, and getting stuck in some untouchable remnants of the past.

——"Brother!"

The six-year-old boy shook his head and held a box of osmanthus cakes in a silver-white ponytail happily, and ran to Gu Changqing's yard, watching him kneel down in front of the censer with the door wide open.Children are always ignorant, he only thought that he would make the elder brother who was always serious about him happy, so he didn't think too much about it, he just stood in the courtyard and called him.

"Brother! Master came down the mountain and brought back pastries. They are delicious. I...I left some for you. I don't even want to eat them myself! Do you want to try..."

- "snap"

"……Well!"

The boy in his teens was much taller than him, so Gu Wangshu didn't realize it when he rushed towards him with red eyes, and he couldn't avoid it.Gu Changqing was wearing incense and ashes, and the autumn wind blew his clothes and robes rolling violently, like a murderous ghost haunting the middle of the night, with layers of mist in his eyes full of hatred, he strangled Gu Wangshu's slender neck, and lifted him up!

The wooden box containing the pastries fell to the ground, and the lid was smashed open. The white, soft, sweet-scented osmanthus cakes decorated with light yellow stamens rolled to the ground. A piece of gray and white garbage.

"division……!"

"Blind! Can't you see with the door open! Who allows you to disturb my kneeling incense! Who wants your disgusting pastries!"

Gu Wangshu was pinched to the point of fainting, he couldn't catch his breath, even the cry for help was stuck in his throat and shattered into embarrassing noises, his bloodshot eyes were filled with panic, his mind became more and more confused, and the blood of death gushed out. to the top...

He didn't remember how long he was pinched, until his limbs became weak and he had no strength to struggle, his eyes popped and his face turned red, until he was pulled away by the frightened people passing by, until he collapsed on the ground, until the vicious words in Gu Changqing's mouth became indistinct The phantom, until the master rushed into the yard in a hurry, and he, who has always been generous, shouted away everyone and slapped Gu Changqing hard on the face.

The figure in front of him twisted and twisted, and the voice that entered his ears seemed to be separated by a layer of clouds.In a trance, I could still hear some blurred words in a panic.

"Are you all right? Take him back quickly! Gu Changqing! Be sober! Your junior brother is not him!"

Who... I am not who...

His memories should have come to an abrupt end here, but in this chaotic dream, Gu Wangshu clearly watched the memories flow continuously, a scene he had never seen before!

His eyes trembled, and he clenched his fists in horror to block his mouth that was about to cry out!

He was still standing in the center of the small courtyard like a transparent soul, watching the crowd clamoring to take away his six-year-old self, watching Gu Yuanshan wave his sleeves away angrily, watching Gu Changqing standing there alone, covering his red and swollen face for a long time.

The autumn wind blew the boy's figure lonely and desolate, and it also blew out the fire of karma in his eyes.then--

Covering his face with his hands, he knelt down on the ground with a cry of grief and indignation, and picked up the filthy sweet-scented osmanthus cake, which was covered with dust and mud, and stuffed it into his mouth piece by piece with sobs and tears mixed with grief!

Even in the end, he stuffed his mouth full and didn't have time to chew, but he still forced himself to stuff it with his fingers like a crime!pushing!Then I swallowed it with tears in my eyes!

"Sorry……"

"I'm sorry for you..."

"It's brother's fault, it's all brother's fault... It's my incompetence, I'm that trash!"

This is him, this is Gu Wangshu's apology that he has waited for half his life, but he has not been able to get it in the end!

——"Brother... I owe you..."

--"I still……"

In an instant, the world will fall apart!Thick blood rushed straight into his nostrils, and he seemed to have returned to that sea of ​​blood. He felt Gu Changqing kneeling behind him covered in blood, and his back was stiff and cold. Mute words that don't make sentences!

Gu Changqing... Gu Changqing, Gu Changqing!

——"Brother!!!"

Gu Wang sat up with a scream!The overwhelming fear and panic surged up in the chest, and there was no time to worry about the current situation, and he threw off the bedding and broke the curtain to come out!But the moment his feet hit the ground, he had no strength in his legs after lying down for a long time, and he was dizzy and dizzy when he got up, and he didn't expect that there was a bright light in the room, and there was a "plop" slamming Fall to the ground!

Ai Ye was sitting outside the courtyard to breathe and enjoy the wind, the room was too hot, he couldn't stay by the couch all the time.When Kong was in a daze, suddenly his ears trembled, and the people in the room screamed loudly. Almost at the same time, he rushed in in shock, but before he could stop him, he saw that Gu Wangshu was naked and his eyes were full of panic. It fell to the ground!

"Little monster! Are you okay! Wake up... wake up and call me, why rush down without saying anything! Does it hurt somewhere? Let me see, let me see..."

Ai Ye suddenly raised his head and bumped into Gu Wangshu, trembling all over, looking at him with a pair of blank and unfamiliar eyes, as if looking at a stranger he had never met before, and felt a chill down his spine, and said in a tone of fear: " Little monster, you...I..."

Gu Wangshu stared at him with a confused face for a long time, his expression was as numb as if his soul and memory had been emptied, until a moment later, there was a "bang" like thunder in his ears, and Gu Wangshu screamed in panic Hold on to your head!Countless memories, no matter they are painful and beautiful, desperate and angry, regretful and sad, or joyful and happy, are like surging waves rushing back to the brain involuntarily, and it is immediately painful!

"Gu Wangshu!" Ai Ye was terrified, and he didn't know what went wrong, why did he hurt like this!I could only kneel down and take a few steps to pull him into my arms and hug him!

"Gu Wangshu! Don't scare me, what's wrong, where does it hurt? Calm down, I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

"Gu... Gu Changqing..."

He muttered too softly, and he still couldn't tell the difference, Ai Ye hurriedly raised his body to see his panicked face, restless hands and feet, and asked even more anxiously: "What did you say?!"

He suddenly turned his face back to stare at Ai Ye, and the concubine's pupils shrank and trembled violently under extreme fear!After being dazed for a few moments, he suddenly pushed Ai Ye down with all his strength, got up staggeringly, threw down a few tablespoons and flower pots, and shouted in shock: "Gu Changqing...! I have to save him! I'm going to save him! He's still waiting Let me save it, where is this place, I don’t know, I don’t know... I don’t know! Where is this!!”

"Gu Wangshu!!!" Ai Ye sat down on the ground, terrified to see him collapsed to the point of insanity, all he could do in the panic was call him loudly!

"Where is this place...Gu Changqing...I'm going to find him...I..." Gu Wangshu walked around the room a few times in a frenzy, stepping on the broken flowerpot with his bare feet and cutting blood all over the floor. De Ai Ye is a heartless person!After staggering for a few times, he suddenly lost his feet and fell in front of Ai Ye, causing Ai Ye to meet his eyes full of panic and emptiness, so frightened that Ai Ye also sat paralyzed on the ground holding his breath!

Unexpectedly, in the next moment, Gu Wangshu slammed onto Ai Ye's collar with both hands!

"I didn't ask you to save him, save him!!! Why are you saving me? Why am I still alive! Why am I still alive! Where is he, tell me quickly! Where is my senior brother! Take me to find him ah!!!"

Gu Wangshu's smooth chest heaved violently with that unsightly wound. He lost his mind, went crazy, lost all thoughts of life, and became a living ghost!

"he……"

"he!"

"I...I can't save him..."

"...What the hell are you talking about...!"

"Gu Wangshu!!!" Ai Ye yelled in a forced and helpless cry, and regardless of how he struggled and beat him madly, he pressed him into his arms and kissed his lips forcibly!

Unexpectedly, Gu Wangshu was so crazy that he bit Ai Ye's lip with one bite, and immediately a mouth full of blood poured into his cranial cavity, forcing him to stop gasping for breath.

"Gu Wangshu! Calm down, please, calm down! I will take you to him when you calm down. I promise you, I will go! Calm down first... It's okay, everything will pass, I Yes, I'm here. I'll take you there, take you back..."

Ai Ye held him in his arms and stroked the silver hair on top of his head, as if comforting a frightened animal, patiently and gently, until the person in his arms gradually stopped trembling, and fell asleep after being exhausted.

"Don't have nightmares anymore, get a good night's sleep. When you wake up, I will take you away."

"Why don't you deserve to live, you... at least I'm still thinking about it."

Ai Ye didn't make a sound anymore, his heart ached so much that he was almost torn apart, but he could only hold back, and lightly hugged him back to the couch, and covered him with the quilt.