I only like you when I'm a junior

Most of Ning Cheng's ancestors lived on the mountain.Song Xu's grandparents passed away early, and it was not forbidden to build tombs on the mountain at that time.The two elders were buried on the top of the hill in their hometown.

In recent years, it is forbidden to burn incense on the mountain, so it has been changed to offering flowers on the mountain and offering sacrifices at home.Song Zhonghui had trouble with his legs and feet this year, so he didn't go up the mountain, and asked Song Xu and Song Yu to present a bouquet of flowers to express their condolences.

Song Xu and Song Yu knelt in front of the grave, chatting with their grandparents.

"Grandpa and grandma, once my birthday is over in a while, I'm going to get the certificate."

Song Yu looked at the tombstone, "Your granddaughter-in-law is a very good person. We love each other very much. I hope that if you, grandpa and grandma, are alive in heaven, we will be as loving and dependent as you in this life."

Song Yu kowtowed three times.

Song Xu knelt for a long time before saying, "Grandpa, grandma, I am Xu'er."

"I was admitted to graduate school this year, and I started writing novels again."

"The feedback on the novel is pretty good, and I've also supported myself, so I won't worry you guys at all."

He kowtowed three times first, then straightened his body on his knees, "But my grandson is not filial, so he is still capricious."

"I fell in love with a boy. He is very nice and treats me very well."

Song Xu took a deep breath, "His name is Jiang Mingchuan."

"I want to go down with him."

"I hope you are willing to bless me."

Song Xu kowtowed three more times.

The two brothers supported each other to get up.Song Yu looked at Song Xu, "Grandpa and grandma like you the most, and they will agree."

Song Xu smiled at him, "Yes. Let's stay with them for a while before leaving."

There are three brothers and two sisters in the Song family, and they would go to Song Zhongping's house for dinner every Ching Ming Festival.This was a more lively day for the Song family than during the Chinese New Year, and it was also the time when Song Xu and Song Yu were the most annoying.

Song Xu was driving the car, and Su Yun sat in the back and told Song Yu, the co-pilot, "Song Yu, control your temper, finish the meal well, if you want to go first, go with your brother first, don't sit at the dinner table Talk nonsense."

"Okay, mom, as long as uncle and uncle don't mess with me, when will I talk nonsense."

"Even if they said something, they were kind. Can you just pretend you didn't hear it? Don't embarrass the family every year."

"I know, I know, I'll just laugh, and I'll laugh at whatever I say." Song Yu grinned at Su Yun.

Song Zhonghui said in a deep voice: "Your mother told you to be serious, don't be so hippie."

"Dad," Song Yu laughed, "I found out that every year when you go to the dinner party, you start to look a lot like your uncle. Be serious, you won't be so afraid of your brother, right?"

"Don't mess around. You are more like your brother. Can you be careful, and you are about to get married."

"Okay, okay. I heard that there is no brother, so be careful."

Song Xu laughed, "My right eyelid keeps twitching when you say that."

"Brother, you have to be pissed off by my uncle every year. This year, you will go back on your own."

When Song Zhonghui's family arrived, everyone except my sister-in-law's family was present. The house of more than 300 square meters is full of people.

Song Yu stood behind Song Zhonghui, and said to Song Xu, "Our family is truly blessed."

Everyone greeted one after another, Song Yu followed Song Xu, and took care of a large family.

"Uncle."

"Uncle and aunt."

"Hello, Auntie."

"Hello, uncle."

"Hello, sister-in-law."

"Hello Brother Ling."

What Song Yu admired most about Song Xu was that there were more than a dozen children in the family, and Song Xu could remember their names and looks.

"Whose child is that?"

"Sister-in-law's eldest grandson, Li Kaijie, is easy to recognize, he has a mole on the corner of his mouth."

"What about that?"

"That's brother Rui's daughter, you forgot, she looks exactly like sister-in-law."

After a circle of greetings, Song Yu hid in a corner and said to Song Xu, "Fortunately, I will live outside in the future, otherwise I may not remember when others come to the door."

"Don't say that here." Song Xu instructed. "We'll slip away after dinner."

"It's true that you said uncle, you have to eat at home." Song Yu complained, "I think sister-in-law has been busy since morning."

Song Xu signaled him to shut up, and his uncle Song Zhongyao came over, "What are you two brothers doing here, come over for tea, uncle, I haven't seen you for a long time."

Song Yu thought about you, so just pretend, I'll see how you sing today.

Song Xu smiled, "Uncle, when I saw Jue'er just now, I realized that he is already over three years old, he should be in kindergarten, and finally you don't need to take care of him."

When the uncle heard about his grandson, he immediately smiled, "That's right, I finally sent him to kindergarten this year. Oh, it's really tiring to take care of children now, much more tiring than before."

Song Xu smiled sincerely, "Uncle, you are tired of being shouted at, Mrs. Jun is about to give birth, so you can't favor one over another."

"You child." The uncle patted him on the shoulder, and just about to say something, Song Xu picked up a passing child,

"Little Keke, do you still remember who I am?" Then he walked towards the child's father while hugging him, "Brother Ling, your son eats so well, I can hardly hold him anymore."

Song Yu admired his brother so much in his heart, this well-rounded brother was much easier to use than the shy brother before.He followed Song Xu, "Brother Ling, I saw the car you just bought downstairs, when will you borrow my brother to drive it?"

The big family divided several tables for dinner, and the young people divided into two tables, one table for those who have already worked, and one table for those who are still in school.Song Xu and Song Yu chatted with their siblings about college, and had a pleasant meal.

"They're gone, they're gone." Song Yu gestured to Song Xu.Two or three people at the working table went to the elders' table to toast in batches with wine glasses.

Song Xu drank apple cider vinegar, "Guess who of us will be unlucky today."

"Of course it's you." Song Yu laughed, "I'm a man who is going to get married, but you still need to study."

"Song Xu and Song Yu, come here." Song Zhonghui called out to them.The two brothers looked at each other, picked up the apple cider vinegar and went.

"Sister-in-law, there are so many children. They are the two brothers who are the best-looking." The sister-in-law who arrived at the end held Song Xu, "Xiao Xu, you have really grown up and become more and more handsome."

Song Xu smiled, and Song Zhonghui blushed, "He has been admitted to the graduate school this year, and he is in the same school as Yu."

"That's great." Auntie laughed, "You two should supervise and supervise your brothers and sisters."

Before the words were finished, the uncle picked up the conversation, "Isn't the elder sister, A Feng, planning to come back to take the civil servant exam at home, you will enjoy the blessings, the children are by your side, and you can go to the square dance if you have nothing to do."

Song Yu frowned, Song Xu glanced at him and gave him a warning.

"Ah Xu." Song Zhongping looked very happy today, "Since you have passed the exam, you should study hard. Also pay more attention to your younger brother, you brother, you really won't let your parents worry."

"Understood uncle." Song Xu nodded, "But Song Yu is doing well now, and he will probably take care of me in the future."

"By the way, how many days are you staying at home?" Song Zhongping asked, "Is there anything else going on at school recently?"

"I'm going back after the holidays, and I need to revise the thesis again." Song Xu said without changing his face.

"Well, the days are not very good these days." Song Zhongping thought for a while, "Why don't you go home again on May [-]st."

"I told your father before that your aunt's friend has a daughter who is now studying at a normal university and will come back to work here in the future." Song Zhongping smiled at Song Zhonghui, "That child is not bad, Wen Wenjing Quiet, when you come back on May [-]st, uncle will help you arrange a meeting."

Su Yun and Song Zhonghui looked at each other, confirming that Song Zhonghui knew about this matter, she just wanted to speak.Song Xu took a step ahead, and Song Xu was polite, "Uncle, you are a step late, I am not single now."

Su Yun's face changed, and Song Xu continued: "For my family, I can't agree. Otherwise, he will be jealous."

As he spoke, he held the cup and walked to Song Zhonghui's side, "No matter what, thank you uncle, he has always cared about me since I was a child."

Song Zhongping clinked glasses with him, "Where are you from?"

"Cantonese."

"Are you planning to work outside?" Song Zhongping glanced at Song Zhonghui, "Then what will your parents do in the future? Keep them in Ningcheng?"

"That depends on what they want." Song Yu also walked over with a smile, "They can live wherever they want."

Song Zhongping pulled Song Xu, "Uncle, you don't like to hear something, you still have to find someone from Ningcheng to find a wife. Look at your sister-in-laws, how wonderful. The people outside are not as virtuous as ours, and we You have to sacrifice every year, who do you expect to do in the future. You are your father's eldest son, and these are all your responsibilities. Let's talk about it now, and you have to have some ideas in your heart."

"That's right, it's okay for young people to fall in love more, and come back here in the future." The uncle finally interrupted, "You see, you are the one who loves you the most, and I left the house for you. I just hope you Being able to develop in my hometown..."

"Youngest, let's talk about the future, he is still reading." Song Zhonghui said with a blank expression, "Go back and have dinner over there."

Song Xu and Song Yu left, and Su Yun tried to smooth things over, "Brother, Ah Ting's cooking skills are better than before. This sea cucumber is very good."

The people at the table began to chat lively again, "Dad will ask you when I get back, you don't really plan to have a showdown with him, do you?" Song Yu said in a low voice, "Brother, think about it, you It's more serious than mine."

"Early treatment is better than late treatment. As long as Dad is fine, I never care about the rest."

"I'm afraid that Dad will never accept this."

Song Xu smiled, but didn't speak.

Song Xu and Song Yu went home after dinner.

Song Zhonghui and Su Yun returned home at nine o'clock.Song Zhonghui drank some wine, and Song Xu made him a glass of honey water.

Song Zhonghui took the cup, "Ah Xu, sit down, let's chat."

Song Xu sat on the sofa calmly, Song Yu and Su Yun also sat down, Su Yun persuaded: "It's okay to talk tomorrow."

Song Zhonghui looked at Song Xu, "You really don't plan to go back to Ningcheng?"

"Yes."

Song Zhonghui nodded, "I never expected you to come back either. After so many years of duplicity, you finally don't want to pretend, do you?"

"What are you talking about, you're drunk." Su Yun sat down.Song Zhonghui sneered, "He doesn't see us in his eyes, he always does what he wants, you see he comes back several times a year, you see he would rather spend time with an old man in Qicheng this year. Willing to come back with us."

"The more you talk, the more you go too far." Su Yun comforted him, "Go take a bath and sleep."

"Su Yun, I find you very strange. Didn't you want the child to stay by your side the most before? Now why do you see it so openly, and I'm the only one who is angry?" Song Zhonghui looked at her, "Do you know something? , What shameful thing did this kid Song Xu do?"

Su Yun choked on his words.

Song Zhonghui looked at Song Xu, and Su Yun came to his senses in an instant, and said decisively, "Song Xu, today is not the time to talk about this matter, we will talk about it tomorrow if we have anything to do."

"There's nothing you can't say," Song Zhonghui shouted like a thunderstorm, "Say!"

Song Yu stood in front of Song Xu, "Dad had a drink today, it's really not suitable, brother, why don't you go to sleep somewhere else at night, come back tomorrow, I'll have a good chat with Dad tomorrow."

Song Xu smiled, stood up, gently pulled Song Yu to the back, sat in front of Song Zhonghui again, and looked at him.

"I didn't do anything harmful, so you don't have to be so angry."

"Before I was willing to come back, it wasn't duplicity. I really thought about coming back to accompany you."

"But it doesn't work now. My coming back will not be a good thing to your parents."

"I'm with a boy."

Song Zhonghui seemed to be digesting what Song Xu said, but he didn't respond for a long time.

Song Yu became nervous, and quickly said, "Dad, brother..." Before he finished speaking, Song Zhonghui raised his hand and slapped Song Xu to the ground with a slap. He stood up, "You, you, you, He trembled, "You said you like boys?"

"Are you cheap or not, you."

"Old Song, are you crazy?" Su Yun hurried over to help Song Xu up, "Is there any injury? Are you okay?"

"Look at him, am I crazy or is he crazy?" Song Zhonghui pointed at Song Xu and scolded, "Like boys? Why don't you die!"

"Dad!" Song Yu was also anxious, "Just say it, why did you hit someone?"

Song Xu stood up, touched his face, and smiled, "It's not the first time he hit me, it's okay, calm down."

Song Zhonghui laughed angrily, "Look at him, if he cared about his parents, he wouldn't do such a crazy thing. How could I have such a son, I can't afford to lose this man."

"It's okay, I didn't think you would accept it, I just told you." Song Xu said calmly, "I won't make things difficult for you."

"Why, you still want to go on with that person?" Song Zhonghui snorted coldly, "Stop it immediately."

Song Xu looked at him calmly, Song Zhonghui looked into his eyes, and became angry again. He raised his hand, and Song Yu hurriedly stopped his father, "Dad, he is very good to brother."

"You know about this?" Song Zhonghui looked at Song Yu, "You know it and keep it from him? You are really good brothers."

Song Zhonghui sneered, and looked at Su Yun again, "You know that too, don't you?"

Su Yun was silent, he glanced at the house, "I was the only one who was kept in the dark."

"Okay, okay," Song Zhonghui looked at Song Xu, "I'll put my words here, if you dare to stay with that person, you won't have this family, and I will do what I say." He sneered again, "I even forgot Well, you didn't have this home in your heart."

"Okay then, get out of here."

Song Xu looked at Song Zhonghui, and suddenly smiled, "Didn't you never have my son in your heart? Why are you so angry in the end?"

Song Zhonghui looked at Song Xu with mocking eyes, and before Song Yu could react, he slapped Song Xu again. "Say it again if you have the ability. Did I raise you for nothing all these years?"

"Song Zhonghui, are you sick!" Su Yun roared.

Song Xu smiled at Su Yun and looked at Song Zhonghui. "When I was five years old, why didn't you pick me up when you came back?"

Song Zhonghui's expression froze, "If your grandparents hadn't left, would you plan to let me grow up in their parents' home?"

Song Xu touched his face, "You dare not answer, don't you? Yes, how dare you say it. How can you tell your child, because the fortune teller told you that I took away your luck and made you feel depressed I just came back from Shenzhen without any success."

"Dad," Song Xu looked at Song Zhonghui, "Do you know that your love is almost on Song Yu, me," Song Xu laughed at himself, "I think you care about me, but since childhood , you never hugged me, did you?"

"You never know what I like to do, do you?"

"You don't know why I was so obedient since I was a child, don't you?"

"Forget it, in the end I'm still sorry for you, and I don't force you to accept me like this."

Song Xu looked at Su Yun, his expression warmed up, but tears could not be suppressed: "Mom, before I met him, I really wanted to stay in Ningcheng to accompany you. I don't care, I think at least you will Be happy."

"But I'm sorry, it's only when I'm with him that I realize that I am worthy of being loved. It turns out that someone really loves me."

Su Yun hugged Song Xu with tears in his eyes, "Silly boy, mom has always loved you. I have always loved you, mom is not afraid," Su Yun wiped Song Xu's tears, "I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, okay It's okay, kid, don't be afraid."

"Song Yu," Su Yun took a deep breath, "Take your brother away, don't come back tonight. Parents have something to talk about."

Song Yu took Song Xu and left the house. Song Zhonghui wanted to say something several times, but couldn't say it.Su Yun looked at him, and then remembered that they had been together for almost 30 years.That high-spirited person is now like this.

"Are you pampering your son like this?" Song Zhonghui looked at him and Su Yun who was standing opposite him, "Are you crazy too?"

"I'm not crazy." Su Yun looked at him calmly, "That's our child, I have to accept it all."

"Besides," Su Yun looked directly at Song Zhonghui, "The question is not whether he likes men or women, I'll ask you."

"After so many years, why can't I let go of the fortune-telling words?"

Su Yun's tone became serious, "Our child! That is the child I worked so hard to give birth to for you! He is blaming you, do you know that!"

"From childhood to adulthood, he has never caused any trouble for us. He is always the most obedient among relatives and friends, and is always the one who is most willing to suffer. But why are you so reluctant to let go!"

"When did you praise him?"

"When did you hug him?"

"You don't know anything, you just know to listen to your elder brother, everything he says is right, but look at your two sons!"

"Why do they have to live according to our ideas? Everyone opposed you to go to Shenzhen, why did you have to go!"

"Yes, I have selfish intentions." Su Yun said, "I obviously feel that something is wrong, but I think it is a good thing for the children to be around, and I can help them. I also want them to be by my side."

"But Zhonghui," Su Yun looked at him, "Song Xu obviously cared about you, but you pushed him away first, you can't blame others, you can only blame yourself, you didn't be a good father, you You are not qualified to point fingers at his life!"

"Do you know what your son likes?" Su Yun laughed while crying, "He likes to write novels."

"I only found out recently."

"Your son, by the time he graduated from high school, had already written two novels and earned hundreds of thousands."

"You always think that Song Yu is the best, but you never got to know Song Xu."

"It's still too late, isn't it?" Su Yun walked to Song Zhonghui's side, "No matter what he is, he is our son after all, isn't he? As long as they live well, what does it matter?"

Song Zhonghui sat on the sofa weakly, and Su Yun sat down with him, "Think about it for yourself, Zhonghui, you should grow up too."