I only like you when I'm a junior

Li Luoting went back after lunch. Song Xu wanted to take the plane to the airport after four o'clock in the afternoon, but Li Luoting refused, so she sent it to the high-speed rail station and went back to the dormitory.Lin Zehuan and Xu Cong were not there, Jiang Mingchuan looked at him and said, "Send him off?"

Song Xu sat on the chair and looked at the time. It was past two o'clock and three o'clock, and he might not be able to wake up until after five o'clock, "Drinking tea, Brother Chuan?"

Jiang Mingchuan turned his chair around, "What do you want to drink?"

"Choose one, there's a little more of everything."

"Then drink red."

"That's it." Song Xu boiled the water, took out a set of tea sets, and took out the table where they usually used the side stove, poured the tea, washed the tea and cups, and flowed smoothly.

"I rarely see you drinking tea with this."

"It's too troublesome. I usually just grab some tea and pour it into a cup to make a big cup. I can't sleep even thinking about it today. Make tea as a rest and go to the library at night. Drink it."

Jiang Mingchuan picked up the teacup and drank it cautiously, "This tea is not bad."

Song Xu smiled, "It's more than 7000 a catty."

Jiang Mingchuan almost trembled, Song Xu smiled and said, "Don't be nervous, I only have two packs. That box of tea was brought back by a good friend of my dad last time. I brought two packs with me when I went home last time. We Even my family can't afford such expensive tea."

"Then I have to taste it." Jiang Mingchuan held the cup steady, and Song Xu looked a little funny at him, "Whatever, I can't drink it, as long as it tastes good, is it really worth the price? I know. Drink it at ease."

"By the way," Jiang Mingchuan asked again pretending not to care, "What did sister Luo give you in the painting?"

"I haven't watched it yet." Song Xu poured another cup of tea for Jiang Mingchuan, "It's so mysterious, I have to wait until she leaves to watch it." I went to take it out and have a look.Anyway, as soon as he took it, he opened the painting tube, pulled the painting out of the tube, and slowly opened it. Jiang Mingchuan was facing the painting. It was an oil painting, a river, and the shore was closer. Someone was running. On the left are two fat students running and cheering each other on, and on the right are two slender people walking. Just as Jiang Mingchuan was about to ask what this meant, Song Xu was stunned. After a long time, the corners of his mouth slowly Forming an arc, her eyes were full of tenderness, "She is..."

Song Xu said to himself, he put away the painting, moved very gently, for fear of damaging the painting, put it in the closet and hid it, then sat down facing Jiang Mingchuan, and drank the cup of tea that had become warm. Tea.

"Really, if I open it in front of her, I might really lose my composure."

Jiang Mingchuan asked directly, "Why are you so moved?"

Song Xu said with a smile: "Some past events, I always feel emotional when I think about them."

"Can you say it?" Jiang Mingchuan noticed that his tone might be a little urgent, so he slowed down, "I really want to hear it."

Song Xu thought for a while and said, "Sure, it's not a secret."

"Brother Chuan should have been praised for being handsome since he was a child."

Jiang Mingchuan nodded, and Song Xu was making tea, "But I'm not. Before I went to college, I was really fat, dark and ugly, with a crew cut. I'm the kind of gentle fat guy you should have in your class. .”

Jiang Mingchuan was stunned. There was really no way to connect the handsome guy in front of him with that kind of fat guy. Song Xu looked up at him, smiled and shook his head, "It's actually not bad. My grades in middle school can't be said to be particularly good, but the last one This school is okay, but at school she is just an ordinary person. Luoluo is the same, she is fat, and she has always been a nice person. After the college entrance examination, we encouraged each other to lose weight and look better, and to live a new life when we went to college. Life, those days were quite difficult, and now I think about it with emotion."

Song Xu spoke plainly, but Jiang Mingchuan subconsciously felt that Song Xu had hidden a lot of words. The weight loss might be true, but the reason must not be that simple. Song Xu continued to make tea, chatting with a smile: "I was still very resistant to makeup, but Luoluo said, who knows if we can look good if we lose weight, if it's still ugly, it won't be too bad, we have to be prepared, plus she didn't dare to draw eyeliner by herself at the beginning, she insisted on me to follow suit, and the result was that During the summer vacation, I was forced to learn a lot of makeup knowledge and dressing skills."

Jiang Mingchuan also laughed, "It turns out that the handsome guy and the beautiful girl are really thin."

"It's not comparable to someone who is inherently superior like you, but it's still pretty good. Sometimes you are too mentally weak to put on a simple makeup and look at it to cheer yourself up."

The two chatted for a while, Song Xu put away the tea set and went out to wash, the mobile phone in the dormitory vibrated, Jiang Mingchuan glanced, it was Song Xu's father, he took it out to Song Xu, Song Xu took it, and motioned Jiang Mingchuan pressed the answer button and played it.

"Dad, what's the matter?"

"What are you doing?" The voice of a man in his 50s came from over there.

"I just did some washing, and I'm going to the library later. What's the matter?" Song Xu turned off the tap.

"Haha, it's okay, it's just that your brother said that he will go home next weekend, why don't you come back for dinner together?"

Jiang Mingchuan could see Song Xu's reluctance flashing past, but soon Song Xu smiled and said, "Okay, then I'll check the high-speed rail ticket later."

"By the way, Ah Xu, do you still want to take the postgraduate entrance examination? Or listen to what your father said, take the civil servant examination, and go back to our place to take the examination. We have everything at home."

Song Xu interrupted his father's words: "Dad, haven't we discussed it before? There is still time to take the civil service exam after graduate school, and there are still many choices."

"Hey, I'm not afraid that you will waste another year if you don't pass the exam. After all, your school is also average. Unlike your younger brother who is a bachelor, master, and Ph.D student, it is always a good thing to prepare early. Look at your uncle's daughter. It’s great that I’ve passed the exam and got married, and the marriage is settled.”

"Dad, let's talk later. Hang up first."

Jiang Mingchuan didn't want to hear it at first, but Song Xu kept playing it outside, and the sound insulation effect of the window was average, so he could hear it at random. Song Xu walked in with a calm expression, "Brother Chuan, I'm going to the library."

"Oh, I see. I'm a busy person." Jiang Mingchuan joked with him, trying to ease the atmosphere, Song Xu smiled at him, and when Song Xu packed up the things he was going to take to see and was about to leave the dormitory, Jiang Mingchuan mustered up his courage, "Well, Song Xu."

"What's the matter?" Song Xu looked at him, and Jiang Mingchuan took out a small exquisitely packaged box from his bag, and said, "Well, I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday last night, so I took it and put it in the dormitory and forgot to take it back. Yes. For you."

Song Xu was a little surprised, took the box, "Thank you Brother Chuan, what is it?"

"Small stuff, I saw it before and thought you might like it, so I bought it." Jiang Mingchuan turned his head away, not knowing why his heart beat faster, and giving a friend a gift made him feel like a guilty conscience. "

"It's so beautifully packaged, I really can't bear to open it." Song Xu put the gift in the bag, "Thank you again Brother Chuan, you're kind. Just let me know if you want to have supper tonight, and I'll bring it for you when I come back from the museum .”

When Song Xu closed the door, Jiang Mingchuan felt a sense of disappointment. He thought that Song Xu would open it face to face, just like looking at Song Xu's expression except for the approachable smile that hangs on his face all the time, just like he was drunk before .After thinking about it, he began to feel that there was something wrong with him again, and the more he thought about it, the more irritable he became, he changed his clothes and took a basketball to the court to play.

Song Xu walked to the door of the library, looked at it for a long time, and walked towards the teaching building in the opposite direction. The teaching building on Sunday was empty. Song Xu walked to the fifth floor. There was a big terrace next to the classroom. The teaching building itself was located in the middle of the school. At the highest point, you can see the entire school, and he sat quietly, remembering what Li Luoting had said to him.

"Think about how you feel."

He laughed at himself. The civil servant exam seemed to be an inevitable path for his family. His younger brother was smart and chose to study medicine directly, but he didn't do well in the college entrance examination. The so-called weighing the pros and cons was chosen by his parents as a major for the exam. As a civil servant, in the words of my parents, "You have a mediocre education. You don't have any outstanding places. This path is the most stable." Later, I told my parents that I wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination. At first, no one objected, but I still nagged It is said that he may not be able to get into those universities, and he can also be admitted to the civil servants first to get a part-time graduate student and then he can go up.

In fact, Song Xu was really afraid. He was not interested in civil servants, and he didn't like this profession much.Now he can learn well with relatively shallow undergraduate knowledge, and the hard work of studying can be balanced by club life. When he really reaches his senior year and goes all out, he may not be able to hold on. Song Xu, who is omnipotent, always relies on many other things. Things come to numb him to go and learn, but now looking at the mathematics and professional courses for the postgraduate entrance examination, he really feels that he is too tired, and he has to suppress his impatience every time he studies, but what he really wants to do is too illusory. The world is real. He knows that at his age, the way forward is to survive. It is difficult to look up at the starry sky and move forward step by step. He has passed the time when he can dream.

Unknowingly put his hand on the schoolbag, thinking about something, he pressed a box with his hand hard. Song Xu's hand was pricked by a corner, and he remembered that Jiang Mingchuan had given him a gift.

He took out the gift and slowly opened it to find a doll pendant.

"Yagumon?" He looked at the little orange dinosaur, and remembered that after he bought his computer, he felt that the desktop wallpaper was not good-looking, so he went to Baidu to find pictures, and happened to see Agumon's naive appearance. I just changed that picture, and I haven’t changed the desktop wallpaper since then.So Jiang Mingchuan thought he liked Yagumon very much.

He was more careful than expected.Song Xu thought, he put Yagumon in front of him, and greeted him, "Hello, Yagumon, can you give me some courage."

"Yes." A familiar voice came from behind. Song Xu turned his head to look. After a long time, when he thought of that scene, his heart would be inexplicably moved. The boy was wearing a basketball uniform with a ball in his hand. The setting sun shone on his body with golden light. Let the remaining drops of sweat shine brightly, Jiang Mingchuan walked towards him, his amorous eyes kept looking at him, Song Xu's mind inexplicably remembered that weekend when Jiang Mingchuan got up to brush his teeth, he looked towards the window sill after finishing the words Well, Jiang Mingchuan was also so clean, as if all the troubles had nothing to do with him. At that time, he felt that this person really wanted to have a better relationship with him.