I only like you when I'm a junior

"There are three rooms." Xu Cong and Lin Zehuan came to the door with the vegetables that Song Xu told them to buy. Today was the first day that Jiang Mingchuan and Song Xu lived together, and sighed, "So sometimes we can come here to spend the night."

"It's ok, if you come here to take a shower when the dormitory has no water." Song Xu had just finished tidying up his things.Jiang Mingchuan and Zhao Youlin were still busy, and it was only four o'clock in the afternoon, and they made an appointment to have a hotpot together at 7 o'clock in the evening.

"You are fine here." Lin Zehuan sat on the sofa in the living room, "The owner of this house is quite stylish."

"After all, he used to live in it by himself, and it was the children who moved out when they were about to go to junior high school." Song Xu put all the meat in the refrigerator.After washing the tea set, I brought it out, "What kind of tea do you want?"

"Anything is fine." Lin Zehuan poured the filtered water to boil, "Are you going to Sister Luoluo's place next week? Does she know about your relationship?"

"Understood." Song Xu took a pack of Tieguanyin, and shouted at Xu Cong who was still visiting: "Brother Cong, can Tieguanyin work?"

"Anything is fine." Xu Cong came out of the room, "My good fellow, your bed is too big."

The bed in the master bedroom is custom-made, 2 meters 4 x 2 meters.When Song Xu went to Taobao to buy bed sheets and quilt covers, he searched for a long time, and finally found someone to order a three-piece set.

"The twins born by the owner slept together as a family before they went to elementary school, a specially made bed."

The water boiled, and Song Xu chatted while making tea: "Brother Cong plans to work here?"

"It hasn't been decided yet." Xu Cong sighed, "It just so happens that the company here has an internship opportunity, whether you can become a full-time employee or not is another matter."

"How about you, how are you preparing for graduate school?"

"That's it. The rest is fine. If you don't understand, you can discuss it with Song Xu. It's just that you get dizzy after reading professional books on interdisciplinary subjects."

Lin Zehuan picked up the tea, "I didn't expect the four years of college to pass so quickly, and we will graduate soon."

"Yeah, I didn't really feel it during the internship." Xu Cong sighed, "It's just when I hear Xiaolin complaining about too many classes and club affairs, I realize that I don't have these troubles anymore. "

Song Xu smiled and said: "If you want to have one, you can also join our postgraduate entrance examination team."

"No, no, it's my extraordinary performance to be admitted to this school. I can't stand the pain of studying anymore. Speaking of this, when I start preparing for the thesis at the end of the term, I will probably die of worry again."

"Let's not talk about that, let's talk about you and Jiang Mingchuan." Xu Cong put down his teacup, "Have you thought about what to do in the future?"

"That's right, our friends must bless you two, but can your parents accept it? I'm not pouring cold water on you, Song Xu, some parents really can't accept this kind of relationship. My family a few years ago There was one, his mother committed suicide by swallowing medicine..."

"Can you find the right time to talk about this? Is it suitable to talk about this kind of topic today?" Lin Zehuan kicked him impatiently, "No wonder you always make your girlfriend angry."

"It's okay." Song Xu smiled, "Brother Cong is also kind."

"Actually, Ming Chuan's parents know that we are together. We also had dinner together, they don't mind that." Song Xu made another cup of tea.

"As for my parents." Song Xu said, "To be honest, I don't know how to start, so I always feel that I owe him a lot. In fact, it is my problem in the end. But I will work hard to solve it, at least this I don’t want to owe him anything in this relationship, if he doesn’t let go, I will definitely not give up.”

Lin Zehuan and Xu Cong actually heard that the people on Song Xu's side were very traditional, but seeing that Song Xu was so determined, they had confidence in them, because Song Xu would definitely do what he wanted to do. .

The three of them didn't continue this topic. After chatting for a while, they went to prepare the hot pot for the evening.

It's already ten o'clock after eating and tidying up. The opening will be held tomorrow, so everyone will go back to rest first.Jiang Mingchuan came out of the shower and found Song Xu standing on the balcony.When he found Song Xu alone recently, he would fall into deep thought from time to time.

He hugged Song Xu, "What are you thinking about?"

"When I stand in the wind, I feel that I am far away from the life I imagined before." Song Xu said, "When you are holding me now, I feel that my future life should be like this. "

Song Xu turned around and looked at Jiang Mingchuan, "Jiang Mingchuan, you always say that I just like you, and you don't mind."

"But I do mind."

"I'm afraid I really just like you. Like how you treat me."

Song Xu seemed to change the subject again, "Did you know?"

"I love it when you hold me."

"Every time you hug me, the omnipotent Song Xu will disappear, and the me who is still in high school and still has hope will come back."

"I know." Jiang Mingchuan wrapped his arms around Song Xu's waist, "But you are you, and you have never been sealed by yourself. That omnipotent Song Xu is here to protect you before I show up."

"With me here, his responsibilities are over, and he can happily choose to be that child who hasn't grown up yet."

Why is his face wet, Song Xu thought.He didn't realize it until Jiang Mingchuan gently wiped away the tears from his eyes with his hand.It turned out that he was crying.

The last time he cried was after he made the decision not to write novels, he cried all afternoon in the old house, and then he began to become the beloved Song Xu.

It turned out that I was really still that sensitive little crying bag longing for love.

But Song Xu didn't cry for too long. He leaned on Jiang Mingchuan's strong chest and listened to Jiang Mingchuan's heartbeat, and calmed down.

After he calmed down, he dragged Jiang Mingchuan to the smallest room, which was filled with various materials and books, a desk, a new printer, and various newly purchased file folders.

"I know you know about my past." Song Xu said to Jiang Mingchuan, "It's just that the two of us have tacit understanding, and we don't want to expose each other."

"You're waiting for the time when I really trust you and rely on you."

Jiang Mingchuan clenched his hands, "I understand that everyone has secrets. Although I don't have any secrets from you, you can keep yours."

Song Xu was holding the top folder, which seemed to contain a thick pile of materials, and he sent it to Jiang Mingchuan.

Jiang Mingchuan opened the folder, the first page read, "Wishing the Sea 3", he looked up at Song Xu.

"You tested me, and now this is my answer."

Song Xu laughed, and the red eye sockets in the smile was actually a kind of scenery. "You always say take your time."

"Now I don't want to."

"I want to love you without any secrets."

"I want to love you without self."

"I want to love you so much that I lose my mind."

"I want to love you so much that from now on, you will never meet someone who loves you so much. All the order in this world has nothing to do with him. All feelings are inferior to one ten-thousandth of loving you. In the future, only you and I will love each other."

"Are you afraid, Jiang Mingchuan?" Song Xu looked at Jiang Mingchuan, and Jiang Mingchuan put down the folder.He picked up Song Xu and walked towards the master bedroom.

"I will love you to your body, and there will always be traces of me."

"I will love you to the core of your mind, and will always be the image of me loving you."

"I will love you so much that if you die first, I will come to accompany you in the next second."

"I'm not afraid. If you want to become a lunatic, I will be your slave and I am willing to be tortured by you."