I only like you when I'm a junior

When Jiang Mingchuan just woke up from a nap, Song Xu was reading a book at the desk next to him. It seemed to be a novel, drawing something with his brush from time to time.

Song Xu's hair is a bit long, and he tied the hair in front of his forehead into a small tug with a small hair tie. It should be because he is at home, but he is still a little fat. His face is a bit sensual, and the lines on his face are not so sharp. more gentle.

He simply wore a white T-shirt and a pair of cropped trousers. The light from the window screen was much gentler to him, and he looked extraordinarily refreshing.

Jiang Mingchuan looked at Song Xu's legs, probably because he hadn't been exposed to the sun much, Song Xu's legs looked a few shades paler than his arms.Because of frequent swimming, the calf is slender, and the thigh muscles are relaxed, and then go inside... Jiang Mingchuan felt something, turned over, Song Xu noticed the sound, glanced at the bed, Jiang Mingchuan turned around again, and the two met. watching.

"woke up?"

Jiang Mingchuan actually noticed that since they were together, when the two were alone, Song Xu had somewhat removed the shell, and his voice would be softer. Jiang Mingchuan motioned for him to come over.

Song Xu smiled and walked over, "It's almost two o'clock after lunch, and it's only three o'clock now, you can sleep for a while." Jiang Mingchuan hugged him, pulled him onto the bed, and said with a smile: " Then sleep together?"

"Don't make trouble." Song Xu smiled and wanted to break away. Jiang Mingchuan deliberately teased him. Sleepy."

Then he took a mouthful of Song Xu forcefully, and found that Song Xu's face was suddenly very red, he squeezed Song Xu's face, "What's the matter, are you hot?"

"Jiang Mingchuan, you," it was rare to see Song Xu stuttering, Jiang Mingchuan felt curious and amused, "What's wrong with me?"

"Can you get up first?" Song Xu said with some difficulty, in Jiang Mingchuan's eyes, it seemed that Song Xu had become shy.

Jiang Mingchuan let out an oh, and was about to get up when he suddenly realized that Song Xu was being shy. Something was stuck between Song Xu's legs, so he swallowed, feeling a little embarrassed, "That's it. , facing your boyfriend, it's just a courtesy, isn't it?"

Song Xu was ashamed and annoyed. He was already a little embarrassed, but when Jiang Mingchuan said it, some strange images appeared in his mind.

Just as he was about to push Jiang Mingchuan away, Jiang Mingchuan pressed even tighter. Like a big dog, he pointed to his cheek and motioned for Song Xu. Pushing away the successful Jiang Mingchuan, he cursed: "Are you a dog?Have fun every day. "

Jiang Mingchuan was lying on his side on the bed, his already sentimental eyes were a little sinister, he really looked like a playboy, "I'm obedient, you can do whatever you want." He also specially emphasized the pronunciation of the word dry, It was really interesting to tease the usually calm Song Xu, and it made him start to get a little bit overwhelmed. "

Song Xu looked at Jiang Mingchuan's triumphant look and snorted coldly.Jiang Mingchuan was wondering what this meant. Song Xu pushed Jiang Mingchuan, got on the bed and pressed Jiang Mingchuan's hands, put his right leg between Jiang Mingchuan's legs on purpose, rubbed gently, leaned over and Jiang Mingchuan After kissing, Jiang Mingchuan, who was already very angry, was directly hooked by Song Xu to make him even more angry, and he was about to hold Song Xu under him and have a good time.

Song Xu quickly got out of bed, walked towards the bathroom and said, "I can't cure you yet." Then he walked faster and faster, took the mobile phone from the table, went into the hotel bathroom and opened the door directly. locked.

Jiang Mingchuan lay on the bed, paused for half a second, and said suddenly, "Damn!"

Song Xu secretly laughed for a while in the bathroom, and the screen of the phone lit up.Song Xu opened WeChat, Li Yuan sent a location, and then popped up, "7 o'clock in the evening is fine, how much is your brother's WeChat, I'd better add him first. You can tell him later."

Song Xu said, "Okay, let me first ask if he is free today."

Then open the dialog box with Xu Changting, "Brother, let's have dinner together at seven o'clock tonight, and brother Li Yuan, he is back, and I should add you on WeChat later." Then transfer the address to Xu Changting.

Song Xu swiped his phone in the bathroom for a while before going out. Jiang Mingchuan had already gotten up, sat where he had just sat, tilted his head, and was still resting with his eyes closed.Song Xu raised the corners of his mouth unknowingly, walked over, and rubbed his temples, "I told you to sleep more, but you didn't sleep, and now you're listless here again."

Jiang Mingchuan didn't bother Song Xu any more, closed his eyes, and said with a look of enjoyment, "What shall we eat tonight?"

Song Xu knew that Jiang Mingchuan was still brooding, so he deliberately misinterpreted his meaning, "Ye Xiao will take you to a very delicious noodle soup restaurant. I haven't been there for a long time."

"You know how to perfunctory me." Jiang Mingchuan opened his eyes, turned the chair, hugged Song Xu on his lap, and put his head on Song Xu's shoulder, "I still don't like that person very much, I'll wait near where you eat You, you come out after dinner, otherwise your poor boyfriend will wait for a long time, wandering alone in an unfamiliar place, how pitiful it is."

Song Xu slapped him backhandedly, "In the business district, there is a movie theater over there, you can go to the movies."

"Then you should come out early and go on a movie date with me." Song Xu looked at him sideways, "Actually, there is something I want to ask you. Is it necessary to always stick together when we are in love?"

"Don't you like it?" Jiang Mingchuan looked at Song Xu.

"It's not that I don't like it, maybe I'm just not used to it." Song Xu smiled, but said seriously: "I'm actually a little scared. I'm afraid you like me too much, but I don't know how to be worthy of it." I like you as much as you do. Besides," Song Xu sighed, "I've been under a lot of pressure recently."

"It's okay, tell me, I'm willing to listen." Jiang Mingchuan didn't play in a playful tone.

"Too many things came to me at once. When I was exploring, you came out of the closet because of me opening a sugar shop, and you got the support of your parents. Ming Chuan."

Song Xu didn't look at him again, just looked down at his feet, "I haven't even got to know you seriously, you've done so many things, I'm afraid I really don't have the energy to repay you in the end, my Parents may not be as accessible as your parents, and I don't have much confidence to go on. If you now..."

Song Xu's mouth was gently covered by Jiang Mingchuan. He turned Song Xu around and looked at him seriously, "Song Xu has some things that cannot be said."

"I used to never think about what to do seriously, nor what it's like to like someone." Jiang Mingchuan said: "My brother is very powerful, and he has been better than me since he was a child, but my parents never gave me any advice. I'm under pressure, and my brother has always been nice to me like a brother, just like you are to Song Yu."

"I have always lived so freely. I can do whatever I want. I don't have to think about who I am. My dad, my mom, and even my brother have already chosen a lot of them for me. They laid them out for me. way."

"I have been in a lot of relationships in college, and it was because others liked me. I agreed to it because I thought it was a good relationship. I always thought that I would treat them well. I bought gifts on the anniversary and went out together when I was free. It doesn’t seem to be a big problem to go shopping and eat.”

"If things go well, I have a car, a house, a job, someone to take care of, and someone to like me. I will get married and have children soon. I can easily hold things that others have worked hard for for a long time. I know that I am fine. Compared with this Most people in the world would be far better off."

"But Song Xu," Jiang Mingchuan touched his face, "falling in love with you is the happiest and wisest thing in my life."

"If you ask me when I like you, many scenes will flash in my mind, but when I know I like you, I can tell you very clearly, that day, when I put you in my future plan , and when this idea is extremely clear and firm, this is liking.”

"Because I like you, I know how much I used to go too far. I'm sorry for my ex-girlfriends. The respect and space I give them is polite alienation, not the understanding and perfection after a heart flutters. .I feel an unconscious sense of guilt when I see Lin Yue now,"

"Also, maybe I started making sugar water to chase after you, but later on I really liked it more and more, and my dad and I visited many of his friends, and I also know that the current environment may not be so good , but I have never had such a firm idea, I want to do it, keep doing it, and do it well."

"Song Xu, I have become a better me, and I like you more because you have changed me. You just need to know that you have changed me a lot before you know it. Let's take it slowly in the future. How did you Everything is fine, but let’s do the rest slowly, you deserve my liking, you don’t need to exchange it, when you really like me, you will know how happy it is to like you.”

Song Xu looked at him quietly, as if he wanted to see this person clearly, but he could only see the seriousness and concern in his eyes. After watching for a long time, he suddenly hugged Jiang Mingchuan and hugged Jiang Mingchuan quietly without saying a word. .After a long time, he whispered in Jiang Mingchuan's ear, "I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?" Jiang Mingchuan asked softly.

Song Xu didn't say anything more, and Jiang Mingchuan didn't ask any more questions, but said softly, "Let's just stay like this for a while, shall we?"

"it is good."

Song Xu closed his eyes, and all he inhaled was the smell of Jiang Mingchuan's body. The faint hormones mixed with the woody aroma of the shower gel made him feel at ease and even a little sleepy.Jiang Mingchuan lay back, gently stroking Song Xu's back, feeling Song Xu gradually relax, he suddenly remembered what Song Yu said.

"My brother is a person who believes in love but never believes that he can be loved. The little love he got from my dad made him feel that he must do something before others will give him love. It’s extravagant, he thinks he doesn’t have to think so much if he doesn’t want anything, so Brother Chuan, don’t look at my brother who is so talkative, but you must be prepared. He will run away at any time because he is afraid of losing, you must hold on tight he."

Jiang Mingchuan felt Song Xu's head resting on his shoulder, and he stretched out a hand to gently stroke Song Xu's soft hair, "Go to sleep, I'm here."