I only like you when I'm a junior

When Song Xu arrived at the playground, Jiang Mingchuan was already sitting in the middle of the playground with a few bottles of wine beside him.Song Xu sat next to him, looking at Jiang Mingchuan's profile. He was looking at the sky, wondering what he was thinking.

"Didn't you go to the bar? Why did you arrive at school so soon?" Song Xu asked.

Jiang Mingchuan turned around and glanced at Song Xu, "It's in the tavern opposite the school."

"You," Song Xu felt a little embarrassed, "doveted your friends?"

Jiang Mingchuan smiled, "That's right, but I bought them three dozen wines, and they played dice over there." He pointed to the wine bottles beside him, "How many cans did you bring back, how about some?"

"No." Song Xu shook his head.

Jiang Mingchuan didn't force him, opened a can by himself, drank a few sips, and said, "You think I'm in a bad mood?"

Song Xu hummed.

"Why do you think that, that I'm mad at you?"

"I don't know, I just think you don't want to talk to me, but I don't know why you don't want to talk to me all of a sudden, it makes me very aggrieved, I was really annoying tonight, you..."

"What's bothering you?" Jiang Mingchuan held the wine jar, tilted his face, and looked at Song Xu. Song Xu was stunned by his eyes. Song Xu didn't know what kind of expression it was. Slightly tipsy.

"What's bothering you?" Jiang Mingchuan asked again, his voice was low but inexplicably gentle. For a moment, Song Xu felt that he couldn't hear other noisy voices in the playground. He only knew that Jiang Mingchuan was looking at him with gentleness. Feeling wronged for no reason, Song Xu took a deep breath.

"I just feel very confused and unhappy." Song Xu said.

"Why?" Jiang Mingchuan still asked gently.

"Someone confessed to me again, a little embarrassed and a little confused." Song Xu said.

"Boy or girl?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

"Huh?" Song Xu glanced at Jiang Mingchuan, "Why do you ask this question?"

Jiang Mingchuan chuckled and said, "Maybe you don't even know that you are attracted to boys."

"Really." Song Xu lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Zou Kai confessed to me." Song Xu said.

Jiang Mingchuan hummed, and Song Xu looked at him, "Aren't you surprised?"

Jiang Mingchuan said, "I know he likes you."

Song Xu looked at Jiang Mingchuan in surprise. Jiang Mingchuan took a sip of beer and said, "You didn't even notice that he often looks at you. His eyes can't be deceiving."

"I really never noticed it." Song Xu laughed, "Have you seen it all?"

"Me." Jiang Mingchuan finished drinking one can and opened another, "I saw the truth."

"what?"

"When I went to put things away, I found the two of you chatting, and then he held your hand, and I left."

Song Xu said "Ah?", "Did you hear what we are talking about?"

Jiang Mingchuan was embarrassed to say that he just saw Song Xu's hand being held and left in a huff, so he could only say, "I just saw it when I passed by, and I didn't hear anything."

"It's like this." Song Xu nodded, "In fact, he told me twice, last time I rejected him very directly, and then his autism caused some troubles in our club. Today, Wu Qian and the others are looking for I went to chat for a while, so I went to talk to him without even thinking about it, and it turned out that I don't seem to be very good at dealing with this kind of feeling..." Song Xu's voice became lower and lower.

"So you still didn't agree in the end, right?" Jiang Mingchuan remained calm, but he was nervous and drank a few more sips of wine.

"Yeah, that's not right, I promised half of it." After Song Xu finished speaking, Jiang Mingchuan couldn't control his gloomy face, and Song Xu continued: "I promised him that he won't fall in love until the end of the Cultural Month event. He's right, I'm not interested in feelings, at least I can do this."

Jiang Mingchuan slowly relaxed. He was in a mixed mood, both happy and disappointed.

"But I think I'm weird." Song Xu lay on the lawn, "Look at me, I don't even reject the fact that boys like me, and to be honest, Zou Kai is already considered a very good group, he said he If you are willing to take your time, just be a close friend and stay with me first, and you can see that a person like him, even if he likes boys, is easy to fall in love with. He is handsome, has a good personality, and has nothing Fatiao, but I really resist, but I can't tell the reason, I'm really at a loss."

"Is it because you don't have the tendency to like boys in your bones?" Jiang Mingchuan became nervous again, he didn't realize that he was about to finish the half dozen drinks he brought back.

"Compared to the matter of liking boys or not, I have no feeling at all about liking someone. You know I have been busy all the time, studying sports club competitions, and I have never been distracted to do other things, not to mention liking Boys, I like girls, look at Luoluo, is there a girl more suitable for me than her? No more, but I just want to protect her like a younger sister, I really can't imagine other possibilities sex."

"What if one day Luoluo says that she really likes you?" Jiang Mingchuan asked.

"Her." Song Xu smiled, "We used to say that if the two of us graduate and are still single at the age of 25, we should try to be together, but Luoluo is a vibrant person."

Jiang Mingchuan didn't understand what vitality meant, and Song Xu didn't go on. Song Xu asked, "Jiang Mingchuan, do you always like girls every time you're with them? Why can you like someone so easily?"

Jiang Mingchuan was stunned for a moment, and said, "It should be because we liked each other before we got together."

Song Xu turned over and put his head on the cross of his hands, "Why are you so uncertain."

Jiang Mingchuan drank half a dozen wines. The doubts in his heart should have been happy because they were solved, but he was at a loss because of Song Xu's questions.

"Because I never took the initiative to chase people, it was just a group of people playing around, and then they said they liked me, would they like to see me together, I didn't think it was repulsive, and then we were together."

"When we're together, I will do what I can." Jiang Mingchuan said, "It's more about respect than caring, but it seems that I didn't do anything, and they broke up in the end." Jiang Mingchuan shrugged bought a soda can, "They still think I'm a good person. I'm often issued a good person card."

"You scumbag." Song Xu sat up and faced Jiang Mingchuan, "It sounds like you never liked them, you just wanted to find someone to accompany you, but the girl gave her affection, and you still respected them politely, No wonder people have to abandon you. Doesn’t it mean that human love is possessive, you just don’t want to be alone.”

Jiang Mingchuan laughed, "Haven't you never been in love? How come you speak so deeply."

Song Xu lightly punched him, "Scumbag."

Seeing Song Xu say these two words with a bit of annoyance, Jiang Mingchuan felt that he was happy to be scolded, as if he had never thought of this before, and wondered if this person cared more or less Own.The alcohol seemed to be working, and he himself was inexplicably amused.

"What are you laughing at? Did you get drunk before you came to me?" Song Xu stared at him.And Jiang Mingchuan stared at Song Xu's lips, which looked soft, as if they were very, very kissable.

"What do you think I'm doing? Hey, you haven't even said if you're angry with me. What the hell are you doing?"

Jiang Mingchuan grinned and never closed the corners of his mouth. He smiled and asked, "Do I look angry now?"

"How do I know you, you moody scumbag."

"It's hard to get past these two words, right?" Jiang Mingchuan smiled and pushed Song Xu. Song Xu had no defenses. Jiang Mingchuan was a little drunk and didn't pay attention. Song Xu fell backwards, and he subconsciously grabbed one of Jiang Mingchuan's The hand turned out to be too strong, and Jiang Mingchuan also fell to that side. Jiang Mingchuan supported the grass with one hand, and the two looked at each other. Jiang Mingchuan's breathing was a little short.

Song Xu, it's so pretty.He thought, and he couldn't help leaning towards Song Xu's lips. Song Xu was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and said, "This posture, in the middle of the night, I think the innocence of the two of us will not be cleared."

Jiang Mingchuan smiled, deliberately leaning their noses close to each other, and the exhaled air made Song Xu's face itchy.

He showed a smirk, "If Zou Kai sees it, do you think he will give up, and I will do you a big favor."

Song Xu supported Jiang Mingchuan's body with one hand, pulled his face away, and said, "I only have one idea right now."

"What." Jiang Mingchuan was still laughing.

"Please stay away from me after drinking and talking."

Come on, Jiang Mingchuan thought, it's not unreasonable for Song Xu to be single.

The two got up and sat down, Jiang Mingchuan said seriously: "I'm really not angry, really, I'm not angry with you. If I am angry with you, I will definitely tell you. Next time."

"Huh? I can still make you angry?" Song Xu squinted at him, "I can't think of any situation where you would be angry with me, but you still dare to be angry with me? Wow, Jiang Mingchuan, you've been a freshman and now I help you How many things have happened to you, you still dare to be angry, damn, scumbag."

Jiang Mingchuan laughed loudly, "Then I'm wronged and tell you? Tell you when I disagree? Tell you when I'm unhappy?"

"Come on, I'm not your girlfriend, why do I take care of you like this." Song Xu shook his body and shrugged.

"Not even good friends?" Jiang Mingchuan said with a coquettish ending?

"Oh? Are we good friends?" Song Xu hummed twice.

"Okay, then I won't make sugar water tomorrow, I have no motivation."

Song Xu laughed, "Brother Chuan, you are my best friend."

"If you say you change your face, you will change your face." Jiang Mingchuan laughed, "How many good friends do you have, scumbag."

The two laughed for a while, and Jiang Mingchuan called out, "Song Xu."

"Huh?" Song Xu cast a questioning look.

"What's the lunar date tonight?" He looked at the crescent moon hanging in the sky, it seemed so far away from him, but also seemed very close, otherwise why would he think it looks so beautiful, how could he feel so As for the warmth, an unreasonable sense of happiness permeated around him, he didn't know why he was so happy, even if he asked a casual question, he wanted to expect the response from the person next to him.

"How do I know?" Song Xu said, "But it shouldn't be nearly the end of the month, it's already the last quarter of the month. It's pretty pretty."

"It's pretty, isn't it?" Jiang Mingchuan turned to look at him, Song Xu smiled and patted him: "Let's go, you're going to make me sleepless again."

The lights in the playground had been turned off, the moonlight was shining softly, and the March wind was blowing people's minds. Song Xu suddenly felt that when he was with Jiang Mingchuan, he was very comfortable and at ease.