I only like you when I'm a junior

"Wow, thank you, brother." The officers cheered when they saw Song Xu and Zhang Jun coming over with milk tea.Song Xu put the milk tea on the conference table, "It's all green milk, three points of sugar. What are we discussing today?"

"We are arranging the program and the game interaction on stage." Sheng Lan walked over and said.

"Okay, you guys drink milk tea, Zhang Jun and I will come over and chat."

"Brother, you went on the confession wall again last night." A small officer in the Propaganda Department said while sipping milk tea.

"It's not a common thing for senior brother to go on the wall, but yesterday senior brother was really handsome in the debate, but it was too fierce, it's better to be like this now."

Sheng Lan laughed and said, "That's why you are not his secretary. You can ask the seniors in the secretariat and the planning team last year. He scared a senior in the design department to tears when he became aggressive."

"Secretary-General Sheng, you are slandering me again. I remember that I have never hurt you." Song Xu leaned on the table with his hands on it.

"That proves that Sheng Lan is great." Zhang Jun picked up a cup of milk tea and took a big sip, "Your secretary is good at everything, look at Sheng Lan, she is also pretty, but she is not good at learning from you, and she doesn't even fall in love .”

The clerks laughed, "I heard that a brother from the student union is chasing the senior sister, is it true?" a clerk said.

Both Zhang Jun and Song Xu showed gossiping expressions, Sheng Lan shook her head helplessly, "What are you chasing after, I talked a few times about borrowing the venue before."

"Brother Zhao looks good, and he has a good personality." Another officer said, "Sister, don't you think about it?"

Song Xu smiled and said, "If Sheng Lan is suitable, we can also get married."

Sheng Lan was not afraid of the chairman, and directly counterattacked: "I remember that the vice chairman of the student union expressed his affection to you before, if you dare to contact me, please contact me."

Zhang Jun laughed and gave Sheng Lan a thumbs up.Song Xu shook his head with a smile, and found that Zou Kai, who was usually quite active, didn't talk much today. Song Xu walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "Why, today is so boring."

Zou Kai froze obviously, shook his head, "It's okay, you're overthinking."

"Didn't you want me to bring milk tea here? Why don't you drink it when I bring it here?" Song Xu didn't care, and joked, "You see that I'm so kind but you let me down so much."

Zou Kai stood up and said to Song Xu: "Do you have anything to do later? I have something to discuss with you."

"It's okay, it's fine, it's fine now."

"Well, let's finish the meeting in 10 minutes, about ten o'clock, shall we go to the artificial lake to chat?"

Song Xu caught a glimpse of Sheng Lan's delicate expression. He thought there was some problem with his work, and he said, "That's fine. Just come and find me and Zhang Jun later."

Sheng Lan sighed, glanced at Zou Kai, and said, "Brother Jun, we have something to look for him later, and the Propaganda Department may need him to take a look, let Zou Kai chat with you." The minister just wanted to ask what's the matter, but Sheng Lan and him looked at each other, his eyes widened and he didn't speak.

"That's fine, you guys are busy first, Zou Kai, come find me when you finish your work."

"Goodbye brother."

Song Xu waved with them, went to the artificial lake to blow some air, thinking about what to do tomorrow, the recent debate competition has come to an end, so don't worry about the affairs of the Social Council, but need more time to deal with the postgraduate entrance examination. However, there was always a vague feeling of discomfort in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was. He seemed to feel irritated when he got to the bottom of it. He began to let go of himself, and he didn't notice it until Zou Kai came to him.

"Song Xu."

Song Xu woke up, turned around and saw Zou Kai, "How did you find me?"

"It's hard not to see you when you're sitting on the library steps."

Song Xu smiled embarrassedly, and pointed to the steps, "Sit?"

Zou Kai shook his head, "Let's go."

Song Xu stood up with a groan, "Then let's go."

The two walked down the steps, and Song Xu asked as he walked, "What do you want from me? Is there something you can't fix recently?"

Zou Kai shook his head and said, "A bit, but let's go first?"

Song Xu felt very confused. The usual Zou Kai was straightforward, but he didn't say anything. He chatted with Zou Kai and walked around the artificial lake. Zou Kai suddenly asked, "What do you think of me?"

"Huh? How about what?"

Zou Kai showed strange emotions: "How am I?"

"It's pretty good. You look better than me, your grades are better than me, your ability is better than me, and you can play basketball. I really envy you. Why are you so good?"

"It's not the same with you, you are motivated and have a good personality." Zou Kai said.

"Thank you so much." Song Xu laughed.

"So you said that if I want to chase someone, I should be able to chase him?" Zou Kai asked.

Song Xu looked at Zou Kai in surprise, and asked curiously: "How much love does it take to make such an outstanding person so careful, is he good-looking?"

"It looks good, I think it's cute, and he's powerful, he's great at everything."

"Wow, did you just fall in love recently? How did you know each other, former classmate? Classmate? Member of the club? I rely on you not to like Sheng Lan."

Zou Kai was the same as him, "I have liked it for more than a year."

"Tsk, I didn't know that before. I didn't expect you to have a secret crush. The handsome guy believes in himself. You are already very good. Go after it with confidence." Song Xu said with emotion: "It's great, a few days ago I also told my old friend that you are too busy to fall in love, so it turns out that you like it too much and don’t dare to chase after it, just work hard if you like it, otherwise it would be a pity to miss it.”

"What if he's a boy?" Zou Kai looked at Song Xu, "Do you also think you want to chase him?"

"Ah?" Song Xu was stunned, "I'm sorry, I really don't know um, I never thought that you like boys." Song Xu was a little embarrassed, and organized his words carefully, "It seems that this question is more complicated, um, I I have no problem with liking boys, as long as I am alive, I am happy, other things are trivial, although I think if the boy is straight, you should leave, otherwise you will be very embarrassed, but if you really can’t help it , be prepared to be rejected or even break up the relationship."

He patted Zou Kai on the shoulder; "So you want to talk to me about this. I'm not the first to know about it. I just saw Sheng Lan's expression and I knew she knew. Would you like to talk to me about my Very happy, it seems that you really treat me as a friend. It’s okay, I will support you no matter what, I can chat with you about whatever you want to talk about, and I promise not to talk to others.”

Zou Kai smiled lightly, and his tone became much gentler, "Song Xu, you know, you are really good at everything."

"I am very open-minded." Song Xu laughed.

"But have you never thought about feelings?" Zou Kai asked. "Have you never liked anyone before? Or do you like your childhood sweetheart?"

Song Xu and Zou Kai looked at each other for a few seconds, he avoided Zou Kai's serious gaze, looked at the ripples on the lake surface blown by the breeze, and said, "I don't have time to like it."

Zou Kai imagined many answers, but when he heard this answer, he felt inexplicably distressed, "Are you free?"

"Yes, I can't find time to like someone. I said I envy you. It's true. Zou Kai" Song Xu sat on a stone chair by the lake, looking at the not very bright night sky, "I know that I am a Very ordinary people, whether they say I am handsome, have good grades, or have strong ability, I have devoted my time to get it back. I get up early every day to go to exercise, and I have carefully studied the books of professional courses. Watching it, when I was busy with the Social Federation, I would work hard to make it better. I watched many videos of the debate competition over and over again. Even if it was an inappropriate debate in the competition, I would seriously write down various preparations. In fact, these are not things that I am good at. I spend time to make up for them. I am learning other people's interests as a homework, because I know how much the CSS can help me overcome some social fears. Debating can also improve my eloquence and accumulation. The things I choose are purposeful, as are the postgraduate entrance exams. I am not a smart person. I really don’t know how I can pass the exam if I don’t work hard. Do you have time to think about emotional matters?"

"Yes." Zou Kai sat down, "Song Xu, that's why I think I really like you like this."

Song Xu was stunned, his brain didn't react, "What are you talking about?"

"I said," Zou Kai changed from sitting to squatting, squatting in front of Song Xu, raised his head and looked at Song Xu with tenderness in his eyes, "I said I like you, and the person I like is you."

He didn't give Song Xu time to understand, and went on to say: "I like you who are motivated, because you are ambitious, have ideas, and you will continue to do it seriously. When we were planning activities before, I thought this brother was very powerful. Ah, many ideas are similar to mine, so I am willing to follow you to do it, even if we discuss things until midnight many times, I think it is worth it, because you will definitely be right."

"Later, the closer I get to you, the more I like you. I like your personality. I like you. You are good to everyone, but as long as you talk about business, you will be very serious. Every day, I arrange my own affairs. There are many, many things I I like them all."

Zou Kai looked at Song Xu a little at a loss, and gently held Song Xu's hand, "I know maybe you are not ready, and I have no other intentions, I just thought I would tell you that I like you, I want to chase you, Song Xu, can you think about it, let me chase you, let me be nice to you, we can work together and keep walking with mutual support, okay?"

Zou Kai's heart was beating very fast, but Song Xu didn't take his hand away for a long time. He was both excited and nervous. Song Xu lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, then raised his head and looked at Zou Kai. Zou Kai didn't know why his eyes No ripples could be seen in it, whether it was shock, joy, or even fear, there was nothing at all. Song Xu cleared his throat and opened his mouth: "Aren't you tired after squatting for so long?" Then he slowly pulled away. His hand and the other hand patted Zou Kai's shoulder and said, "Let's go back to the dormitory, it's getting late."

Zou Kai and Song Xu didn't speak during the journey. When Zou Kai arrived at the dormitory building, Song Xu waved to him and said, "Goodbye."

Zou Kai also waved his hand. He also knew that there was no rush, so he could take his time, "Good night." He said.

Song Xu looked at him and suddenly smiled; "Zou Kai, thank you."

"Huh?" Zou Kai stopped walking away.

"Zou Kai, you are really nice, but don't like me, I won't be with you."