A promise to conquer the world

Hai Lanzhu sat numbly in the Guanju Palace, her eyes were dull and lifeless, she drove out everyone in the palace, leaving only herself, and even the little elder brother was taken with her.An atmosphere of silence surrounded the entire palace. She had just cried, her eyes were empty, and there were still tears on her cheeks.

In her mind, the former figures of Zhuo Lin and Huang Taiji were all overlapping and shaking.For a moment, she seemed to have returned to the time when Zhuo Lin had just died, and her heart was full of hatred.

Gradually calming down, she believed Zhe Zhe's words.No way, she couldn't find a place to refute.At most, Sai Qiya can call the wind and rain in Horqin. Here, she is nothing, how can she call Aobai.If it was someone else, when she first arrived in Shengjing, she had neither friends nor enemies, so it could only be... it could only be that person!

"Huang Taiji...!" She muttered, unable to explain her love and hatred.

All happiness is like a joke, a big joke!All she could think about was revenge. For this, she entered the palace, gave birth to a child, gradually lost herself, and fell in love with that man.However, it turned out that the cause of everything was that man!The man who kept saying he loves her and loves her is the one who ruined himself and Zhuo Lin!

Husband, hehe, how ridiculous.Zhe Zhe is right, she Hai Lanzhu is the most ridiculous woman in the world!

"Lan'er, I love you."

"Lan'er, life after life, you will be my wife, Huang Taiji!"

In the past, the sweet words and vows of eternal love, but now they are the sharpest blades, which cut her so much that she would not want to live.

"Hai Lanzhu, wait for me, I can marry you after I have made great achievements."

"Hai Lanzhu...my wife..."

The hot-blooded and simple boy at that time appeared in front of her again.

"Ah!!" After a loud cry, tears flowed out again. She didn't know how long she had been crying, but the pain in those eyes was obvious.

"Huang Taiji, tell me, why you! Why you!"

She was talking to herself, but she didn't see the door open. The person she was questioning was standing by the door, with fear and sadness on her face that she had never seen before.

When Huang Taiji came back from the barracks, he took a look at Hai Lanzhu as a matter of course, but what he didn't want to see was the oppressive atmosphere in Guanju Palace, and there was no servant around.He didn't feel right, and when he heard this again, he was as keen as him, and guessed the answer in an instant.

Finally, is it coming? ? !

He evades every possible means, takes every precaution, but still can't win the fate?Or... the thing he fears the most, is it coming?

"Lan'er..." He called softly, fearing to surprise Hai Lanzhu.

Hearing this, Hai Lanzhu immediately stood up and looked angrily at this person who he both loved and hated.

By now, she couldn't lie to herself.She loved him no less than he loved her!It's just that the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred. How can she forgive him and face him!

"What are you doing here!! Get out!! Get out!!"

She didn't want to hear him talk, she didn't want to hear him explain, she felt like she was going crazy.

"...." Huang Taiji moved his lips, not knowing what to say.explain?Tell Hai Lanzhu that he didn't kill him?Oh, I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me, he couldn't escape his responsibility.

Tell Hai Lanzhu that he loves her and just wants to love her?

Using love as an excuse is a kind of blasphemy and even more perfunctory.He couldn't accept himself doing this.

He looked at her, obviously only a few steps away, why did he feel that she was so far away?So far that he can no longer touch her, so far that there is nothing but air between them.

"You... have a good rest." After Huang Taiji said this, he suddenly felt as if all his strength had been drained.He is so tired, really tired.The reincarnation of fate gave him a kind of human insignificance and exhaustion.

We should all calm down.He thought so.He didn't dare to say more, for fear of angering Hai Lanzhu and causing the original tragedy, so he left silently and told the palace servants to take good care of her.

Hai Lanzhu looked at Huang Taiji's back, feeling indescribably depressed and dejected, and felt a dull pain in her heart.When did he look like this when he was so high-spirited?

Falling powerlessly to the ground, she buried her head in her knees and sobbed.What should she do! !Son, husband, Zhuo Lin, now, in the past, what should she do! !

After an unknown period of time, she maintained this posture until the night.Suddenly raised his head and smiled desolately.

That's right, she still wants to take revenge, it's a promise to the dead, it's an oath to her former love, as strong as her, she can't live a happy life with her former vengeance.But, she can't do it, she loves so deeply, how can she do it.

Besides, son, son is still so young, he is innocent.

"Huang Taiji, you can't die, you still have too many things to do, too many responsibilities to fulfill. Let me, let me atone for you and myself. Live well and take care of our children. "

As if making up her mind, she stood up, picked up a paper and pen.

While writing, while smiling, while quietly weeping.

In his mind, there were scenes of scenes after marrying Huang Taiji.That amazing wedding, those two lovely clay figurines, that snow play, that quarrel because of jealousy, that child's birth...

Only then did she realize that she and him had long been fused with each other.Every day and every moment we are together is dissolved in the flesh and blood, and moves in sync with the breath.

After writing the paper, she changed into the white clothes she had before entering the palace, put on the gourd necklace that hadn't been touched for a long time, opened the door with a smile, and let the palace people do their own things, don't keep guarding she.

Seeing that Hai Lanzhu was no different, those people were as amiable as usual, so they dispersed without thinking too much.

Hai Lanzhu glanced at Wu Ya's house with nostalgia, it was his son.Child, you have to grow up healthily, Er Niang is sorry for you, I can't give you motherly love.

Looking at the study room again, the love-hate conflict in the eyes struggles, and finally turns into a leisurely long sigh.

"Huang Taiji, I love you."

After speaking, she left without looking back.

That piece of paper, lying quietly in Guanju Palace, reads:

"Huang Taiji, please forgive Lan'er's choice. I can't wait for love. Lan'er has to go this way. Only in this way can I be worthy of my heart. Lan'er can't face you in this life. In life, I can't stay with you forever. Repay Jun's grace. The only one who will pay you by death is to atone for your sins, and Huangquanbiluo will accompany you in your dreams."