gaze of war

The author has something to say: starting from this chapter, it is no longer anti-theft.

I figured out that burglars are only going to cause trouble for my good girls.

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I hope that after I update normally, the girls can still talk to me when they see the update as before.

During this period of time, I was hit by various factors and did a lot of irrational things.I would like to thank all the girls who comforted me, and the girls who have been supporting me.The quality of my writing will be consistent.

Everyone who is used to my articles probably knows that my description method is suitable for reading in one go. When you follow the update, sometimes you feel that the plot development is slow.So be forewarned.

From this chapter, enter the climax of the ending chapter, which is expected to be completed before the end of March.

After the completion, it will be customized, and there will be another ending that is completely different from the online version, and the full text will be polished to develop in a more "one-stop" direction.

The next article is still a fan, but it is no longer FZ.But what can be guaranteed is that the quality will never be lower than this article, because the original work of the new article is a work that I love more than FZ.

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Matou Kariya dragged his limp legs and arrived at the door of Fuyuki Church in the middle of the night.

He raised his hand, intending to knock on the door of the church under the dim light, but his knuckles flexed and stretched like spasms.

The hands trembled, as if there was something terrible inside.

The only crooked mouth visible under the hood was similarly twisted.

Something quickly swam past under the skin on the side of his neck, his whole body trembled, and the fingers that had been frozen for a long time finally landed on the door.

Gently knocking, piercing the silence of the night.

There was a slight creaking sound from the door, and it was opened by the person inside.

The priest standing inside the door turned his back to the bright orange light, raised his eyes expressionlessly, gave a slight salute, and motioned for the man standing outside the door to come in.

Matou Kariya felt that his footsteps were extremely heavy.

The same goes for breathing.

His heart was pounding.

Teeth were clenched and rattled.

He looked to the strange priest ahead for help, as if hoping that he could give him some guidance.

The strange priest ignored his gaze, as if he just came to open the door for him, turned and walked inside.

Matou Kariya stood at the same spot and watched the strange figure gradually go away, the edge of the monk's robe began to gradually disappear into the light curtain, finally raised his trembling hand, and pressed hard on the side of his pulsating neck, He limped along in his footsteps.

After entering the gate, I realized that what I thought was brightly lit was actually just a few wall lamps fixed on the pillars, radiating golden light coldly.The inside of the church is very empty, with more than a dozen rows of wooden benches neatly lined up in the center, and a simple altar in front of it.

And at the very front of those benches...

The heart beat heavily.

Then nothing can be heard anymore.

Matou Kariya just stared blankly at the back of the woman who was bowing her head in prayer, almost losing all her strength.

Even hearing her pray in that gentle voice made Matou Kariya almost cry.

"……sunflower……"

He hoarsely called out the name of the woman he was thinking of.

Hearing the familiar voice, Aoi Chancheng turned her head.

——Even after she married Tohsaka Tokiomi, she was already called Tohsaka Aoi.

But for Matou Kariya, she is always the gentle and beautiful girl named Zencheng Aoi.

It is always so gentle and so beautiful, casting a smile like the dawn.

"... Kariya...?" However, Aoi called out the name of her childhood sweetheart with doubts.Her eyes drifted behind Matou Kariya, as if she was looking for something, and then she finally cast her hesitant eyes on Matou Kariya.

"... my... husband, where is he?"

The sweet dream shattered into dross with a crisp crackling sound.

The sharp fragments cut Matou Kariya's heart into bloody scars.

He suddenly covered his right side of the face, curled up because of the sudden pain.

"... Kariya? What's wrong with you?" Noticing the abnormal behavior of her childhood sweetheart, Chancheng Aoi immediately stood up.She was wearing a simple dress, and the shawl fell from her shoulders.She rushed to Matou Kariya's side as fast as she could, and held his arm with both hands.

——In a seemingly intimate but alienated gesture.

"Aoi..." Matou Kariya called out her name hoarsely.

He looked up, and the hood slipped off.That half of a hideous face was immediately exposed under the light.Chancheng Aoi's hands trembled violently, and she gasped, then as if remembering something, she let go of her hand quickly, and then slammed into Matou Kariya's elbow.She stared questioningly at Matou Kariya with those eyes full of tenderness, and the light that escaped from them also changed from a gentle dawn to a dark light of disappointment and doubt.

"...Kariya. Please, answer me honestly—you, you told me last time that you wanted to kill Tokiomi...was it true?"

Last time...

That's... when.

Kariya Matou lost that warmth in his arms.

The heart is gone.The temperature is also gone.His whole body was cold and his memory was confused.

Yes.

Yes - it was "at that time".

At that time, he was full of expectation that he could win the Holy Grail, so in front of her, in front of Chancheng Aoi whom he admired so much, he happily shared his dream with her-"For the three of them to get a happy life dream".

What did Aoi say?

...can't remember.

What was her expression at that time?

...I can't remember either.

How could he not remember——Matou Kariya let out a whimper-like sound from deep in his throat.

He looked at Chancheng Kui's hands tightly clutching his arms in a daze, at the bluish-white knuckles that appeared due to excessive force.Then he raised his head hesitantly, looking into Chancheng Aoi's anxious eyes.

Thoughts were confused again.

What are you here for?

See Aoi.

See Aoi for what?

Tell her I failed...

success what?

Kill...Tohsaka Tokiomi! !

speak out.

No, can't say.

Come on, speak up!

Can't say, never say.

Tell her, tell her quickly, that you are engaged in this unclean battle for their happy future.

Tell her, tell her all, tell her all the pain and torment you have suffered, all the tragedies and miseries you have seen, and the little girl you saw walking into the middle of the pile of thousands of insects——

You must, you must tell her all of this completely——

How much pain I have suffered for you!

"I... have countless worms in my body."

The lips moved without obeying the order of reason.

"They have become my unique magic power circuit, providing me with a track for magic power transportation."

The upper and lower jaws also move involuntarily.

"I... am the master of the berserker. I am one of the seven masters. I participate in this war, for the Holy Grail."

When every word is sounded, it seems to break free from a shackle.The words became more and more fluent, and the emotions flowing out of the words became more and more explosive.Matou Kariya's voice was hoarse, his eyes were dazed, and he looked as if he was in a trance, but his words burst out unrestrained like a soul that had escaped from the body.

"I'll kill the others. I'll kill all the others, I'll get the grail, I'll get the grail—"

His abnormal state fell into Chancheng Aoi's field of vision, which made her feel panic involuntarily.The fear in her heart had overcome the madam's courage to accuse her childhood sweetheart, so she couldn't help but let go of her hand and stepped back.

However, Kariya Matou straightened his body.

He looked at her with that gray dead eye and the only one that was intact but looked muddy like a worm, desperately, but full of hope that she couldn't understand.Then she heard her husband's name coming out of his mouth.

"I'm going to kill him——" Matou Kariya showed a distorted, incomprehensible smile on his face, "I'll kill Tohsaka Tokiomi!"

"... Woo!" Chancheng Aoi let out a mournful cry.

She covered her mouth, her eyes were filled with tears, she shook her head in disbelief and stepped back, looking at Matou Kariya like looking at a monster.

"...Where's Tokiomi? Where's my husband? Why didn't he come? You—what happened to him?"

She cried and questioned, looking at Matou Kariya with hatred, like looking at a murderer.

Jiantong Yanye was stunned.He reached out his hand in vain, trying to grab Zencheng Aoi who was retreating.But she backed away even faster, staring at his trembling outstretched hand with horror and disgust, showing a nauseous expression.

Her gentle and beautiful face looked extremely embarrassed because of the traces of big tears flowing down and the expression of fear, and her beautiful eyes were also darkened by extremely negative emotions.

Aoi...

Why do you show such an expression?

Matou Kariya thought puzzledly.

Why are you looking at me like this?

Why... looking at me with such resistance and disgust?

I clearly... want to... make you happy and that's why I stepped into this battlefield!

"Don't look at me like that...don't look at me like that!"

Matou Kariya trembled all over and murmured.

The engraving worms frantically ran through the meridians of his body, biting his flesh and bones, but the pain they caused was less than one-tenth of what the woman's expression in front of him brought to him—the tears and hatred in her eyes were already gone. Turning into a poisonous sharp blade, cutting his soul and dreams to pieces!

"Give Tokiomi back to me!"

He heard familiar voices screaming and crying in an unfamiliar tone.

The world was turned into chaos by pain.

Vision is completely dark.Hearing has also completely disappeared, like being alone in the boundless abyss, only sporadic human voices, coming from nowhere.

"Don't look at me like that... close your eyes! Don't look at me like that!"

Who is screaming?

"Close your eyes... close your eyes quickly!"

Whose bones cracked?

"I want to save Sakura...from that old monster!"

What liquid is it... red, splattering all over the place?

"I want to make Aoi and her daughter happy!!"

In his hand...holding...what?

It was warm and soft... now it's even softer.

But it's... Gradually, slowly stiffening, getting colder.

...there is no sound.

Matou Kariya heaved a sigh of relief.

No sound disturbed him, and the silence reassured him.There will be no more, the questioning that made him feel the sharp pain of a knife, and there will be no more, the hateful eyes that broke his soul——

Vision gradually returned to clarity.

On the ground in front of him lay a body.

The long-haired woman's eyes were wide open, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes.Her neck was covered with purple and black finger marks, her head was unnaturally tilted to one side, those originally beautiful and bright eyes had completely lost their spirit, and they were staring at Matou Kariya's face nonchalantly.

... who is this?

There was another voice...noisy, ear-piercing voice...exploding in my head in confusion...

Matou Kariya couldn't breathe.

Can't close my eyes either.

Chancheng Aoi was lying on the floor in front of him.

The neck was cut off, and there was no sound.

Matou Kariya began to pant, and the panting became heavier and heavier, and finally, he let out a wail that almost broke the sound.