Uproarious

Ruan Zhiqing was still in shock, Cen Yan saw through his thoughts at a glance, and Cen Yan continued to speak on his own.

"I'd like to, but I wouldn't dare," he said. "If you give me another chance, I will definitely do it myself. That's the way to relieve my anger, right?"

Hearing Cen Yan's joking tone, Ruan Zhiqing was confused again, what exactly did Cen Yan want to say?

Cen Yan smiled, and patted the seat next to him, "Come on, sit here, talking about this is very exhausting, brain-consuming, and emotional. You have to rely on me."

Hearing what Cen Yan said, Ruan Zhiqing suddenly chuckled, he could only say that what Cen Yan said was half true and half false.

Ruan Zhiqing finally changed the direction and sat on the hospital bed, sitting next to Cen Yan.

Cen Yan inserted an apple and handed it to Ruan Zhiqing, "Come and eat an apple to calm your nerves."

"Those who don't know think that what you are going to talk about next is a major event related to human society."

"Isn't it? It's quite big. It's related to the excellent traditions of ancient China, filial piety, righteousness and shame." Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing was noncommittal. The condition for the establishment of filial piety, righteousness and shame is that the object you are loyal to is worthy of your treatment. This is not foolish loyalty.

"Ah Qing, I know you don't like me talking in a strange tone, so I won't say that."

"Ah."

"So, you have to believe that I didn't kill my father, I really didn't kill him."

Ruan Zhiqing wanted to laugh, and felt that it was indeed a bit different from Cen Yan's previous speaking style. In the past, Cen Yan would never justify himself like this, and always spared no effort to get closer to the identity of a sinner.

"I believe, I believe everything you say."

"After he threw the kid down, he turned around and walked towards me, thinking about what he wanted to do with his toes every now and then. I know now that he just wanted to abuse me and never really kill me, but at that time how could I know?"

"So you run away?"

"Well, I didn't run away. I was carried back by him. My dad is actually quite strong."

Ruan Zhiqing didn't speak.

"Treat me like you did to that kid, hang me in the air on the edge of a tall building, and he grabs one of my arms."

"Are you scared to death then?"

"It's about the same, but after hanging there for a long time, crying enough, I thought, in fact, it's good to die here, so I don't have to be hungry or beaten. My dad sees that I don't cry. I found it boring, so I was pulled up, and the accident happened at that time."

Cen Yan paused and continued, "That can't explain why there is a round iron pipe in that place, and it can't explain why my dad chooses a place without railings, and it can't explain why he chose a place without railings. He accidentally stepped on it when he was retreating, if he really wanted to explain it, he might have to use words like 'retribution'."

"how about you?"

"He threw me on the ground before stepping on the round pipe. His eyes were wide open, and he subconsciously wanted to grab things around him to stabilize his body. That's right, at that time, the only thing he could grab was me. I rolled to the side and dodged it. He fell over."

Ruan Zhiqing was terrified when he heard that, if it was any closer, maybe there would be no Cen Yan now, and the consequence of his father catching him could not be that both of them would be saved, but more likely that they would fall together.

"It's a bit magical to say it, as if one hand wanted to put him to death, and at the same time someone was saving him in the dark. He grabbed the edge of the tall building and hung there with one hand."

"Is he asking you to pull him up?"

"Yes, he guessed it would be a dream. Even if I am an adult man like him, it seems that I can't guarantee 100% to pull him up. At that time, he yelled at me, yelling to pull him up, and cursing at the same time. Did I want him to die a long time ago? I have nothing but the feeling of fear, subconsciously stay away from the edge of the tall building that has already killed one person, and now I am about to kill the second. I stand up, stand I was very far away from him, watching him panicked, yelling at me with a ferocious face. But you know, at that time, I actually didn’t want to save him at all, even if I had a way, I wouldn’t go to save him, That's what I thought at that time, I even wanted to watch him fall with my own eyes, am I...really really scary?"

With the last sentence, Cen Yan asked Ruan Zhiqing in a questioning tone with extreme uncertainty, and stared at Ruan Zhiqing with eyes as clear as glass.

The feeling of being severely scratched by a cat came again.

He knew what Cen Yan needed most now.

Ruan Zhiqing reached out and pulled Cen Yan into her arms, let his chin rest on her shoulder, and whispered in his ear. "No, it's normal. If I were you, I might go over and kick him down with my own hands. You're not scary, not at all."

What he needs most is someone telling him that you are not scary, you are normal, and you were just a child at that time.

"Really?" Cen Yan smiled lightly, but he sounded weak, "Then should I regret it, I really should have gone to make up for him in the first place."

Ruan Zhiqing didn't smile, she couldn't laugh, she just felt distressed.

He tilted his head and kissed Cen Yan's earlobe.

"I won't ask about such things in the future, and I won't ask about your past."

He told the truth that it was one thing for Cen Yan to bear it, and he felt that he could hardly bear it.

This man who was four years older than himself was currently curled up in his arms like a child.

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It was December in a blink of an eye, and their city was in the north, so autumn was not so long, but it happened to be in autumn, so many things happened.

Now we are about to usher in the first snow of this winter.

Cen Yan was still lying in the hospital, but the doctor said that in another week, if he really wanted to go home and lie down, he could do so.

He can eat normal meals, so Ruan Zhiqing doesn't have to come here every day. It's not that Ruan Zhiqing thinks it's troublesome. Rhythm things happen, and you completely let the rhythm of your life run its course.

What should be done still needs to be done.

Like going to work in a bar.

Guo Mingzhi didn't like Ruan Zhiqing at the beginning. He always felt that he was too straightforward and didn't know how to be flexible, and he was especially afraid that he would cause trouble. But how did he know that sometimes Ruan Zhiqing was just too lazy to sell face to others, and when he really needed to be thorough, He performed better than anyone.

The experience of living under the fence over the years is not in vain.

But now he doesn't like Ruan Zhiqing, because he hates the house and Wu. As Cen Yan's boyfriend, it is impossible for him to know nothing about it, so Guo Mingzhi doesn't need to pretend to smile to him, just bring some things to the table. that is.

So Ruan Zhiqing was always called to do rough and heavy work.

"I don't need your help here. You help that person push things into the cleaning room. Today, a cleaner quit. Uncle Bai can't do it alone. Go over and help him."

Ruan Zhiqing was at ease.

Ruan Zhiqing has an impression of this cleaner named Uncle Bai. Most of the cleaners in the bar are temporary, because no one can do such a dirty, tiring job that can't get on the table for a long time, but this Uncle Bai is different. , he is the only regular cleaner who has been working for several years.

It was there before he came.

"Hey, boy, that's dirty, just let me do it, you go and clean up the table." Uncle Bai said to Ruan Zhiqing who was cleaning up the vomit on the ground.

Ruan Zhiqing waved her hand, "It's okay, young people are not so delicate."

Uncle Bai hesitated to speak, so he went with him.

He murmured, "Most young people are unwilling to do this kind of thing nowadays. Xiao He, who came last time, just looked at this with a look of disgust. He wiped the table several times, but he just refused to stop, for fear that I would call him He came to help me clean up."

Ruan Zhiqing smiled, it's human nature.

It doesn't matter how much he is willing to say, he just takes money to do things, and wage earners who can put on faces generally can't make money.

"I don't think you are very old. How old is the young man?" Uncle Bai asked.

"In his early twenties." Ruan Zhiqing replied.

"Oh, I see it too, as young as our boss."

Ruan Zhiqing smiled. "He's a few years older than me."

"That's really hard to tell. She looks very young, but she has long hair, which makes her look uncomfortable."

Ruan Zhiqing smiled again, people in the previous era didn't like fancy clothes, including strange styles, although Cen Yan's shoulder-length curly hair was actually pretty.

"Hey, my son is about the same age as you."

Ruan Zhiqing knew that she liked to chatter when she was old, but this uncle Bai didn't look very old, only around fifty.

"Are you still in school? Are you still working?" Ruan Zhiqing answered the question.

But he didn't hear Uncle Bai's answer for a long time. Ruan Zhiqing was suspicious, so he turned his head to look, and Uncle Bai stopped his movements at some point.

"Uncle Bai?"

"Oh oh oh, I accidentally lost my mind, my son, he died early."

Ruan Zhiqing paused, "Sorry, Uncle Bai."

"It's okay, it's been a long time." Uncle Bai said.

Ruan Zhiqing suddenly didn't know what to say, and instinctively felt that it would be better to avoid this topic at this time, so she remained silent for a while.

"I wasn't at home when the accident happened, so I couldn't make it to the last side."

Ruan Zhiqing could only say a word of mourning.

Uncle Bai looked at the young man very interestingly, as if he was very worried about touching the other party's pain, and tried his best to consider every word he said.

"Hey, I won't make trouble for you anymore. I won't talk about the past. Let me tell you about you. I think you were serving drinks over there before. Why did you come here to do this today?"

"The manager sees that you can't do it alone, so let me help you." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"Don't try to fool me, why didn't he ask someone else to come over, just call you? I have seen you several times these days, and I can still see some things. Are you not dealing with the manager?"

Ruan Zhiqing admitted frankly, "I can't understand him."

Uncle Bai laughed out loud.

"Okay, how is your cleaning? Let's go to the next room." Uncle Bai said.

"Well, it's almost there. I'll spray some more cleaning agent." Ruan Zhiqing took the bottles and cans from the cleaning cart as he spoke. Only then did he realize that there are so many bottles and cans, most of which are without labels. Appears to have been bought and poured into its own bottle.

"Are these all the same thing?" Ruan Zhiqing asked.

Uncle Bai raised his head, "Oh, no, they all have different uses. Some things can't be washed off with just water, so some organic solvents are needed."

Ruan Zhiqing nodded, thinking, hey, Uncle Bai still understands this.

Although I have been in high school for three years, I know that some things are difficult to dissolve in organic solvents and so on. Definitely recognize it.

I can't help but feel a little funny, this is what adults often say, study hard, right?he thinks.

"Uncle Bai, you know a lot."

"Cough, I know everything about cleaning." Uncle Bai chuckled.

Ruan Zhiqing looked at the bottles and cans again, and helped Uncle Bai push the car away.