Uproarious

Ruan Zhiqing's hand holding the glass trembled slightly, barely visible.

Ripples flashed across his eyes.

Lin Yan didn't pay attention, she looked out of the window, "I heard about him when I first met him, and I was not familiar with him at that time. I heard other people's gossip and knew that many things were not groundless, so I felt that this person was terrible. As for how to open it later?" Gap, play together, that's another story."

"After all, it doesn't mean that all murderers are perverted. He has an unwarranted hostility towards everyone. He may simply have a grudge against his father. He is always very kind to others. The root of his hatred for his father is me. I don't know, but you must know, I know you have a sense of proportion."

Ruan Zhiqing nodded.

"Besides, it doesn't seem to be true." Lin Yan finally saw Ruan Zhiqing's slightly changed expression, and added a comforting sentence.

"Well, not really." Ruan Zhiqing replied with a smile.

"Anyway, I just want to say that you have a sense of proportion. If you really want to live with others, it's better to get to know each other thoroughly, and learn to protect yourself. If something really happens, don't rush to block the gun yourself."

Ruan Zhiqing smiled, feeling that what Lin Yan said was wrong.

"Then what about you and Chen Zhi? If something happens between you two, will you take a bullet for him?"

"Of course I won't, my life is the most important thing."

After speaking, he bit the habit with a little guilty conscience, his eyes drifted away.

Ruan Zhiqing was noncommittal.

After a while, Lin Yan said again, "Okay, I will, I just think that his death seems to be a much bigger loss than my death. If you have to die, I'll do it, maybe others You can still remember me for the rest of your life, and I’m not at a loss.”

Ruan Zhiqing was still noncommittal.

Lin Yan opened her mouth and stopped talking.

Yeah, she seems to have a bit of a double standard.

But people are not like this, it is one thing for her to block a bullet for Chen Zhi, it is one thing for Ruan Zhiqing to be willing to block a bullet for Cen Yan, but it is another thing for her not to want Ruan Zhiqing to block a bullet for Cen Yan.

After all, I hope that the people I value will be good.

During the silence, Song Yizhan came back exhausted.

Lin Yan drank the remaining sour plum juice in one gulp, "It can't be wasted, right? Let's go when we're full? Xiao Song and we went back to the company twice, Ah Qing, you should rush to the hospital right now? Go quickly, the person in the hospital is probably starving to death."

Ruan Zhiqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, as if he wouldn't make arrangements for Cen Yan in advance?

When Ruan Zhiqing arrived at the hospital, Cen Yan had just finished his meal, and he drank porridge today, Ruan Zhiqing promised him that he would really change it to something else tomorrow.

"Ah Qing, do you think I can go home and stay now? It feels the same as being at home, just give me a bed and lie down."

"Don't ask me, you ask the doctor."

"The doctor must have said that we will stay for another week. This wasted money is not earned."

"You don't lack that money."

"It's uncomfortable to stay here, I can't sleep well at night, and the smell in the hospital is not good." Cen Yan said.

These are the facts, if conditions permit, of course he would lie at home and hire a private doctor or something, but Ruan Zhiqing didn't think Cen Yan should be so extravagant.

"Speaking of which, when you were not here this morning, Guo Mingzhi came to see me." Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing looked up, "What did he say?"

"I didn't say anything, I just gave some condolences, and I just gave some instructions, saying that the bar is relying on him for the time being."

"Now that this will come over, it can't be to confirm whether you are completely dead, right? You are not afraid that the two of you will be alone, and he will send you up on impulse?"

"It should be down." Cen Yan smiled, ignoring Ruan Zhiqing's glaring gaze, "It's not worth it for him not to die together like this, although he himself knows that he is in a stalemate, but he still has to put on a show Yes, if I stay in the hospital for such a long time and he doesn't come over once, it will inevitably make people doubt the relationship between him and me."

Ruan Zhiqing nodded in agreement.

"However, arrogance is really arrogance. During your absence, I was almost bullied~" Cen Yan looked at Ruan Zhiqing anxiously, as if acting like a spoiled child.

"...You speak well."

"He took advantage of my inability to stand up and confront me, and said things I didn't like to hear to make me angry, Ah Qing~" Cen Yan continued to look anxiously.

"..." Ruan Zhiqing felt that Cen Yan was hopeless, and that she herself was also hopeless.

"I won't tell you directly, right? Said that those people were sent by him? Said that if you don't give up the bar to him, he will continue to make trouble? And then provoke you to think that you can't find evidence at all?" Ruan Zhiqing asked .

"No, he said I don't have a good eye for finding people."

"..."

What the hell and what.

"Say you don't deserve me, say you don't understand anything, say I will only hurt you, say you will only get in the way, say we two look like a joke, and say we two have no good consequences."

Ruan Zhiqing became angry after hearing this, is it none of his business?

Cen Yan just smiled, "He knows where I feel the most when he pokes me."

Ruan Zhiqing froze for a moment, then looked up at him.

Cen Yan looked at him with a smile.

Sure enough, it was someone who came from among thousands of flowers, always seductive without a trace.

"What are you going to do to him?" Ruan Zhiqing asked him, putting aside the small thoughts in her heart.

"I don't know. Let's see when he makes a move next time. If he dares to make a move, I will guarantee to catch his pigtail." Cen Yan said firmly.

"You always like to deal with one thing with this method of dying together."

"Because I always feel that exchanging my life for other people's lives, in the final analysis, it is others who suffer."

Ruan Zhiqing frowned upon hearing this, and Cen Yan hurriedly begged for mercy, "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I know you like to hear this kind of thing, so I won't talk about it in the future."

Ruan Zhiqing still looked unkind.

With a smile on the corner of Cen Yan's mouth, he looked tenderly at Ruan Zhiqing who was cutting apples beside his bed.

"I don't know why I always think of the person my dad killed last."

Ruan Zhiqing raised her eyes, the person who was killed last, if he remembered correctly, Cen Yan said before that his father died in that accident, and died together with the last victim, then, what about Lin Yan? Yes, Cen Yan personally killed his father...

Ruan Zhiqing paid more attention.

Cen Yan knew that Ruan Zhiqing was listening, so he said to himself, "You may not be able to tell, that is a child, about my age, only twelve or thirteen years old, the son of a family living near us, His mother was sick all the year round, and his father had to earn money to support the family outside, so he was left at home, studying and taking care of his mother at the same time, he must be a talent, it is said that his grades are pretty good, he is one grade higher than me."

"Such a small and obedient child..." Ruan Zhiqing murmured.

"Yeah, that's right, it's just such a small, obedient child who is much more obedient than me. At that time, I was thinking, if I would be thrown down instead of him, would the society now One more story of a successful person who is suffering and inspirational? The kind of kind person who donates money everywhere and establishes a charitable fund.”

"Don't always put yourself in such a situation where you can't compare with each other at all." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"My dad asked me to watch from the side. He hung the child outside the high-rise building. He watched the child laugh arrogantly for a while, and turned his head to look at me laughing for a while. I don't know what he was thinking. People can know, I think only my dead mother knows. The only time he has any humanity is when he is around my mother. Of course, this is what I heard from other uncles and aunts later. They said that my father would still Not so violent."

He paused for a while and continued, "Anyway, that child was hung outside, so frightened that he couldn't even cry, and he completely forgot to ask for help from me standing next to him. Of course, I couldn't possibly be able to save him. .”

"and after."

"Later he let go, and the child just fell in front of my eyes. Sometimes I can't figure it out, why do people like us exist? It's not like a human being at all, and what's more sad is that we are not self-sufficient. I know, I always feel that this is extremely normal. This is much more terrifying than those who kill people with motives."

"I said earlier that you are different from them. You always know what you should do and what you should not do."

"Yeah, but sometimes I think, why do I know? Which one is the real me? The me who keeps on the edge of morality? Or the me who tries to break through the confinement."

"Cen Yan, don't think about it, it's all over, there is only light ahead."

Yes, you are the light.

After all, Ruan Zhiqing still failed to ask how Cen Yan's father died.

Cen Yan probably doesn't like to recall those things, and Ruan Zhiqing doesn't want to see him recall them either.

Ask someone else, he thought, and find out for yourself.

,

It seems that less than two months have passed since I saw the junior high school head teacher last time, and the head teacher was very pleasantly surprised.

Ruan Zhiqing came here with a purpose, but the head teacher welcomed him warmly, which made him a little embarrassed.

"Tell me, I will naturally help where I can help."

"I heard that teacher, you know our city chief Yan Zheng Kaiyan?"

The homeroom teacher is a Chinese teacher. It is said that before he came to become a teacher, he was also a national civil servant. It is said that he had a certain friendship with Yan Zhengkai, who was not the director of the bureau at the time, but he didn't know if it was true or not.

"Well, I know it. What? What do you need to do with him?"

Ruan Zhiqing nodded.

The homeroom teacher didn't show any intention to delve into this matter. Generally, people with good self-cultivation know how to restrain their curiosity so as not to make others feel uncomfortable.

"You want to see him?"

"Well, I want to ask him something about my friend."

The teacher in charge nodded, "It's not too troublesome to see him. Let me tell you when he is free someday. After all, they are policemen, and they sometimes have things to do even when they are on vacation."

"I am very sure of that."

Ruan Zhiqing bid farewell to the teacher in charge of the junior high school, and walked on the busy street, feeling a little in a trance. It only took a couple of months. He seemed to have met many such people and dealt with many such interpersonal relationships during these two months. The relationship, of course, is all thanks to a person named Cen Yan.

But he didn't find it troublesome.

The day he met Yan Zhengkai came neither early nor late, it happened to be the weekend of that week, that is, counting from now, the day after tomorrow.