Uproarious

In the other car, there was obviously no such happy atmosphere.

Ruan Zhiqing felt a little embarrassed.

Sure enough, as soon as Cen Yan closed the car door, he said, "You really don't want to explain?"

Ruan Zhiqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "It's not like you don't know the joke."

"It's a fact that you were kissed in front of me. They say it's okay to steal, but it's too much to steal in front of your partner?" Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing: "..." Steal your uncle's meat.

Cen Yan was still relentless, "At least you pretended to comfort me a few words? Is there anyone like you who is a boyfriend?"

Ruan Zhiqing was really amused, "Can you be more mature?"

"I can't. They say that you can be self-willed if you have a boyfriend. It seems that you have been cheated."

Ruan Zhiqing looked away, faced out the window, couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, and smiled softly, she was very cute, well-behaved, and obedient, in fact, she was right at all.

It's just that it manifests differently at different times.

For example, at this moment, Ruan Zhiqing felt that this guy was so cute, and wanted to date.

For example, let him wear turtleneck sweaters more often, and he really often wears turtleneck sweaters and is very obedient.

Another example is on the bed, it's really, really obedient.

Although most of the time they are slovenly, they look like the kind of person who has countless girlfriends.

"Go home." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"Huh?" Cen Yan didn't seem to hear clearly, and asked.

"I said, go home, I will kneel on the washboard for you when I get home."

Cen Yan finally couldn't help grinning.

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In the end, of course, he couldn't kneel down into a washboard, because his house didn't have a washboard.

The so-called questioning of the teacher finally came to the bed.

And on the contrary, Cen Yan was more like the one being questioned.

Cen Yan usually talks all over the place, but at this time he is unusually quiet. Ruan Zhiqing propped himself on top of him, in the brightly lit room, leaning over to look at Cen Yan who frowns slightly and moves along with him.

Probably because of some impatience, the slightly raised neck was as white as jade.

His hands are always raised subconsciously to cover his eyes, maybe because he feels that the light above is a bit dazzling, or maybe it's for other reasons.

Ruan Zhiqing would take his hand away every time, and clasp it tightly against the soft bed.

"Don't hide it, I want to see." Ruan Zhiqing's voice was deep and mellow, slightly panting.

Cen Yan could still smile distractedly, "Isn't that a little too much?"

Ruan Zhiqing didn't think that he always liked to be on the front, because he liked to see Cen Yan's expression when he was fucked by him, it was very nice...

Only in this way can I feel that this person is really my own.

Ruan Zhiqing leaned down and took a bite on Cen Yan's collarbone. Cen Yan let out a pain, his voice hoarse, and it rang in Ruan Zhiqing's ear, "Ah Qing, how much do you like me? ? Hmm~"

Ruan Zhiqing didn't answer, but responded with faster movements below her.

In the satisfaction of entering again and again, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't told Cen Yan that the household registration was settled, and by the way, he thought of the "brother" that Cen Yan had always been thinking about. '

Ruan Zhiqing suddenly had a prank idea in his mind, he may not know that sometimes he is actually pretty bad.

At the moment when the two of them were forgetting about each other, Ruan Zhiqing leaned into Cen Yan's ear and called out softly, "Brother."

Cen Yan trembled all over.

This brother's lethality is really strong.

Cen Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "You..."

But Ruan Zhiqing became interested, and called out after a while, and then exerted more force.

"elder brother."

"elder brother."

"elder brother."

Cen Yan finally couldn't take it anymore, and felt a little helpless, he laughed and cursed, "Enough."

Ruan Zhiqing just smiled, leaned down and kissed his lips to express comfort.

A charming room.

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Ruan Zhiqing was lying beside Cen Yan, lying on his body in a vain manner, hooking his fingers on the outside of his head, circling boredly, "The household registration is settled, brother."

Now that Cen Yan heard the word brother, it seemed as if he had a conditioned reflex, and all the guilt he suffered just now that was not painful but enjoyable all came back to his mind, and Cen Yan really couldn't bear to recall it. "You... stop barking... I'm wrong, right?"

Ruan Zhiqing smirked, "I will call at such times from now on."

"Please forgive me." Cen Yan smiled wryly.

Ruan Zhiqing didn't continue talking about it, as if she had made up her mind on her own.

"Speaking of which, what happened to Dr. Li?"

"Huh? Didn't I say it? A psychiatrist?" Cen Yan said.

"You seem to have a good relationship with him."

"Why? Are you jealous?"

"Do I look so mean in your heart?" Ruan Zhiqing asked with a smile.

"Before, before he dropped out of high school, he came to our school for a psychological counseling session. At that time, the teacher thought I was a little mentally ill, although I was indeed abnormal..."

"Don't keep saying that you are sick, I don't feel well." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"I didn't think anything of it, you're so annoying, Ah Qing." Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing squeezed Cen Yan's hand hard, "Furthermore..." Fuck you to death.

The latter half of the sentence was not spoken.

"What else?" Cen Yan asked with a smile.

"It's nothing, stop talking." Ruan Zhiqing said.

While talking, he squeezed his fingers into the gap between Cen Yan's fingers, clasped his fingers together, and held them firmly.

Ever since Cen Yan agreed, Ruan Zhiqing felt that she was a little clingy to Cen Yan, she liked to stay with others when she had nothing to do, and she was not afraid of their jokes, just like falling in love for the first time.

Isn't it the first time he fell in love.

"It was a coincidence that I had some trouble at school and was picked up by his wife when I went out to wander around. I went to his house once."

"and then?"

"Then, after I started being a cowherd, I always felt that I couldn't do this, but sometimes my emotions were really out of control, so I thought about seeing a psychiatrist. At that time, I thought of him for the first time."

Ruan Zhiqing hummed lightly.

Pretty much what he thought.

"I actually have another question."

"You have a lot of questions? Curious baby?" Cen Yan joked.

"Don't talk nonsense, I want to know everything about you. I can understand if you read the books in your heart, and you can understand the finances about investment, but why do you read those religious books? You obviously don't believe in those things." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"Who said I don't believe it? I just believe it more."

"..." Ruan Zhiqing wanted to complain. "How can you believe so many people at the same time? Generally, people who say such things are just joking."

"Really, I am worried that after I die, I will become a lonely ghost, or because I had a lot of bad thoughts and done a lot of excessive things in my life, I will be rejected by places like heaven. Just I want to give them more face when they are alive. Dr. Li is very dedicated and professional, but I can't cooperate with him. I can't get out, and he can't get in. I always feel that the so-called psychotherapy is actually quite empty. " Cen Yan explained.

Ruan Zhiqing understood, but felt a little sore in her heart.

What he heard was that because he felt that there was nothing to save him, he wanted to rely on these Buddhas and gods that no one had ever seen.

It's like a person who has never believed in Buddhism all his life suddenly starts to believe in Buddha when he is about to die from a terminal illness.

Deceive yourself and others.

"I'm serious, don't keep thinking that you are hopeless, it's not that serious." Ruan Zhiqing said.

Cen Yan smiled.

"Yes, Dr. Li said before that no matter what kind of mental illness it is, when you feel that you are not alone, it is usually half cured. Now I believe this sentence."

Ruan Zhiqing looked up at him, and Cen Yan also looked at him with a smile.

"I really don't like how you talk so obliquely." Ruan Zhiqing said.

"I like you, Ah Qing, very much." Cen Yan slowly said the straightforward words Ruan Zhiqing wanted to hear.

Ruan Zhiqing couldn't help laughing, and the two just looked at each other and giggled.

Ruan Zhiqing kissed him on the lips, "Me too."

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One day, Cen Yan and Ruan Zhiqing asked if they wanted to go somewhere with him, but they didn't explain the place afterwards, probably thinking that Ruan Zhiqing would agree no matter what.

Sure enough, Ruan Zhiqing agreed without saying a word.

Then Cen Yan drove him away with him.

It wasn't until they were in the car that Ruan Zhiqing asked casually.

"Where?"

"My home, my hometown." Cen Yan said.

"Home? It's you..."

"Yes, the place where my dad and I lived when we were young."

Ruan Zhiqing didn't speak anymore, and turned her head to look at Cen Yan, hoping to see some emotions, but failed.

Cen Yan didn't forget to turn his head and smiled at him while driving the car, "It's okay, you don't need to have any psychological pressure, I don't lose control so easily, and my psychological endurance is actually pretty good. I didn't bring you here to give You look where I live, but some people."

It was only then that Ruan Zhiqing realized who the presents in Cen Yan's rear compartment were for.

"I didn't say you'd get out of control or something. Besides, if you get out of control, you still have me."

The second half of the sentence was said lightly, but Cen Yan heard it, and smiled without saying anything.

When it arrived, Ruan Zhiqing was a little nervous for some reason. It seemed that it was not an area in the city, but a small village on the edge of the city. The kind of small village attached to the edge of the city is not really a rural area, but a village. Not in the city.

To use one word to describe it is "if you can't do it, you can't do it."

Those who live here are actually the ones who have had the worst lives. They don't have the land resources in the countryside, and they rarely have the modern resources in the cities.

So there are traces of a scene of depression.

Approaching the narrow street, there was a handshake building above his head, which made the street a little dark during the day for no reason. Cen Yan led him to turn left and right, and came to another small street. It was just in the afternoon, and in the morning, because of the breakfast call The excitement formed by the sound can not be found here.

A woman in the front is holding a basin of sewage and is about to pour it out. It looks like the water that just washed the vegetables, and there is still fresh mud in it.

The old woman looks like five or sixty years old, but she is still in good spirits.

Just as he was about to go back, he suddenly saw two young men in fashionable clothes walking towards him.

Squinting his eyes and looking at it, he felt that one of them was familiar, but he didn't dare to recognize it.

Until the man with slightly longer hair called out, "Aunt Zhang."

She finally confirmed that it was indeed the child she knew. She didn't expect to grow up so much, and indeed, how many years have passed.

"Xiaoyan?"

"Hey, yes."

Aunt Zhang immediately yelled into the room, similar to the words that a guest came.

Cen Yan breathed a sigh of relief. When his father was exposed as the murderer who killed those neighbors and even some passers-by, no one in the vicinity was not panicked, and even looked at Cen Yan with unfriendly eyes. , I just feel like a monster.

So he has been hesitant to come back and take a look, because in the past, when he was really hungry and was about to die, or when he was beaten by his father until he couldn't cry, these people saved him by chance. Life.

Several people sat down in the not-so-wide hall, and Aunt Zhang even went to tidy up and start cooking.

She has always liked this kid Cen Yan, he used to be very clever when he was a child, and he was always wounded because he was beaten by his crazy father, so she felt very distressed.

"Don't bother, Aunt Zhang, we ate here, and we have to go and see Uncle Ma and the others later."