Uproarious

Ruan Zhiqing stopped talking again, and was molested again for no reason.

Cen Yan also gave Ruan Zhiqing face, instead of molesting her all the way to the end.

"Are you going to school today?"

"Huh? No."

There is nothing wrong with going to school. I went to school a few days ago because I suspected that I had an awkward relationship with Cen Yan, so I didn't feel comfortable staying at home, so I ran to school all day. Naturally, I didn't want to go to school at all.

"Alright, I don't want to go out either, come on, Ah Qing, let Brother Cen tell you a particularly wonderful bedtime story."

"..."

Ruan Zhiqing, "Better tell the truth, don't make up another messy story, I actually don't like watching TV dramas."

Cen Yan smiled, "This time it must be true, but it may be more false than the TV series. However, I didn't know where to start."

"Just start with your high school dropout, why did you drop out?"

"Fight, bad boy, don't want to study, don't want to stay with them, can't get along, so I ran away."

A very short description, without any over-modification, it sounds normal.

Ruan Zhiqing knew it was true, but the real situation might be several times more colorful than this.

"And then? The underworld?"

"Forget it, an organization similar to a pyramid scheme, don't even think about getting out once you get in, and you won't be given food if you don't obey. If you're really hungry, you'll be given things that ordinary people don't eat at all. Swill is fine. Yes, some will make you eat plastic, paper, grass, soil, and even your own urine. They will beat you if you run away, and tell others that if you don’t beat them, they will be the ones who will be beaten. So in order not to be guilty, everyone They will kill you. If you are sick, you will be left alone, and you will not be given medicine or food, for fear that you will not be killed. Of course, there are also some perverts, you know, the kind that eats both men and women. Anyway, the purpose is one, to make you obedient."

"How old is it?" Ruan Zhiqing controlled herself not to think about that scene.

"Second year in high school, you can do the math yourself, I can't remember how old I am." Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing didn't speak.

"Later," Cen Yan paused, "then I escaped naturally. How could a person like me not be able to escape, how could he be able to bear the slightest violation of his own interests? Nothing could stop my actions. The law Constraints, external obstacles, or inner feelings of compassion and compassion are not enough, the only thing I think about is to escape, as for the method." Cen Yan sneered again, "I don't seem to care, as long as I can achieve Goals do."

"So what did you do?" Ruan Zhiqing vaguely had an answer in her heart.

Cen Yan looked at him for a while, and said with a smile, "Poke blind that person's eyes, and use his hands directly, do you know that feeling? It's like in a movie about a perverted killer, using the index finger and middle finger, just like this .”

As he spoke, Cen Yan took out his right hand and gestured.

Ruan Zhiqing didn't want to think about that picture, but such a picture popped up in her mind automatically, as if she saw Cen Yan with an expressionless face, riding on that person's body, with that person's wailing under her, and Cen Yan's face A little blood splashed on his face, but he was unmoved in the slightest.

"At that time, the few people around were terrified. They probably didn't expect such a young man to dare to do this, so I ran away while they were not paying attention."

"Fortunately, I thought you were going to kill one of them."

Cen Yan smiled, "I would, but there were no decent props around at that time. Compared with the cost of killing him and poking his eyes blind, the latter is obviously more profitable, so I spared his life. Of course, if I had time, I decided not to keep his life, and it was also for his sake, how painful it is, isn't it?"

In a scene that should be horrifying, Ruan Zhiqing has nothing but heartache.

"Then how did you get to St. Francis?"

"It was sold by someone, but I actually knew at that time that he took a lot of money from me, and I didn't bother with him, because I could make money myself when I went to St. I even want to thank him." Cen Yan said.

"So in order to make money, even your personality has changed?"

Cen Yan seemed a little puzzled, and glanced at Ruan Zhiqing, "Oh, I see, it's because you heard something nonsense from that old policeman at the police station last time, I don't have such a thing as personality, I need to become Whatever it is, I can become whatever it is.”

Ruan Zhiqing's heart stopped again.

"The days after that will be easier. Niulang makes money very quickly, and then the rich woman gave me a bar. After a few years, I will be the me you see now." Cen Yan even crooked She smiled at Ruan Zhiqing.

"Also, before high school. I mean..." Ruan Zhiqing hesitated to speak.

Cen Yan could see the doubts in his heart, "Have you always wanted to ask about my parents? Do you think my parents were killed by the serial murderer? Then think , I may be in an abnormal mental state because of such stimulation?"

Ruan Zhiqing actually wanted to nod, but since Cen Yan said so, the truth must be different.

Cen Yan smiled lightly, "The murderer of the murder case is my father."

Caught off guard, Ruan Zhiqing's eyes widened suddenly.

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When Ruan Zhiqing left, her hands were trembling.

He just received a call from Song Yizhan. Unfortunately, at this time, he was told to go to the school to pick up a very important document and sign it.

He originally planned to forget about it, but Cen Yan told him, "Go."

So Ruan Zhiqing left without pretense.

By now, he knew almost everything about Cen Yan.

What Cen Yan said was calm and breezy.

He said that his mother died of dystocia because of giving birth to him.

His father has been very strange since he was a child, talking all day long, but occasionally he will become like a normal person, and every time the boundary between normal and crazy is reached, a person will disappear near where they live.

His dad would pull him up at night, keep him from sleeping, and tell him with a weird expression, take him to see something.

Cen Yan didn't say much when he saw something.

Ruan Zhiqing could also guess.

He also said that when his father was crazy, he was really crazy, and he would choke his neck and shout, "Are you trying to kill me? Did you kill my wife? What about my son? Did my son get killed?" Are you hiding?"

However, he may not be very kind to him in normal times. He often locks him in the cabinet alone, does not let him go out, and does not give him food.

When he was so hungry that he was about to lose consciousness, his instinct for survival made him scratch the gap behind the cabinet with his fingernails and escape. The neighbors in the neighborhood saw him passed out on the ground, and they would pity him and give him a bowl of rice to eat.

But he will be taken back by his father soon.

Another time, his dad put him in an iron cage with a small gap that he just couldn't pass through, and then he saw his dad set the abandoned house on fire.

Seems to want to burn him alive.

He forcefully squeezed out of the gap, his bones were almost broken, and the skin on his back was scratched by the hot iron railing, but luckily he managed to squeeze out.

Cen Yan lived to be 12 years old like this. Cen Yan said with a smile that he must have accumulated a lot of virtues in his previous life, which allowed him to live to such an age, but he also doubted whether he accumulated merits or negative virtues.

Later, his father seemed to be unable to hide from the police at last. While the police were chasing his father's whereabouts everywhere, on the other hand, his father was still causing deaths.

It's just that one time, probably because of doing so many bad things, he was finally punished by the gods, slipped and fell from a tall building, and died accidentally.

After all, the police were a step too late, and Cen Yan was Yan Ju who he knew at that time.

Yan Ju sent him to the orphanage.

Cen Yan went to junior high school and high school step by step.

until later dropping out of high school.

When Cen Yan told these things, it was as if he was telling other people's stories, the clouds were so calm that no trace could be seen.

Ruan Zhiqing was terrified.

"Your father..."

"Schizophrenia, coupled with severe antisocial personality disorder and emotional cognition disorder, to put it bluntly, he is a lunatic." Cen Yan said, then paused, and slowly turned his head, "Me too."

Ruan Zhiqing felt her heartbeat stop for a second.

"I told you that you are different." Ruan Zhiqing said.

Cen Yan smiled. "In fact, most people have a misunderstanding about mental illness, thinking that it is just a kind of illusory consciousness. Depression is hypocritical, but in fact, the brain structure of depression is different from that of ordinary people, and the hormones secreted are also different from ordinary people. I said this to tell you that most of the causes of mental illness are genetic, and the possibility As high as 50.00%, and 50.00% depends on the external environment and some other factors. They are born physiologically different from ordinary people, and it is not useful simply to listen to the doctor's prescription."

Ruan Zhiqing was speechless, he knew this, he had taken some courses in this field, although he didn't listen carefully in class, he still understood it roughly.

"Don't talk like you're terminally ill." Ruan Zhiqing said.

Cen Yan snorted, "No, I just want to remind you that the me standing in front of you may be more dangerous than you think."

Ruan Zhiqing took a step closer to Cen Yan, "Show me where the danger lies."

Cen Yan was surprised.

Ruan Zhiqing continued, "Physiology accounts for 50.00%, and psychology accounts for 50.00%. I know what you said, but I also know that some paranoid emotional disorders can be cured with psychological treatment. Psychological treatment The most important thing is to have someone by your side.”

"Do you want to talk about you?" Cen Yan said.

"Is there a third person standing here?" Ruan Zhiqing walked over and hugged Cen Yan as he spoke, "So, I'll be your boyfriend, okay?"

"Isn't it now?"

"Are you the kind of person who confirms the relationship after the first bed?" Ruan Zhiqing said.

Cen Yan couldn't help laughing again, feeling that Ruan Zhiqing misunderstood him deeply.

"I actually..."

After talking halfway and not continuing, Cen Yan thought to himself, hey, forget it, it's not important.

"Don't say that you are sick all day long. At most, you are hovering on the edge. Those who are really sick don't even realize that they have mental problems."

I know that you are just worried that you will become like your father, and I also know that sometimes you can't help but have some taboo thoughts, and occasionally have some kind of impulse that is not accepted by humanitarianism.

But there is me.

"You said that those secular frames can't frame you, there is always something that can frame you, for example, I am standing in front of you now."

Cen Yan giggled for a long time, "Then you have to be careful, I can run very well."

Ruan Zhiqing was overjoyed, "So you agreed?"

"Do I have to post a Moments to count?" Cen Yan said.

Ruan Zhiqing couldn't restrain the corners of her mouth from rising, she was a little ecstatic, she really wanted to hug Cen Yan and kiss him hard, and even wanted to turn around a few times, but after thinking about it carefully, she realized that she seemed to be a bit of a demon, and she was so childish. kind of situation.

In the end he did nothing.

He just tightened his arms around Cen Yan and smiled contentedly.

Cen Yan was a little out of breath from being held by him, just as he was about to say something, if you bend your waist harder, you will be broken, when Ruan Zhiqing's call came in at this time.