cat alley

In Fu Yining's life, she hates the word "if" the most.

Ever since his father lost a leg and encountered unsatisfactory life, he always quarreled with his mother if he hadn't retired early.

Of course she hoped that what-ifs existed in the world.

If her father hadn't retired early, her mother wouldn't have to resign, and the family had savings. Fu Yining had so much to learn and do, so she had the confidence to discuss it with her parents.

It's a pity... there is no if.

The reality is that Wen Qiyue appeared at the age of 12 when Fu Yining started to feel inferior.

Her family is superior, she dares to speak and act, she is not afraid of other people's eyes, she is too brilliant in Fu Yining's eyes.

This kind of person lives together in the same school and class. Fu Yining surrounds her, willing to be her shadow, and doesn't feel that she has too much dependence on Wen Qiyue.

Wen Qiyue seems to be able to solve her various problems. She is afraid of loneliness, so Wen Qiyue is by her side. You can tell Wen Qiyue the words and grievances hidden in your heart, Wen Qiyue is the trash can of her mood.

The important thing is that Wen Qiyue let her ask for it without any complaints.

But when he got to university, Fu Yining faced the predicament of adulthood.

The children of poor families are in charge of the family early, so she should help her parents to change the family status, instead of continuing to have an ambiguous relationship with Wen Qiyue, which has no results.

Just when she was struggling, Shao Sizhao who was even better than Wen Qiyue in some aspects appeared.

Shao Sizhao is not lazy, on the contrary she is too diligent.

Diligent in socializing, diligent and motivated, Shao Sizhao can be seen in university public activities.

Furthermore, Shao Sizhao was knowledgeable and good at talking, so Fu Yining could speak freely in front of her.

From life to school, Shao Sizhao tolerated Fu Yining while giving higher advice and guidance.

She is familiar with Fu Yining's headaches from academic pressure, her family is rich but she doesn't make it public, she pointed out Fu Yining's future career advice, and she is willing to help Fu Yining climb up.

In contrast, Wen Qiyue only had the most basic companionship left at the university stage, and the chat content between Fu Yining and Wen Qiyue became too routine.

Have you got a meal yet?Have you finished class yet?What are you doing?Where are you going?

Do you want to eat this?Do you want to go out together?Do you want to come to me?And so many such conversations.

Little did she know that college life made Fu Yining too busy to take care of herself. She worked hard on her studies, worked part-time, and took care of Wen Qiyue's mood.

She didn't tell Wen Qiyue that firstly, she was afraid of Wen Qiyue's self-blame, and secondly, when the two grew up, Wen Qiyue should have her own life, and she couldn't add trouble to Wen Qiyue because of her lack of ability.

Therefore, Fu Yining followed Shao Sizhao and worked hard to improve herself through Shao Sizhao's help. She was naive and lost to Shao Sizhao's obvious preference.

Confused, she developed feelings for Shao Sizhao.

From the perspective of this kind of feeling now, liking accounts for 50%, admiration accounts for 40%, and the last 10%, she needs Shao Sizhao.

Fu Yining spurned herself because of this, and it turned out that Wen Qiyue was not her unswerving choice.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't change the fact that Wen Qiyue was the benefactor's granddaughter in Wen Jiashi's family.

Dad is grateful to the Wen family, and her attitude of being a cow and a horse is destined to find no balance between her and Wen Qiyue. She likes Wen Qiyue, but after spending 8 years, she cannot ignore the wall of difference in their identities.

So she chose Shao Sizhao who knew nothing about her past and helped her move forward in the future.

...

Now that Shao Sizhao was mentioned, Fu Yining was even more disappointed in herself.

Disappointment comes with the liking of taking advantage, disappointment of the wrong choice, disappointment not enough heart and determination, making Shao Sizhao entangled endlessly, unwilling to give up.

The affection between her and Shao Sizhao was wiped out by reality, lies that were both true and false, and heart-pounding denials.

But people are chosen by themselves, what can Fu Yining use to turn his face against his choice?

What if?

...

"Beautiful Ome!"

Jin'an's call attracted Shao Sizhao's Fu Yining's attention.

The dark clouds are a big unhappy curtain, willfully blocking the sky above the streets of Changhe.

The heavy rain in the surrounding area has not stopped. Yesterday’s bustling street scene is empty today. Jin’an stood under the umbrella thinking that his eyes were dazzled. Just now there was a tall and thin figure wearing a raincoat, why did he suddenly disappear?

Fu Yining regained her senses because of this call, she squeezed the tense brows with one hand, and said discouragedly: "Jin'an, let's go."

Shao Sizhao's body has already moved to stop Fu Yining, but her brain stopped in time, it can't be done... She saw Fu Yining take Jin An away from her side with resentment in her eyes.

After being angry, Shao Sizhao's heart throbbed.The pain made her bend her straight back.

Can't go back?She looked at Wen Qiyue's off-road vehicle, and asked herself silently in her heart.

If the university student Ningning really uses her to climb up, what about her?She deliberately made a high-profile confession downstairs in Wen Qiyue's dormitory, using Ning Ning to satisfy her desire to win and lose, time and time again, never satisfied.

..

In Mao Lane, the eaves propped up a pure land to shelter from the rain. Fu Yining walked to the door, and Jin An was about to push the door, when they were stopped by a low voice.

"Ning Ning." The heavy rain covered Wen Qiyue's footsteps, neither Fu Yining nor Jin An expected her to appear suddenly.

Fu Yining tilted her head and saw that Wen Qiyue was wearing wet sportswear, her short hair was buried in a hat, and the ends of her hair were still dripping.

Her sickly white skin, only her bright eyes proved that she was awake and energetic.

"Qiyue??" Fu Yining breathed out, her heart might be frightened by Wen Qiyue, "Why are you here?"

It's fine if this person doesn't use an umbrella.

Jin An was overjoyed, "Let me just say it! I read it right!" The person in the rain just now was Wen Qiyue.

Wen Qiyue moved her eyes to the road, Shao Sizhao had already left, she said calmly: "I'm hungry." Her stomach protested fiercely, and the cold air from the rain even penetrated directly into her bones, making her whole body uncomfortable.

How could Fu Yining be negligent, she gasped and prayed for the moon without eating and got wet in the rain.

She pushed Jin'an, turned to Wen Qiyue and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to dinner."

After finally seeing the beautiful woman Qing Mei, Jin An stood at the door reluctant to leave, she watched as Fu Yining held an umbrella for Wen Qiyue, and the two left Mao Lane to eat beef ramen next door.

She read the words correctly... Jin An rubbed her chin, and the beautiful Qingmei smiled.

The smile was very shallow but the delicate arcs at the end of the eyes were raised, and Jin An's mood was over a rainbow in an instant, and he was refreshed.

..

Next door to Cat Lane.

The two ordered a bowl of beef noodles. Wen Qiyue took off his hat and shook his wet short hair.

The room was warm, and this person looked a little better. Fu Yining handed her a few tissues and asked with a straight face, "Wen Qiyue, why don't you bring an umbrella?"'

How long has she been standing?The whole body was soaked, Fu Yining couldn't help frowning.

"There is no umbrella at home." Wen Qiyue took the tissue, wiped her face casually, and said with a sigh.

When she woke up, she couldn't find an umbrella in the house, so she had to wear waterproof sportswear. Unexpectedly, it was raining harder and harder outside. When she walked to Changhe Street, she was soaked through.

Not to mention that she was still standing in the rain, witnessing the whole process from Shao Sizhao's parking to his departure.

Fu Yining felt distressed for a moment, "Is it cold?" After she asked softly, she grabbed Wen Qiyue's cold hand and blamed herself even more: "Blame me, I forgot to leave you an umbrella at home."

Wen Qiyue smiled, Ningning's hands were like a small heater, warm and comfortable, she said: "It's not cold, it doesn't matter."

"You..." Fu Yining loosened his brows and smiled with Wen Qiyue: "Why don't you come to find me?"

Behind the smile, she was in a solemn mood, and Wen Qiyue must have seen the confrontation in the rain.

Ning Ning wore a pale pink sweater. The pink color made her round features exude tenderness. Wen Qiyue curled her lips and said childishly, "Shao Sizhao, you're annoying."

An entangled ex is like a dog's skin plaster, which cannot be torn off when it is stuck on the body.

She wasn't afraid to see Shao Sizhao, she was annoying herself, and then annoying Ning Ning.If she doesn't go over, Ning Ning might have a way to deal with Shao Sizhao, but if she goes over, Shao Sizhao will stick a stick with a thorn in his mouth and say ugly words, which will make everyone feel worse than the weather.

The boss brought a bowl of beef noodles, Fu Yining didn't want to continue, she let go of Wen Qiyue's hand, and urged with a smile: "Eat first, after I'm done, I'll go to the shop and make you a cup of hot milk."

"Cook it by yourself?" Wen Qiyue raised his eyebrows and asked interestedly, holding a pair of chopsticks.

"Otherwise?" Fu Yining followed her words.

"Okay, I can barely drink ice."

Wen Qiyue thought to herself, she is the most common kind of layman among hundreds of millions of people, she is not so holy, she has hopelessness, and she has small thoughts.

When it was raining at school, her grandfather forced her to bring an umbrella, and she and Ning Ning stood side by side under the umbrella, always feeling that two umbrellas were too much of a hindrance.

Later, she lost her temper and refused to open an umbrella when it rained anyway. Grandpa indulged her and didn't bother with her. Anyway, with Ningning around, he simply bought a large umbrella, and the two girls held the umbrella together.

Now, Wen Qiyue is proud that there is no umbrella at home, and Fu Yining must be worried about her when she sees her getting wet in the rain.

...

"Ning Ning." Wen Qiyue took a sip of hot soup to warm her body, and said casually, "Did you not talk about breaking up, right?"

Ning Ning likes to keep things in her heart. In today's situation, Shao Sizhao deliberately entangles her, but Fu Yining has no intention of dealing with it. She is sure this is not the first time. Shao Sizhao is arrogant and will not give up until he achieves his goal. Going down is not an option.

Fu Yining lowered her eyelashes, bit her lips lightly, and seemed to be struggling, Wen Qiyue scooped up another spoonful of noodle soup, and persuaded in a gentle voice: "Emotional problems are not terrible."

"The scary thing is that the other party doesn't even know what the problem is."

The older generation often say that people live with one mouth.

As for Fu Yining and Shao Sizhao, the conflicts have accumulated over time. If you don't talk about it, I won't talk about it, or if the lips of the donkey are not right, the two are not on the same level at all.

Fu Yining rested her chin with one hand, sighed softly, "Qiyue, most of the reasons are due to my mistakes."

"The Shao Sizhao you see now is all the result of my concessions again and again."

If problems arose at the beginning and were not resolved, then resolving them later would be regarded as an old score. She and Shao Sizhao seldom quarreled because she resisted quarreling.

Especially pointless quarrels.

Shao Sizhao devoted himself to the company and refused to spend time looking for restaurants. Fu Yining was also busy with his career, so even if they were still together, they couldn't escape their incongruity.

Besides, Fu Yining is aware of her faults.She has a soft heart, and she hasn't blushed much since she was a child, so she is not Shao Sizhao's opponent logically.

She was afraid that Shao Sizhao would deny her, so every time she talked to Shao Sizhao, she first asked herself to blame, and then kept avoiding her.

Those words snowballed, getting bigger and bigger, and I couldn't say it... and I didn't dare to say it.

...

The soup in this noodle restaurant was quite appetizing to Wen Qiyue, she drank soup and didn't eat noodles, while Fu Yining was chatting with her, he habitually pulled out a new pair of chopsticks and held the beef in front of her eyes.

Only then was Wen Qiyue willing to put down the spoon, slowly picked up the noodles, and said in a casual tone: "Ningning, lovers should be closer than friends."

After she finished talking about her plan to eat noodles, her heart began to ache again. Her voice was so soft that it could be ignored if she didn't listen carefully, "You are willing to tell me what's on your mind, why don't you want to tell Shao Sizhao?"

Ning Ning's good talk was reserved for her as a friend, her body that had just warmed up became cold again, Wen Qiyue didn't choose to look directly at Fu Yining, and buried her head in eating noodles to divert her attention.

Fu Yining saw Wen Qiyue's long eyelashes casting a small shadow of unknown emotion, she sighed again, and picked the beef to Wen Qiyue's eyes again, and said in a slow and gentle tone: "Qiyue, you are different."

The three words Wen Qiyue are linked to everything that happened when I was a child all the time.

Fu Yining kept in mind that she first yearned for Wen Qiyue before running desperately.

No one can replace this special feeling saturated with time.

"What's different." Wen Qiyue silently took a piece of beef and stuffed it into her mouth to chew, and said in a muffled voice, "If I were your girlfriend and I became like Shao Sizhao, what would you do to me?"

Do you run away even when there is a problem?She didn't finish asking, and swallowed the noodles in pain.

Fu Yining was stunned.

If...if... There are no illusory and unrealistic ifs in the world.

She wanted to refute Wen Qiyue, but she remembered that Wen Qiyue was her first choice...

"Ning Ning, you have to get out of your last relationship." Ning Ning was distracted and silent, Wen Qiyue put down his chopsticks, his eyes gradually became serious.

Get out to move on to the next relationship.

"Anyone or anything is not the reason for you to avoid Shao Sizhao temporarily. I believe that Shao Sizhao really likes you, and she has something she can't say when we break up. Why don't you..."

Fu Yining stopped Wen Qiyue, "Pray for the moon."

Wen Qiyue was interrupted and hummed softly. The blonde woman in front of her put down her chopsticks, picked up a tissue and naturally helped her wipe off the noodle soup on the corners of her lips.

The whole process happened very quickly, and by the time she realized it, Fu Yining had already withdrawn her hand.

"Hmm..." Fu Yining returned to her hippie smile, her eyes were crescent like crescent moons, and she said, "Without what if, you would never become Shao Sizhao."

The world is spinning and chaotic, Wen Qiyue will not become Shao Sizhao, let alone treat her like Shao Sizhao.

"Also...I'm trying to face Shao Sizhao."

Wen Qiyue was in a daze like a frightened cat, Fu Yining stepped on a piece of cotton in his heart, it was soft and light.

It takes a long time to get out of a relationship. She tried to be brave, and then brave.

She is very grateful to Wen Qiyue for pointing out her mistakes. If she is wrong, she is wrong. Every mistake must be taken seriously.

...

Ning Ning went to pay the bill first, Wen Qiyue stroked the corners of her lips with her fingertips, and murmured: "You're right, I won't be Shao Sizhao..."

After getting Ningning's Shao Sizhao, she crazily compared, envied, and imitated in her heart.

But Ning Ning treats her differently... Wen Qiyue smiled lowly, with a big appetite, she continued to pick up chopsticks to eat noodles.

She was the one who avoided the problem, not Ning Ning, and she shouldn't use herself and Shao Sizhao as companions again and again.

For example, today, she didn't participate in the conversation between Fu Yining and Shao Sizhao, she didn't appear quietly until Fu Yining returned to Mao Lane.

She just needs to be herself, Ning Ning feels sorry for her in the rain and eats noodles with her.

And for the hateful and pathetic Shao Sizhao, leaving must have been full of anger and resentment with nowhere to vent.

It's embarrassing enough... Wen Qiyue laughed, watching her guests secretly at the next table, wondering why she was suddenly happy.

Don't everyone eat beef noodles with the same recipe?

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