The fate of treating Master as a male mother

After deep reflection, Sang Yue decided to let Yun Nie go to the outer gate to play.

There are many people in the outer door, lively, full of young people, and more energetic than the inner door.

It's easy to find an excuse, after all, there are many outside affairs, so I asked Yun Nie to help.

Yun Nie agreed.

I obediently went over to help, and naturally met a group of new friends.

As the direct disciple of Immortal Yuehua, his status is already high. Not long ago, Yun Nie won a good ranking in the Star Reaching Fair. He is the best among his peers, and he also has a good face. It went pretty well.

Sang Yue sat in the corner, watching all this with relief, but no one noticed him.

He was worried that Yun Nie would not be used to being bullied at first, so he came here to stare at her.

Staring and staring... the day goes by.

Sang Yue patted his sleeves and hurried back to Yuehua Mountain on the night road.

It's late at night and the road is long.

Sang Yue thought that Yun Nie would stay directly at the outer door.

As a result, after half an hour, his little apprentice hurried back and asked An with his usual expression: "Master, why haven't you slept yet?"

Sang Yue thought for a while, and then asked, "Have you met any friends you really want to meet?"

Yun Nie: "No."

Sang Yue told him to go down and rest.

For five or six days in a row, Yun Nie came back late at night every night, and she didn't have any friends who made faster progress, so Sang Yue didn't want him to continue to work hard and told him to stop.

It must be because the disciples of the outer sect are relatively poor, and there is no common topic!

Thinking so, Sang Yue began to take Yun Nie to meet other people's direct disciples and registered disciples.

Inner sect disciples generally have higher talents, and perhaps they will have more common topics.

Yun Nie: "My master is the best."

Other people's apprentices: "My master is the best!"

After pulling Yun Nie back home, who was beating up inexplicably, Sang Yue was completely at a loss.

No, not at all.

It's just that he is a little reluctant.

It has been five months since Yun Nie confessed.

In the cold spring season, a thin layer of snow fell on Yuehua Mountain, and a rare visitor came.

Qingfu Xianjun took the wine and came to Sang Yue on his own initiative.

The two sat on the top of the mountain, on tables and chairs carved from natural boulders, drinking in silence.

Qingfu Xianjun didn't talk much at first, and his silence was normal.

Sang Yue shouldn't be like this.

Tonight, the bright moon hangs high, the brilliance is everywhere, and the thin snow is crystal clear, no need for candles.

Seeing the slight melancholy in the eyes of Yuehua Xianjun opposite, Qingfu Xianjun raised his hand and set up a barrier, and opened his mouth first: "What happened to Yun Nie?"

Sang Yue looked at him in surprise.

Qingfu Xianjun said lightly: "Yun Nie ranked seventh in the Star Reaching Competition, before you did it, you should have shown it to me."

But four months had passed since the pair of master and apprentice came back from the Star Reaching Meeting, and Sang Yue hadn't talked to him about Yun Nie.

This made Xianjun Qingfu a little uncomfortable.

After all, if Yun Nie did something in the past, Sang Yue would show it off to him.

He would also come to show with the wine brewed by Yun Nie himself, and he was stingy and only willing to share a glass with himself.

Something must be wrong.

Qingfu Xianjun persuaded: "Yun Nie is a good boy, no matter what mistakes he made, why bother holding him?"

Yun Nie is one of the few people who can get close to Sang Yue for so many years. Qing Fu has three apprentices, and he really can't bear that his friend has been alone.

Sang Yue was stunned for a moment, then suddenly laughed, shaking his head while laughing, raised the wine jar and drank.

This altar of wine is very strong.

After drinking, the corners of Sang Yue's eyes flushed slightly, he wiped off the wine stains from the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile: "You are wrong, I am the one who made the mistake this time."

Qingfu Xianjun was stunned.

The appearance of his friend gave him a bad feeling.

Sang Yue laughed more and more bitterly: "Qingfu, I am ashamed to look at you, so I haven't seen you all this time. You are a good master, but I am not."

Qingfu Xianjun frowned slowly, and handed him another jar of wine: "Why?"

Sang Yue has very few friends, and it just so happens that the Yan Yan in front of him has a good personality and is a good master.

Sang Yue smiled lowly, put his hands on the mouth of the wine jar, kowtowed again and again, his face was buried in his arms, and the hair of the three thousand crows was drooping, as if he was drunk, but also ashamed to face his friends.

"Qingfu, what will you do if your disciple has feelings for you that he shouldn't have?"

Like a thunderbolt, Qing Fu suddenly understood something.

He thought for a while, and replied: "Naturally, he will find a way to cut off his thoughts, punish him to think about the cliff and meditate, and we will rarely see each other in the future. It's just Yuehua, so what if you ask me? Yun Nie is different from my disciples, You are also different from me."

Sang Yue said wearily: "You are right, if you learn everything, you will be broken."

Qing Fu: "..."

Sang Yue sighed: "It's all my fault. It's because I didn't do a good job as a master that I called him like this."

Qingfu said: "Then what about you?"

Sang Yue said, "I'm in a mess."

Qingfu faintly understood something: "Where is the chaos?"

Sang Yue said: "Before that, I didn't think much about it, but after that, I..."

Suddenly, something changed, and it was very chaotic.

Needless to say this kind of thing, Sang Yue himself despises himself.

This time, Qingfu thought for a long time, looked at the hanging head of his friend, and the rare decadent aura on his body, and asked: "Is Yuehua Immortal also afraid of the rumors and gossips in this world?"

Sang Yue lowered his voice, with a little hoarseness after drinking:

"Scared, why am I not afraid? I'm afraid a lot. In more than three hundred years, it's the first time in my life that I found myself so cowardly..."

Sorrow arises from love, fear arises from love; apart from the one who loves, there is neither worry nor fear.

"Qingfu, have you ever admired anyone?"

Qingfu replied: "Even if I haven't, I have seen it."

Sang Yue asked again: "If it were you, would you be afraid?"

Qing Fu immediately shut up, and said after a long time, "I'm afraid."

In this world, maybe the elders are strong enough to not be afraid of any attacks against themselves, but who can not be afraid of these rumors and rumors hurting the younger generation they love?

This heart is one.

But Yun Nie is different.

Qing Fu said, "Maybe Yun Nie is not afraid."

Sang Yue straightened up slowly, poured another glass of wine for himself, and smiled wryly: "I guessed it, but I was too scared. I was afraid that I just couldn't bear him out of pity, because I was confused and couldn't stand the temptation , I’m afraid I can’t give him what he really wants.”

"I'm still afraid that he is just a child at heart, and he will regret it later, if he regrets it, but I don't want to let go, what should I do?"

Qingfu couldn't help shaking his head, this fact was too complicated and embarrassing, luckily it didn't happen to him.

Qing Fu comforted: "You are not that kind of person, and neither is Yun Nie."

Sang Yue smiled absent-mindedly, and didn't try to hide his heart anymore, with melancholy flowing in his eyes: "Maybe so, but because of this, I'm even more afraid."

"All love meetings are due to karma and fate. There are separations in the meeting, and impermanence is rare for a long time. What I am most afraid of is that after I die, Xiao Nirvana will not be able to get out."

His little wolf cub grew up day by day, and became the healthy and beautiful appearance he is now.

What kind of temperament is Yun Nie, how can Sang Yue not know?

Now the two are just masters and apprentices, so they depend on each other. Wouldn't it be even more difficult to let go when they become lovers in the future.

Qing Fu was stunned, and immediately remembered something, and fell silent for a long time.

The wine tonight was very good, very exciting, Sang Yue smiled and took out the jar of mulberry wine that Yun Nie gave him, and shared a glass of Qing Fu.

"Okay, don't mention anything about him, I won't go home if I don't get drunk tonight!"

Qing Fu stopped trying to persuade her, and just had a drink with her friend.

Immortal Yuehua fell drunk on the table after drinking, and the hair of three thousand crows was like a waterfall. It was obvious that he said nothing else, but at the end he closed his eyes and murmured: "What about my little Nie, who will help? he……"

After a long time, seeing Sang Yue completely drunk.

Qingfu removed the barrier.

He glanced meaningfully at the corner behind Sang Yue, there was a big tree, behind which a piece of clothing was exposed.

Qing Fu had seen this piece of clothes very early on. He wanted to mediate the conflict between the master and the apprentice, so he quietly removed the sound insulation function of the barrier, so that people inside the barrier would not be able to find people outside the barrier.

Now... Forget it, let the master and apprentice solve it by themselves.

Just like that, Immortal Yuehua was drunk on the stone table, and Immortal Qingfu left directly.

The corner of the clothes behind the tree moved, Yun Nie walked over slowly, pursed his lips, knelt and sat beside Sang Yue, slowly pressed it from behind, hugged Sang Yue's waist, and closed his eyes.

At this moment, their breath blended and depended on each other.

Things have suddenly changed dramatically!

This day, Sang Yue was grabbing a few pieces of fabric, thinking about whether to continue making clothes for his disciples: if he did it, would he appear hesitant, which might make Yun Ni more confident; if he didn't...would he appear too cold? Man, what should Xiao Nie do if she is sad?

Yun Nie interrupted him and called him out.

That big peach tree was in full bloom, and even though the wind was blowing with cold air, the delicate and delicate peach blossoms were competing to bloom one by one.

When the wind blows, the flowers fall again.

Before Sang Yue asked what was the matter, Yun Nie bowed down.

Sang Yue was startled.

After meeting, this was the first time Yun Nie performed such a solemn gift.

Yun Nie said in a deep voice: "The disciple is not filial, please allow the master to allow the disciple to go down the mountain to practice for a year."

Sang Yue moved the corners of his mouth, some couldn't believe what he heard: "Why?"

Let Yun Nie go out to experience, completely separate the two of them, and see more worlds and people at the same time, this is the real way to get rid of the influence of Sang Yue, the master.

Only in this situation can Yun Nie look at her relationship with Sang Yue clearly and calmly.

Sang Yue thought about this method, but never had the heart to mention it.

In the end, Yun Nie brought it up by herself.

Yun Nie straightened up slowly, faced Sang Yue, looked straight into the eyes of her sweetheart, and said, "Because Master keeps saying that I have grown up, but in fact, only Master does not really regard me as an adult."

Those eyes were too straightforward, too magnanimous, and too bright, which made Sang Yue's heart ache slightly.

He stretched out his hand to pull Yunnie up, but Yunnie refused to do so.

Yun Nie held Sang Yue's hand instead, still wanting to say: "I heard Master's words when Immortal Qingfu came to the mountain that night."

Sang Yue's hand trembled slightly.

Yun Nie said: "Please allow the apprentice to go down the mountain. After one year, if the apprentice returns with the same intentions as at this time, it proves that it is not a whim. One year is also given to the master. Please master clear your heart and stop embarrassing yourself. , and get to know the apprentice again."

Sang Yue forcibly pulled him up, held his face with one hand, and asked, "You really want to do this?"

Yun Nie lowered her eyes, pursed her lips and smiled slightly: "Master, give this disciple a chance to prove that you don't need to feel guilty. Everything I do, think and think is for my own sake, and I am not ignorant. Be tempted."

It was only that night that Yun Nie realized how much pressure Master was under.

For the world, if a master and a student fall in love, it must be because the master is not good.

Even Sang Yue felt that he made this mistake because he seduced Yun Nie.

Yun Nie wanted to tell him, no.

Even if Sang Yue doesn't sleep with his arms around him, doesn't make clothes for him, doesn't sing to him...he will still fall in love with Sang Yue, because the master is always good.

Perhaps parting is very bitter, but Yun Nie thought, if not parting, maybe Master will be in pain for a year.

So he took the initiative to mention it and insisted on it.

Sang Yue was right in the end, his disciple had the idea of ​​tempering his mind, which is what a monk should do, how could he stop it as a master?

Yun Nie had already packed her things and could leave after turning around.

But after walking a few steps, he couldn't help turning his head back, and ran back suddenly to hug Sang Yue.

Sang Yue slowly raised his hand, and hugged Yun Nie back, the deeper the hug, the tighter the hug, as if he wanted to rub the whole person into his flesh and blood.

"Master, I will miss you, don't miss me too much." Yun Nie whispered

"Okay, do your best for the teacher."

So Yun Nie finally let go of Sang Yue, turned around and left, and turned back after a distance, but this time what he said was:

"Sang Yue, wait for me to go home."

Sang Yue stood under the tree that day, watching Yun Nie's back disappear in front of him, watching the sun set in the west and the moon rise high.

He stood motionless at the same spot, descended from the night dew, and stood at the dawn of the morning sun.

Fine pieces of spring snow fluttered and swayed, falling on the shoulders and turning their heads white.

This is Yun Nie's first day away.

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The author has something to say:

"The Sutra of Cause and Condition of the King of Wonderful Colors": From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are separated from the one you love, there is neither worry nor fear.

"Buddha Says the Deer Mother Sutra": All loving associations are due to karma and fate.

This chapter explains Master's thinking.

The next chapter continues the timeline jump Dafa, but not directly to a year later hehe.

I will try my best to update at zero point in the future, okay?