The moment he was hugged by Chen Nian, Shaffley's figure shook.

He quickly stabilized, looking over Chen Nian's shoulders, looking at the wind and rain whizzing outside the door, Alpha stood upright, with his arms hanging down naturally, without any response.

The rain on Chen Nian's body wetted his clothes, and the coolness was quickly felt by the skin, and he could also clearly feel the trembling of the boy in his arms.

"sorry."

He heard the words again, carefully and faintly, with a trill.

Shaffley closed his eyes hard, and when he opened them again, his eyes were filled with indifference. He forced Chen Nian away, turned around, and went back to the room with a blank expression.

Shafelei was limping, and was still holding on to the walls and furniture with his hands. Seeing this, Chen Nian didn't care about being pushed away like this, and hurried to help him.

As soon as Chen Nian held Shaffley's arm, Alpha shook his hand away.

The young man paused in place, watching Shaffley stubbornly leaning on the wall and walking slowly towards the bedroom.

He stood outside for nearly three hours, exposed to the sun and rain, without shedding a single tear, but now his nose suddenly became sore.

Chen Nian took a deep breath, covering up the sadness in his heart, and quietly followed behind Shaffley with small steps.

Omega walked by, leaving water footprints on the floor one after another. He silently and quickly observed this strange house, and saw the traces of standing on the carpet by the French windows for a long time.

Shafele went straight back to the bedroom, and Chen Nian followed behind him step by step, watching Alpha sit by the bed, and then leaned against the bed to pick up the computer again.

Of course Chen Nian was soaked and couldn't go to bed, so he stood beside him, his wet hair and clothes were still dripping water, his soft black hair stuck to his face, making his complexion paler, and even his lips were cold Losing his blood color, his body shrank slightly, trying to reduce the loss of heat.

His eyelashes were lowered, and his amber eyes were full of sadness, like a kitten soaked in rain.

In every respect, Chen Nian is like a cat.

When you treat it well, it knows that it is favored and spoiled, and it will stretch out its paws to scratch you from time to time, leaving a few bloodstains on its arms or face.When I am happy, I will play with you for a while, and when I am unhappy, I will ignore it. At most, I will flick my tail impatiently when I hear the cry.

But when you are busy with your hands and can't care about it, you come over eagerly, climb onto the computer desk, stand on the keyboard, and try to attract your attention in various ways to let you accompany it.

Shaffley knows that there is a phenomenon called the abandoned cat effect. After being picked up by a cat that has been discarded, it will become very obedient because it is afraid of being abandoned again, just like Chen Nian standing beside his bed with his head bowed look.

Just who abandoned whom?He couldn't help feeling sad.

Shafele forced himself not to look at Chen Nian, he stared at the code on the screen, but what he thought of was the way Chen Nian threw himself into his arms just now.

Omega was drenched all over, his thin coat couldn't resist the cold, he was trembling all over, his amber eyes were soaked with rain, he no longer had the usual cunning and agility, and found that he was still a little ignorant when he suddenly opened the door .

Then bursting out of joy, she rushed forward and hugged him forcefully.

If he hadn't heard what Chen Nian said last night, Shafele would have almost fallen into the illusion that Omega really loved him.

The person he likes is an actor and a liar.

It's just that even after realizing this, Shafelai still couldn't control his soft heart. Chen Nian must be very cold now, do you want him to change clothes?It's okay if you get sick.

He thought to himself that he was really scumbag, no wonder everyone said scumbag, scumbag, scumbag, only people like himself who keep committing scumbags can the other party become scumbags.

Shaffley pressed the run button, and saw an error prompt without any surprise. He wrote a bunch of bugs absent-mindedly.

He couldn't do his job well, his legs hurt, and there was a person standing next to him looking at him eagerly. How could he live his life like this?

Shafele was terribly annoyed, he glanced away from the corner of his eye, and suddenly found that Chen Nian, who had been dejected by his bedside, had disappeared.

Only a wet spot of water remained on the carpet.

Chen Nian came to the kitchen.

Shafele wrote the code with his head depressed, without even looking at him, Chen Nian felt as if tens of thousands of ants were crawling on his body.

Standing like this is not an option, can he do something to make Shaffley happy?

Shaffley was unable to move, and he looked sluggish, probably he hadn't eaten breakfast.

So Chen Nian quietly went to the kitchen. He took off his water-soaked coat and put it in the bathroom. Wearing a soaked shirt and trousers, he checked what ingredients were in the refrigerator.

When the refrigerator was opened, the air-conditioning made him shiver. Chen Nian pursed his lips, and found that there were still a lot of things in it. Vegetables, meat and eggs were all available, and they were all very fresh. Shaffley only lived here last night, probably at that time. The waiter was brought over.

Chen Nian and Jiang Dai lived in the underground city. They cooked and ate at home to save money. Jiang Dai's eyesight was bad and he couldn't stand the smoke. Chen Nian learned to cook by himself since he was five or six years old. Not particularly good, but not bad.

Chen Nian looked at the things in the refrigerator, recalling what Shaffley liked to eat, well, the good news, he still remembered it.

Chen Nian rolled up his sleeves, reached out and took out two big potatoes.

Shaffley got even more annoyed.

Chen Nian disappeared without saying a word. He didn't know what he was doing. He couldn't use his mental power to investigate, because he would definitely be noticed by the young man.

He is hungry and sleepy now, and his legs are still hurting. After arriving yesterday, he lay on the bed, tossing and turning, and didn't sleep all night. Excessive exercise made his legs swollen again. Struggling to get up, I watched Chen Nian stand outside for three hours by the French window.

Shafele couldn't figure out why he had to stand with him, maybe because he saw those photos.

When Lu Heng showed Chen Nian the photo, because the distance was too far, Shaffley couldn't see it clearly.

He was wondering what kind of evidence could make Lu Heng so arrogant, debunking and accusing Chen Nian aggressively, when he heard what Omega said.

In fact, what Chen Nian said is right. In the relationship between the two, the young man has always stood in the position of the dominator. They are still in the relationship between the pursuer and the pursued until now, and he has been trying to get the sincerity of the young man.

But those words were too harsh, like a bone scraping knife had sliced ​​open his bloody heart, and then ostentatiously displayed the wound for others to see.

Shaffley wept spinelessly and wet a pillow towel. He did mental work all night before he finally made up his mind and opened the folder Lu Heng sent him in the early morning.

Looked at those photos one by one.

Chen Nian snuggled up to different men and women in his familiar yet unfamiliar posture. He wore a black neck ring, dyed his hair bright red, and sometimes wore colored contact lenses of different colors.The tights outline every inch of the body, and the exposed skin is always touched by the hands of others.

The table was filled with all kinds of wine, the amount of which made Shafele's scalp tingle, and he knew the reason why Chen Nian was drinking too much.

With a wanton smile on the boy's face, he is a poisonous flower blooming in the abyss of depravity, attracting people to flock frantically, wanting to get everything about him, hugging, kissing, teasing, and even his whole body.

Shaffley finally knew Chen Nian's past for the first time, and was defeated by it.

It's not because of Chen Nian's work and his dissolute attitude, but because of the young man who was supposed to be the orphan of Marshal Chen Wei and enjoy the most prosperous life, he has been mired in the quagmire.

Yes, he should have thought earlier that Jiang Dai's health was very bad, he was almost blind, and he couldn't find a suitable job at all. The burden of supporting his family would definitely fall on Chen Nian.

He just graduated from high school with average grades, so how can he get so much money to pay expensive medical bills?

Chen Nian's life shouldn't be like this.

Until now, Shaffley didn't know why Jiang Dai didn't bring Chen Nian back. Even if it was possible to fall into the same situation as Chen Ci, it would be better than letting Chen Nian work in that kind of place, right?

I can't tell what kind of feeling I feel in my heart, sourness, pain, struggle, pity... Mixed together, Shaffley realized that he couldn't hate it at all.

At this moment, Shaffley suddenly heard the sound of gradual footsteps, and he quickly looked back at the computer, his face returning to a blank expression.

Chen Nian came in with a tray. He was still wearing the drenched clothes. He looked good and pitiful. The thin fabric was attached to the skin, revealing a little skin color. There seemed to be blurred lines on the lower abdomen. I have found it before, is it a birthmark or a scar?

The aroma wafted out, and just by smelling it, Shaffley knew it was his favorite baked potato with cheese.

"Eat something." Chen Nian said softly.

Shaffley was unmoved.

Chen Nian also didn't move, he held the tray in both hands, stubbornly waiting for Alpha's response, it seemed that if Shaffley ignored him, he could stand until tonight.

During the stalemate, Shaffley heard his stomach growl.

So obvious in a quiet bedroom.

Shaffley: ……………

He didn't eat a single bite in the morning, and he didn't even drink much water. Now he was hooked by the aroma of his favorite food and successfully betrayed by his digestive system.

Chen Nian said softly again: "Eat something, I made it myself."

Shaffley finally put down the computer.

Seeing this, Chen Nian hurriedly put the tray on the bedside table, handed the tray to Shaffley, and put the spoon thoughtfully.

"Be careful of the heat."

Shafele took it with a blank face, I don't know whether it was intentional or not, when he handed it to him, Chen Nian's hand touched him lightly.

Omega's seemingly delicate hands actually have many thin calluses on the palms and at the bases of the fingers, honed from years of housework. It was this that Shaffley relied on to identify Chen Ci and Chen Nian.

Even after cooking, Chen Nian's hands were still cold, and he couldn't warm them up in this wet clothes.

Passing the plate to Shaffley, he obediently withdrew his hand, and his whole body relaxed a lot, as if he had completed what he wanted to do.

However, Shafele could not confirm whether what he saw was performed by Chen Nian on purpose.

After all, he has seen the youth's superb acting skills countless times, holding his arm and laughing at Yan Yan at the royal dinner, pretending to be stupid when his identity was exposed by the artificial lake, and seducing or deceiving other Alphas. , for fun.

Shaffler silently picked up the spoon and began to eat the first meal of the day.

Chen Nian waited obediently. Shafele was halfway through eating when he suddenly heard him sneezing a little.

Standing in the wind for so long while drenched in the rain must surely make you sick.

Chen Nian lowered his head and sniffed, not paying attention.

But suddenly I heard Alpha's faint voice: "Come back after changing clothes, you've stained my carpet."

Chen Nian raised his head suddenly, he couldn't believe what he heard.

Shaffley this is...

Alpha continued to concentrate on eating without giving him a look.

But just this response made Chen Nian happy.

He walked to the bathroom, and a mechanical arm stretched out to bring clean clothes and towels. Chen Nian unfolded them and looked at them. They were all in the size of Shaffley.

He hastily wiped off the rainwater from his body and hair, took off his soaked clothes and put on new ones, finally warming up slowly.

When Chen Nian returned to the bedroom, he found that Shaffley had finished eating, and the plates were placed on the bedside table, while Alpha picked up the computer again with a serious expression.

You don't need to look at Chen Nian to know that Shaffley must be studying those codes.

"sorry."

Chen Nian said softly: "Actually, I regretted it after I finished those words. Lu Heng repeatedly troubled me and Chen Ci. I just wanted to use a once-and-for-all method to completely suppress him, so that he would lose the feeling of jumping in front of my eyes." big capital."

"Regret? I think you were very happy when you said that."

Shafele asked coldly, he tapped the keyboard twice hard, why is there still a bug.

Chen Nian pursed his lips. If Shafelai hadn't heard him at that time, he would probably be immersed in the refreshment of bringing down Lu Heng, and he would never realize that what he said was actually too much.

Maybe he could jokingly say this to Shaffley in private, but if he said it in front of Lu Heng, it would be to trample Shaffley's face under his feet.

Chen Nian is really good at coaxing people, his eloquence seems to have disappeared at this moment, so he can only stumble and say:

"I was wrong. I know that what I said cannot be taken back, and the damage caused cannot be erased, but Shafele, I really care about you, and I am willing to use all methods to make up for it."

"What do you care about me? Do you care that I am the eldest prince, have a lot of money, or do you care that my pheromone is your favorite flavor?"

Shaffley didn't even raise his eyelids: "I'm afraid you were nice to me before because I could help you hide it from the statement. Is there a direct stake in it? Maybe you are still like Antonio behind the scenes, You don't know how to laugh at me."

"I do not have!"

Chen Nian wanted to cry, but maybe at first he really wanted to have fun with Shaffley, but since Alpha gave him the game as a gift, many things have changed. I understand that warmth and plainness can also move people. In many cases, it is not necessary to stimulate the sensory impact.

Shaffley stopped talking.

Chen Nian didn't know how to explain to him, even he couldn't explain what was in his mind, but Chen Nian was sure that if he couldn't save Shaffley, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

This is the best Alpha he has ever met in his life.

"I always thought that it would be good to let myself be happy every day, there is no need to pursue any meaning, life itself is already a very difficult task.

"Later, Uncle Jiang's health became worse and worse, I didn't have the mind to study, and my mind was full of how to get money faster.

"I have no skills, my education level is not high, and the factory prohibits Omega from engaging in heavy physical labor. Fortunately, I am still relatively good. When I went out to buy medicine for Uncle Jiang by chance, I met Li Shu, the boss of the black box. She said If I'm willing to work for her, she can give me a lot of money.

"She spread a lot of news, true and false, and deliberately set up the first market, so as to attract more customers. I quickly became the most popular in the store, and I was able to make a lot of money every day. , but all my colleagues don't like me.

"I don't need them to like it, as long as I have enough money, I can sell everything for money."

"I tried my best to hide it from Uncle Jiang. He still thinks I'm a good boy, because I can earn a lot of money by working in a friend's shop."

"Lu Heng should have sent you those photos. When you took me to the dungeon to exchange statements, I kept refusing to tell you where I originally lived, just because I was afraid that you would find out relevant information. "

"I don't want you to see me like that."

Chen Nian took a deep breath, his nose was a little sore, he had never seriously examined his actions before, but now that he thought about it, he had already cared so much about Shaffley.

He is not afraid of other people's advice, but he is afraid that Alpha will show strange eyes. Lu Heng is right, he is a despicable guy.

It was the first time for Chen Nian to cut himself open from head to toe so thoroughly, he saw the black thick water flowing inside, under the delicate and beautiful skin, such a filthy soul.

The jerky pain reappeared in the pharynx, and even swallowing became difficult. Chen Nian lowered his head deeply. He told himself that he had no right to cry, and resisted the urge to cry.

After a long time, Shaffley finally spoke:

"You know what annoys me the most about you?"

Chen Nian thought about it seriously for a while, and finally shook his head hesitantly. He didn't know if he answered wrongly, would he make Shaffley even more angry, so he tentatively replied, "It's because I said you look like..."

"No, it's the last sentence."

Chen Nian tried hard to recall, the last sentence was...even if Shaffley is the most noble prince, he is a broken shoe that was spurned and pointed out by others.

Is there something wrong?

Seeing that Chen Nian didn't seem to understand, Shafele frowned, and said again: "Have you ever had a relationship with someone else?"

Chen Nian shook his head. His most valuable thing was the so-called first night. Li Shu had to squeeze out all the value of this excuse before he could finally sell it at a high price.

Shaffley: "Then why do you say you're the one?"

Chen Nian: "Broken shoes?"

The corner of Shaffley's lips twitched. He really didn't like such discriminatory and demeaning words, and he didn't know how Chen Nian said it so easily.

"Don't let me hear this word from your mouth in the future, I don't like it."

Chen Nian opened his mouth, and finally said softly. It is normal to call someone a "bitch" or "broken shoe" in the dungeon, and he has never felt that there is any problem.

Was Shaffley actually so angry because he used a bad word for himself?

Even if I describe him as a begging dog, will I care more about that bad name?

Chen Nian finally couldn't help the heat in his eyes. He thought about it and listed all the reasons that might make Shaffley angry and disappointed, but he never paid attention to this point.

Even if he was belittled in front of outsiders, what Shaffley noticed immediately was still that sentence.

What the hell had he... done to Shaffley?

Chen Nian raised his hand and covered his face vigorously. The warm moisture quickly spread between his fingers, and finally fell on the carpet, mixing with the rainwater he had left before.

"I'm sorry...I'm so bad, why am I such a bad person?"

Chen Nian's mind went blank, and he was completely overwhelmed by shame, pouring into his nose and filling his lungs, making it hard to breathe in pain.As long as he can remember, Chen Nian has never cried like this again. He claims to be heartless, and the most affectionate boy in the eyes of others is actually the most heartless person.

Shaffley looked at him silently.

Chen Nian said that he could sell everything for money, but in getting along with the young man, Shafelai knew that Chen Nian was not a very materialistic person at all. On the contrary, he wanted very little and was very easy to be satisfied on the material level.

Such crazy money is just to buy powerful inhibitors and pay for Jiang Dai's medical expenses.

Omega was crying so pitifully, Shaffley resisted the urge to hold him in his arms, he closed his eyes hard, lay back on the bed, and forced himself not to listen to Chen Nian's cry.

After a long time, Chen Nian stopped slowly. He sobbed and wiped away his tears, trying his best to control his emotions.

Chen Nian understood that he should use practical actions to impress Shaffley and make Alpha realize his sincerity instead of winning sympathy with tears.

"I won't say it again in the future, I won't say anything excessive." Chen Nian choked up, "No matter who it is to, I won't say it again. I will slowly learn to get better."

Shaffley's eyelashes moved, and the sound of the rain outside the window covered up the young man's uncontrollable sobs, no one could see, Alpha's hand on the side was tightening forcefully.

Although very cruel, Chen Nian must learn what respect is.

From then on, he will be the honorable elector of Chensha, another child of the Chen family who has finally returned. He will stand in the spotlight and assume his own responsibilities.

Those days of ignorance or drunkenness that were forced by livelihood are destined to become a thing of the past, growing up is indeed painful, his strong and distorted desire to conquer, his relentlessness and wandering, all come from the same predicament——

Covetously craving, constantly seeking love, but not capable of loving at all.

Shafele didn't have enough confidence, so he said with certainty that he could change Chen Nian, but...maybe?

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