longevity dream

He repeated Zhan Zhao's words: "I'm sorry."

It was Zhan Zhao's turn to be confused, he opened his eyes: "What did you say?"

"I didn't tell you what I was doing when I went out, and the phone was turned off and I forgot to turn it on." Bai Yutang sighed.In fact, he knew what Zhan Zhao was apologizing for, and he also knew that the apology was gentle and sincere.But obviously Zhan Zhao really didn't think he was wrong.Stupid cat, no matter what happens, always reflect first, even if you are the one who hurts the most.Should this be considered an advantage or a disadvantage?

He often thinks about his own faults and doesn't discuss others' faults. During the year when he was only practicing brush calligraphy when he was a child, Zhan Shenzhi asked Zhan Zhao to write these eight characters repeatedly, almost every day.He said that as long as he understands these eight words thoroughly, he will have a clear conscience in his life.Zhan Zhao lived up to his grandfather's expectations, he was already extremely talented.He understood so thoroughly that at this moment Zhan Zhao rethought the whole night's events carefully, and was convinced that this matter was really his own fault and not Bai Yutang's.But the proud and arrogant young man stared at himself with deep eyes, with guilt and distress clearly written in his eyes.It's the eyes that will sink in as long as you stare intently for a while, that's right, Bai Yutang's eyes are the most deadly Gu.He didn't dare to look at each other any longer, feeling a little uneasy, what attitude would his parents have when they came back tomorrow morning?

At this time, Bai Jintang opened the door and came in, looking at the two of them with a blank expression, and his voice was full of doubts: "What happened today? I asked just now, and the nurse said that Zhan Zhao needed an injection of pethidine. Bleeding outside the normal range. Bai Yutang, what did you do?"

Zhan Zhao quickly replied, "It's not his fault."

Bai Jintang was angry: "Zhan Zhao, I will never support you again." After finishing speaking, he carefully lifted Zhan Zhao's gauze and took a look, "Fortunately, I thought there was something wrong with my suture! Although the wound is small , and don't take it too seriously. Have you two eaten yet?"

Zhan Zhao nodded, and Bai Yutang shook his head.When the situation basically calmed down, the dinner bought by Yan Chasan was already completely cold, and he didn't have much appetite, so he simply stopped eating.Bai Jintang saw a pile of takeaway boxes on the window sill: "I haven't eaten yet. There is a microwave in the nurse's office area. I'll heat it up. Bai Yutang, help me eat some. I think I'm going to starve to death."

To the picky second young master of the Bai family, the heated food tasted like nothing, but Bai Jintang felt very satisfied.The two brothers filled their stomachs with two cans of coffee. Bai Jintang picked and repeated the conversation with Zhan Zhao's parents just now, and finally pulled a tissue to wipe his mouth and patted the back of Bai Yutang's head: "Maybe the atmosphere will be better tomorrow." It's embarrassing, but if you give Zhan Zhao some courage, you should be able to pass this hurdle. At most, you won't accept it clearly, but you won't insist on opposing it any more, and it will take time."

Zhan Zhao called softly: "Brother."

Bai Jintang raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "What are you doing? There's nothing to say. You don't appreciate me making the decision for you. I won't inquire about Dulan Ding and the wound bleeding. Anyway, no matter what Bai Yutang does, you will protect him, right? ?”

Zhan Zhao stretched out his hands to scratch his ears, even though he was thin-skinned, there was something wrong with his blushing at the moment, Bai Jintang touched his forehead and frowned: "The body temperature is a bit high. Bai Yutang, you should be responsible at night, don't fall asleep by yourself."

Bai Yutang was startled.He only knew that postoperative patients would have fever, but no one told him what the normal range should be.He also reached out to touch Zhan Zhao's forehead: "When I took my temperature in the evening, it was 37 degrees 4."

"It should be 38 degrees now." Bai Jintang thought for a while, "I'll get a thermometer later, Bai Yutang, please watch carefully, if the temperature continues to rise, call me in the office."

No wonder he felt dizzy all the time, Zhan Zhao closed his eyes again in annoyance.It doesn't hurt very much at this time, it's better to sleep first.I hope it's okay, otherwise I will show my parents tomorrow, and what I did today may be in vain.Bai Jintang wanted to come and put away the thermometer, and went back to the office to fill in the medical records.Bai Yutang cleaned up the takeaway boxes one by one, turned off the bedside lamp, and sat gently on the side of the bed.The ward is not absolutely dark, the door and window can penetrate the light in the corridor, the call button at the head of the bed is deep red, under the dim light, Zhan Zhao's brows and eyes are stretched, and he has already entered a light sleep.He stretched out his hand to touch Zhan Zhao's forehead, Zhan Zhao woke up in a daze and raised his hand to hold his fingers: "I'm fine, you also come to sleep for a while."

Bai Yutang moved up a bit, leaned against the head of the bed, and let Zhan Zhao's forehead rest on his lap.Zhan Zhao settled down inexplicably, and quickly fell into a half-asleep and half-awake state again.Bai Yutang's posture was too exhausting, half of his body was hanging outside the bed, and soon his whole body's muscles became stiff.But he didn't dare to move, Zhan Zhao didn't sleep deeply, he was afraid that if he moved a little bit, he would wake him up.After drinking a can of coffee, the sleepiness before eating was gone, he lowered his head to carefully examine Zhan Zhao's eyebrows and eyes in the dim light.Very lightly, I touched his forehead with my fingertips. Fortunately, the body temperature did not continue to rise.

One of the medicines in the evening was for pain relief, so I felt pretty good just now, but around two o'clock in the morning, the effects of the medicine faded, and Zhan Zhao, who had finally fallen asleep, woke up in pain.He opened his eyes in pain, and found that he was still in the position of resting his forehead on Bai Yutang's lap.Bai Yutang sat motionless, probably falling asleep.

Zhan Zhao didn't want to wake him up, so he closed his eyes again, and adjusted his breathing bit by bit to be even and long, thin and light, this is the experience of resisting pain.He was born with a high pain threshold and amazing endurance.This probably stems from Shen Han's inheritance.It is said that when he was born, there were three mothers-to-be in the delivery room, and the screams of the other two almost pierced through the roof. Only Shen Han pinched his arms all over with bloodstains, and he couldn't hold back his voice.

He bit his lip, not daring to move, but Bai Yutang had already reached out his hand to wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead: "Cat, does it hurt?"

Zhan Zhaosong asked hoarsely, "How did you find out?"

"Your breathing rhythm has changed. If I didn't notice, are you going to endure it until dawn?" Bai Yutang asked complainingly, and turned out of bed with difficulty, his legs were already numb, he propped himself up against the wall and stood there for a while before breathing Walking around: "I'll go to the nurse to get you some medicine? Bai Jintang said that you can take another medicine if you feel pain at night."

Zhan Zhao shook his head, reached out to hold him, and at the same time moved his upper body a little: "No, you can bear it."

Bai Yutang leaned down and whispered in his ear, "I'll be back in two minutes. I have my phone with me and it's on."

Zhan Zhao was embarrassed all of a sudden, and let go of his hand.Bai Yutang, you idiot!I'm not for this!He whispered: "Don't go, noisy people rest, maybe the night shift nurse just took a nap. My right leg is stiff, please rub it for me."

Bai Yutang pulled the stool and sat on the edge of the bed, reached into the quilt to help him knead his right leg, with just the right amount of force.After a while, Bai Jintang quietly opened the door and walked in: "Has the medicine worn off? Do you feel pain? I'll take another pill for you."

Zhan Zhao looked at him with wide eyes, and Bai Jintang smiled: "I prescribed all your medicines, which have the least side effects, but the effects of the medicines only last for five or six hours. I guess it will hurt by now. The alarm clock is set. You take the medicine and sleep for a while, and you will be more refreshed when your parents come tomorrow."

Zhan Zhao stood up and looked at the small white pill in his palm, the word "thank you" rolled on the tip of his tongue, and swallowed it back.The word is too polite and often fails to express its true meaning.The fact is that it is impossible to be better and happier, which is far from being summed up in these two words.

After taking the medicine, Bai Jintang returned to his office.Knowing that the pain can be relieved slowly by taking medicine, the time to wait for the medicine to dissolve and take effect in the stomach seems to become longer and more unbearable.Zhan Zhao frowned, hid his hands in the quilt and clenched his fists tightly, hoping to disperse the pain a bit.With one hand, Bai Yutang was still gently massaging his right leg, while with the other hand he groped for his under the quilt, and gently opened his fingers.

Touching the deep pinch marks made by Zhan Zhao himself with cold fingertips, Bai Yutang whispered, "Don't pinch yourself, pinch me if it hurts badly."

Zhan Zhao withdrew his hand, clutching the bed sheet next to him calmly: "I'm fine. It'll be over in a while."

Bai Yutang shook his head: "Cat, don't bear everything by yourself. If you can handle everything by yourself, why am I by your side?"

Zhan Zhao suddenly remembered what Bai Yutang said during the military training - don't let me see you lying half dead on the bed again.Those words were gnashing one's teeth and being arrogant and domineering, but it sounded like one's heart softened.He stretched out his hand to hold Bai Yutang again, and tugged towards him: "Sit over here. Remember what you said to me during the military training?"

Bai Yutang was completely displeased with wasting brain cells to recall. He was a little at a loss and irritable because he didn't know how to relieve the pain Zhan Zhao was suffering. He sat back on the bedside and asked, "We have been training for two weeks. You have said so many words, which one are you referring to?"

Zhan Zhao tried to repeat that sentence in Bai Yutang's angry and fierce tone.But this style of lines is really not suitable for him, and it really hurts too much right now, no matter how hard you try to imitate the voice, it's still weak, so in Bai Yutang's ears, there is a sense of grievance inexplicably.He felt pain in his heart, and lowered his head to touch Zhan Zhao's face: "But haven't I seen it again now?"

Chatting can be a distraction, especially when you think about the time when you were ignorant and willful and approached each other purely by instinct.Zhan Zhao relax a little