Night Labyrinth

"He Lin, have you ever liked anyone?"

When passing a street corner, I asked directly, regardless of whether it was abrupt or not.

He Lin has always led and I followed.

And this time, this last time, let me be willful.

I could hear my heart pounding, pounding, pounding, so fast that I was going to be overwhelmed.

She was stunned for a second by my sudden question, and then replied flatly, "No."

I heard the sound of longing shattering, but I had expected it.

So I move on to the next sentence.

"No way? Have you never liked anyone? Never had a crush before? Impossible." I asked.

"No." He Lin shook his head, "What does it feel like to like?"

"I like it..." I was a little surprised, and began to think, "I miss her when I can't see her, and I still miss her when I see her. I just broke up just now, and I think about the next meeting. I will pay attention to her every move and pay attention to her." Her likes and dislikes. When she casually sends a message, she will wonder if it has something to do with me."

Obviously there are a lot of things to say, but I can't think of anything when I get to my mouth. I can only think of the simplest few points, and I don't know if she can understand.

He Lin nodded thoughtfully, and smiled with a clear expression, "So that's what I like, I know."

I really wanted to ask her what she knew, "Then have you ever thought of anyone you liked?"

My heart was burning with burning longing again.

"I don't intend to like anyone. I'm not qualified to like anyone."

He Lin's calm voice once again extinguished my longing.

"How can you not be qualified? You are so outstanding!" My heart was wet, but I was anxious to hold an umbrella for her, "Then let me tell you how you make me feel."

He Lin nodded by default.

So I started from the first meeting, "When Sister Song Qian first introduced you to me, I felt that you had an indifferent temperament, very polite and distant, and I was immediately attracted by your temperament. Later, when we went to draw together, I turned my head to look at you by chance, and found that the expression on your face was very focused, as if you were the only one in the world..."

Speaking of this, I heard He Lin sigh inaudibly.

"Besides, your voice is very nice, like the evening breeze. You have good grades, a good personality, and you can draw... In short, you are really outstanding!"

"I know, thank you." He Lin seemed to be amused by my eager expression, and I saw her mouth raised.

"You are the second person to say that I have a nice voice. Only my mother said so before."

She said so suddenly.

I feel a burst of honor from the bottom of my heart, which means that at this point, I am the same as her mother.

It seems that my relationship with her has suddenly been raised to a different height, a height that no one else can reach.

Only me, the same as her mother.

We have stepped into the school gate.

"Then you must find your own happiness. I believe you will meet someone you like."

Even if it wasn't me...

"Happiness or something, it's too fake." For a moment, He Lin's eyes showed undisguised disdain.

I was shocked.

"I'm not going to be in a relationship, I don't believe in love at all. But I'm going to get married, I just want a family. You know what? When I watch couples show off their love on campus, there's only one thought in my head , so naive..." He Lin's contempt was unscrupulous.

I was stunned by her series of words, and I couldn't accept so much information in my mind for a while.

Is my liking always so childish in her eyes?

Why doesn't she believe in love?

Who hurt her so badly?

"Why? But you are not happy like this..."

This is the only thing I can ask.

"Probably because of the family environment from childhood."

He Lin hesitated for a little longer this time, but then she seemed to have made up her mind, "Promise me, I told you not to tell others."

I think He Lin suddenly became serious.