Night Labyrinth

Back in the dormitory, I knelt by the bed and cried loudly, trying to release the emotions that had been pent up for 18 months.

It was still the same as the usual weekend, the other two roommates went out with their boyfriends, and only Shuling sat on the bed and surfed the Internet.

She was a little flustered when she saw me, and hurried to my side, but she just handed me a tissue and didn't say anything else.

Until I was almost crying.She patted me on the shoulder and asked, "What did she say?"

"She said she doesn't believe in love at all, and she won't fall in love with anyone." As soon as the words came out, I couldn't help crying again.

"Did she say that after you confessed your love?" Shuling frowned and handed me another tissue.

"No, I didn't have a chance to say it at all..." I repeated the ins and outs, my words were broken by sobs, and I didn't know if Shuling understood my confused expression.

And the soaked tissue has been thrown on the bed by me.

"Actually, it's not that she doesn't believe in love." Shuling said softly, as if she was afraid of hurting me. "Many people have said this kind of thing, but in the end, didn't they still invest in it?"

I understand what Shuling means.

"So what she said means that you are not the one she was waiting for."

She still said it.

"You said she was injured, what exactly is it?" I didn't tell He Lin's past in detail just now, because I promised her "not to tell others", so even Shuling couldn't.

I shook my head, for He Lin's heavy trust, and for the promise I made to her, "It's a family trauma, I can't say the specifics, I promised her."

Shuling didn't ask any further questions, but frowned and said, "Maybe it's just some excuse she deliberately made up."

"No, I believe it's true." Those frozen eyes couldn't deceive anyone.

"You should understand how Wuluan is," Shu Ling acquiesced, "She is rejecting you in this way."

There was a crushing pain in my heart, and the powder of self-esteem was so broken that it couldn't be broken any more.

But Shuling was right.

I get it all, I just don't want to admit it.

"Besides, the reason why she didn't point it out is that she still wants to be friends with you. But if you don't want to, don't associate with her anymore."

Is it really going to end like this?

Obviously I didn't even say "like".

Obviously she still said that she wants to see me surpass her?

Seeing my hesitation, Shuling hated iron for being weak.

He glared at me and said, "Whether you want this friend or not, you can decide for yourself."

After finishing speaking, I put away the tissues on my bed and threw them into the trash can, then turned and went back to my side.

I sat blankly, and from the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the cup of tea whose name I didn't know was still in hand.

The orange-red color looks beautiful with two slices of lemon falling on the bottom.

It's completely cool by now.

Now I don't have any desire to drink it.

Still popped it with a straw.

He Lin said that its taste is a little sweet and a little sour.

But I don't know if it's because the lemon slices inside have been soaked for a long time, I feel sour in the mouth.

I downed the whole glass in one gulp and ate all the lemons.

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The stupid author went out to stock up on food, come back for another chapter~