Suya

"There is a lot of grievances between the Xunguo and Fengguo armies. There is not enough time for the two armies to merge. If they continue to face each other day and night, something will happen sooner or later, so it is better to separate them. I am going to Beiling mainly because In order to join up with the Beiling army, I will try my best to avoid confrontation with the Fengguo army along the way. On the other hand, Guqu City, after I leave, Fengguo will definitely attack aggressively. Although Guqu City has strong defenses and abundant food, you will suffer ten times There will be no problem for half a month, but such a long-term siege is a great mental torture, and the army of Xunguo may not be able to bear it, so I want to take them away."

"Then I will go to Beiling with you."

"No." Feng Chen patted his head: "You have to take good care of those envoys who leave the country. The most important thing is that you have to defend the lonely city. Once I am trapped, you are the only reinforcements, that is, my only one. hope."

These words sounded as if they had handed over their wealth and life to Li Xiruo. If someone else heard this, they would have thrown themselves into Feng Chen's arms immediately, hugging him with tears in their eyes, affectionately, Weeping in grief: "Husband, you have suffered for me, I will definitely guard the lonely city and wait for you to come back." After saying that, she sniffled, took Feng Chen's hand and looked at him with tears in her eyes, and at the same time Xiumei frowned slightly, and said firmly: "You must come back. After you come back, we will never ask about world affairs, but drink wine and discuss poetry, play in the world, and spend a hundred years together."

It's a pity that it was Li Xiruo who heard this. He glanced at Feng Chen, neither crying nor laughing. He just lowered his eyes to the ground, thought for a moment and asked, "Feng Chen, do you have something to hide from me?"

Feng Chen's eyelids twitched slightly, and then he didn't make any movements, he just looked ahead quietly, as if he was thinking, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

Li Xiruo didn't seem to be in a hurry to ask him to answer, her palm was covering the back of his hand, scrubbing lightly, like an unconscious intimate movement between a couple.

The wind blows the mountains and forests, rustling sounds one after another, sandwiched with insects and breeze, bringing some tranquility far away from the hustle and bustle, and also brings a bit of chill.

Feng Chen pulled the outer robe that Li Xi Ruo had casually put on, wrapping him tighter.

Li Xiruo huddled comfortably in the fox fur coat that was warmed by Feng Chen's body temperature and the bonfire, and asked, "Is it because of Linyue? Do you want us to separate?"

He asked vaguely, but Feng Chen understood his question, turned his palms to face his, clasped his fingers together, and then squeezed his hand hard as if he wanted to grab something.

"Feng Chen, I don't know what you want to do, and I don't quite understand why you want to do it, but if it happened because of me, I can tell you clearly that Linyue is only admiring and grateful to me, and has nothing to do with it. There is affection, and if there is, I don't feel anything for him."

Feng Chen remained silent, and after a while, lowered his voice and said coldly: "Don't call him Linyue again."

Li Xiruo looked back at him.

Feng Chen also looked at him, but stopped talking.

Li Xiruo and him looked at each other for a moment, then sighed helplessly: "Understood, I will call him Xun Linyue from now on." After speaking, he couldn't help complaining: "It's just a title, why are you getting older and younger? Big, on the contrary, I like to care more about it."

Someone with a small belly continued to hum: "Don't let him stay in your room for so long in the future."

Li Xiruo was confused when he heard this, and just wanted to ask him why he said this for no reason, but then he thought about it, and thought of the long-burning incense in his room, and Feng Chen's nose that was sharper than a dog, he couldn't laugh or cry. He patted Feng Chen's knee, and said angrily, "I let him stay in my room for so long because I had something to discuss with him. Don't say I didn't warn you, don't think wildly, and don't push yourself forward and make unreasonable demands , I won't depend on you for everything."

After Li Xiruo finished speaking, she got up, gathered her clothes, and walked to the other side of the campfire, which was made of tree branches, to check whether her clothes had dried.

Feng Chen sat on the spot and looked at him, his face clouded.

Li Xi Ruo turned a blind eye, took back the clothes that were [-]% to [-]% dry, and walked back under the tree.

Feng Chen looked up at him.

Li Xiruo held the clothes in one hand, pulled off the outer robe she was wearing with the other hand, and threw it to Feng Chen, who caught it and put it on her lap.

Li Xiruo tugged at the skirt of his shirt: "Turn around, I'll change."

Feng Chen jokingly said: "I haven't seen any part of your body, there is nothing to avoid."

Li Xiruo was too lazy to argue with him, and walked towards the back of the tree stepping on dead leaves while unbuttoning his collar.

Feng Chen's eyes followed him, until he couldn't see his back, he turned his head in embarrassment, stared at the campfire thoughtfully for a while, then looked down at the coat hanging on his lap, after looking for a while, I don't know if I have figured it out, or if I want to give way to Li Xiruo, and muttered: "Xi Ruo."

Li Xi Ruo responded.

Feng Chen said: "Every time he goes to see you, he puts out the incense."

Li Xiruo didn't answer, after a while of rustling sounds, Li Xiruo turned out from behind the tree, squatted down in front of Feng Chen while arranging his sleeves, Feng Chen stretched out his hand to help him button his coat.

Li Xiruo raised her face slightly to let Feng Chen fasten the collar button, and replied: "Well, I see, is there any other request?"

While tying it, Feng Chen looked at his Adam's apple that moved up and down due to talking, looked at it for a while, and said in an irrelevant answer: "You have really grown up."

Li Xiruo looked at him inexplicably, and didn't understand why he repeated this sentence again and again today. After watching for a while, his heart moved slightly, as if he had sensed Feng Chen's thoughts, and unexpectedly felt a little sad and sad for no reason.

Feng Chen didn't look at him, but buttoned him at the last moment, and carefully flattened his skirt, raised his arms around his waist, and hugged him tenderly.

Li Xiruo knelt in front of Feng Chen, watching the firelight reflected half of his face into a slightly drunken golden red, and reflected his amber eyes transparent and crystal clear, like two beautiful pearls - so magnificent, But also so fragile.

Everything seemed to be the same as seven years ago. On the night when he was about to leave Fengguo, Feng Chen sat by the bonfire outside the camp, without saying a word, just looked at him like that, with a calm expression as usual, but when Li Xiruo When he looked into his eyes, he felt his heart was strangled by a vine, as if he could feel everything Feng Chen buried in his heart. He couldn't explain why, but every time he looked into Feng Chen's eyes Sometimes, the other party's emotions can always be transmitted to his heart without any barriers, which makes him feel heartache for no reason.

Feng Chen's eyes are so calm and calm, it makes people feel that all the sadness is trapped in it, unable to release, unable to vent, just sinking in the eyes like that.

He seems to have forgotten how to cry a long time ago, even sadness is so strange to him, but when these emotions come suddenly, he can't express them, and he doesn't seem to want anyone to know, he just suppresses them all In my heart, a person endures silently.

The author has something to say:

I dyed my hair red today~ I really like red hair, but it’s a pity that I can’t write red-haired characters in this article, so sad T^TT^T