I have such a big shell! ?

When Gui Lu returned to the dormitory to pack his things, he jumped all the way back. He had never been so childish in his life as he was just then, and he even hummed out-of-key music——

"La la~ The common people are so happy today~ Really, so happy~"

Thinking of the people he met along the way, looking at him with crazy eyes, Gui Lu wanted to find a gap to get in... It's so fucking embarrassing! !

He covered his face, fell down on the bed with a whimper, and rolled wantonly. At this moment, Mulan called... saying that she sent someone to pick him up, and asked him not to wander around, but to wait obediently in the dormitory.

Guiyu: "..."

Mulan paused for a moment, but she still couldn't bear to tell about Ni Pengxuan. From her point of view, Gui Lu still didn't know about Ni Pengxuan. She thought that this child had just been eliminated, and she had put so much effort into it, but was so humiliated.Even if she got Xuan Tiance's favor in the end, her heart... still felt distressed.

It is always said that after hitting a stick, you can eat a sweet date at the end. Is it because the sweet date is sweet enough that the stick doesn't hurt?

So why Mulan would tell Guiyu about Ni Pengxuan again, she pretended to be happy: "You have finally escaped from that hot chicken show." Were you taken aback by the phone call from my boss?"

Gui Lu's excitement has not passed at the moment, and he wants to let the whole world know how happy he is now, but he is a bit reserved after all.

Yes, even if he is appointed by Xuan Tiance to act in his movie, he is still that Guilu, just like the character he used to be strong for the sake of pretending, once he takes off the shell of the character, he is still the same Kei-mao is timid and afraid of the world.

He touched his hot forehead, and whispered: "...No." He endured it, but in the end he couldn't hold it back: "...Sister Mulan, is this true?"

Mulan burst out laughing: "Stupid child, is it true or not? My boss, you will know after you get in touch with him...he is a bit weird." Mulan paused for a moment, then said: "With Ordinary people are different, but he is still pretty good, you don't have to worry about being harshly criticized by him... How should I put it, he is not like me, for example, if I think you are doing something wrong, I will point it out on the spot, but He doesn't, I've never seen him speak out loud to anyone."

Mulan tried her best to let Guilu not worry too much about Xuan Tiance, she racked her brains to tell all the good things about Xuan Tiance, and accidentally slipped her mouth: "Although he has a weird personality and is self-conscious. It is closed, but there is nothing to say in terms of ability, if you go to participate in his movies, even without his teaching, you can learn a lot."

Gui Lu: "..." He was a little dazed: "Autistic?" His idol is actually autistic?Gui Lu's eyes suddenly became serious, could he have been wronged by something he didn't know about?

Mulan: "..." She muttered something in her mouth, the voice was too low, Gui Lu couldn't hear it clearly, but it felt like a curse, and then Mulan coughed: "It's not considered autistic... just, I don't like it very much. When talking to people, most of the things are emails or text messages. After a movie is shot, the actors can’t see the director from the beginning to the end... Cough cough, so you don’t have to worry about what he will say about you. With the ability to make him call you personally, I think how much he appreciates you..."

Gui Lu, who was still a little suspicious when she said it, couldn't help but bubble up in her heart... Does his idol admire him so much?Although he knew that Xuan Tiance was able to call him, he definitely felt good about him, but this kind of guesswork was confirmed by other people, and he still couldn't help being happy.

"...Thank you, Sister Mulan." He suppressed the emotions in his heart, and said in a soft but firm voice, "...I'm not afraid."

Sister Mulan specially called to tell him about this matter... She even revealed Xuan Tiance's habits to him in order to prevent Gui Lu from being at a loss, which is obviously a good thing that no one else can wait But when it comes to him, other people have to worry about whether he will be too nervous.

How can you be so nice to him?

One by one... Xuan Tiance is like this, and so is Mulan.Gui Wu thought about it, his eyes turned red again, he shrugged his nose, and smiled: "Sister Mulan, I'm too embarrassed to say...but, I'm really... really happy... oh !"

He suppressed the choking in his throat: "I'm so happy, I'm not afraid at all, I even, even... I think it's really great that I can be eliminated!"

Mulan choked suddenly.

"I was... just a little, a little..." He hugged the phone, covered his eyes, and squatted on the ground: "Just a little... sad." Just that 'little' made him almost unable to breathe .

"It wasn't a big deal at first." Gui Lu smiled and said, "It's because you guys are too careful about me... Actually, I just wanted to say that if it's really to compensate me, you don't have to be so nice to me. If it's something else What, I might refuse it. But...Xuan Tiance's movie, this benefit is too great, I can't do it, it's too difficult to refuse."

"I didn't intend to ask you to refuse...What did the silly boy say!" Mulan blinked her eyes, blinking away the tide...Why is this child so obedient and so distressing.

"So... Miss Mulan, you don't have to worry about me." Gui Lu whispered, "You should be happy for me."

"I want you to be happy for me."

On the other end of the phone, the soft voice of the young man trembled slightly, but the gentleness in the words easily hit the heart that thought he was invincible. Mulan was almost 40 years old, and she was almost told by a child Cried.

She hung up the phone, still unable to calm down for a long time, took a cigarette from her pocket and held it in her mouth to calm herself down.

That kid Guilu didn't want her to worry, and he didn't say a single word of grievance... But that doesn't mean he wasn't wronged!Mulan's eyes gradually turned cold, Zhang Yunhua... Ni Pengxuan...

……

Gui Lu hugged the phone, wiped his face, and laughed at himself that he was really crying... He didn't know that Ni Pengxuan, who was standing outside the door at some time, stood there like a pillar across the wall. The movement of wanting to open the door stopped, and I don't know how long I listened, listening to Gui Lu suppressing the grievance and crying and comforting Mulan...

Every word was like a knife, piercing his heart.

He stood for a while, but in the end he couldn't find the courage to push open the door. In fact, he had the illusion that he was about to die... He thought that after making that decision, he was misunderstood next, He was able to accept being beaten and scolded... He even thought about it countless times, thinking of Gui Lu appearing in front of him with an angry face, questioning him word by word why he did this.

He had thought it all over, and at that time he would be expressionless...to admit that yes, he did everything.

But Guilu didn't ask anything... didn't say a word...why?Does he feel that there is no need to ask him the truth?Or... He didn't believe that he would do this at all, he knew there must be some misunderstanding, so he didn't come to ask him before he found out all the truth... Obviously this is the easiest way, but Gui Wu He understood that once he asked, it meant that he never believed in Ni Pengxuan.

Ni Pengxuan thought that he would not be willing to accept the former, but based on his understanding of Gui Lu, he knew that Gui Lu would definitely choose the latter...but he couldn't be happy at all, he found that the latter was more difficult for him to accept than the former .

Guiyu... how can he be so good?

Ni Pengxuan walked outside in a daze. He thought that if he stood up and pulled Guiwu out of this quagmire, they would go back to the past... He used to be complacent, thinking that he was the hero who saved Guiwu, and he even did not hesitate to get infected. Stigma, even if it is misunderstood by Gui Mao, it doesn't matter.He couldn't sleep several times at night thinking... The misunderstanding is only temporary, and sooner or later Gui will know the truth, and then he will regret that he didn't believe him... What compensation will he make?

It was the only consolation he had in that time of agony.

Until he saw Gui Wu's performance on the stage with his own eyes, until he witnessed the judges humiliating him, he thought, he is really a self-righteous, arrogant bastard.

How ridiculous... He, Ni Pengxuan, would make such a joke.He actually thought that it was for his own good to eliminate Guiyu early, he actually sent Guiyu to be insulted by others with his own hands, he actually gave such a good Guiyu to him, and gave everything to him, just to be in this fucking world It's time to ask for the truest appreciation.

He announced Gui Lu's elimination early on, so what's the difference between his actions and those of Zhang Yunhua?

He understood Gui Wu's performance - art itself has no borders, a wonderful performance can break through all the shackles of prejudice, no matter what opinions those people have about Gui Wu, what kind of prejudice, disdain, hate, jealousy It doesn't matter, but the moment he comes on stage...all these bad voices will disappear, they will all, and only cheer for his performance, jump for him, applaud him!

whoever he is.

But at that moment, there were only two characters.

One is Guiyu, and the other is the audience watching Guiyu's performance.

……

Wang Ming once asked Ni Pengxuan for help. He found that something was wrong with Gui Lu, so he panicked.Did Ni Pengxuan miss you at that time?He had already found out...it was he who forced Guiwu to step into this quagmire, so he had to pull Guiwu out of this quagmire with his own hands...but these have nothing to do with you, Wang Ming.

"Even if it's a fight, even if it's hated by Gui Lu, I won't just watch him go down this desperate road!" Wang Ming said at the time, and those words coincided miraculously with Ni Pengxuan's plan at the time, he thought Want you to get out of this?What do you think you are, you met Gui Wu later than I did, and you didn't make up your mind as quickly as I did.

You will never... be better than me.

When Ni Pengxuan recalled the mood at that time, he felt a ridiculous sense of absurdity... He raised his eyes slightly, but was startled, Wang Ming just thought of, just appeared in front of him.