I had to make the protagonist love me [Quick Transmigration]

Chi Xiaotian and Shen Zong went back.

He didn't feel that Shen Zong loved him, Shen Zong was probably only interested in his body, being forced to open up and bear it, it was always lingering to death.They hugged tightly, but their hearts were not together.

Chi Xiaotian was grounded and was not allowed to go out. Although the communication equipment was not confiscated, it was disconnected from the Internet.His social circle suddenly shrank to a very small size, apart from being able to talk to Wang Ma and Lao Deng, he just waited for Shen Zong to come back.

They rarely talk, but often roll together.

It was a cloudy day with light rain.

Chi Xiaotian was watching TV. He turned on the fireplace and was wrapped in a blanket. He didn't know if he was afraid of the cold. He even put his hands in the blanket, and exposed his eyes: "Wang Ma, I want to eat strawberries."

The young master's life is so simple and unpretentious.

The washed strawberries were inserted with a fork and placed on the low table at one side. Chi Xiaotian became lazy, his eyes were still fixed on the TV, he squirmed to the side, and was about to reach for the strawberries dipped in whipped cream. When it reached the edge of his mouth, he opened his mouth and swallowed before twisting away: "Thank you..." It wasn't Wang Ma, but Shen Zong, who was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes, and unconsciously became indifferent, "You didn't go to work?"

Shen Zong sat down.

The man's posture is leisurely: "vacation."

Chi Xiaotian didn't want to talk to Shen Zong, and felt that he had nothing to say.In fact, the two of them haven't been able to sit together peacefully for a long time. He turned his head away and pursed his lips.

The eyeballs under the eyelids moved a few times, and at some point, he and Shen Zong could only feel suffocation, his legs moved first, and stepped on the plush slippers on the carpet, he wanted to leave here.

The wrist was pulled, and the body temperature of the other person was hot.

Chi Xiaotian struggled, he went to look at Shen Zong, and Shen Zong was also looking at him, Shen Zong was very handsome, but he only felt that Shen Zong's face was hideous.He was sure that he should hate Shen Zong.In fact, he didn't understand anything, he knew that Shen Zong might just want to sit for a while and enjoy the so-called warmth.

It's not like Shen Zong has no feelings for him at all.

Chi Xiaotian didn't struggle any more, he smiled at Shen Zong: "Do you want to do it with me?" He tightened his wrist, and the man's face turned ugly, he pretended not to notice, looked left and right, "The door is open, Mama Wang should be able to hear it, are you sure it's here? If you don't mind, I have no objection, anyway, I can be anywhere..."

"Xiaotian." Shen Zong interrupted Chi Xiaotian, his eyes turned cold, like some kind of cold-blooded animal, but his voice was very gentle, "Are you provoking me?"

He stood up, gently held Chi Xiaotian's face, and kissed the red lips of the young man, "Anywhere is fine?"

Chi Xiaotian: "..."

It seems to have overdone it.

Chi Xiaotian took half a step back, he felt a little afraid of Shen Zong in this state, but Shen Zong didn't give him a chance to regret it.The two of them haven't played with flowers much, Shen Zong has always been restrained, he hasn't pushed Chi Xiaotian much.

Shen Zong unbuttoned his shirt with one hand: "Not in the living room, I don't like being seen by others. But if Xiaotian likes to be seen by others, we can try to look in the mirror, has Xiaotian seen himself?"

He smiled at the pale Chi Xiaotian, "It's very beautiful."

In the bathroom, a mirror that took up half of the wall was lowered, the mirror surface was smooth, and there was no trace of it.

Chi Xiaotian was the first to provoke, and he also cried first: "Shen Zong."

Obviously he didn't do anything, he was already out of breath from crying, as if he was the most wronged in the whole world, "... Shen Zong."

Shen Zong leaned over and kissed away Chi Xiaotian's tears, and said softly, "Xiaotian."

……

The sobs turned into whimpers.

The mirror is heated and there is no water mist at all.

Someone accidentally caught a glimpse of something, it was a young face with moist eyes... The corners of the lips were bright red, shameful and happy.

……

After that day, Chi Xiaotian became a lot more honest, and he was no longer eccentric.

But he was also much more silent.

Chi Xiaotian doesn't go out, doesn't socialize, sometimes it takes a long time to open his mouth to say a word.

After a long time, he was in a trance.

He became drowsy, and the waking time became shorter and shorter. One day, two days, I don't know how long, when Chi Xiaotian was kissing Shen Zong, he suddenly thought of Song Yi... He hadn't thought of Song Yi for a long time, My confused mind seemed to have been hit hard, and it hurt.

The heating in the bedroom is very strong, and the Persian blue plush carpet is warm, even if you only wear a single shirt, you will not be cold.

"Shen Zong." Chi Xiaotian was a little terrified, although he was not very smart but not very stupid, "What did you do to me?"

He still remembers that he loves Song Yi, but no matter how hard he tries, he still can't remember Song Yi's face, he can't even remember what Song Yi looks like, and suddenly there is a big emptiness in his heart. Stopped, he was no longer the docile and well-behaved before, hysterical like a lunatic, "Why, why? Why did you treat me like this, what did I do wrong?!"

Shen Zong couldn't accept that Chi Xiaotian fell in love with someone else.

In fact, he couldn't accept that he fell in love with Chi Xiaotian either.

"You ask me why?" Shen Zong was still gentle, he stroked Chi Xiaotian's soft hair, kissed his cheek, and then forced Chi Xiaotian to look out the window with him, "Did you see that cemetery? My big brother My sister-in-law is buried there. I always look there before going to bed, but now I am lingering with my enemy's son, Xiaotian, do you hurt?"

There was a creepy tenderness in the way he said it, "Me too."

Son of what enemy?

There was too much information, Chi Xiaotian didn't react for a while, he just thought that Shen Zong was crazy.

He wanted to strangle Shen Zong to death, but his limbs felt weak, and his consciousness became blurred again. He was so sleepy, really sleepy...couldn't sleep—he couldn't, he collapsed and returned to Shen Zong's arms.

The familiar breath, the warm embrace, he seemed to be comforted, his expression became peaceful, but his eyes were still crying, his canine teeth penetrated Shen Zong's flesh, and he bit Shen Zong's shoulder again.

Shen Zong's expression was always calm.

He patted Chi Xiaotian on the back like coaxing a child: "It will be fine if you sleep... just sleep will be fine."

what is love?Shen Zong didn't know.

There are too many intertwined and complicated things between him and Chi Xiaotian.It's impossible to let go, and it's impossible for him and Chi Xiaotian to be together well.He is not a gentle person, it is his nature to attack and invade.

There is an insurmountable hatred between the two, if Chi Xiaotian loves him, he may have conflicts and pain.

That's fine.

If Chi Xiaotian doesn't love him, he won't be reluctant either.

Shen Zong hugged Chi Xiaotian, lowered his head and kissed Chi Xiaotian's forehead, and said softly: "Let's go to hell together."

Back then, Shen Zong's elder brother and Chi Xiaotian's father were good friends. They started a business together. Later, Chi Xiaotian's father betrayed Shen Zong's elder brother and monopolized the research results. The Chi family made a fortune and became a top wealthy family. However, Shen Zong's eldest brother and sister-in-law died on the way to question Chi Xiaotian's father.

Maybe because of guilt, or because of his conscience, Chi Xiaotian's father adopted Shen Zong.

Chi Xiaotian's parents probably knew that Shen Zong was responsible for the decline of the Chi family, but they didn't mention it, and didn't even make a precondition in front of Chi Xiaotian that Shen Zong would go bankrupt if he wanted them to go bankrupt.

Even Chi Xiaotian's father didn't want Shen Zong's elder brother to die, the car accident was really an accident.It's just that Chi Xiaotian's father didn't expect that Shen Zong not only wanted them to die, Shen Zong also wanted Chi Xiaotian to die.

Chi Xiaotian's father thought that Shen Zong would at least let Chi Xiaotian go for the sake of the Chi family's ten years of raising him.

Gratitude and resentment, right and wrong, human nature is complex, beautiful and ugly.

—— "The Record of Enmity and Enmity"

Chi Xiaotian was very happy, but he couldn't show it.

His acting skills became more and more perfect after being honed.

The system once suspected that Chi Xiaotian had schizophrenia: "How can you cry so sad in front of Shen Zong, but laugh so loudly in your heart."

Chi Xiaotian coughed: "Is there a possibility? I'll just say one possibility. I'm so happy to cry."

The system didn't believe it, so it firmly said: "If you are really crying and happy, Shen Zong feeds you with delicious food and drink, why are you getting thinner and thinner... and still so haggard."

Chi Xiaotian touched his face: "Shen Zong give me the side effects of the medicine."

Psychotropic drugs are very harmful to the body.

His memory has indeed faded.

system:"……"

It choked for a while, and changed the subject, "What are you going to do?" It was time for Chi Xiaotian to leave.

Chi Xiaotian stood on the window sill, his thin body was emaciated.

His hair is a bit long, because he was too lazy to trim it, and Shen Zong liked it, so he kept it. Except for playing games with Shen Zong, he rarely stood for so long, leaning against the guardrail, the young boy said lazily: "No what to do."

Shen Zong's car drove in.

He saw Chi Xiaotian on the balcony from a long distance, the wind blew his shirt up, the young man's waist was too thin, Chi Xiaotian also looked over, his eyes were gloomy, and his complexion was unhealthy white.

Chi Xiaotian leaned forward too much, Shen Zong always felt that he would jump off at any time, his heart retracted uncontrollably: "Chi Xiaotian."

There was an undetectable tremor in his voice, "Go back."

Chi Xiaotian paused, and went back as promised.

Shen Zong's steps are very big.

He lifted the broken hair in front of Chi Xiaotian's forehead, panting a bit: "Why did you go to the balcony? Want to bask in the sun?"

Chi Xiaotian rarely smiled.

His eyes were still beautiful, and he didn't escape Shen Zong's touch. His slender eyelashes trembled: "No." He spoke slowly, "I just feel that life is meaningless."

Shen Zong's hands froze.

The side effects of abusing psychotropic drugs are serious, he hugged Chi Xiaotian and said in a low voice, "Good boy, it's fine."

I don't know if he is coaxing Chi Xiaotian or himself.

Chi Xiaotian got the right to play with his mobile phone that night.

You can network and find friends.

There are not many people looking for him, and there are only three people who can persist for three or four months and have not given up yet, namely Song Yi, Chen Minghan and Zeng Ge.Chi Xiaotian held the phone very seriously.

[Breaking the fish in the pond: Long time no see. 】

Song Yi actually found out that something was wrong, he was thinking of a way to sneak into Shen's house recently.Chi Xiaotian's letter was a surprise, and he replied quickly.

【Song Yi: Long time no see. 】

【Song Yi: Why did you go offline for so long? 】

[Song Yi: Does your uncle not let you contact outsiders? 】

[Song Yi: A psychiatrist frequently visits Shen's house. Is anyone in your family sick? 】

[Song Yi: ... are you okay? 】

[Breaking the fish in the pond: I'm fine. 】

Song Yi saw these four characters with mixed flavors.

He considered and typed a few more words.

[Song Yi: Can we meet up? 】

【Song Yi: I'm a little worried about you. 】

Chi Xiaotian declined.

[Breaking Chiyu: Sorry, I'm not feeling well recently. 】

Song Yi over there was startled.

He didn't know what to think, but he just popped out out of nowhere - Chi Xiaotian might not love him anymore.