paranoid dependence

After the slap in the face, Shen Nian and Gu Zhi didn't speak again. Gu Zhi was probably really uncomfortable. He kept waking up and sleeping. I didn't even have a meal when I came down.

Shen Nian didn't eat, neither had an appetite nor was she in the mood.

Shen Chongshan came back near the evening. He looked travel-stained, his hair was out of shape, and his face didn't look very clean. After entering the ward, his eyes swept over several beds, and he fixed on Gu Zhi's bed, and came over immediately .Standing by the bed, her eyes were red with distress, but she was careful not to touch Gu Zhi.I was afraid that my touch would make him hurt even more.

"How did this happen? How could there be a car accident when it was fine?" Shen Chongshan looked at Shen Nian who was standing on the other side, his eyes were full of accusations: "What did the doctor say? Is there something wrong with this hand? Will there be any sequelae?" What?"

Shen Nian looked at Shen Chongshan and before he could say anything, Gu Zhi opened his eyes and saw Shen Chongshan standing on the bedside, the light in his eyes couldn't be concealed, even his tone was pleasantly surprised:

"Uncle Shen, you are back."

Shen Chongshan didn't care about Shen Nian's answer, and leaned over to look at Gu Zhi, both his eyes and his tone were full of distress:

"I'm back, I'm back, Xiaozhi has committed a serious crime, does it hurt? Is there anything uncomfortable, I'll let the doctor come over and take a look?"

When Shen Chongshan came back, Gu Zhi healed everything and shook his head: "It doesn't hurt. I don't feel any pain when Uncle Shen comes back."

"This child..." Shen Chongshan looked at Gu Zhi, as if he was distressed and didn't know what to do: "How could he fall properly? Fortunately, nothing serious happened. If it happened, how can I tell your father?" Confession? I have no face to see him."

Shen Nian stood quietly by the bed for a while, feeling a little stuffy, so she took the water cup on the bedside table and went out to fetch water.

It was the first time I saw the two people who were busy talking after a few days, and no one cared about his departure.

When it was time to eat, there were a few people queuing up to fetch water. Shen Nian stood at the back of the line and waited. From time to time, someone jumped in line to go to the front, or stuffed a kettle or something for the people in front to help fetch. Shen Nian Watching them break the rules is like seeing nothing.

It's not that he doesn't dare to stop it, he just doesn't want to go back to the ward, so it's okay to delay like this.

But there is always an end to everything, no matter how many people line up in front, it will still be time for Shen Nian to fill the water cup. The aunt next to him who has finished filling the water has not yet left. Seeing Shen Nian's water cup, tsk He said: "My child, if you just drink a glass of water, anyone in front of you will let you drink it first. After waiting for such a long time, is it a loss?"

Shen Nian came back to his senses, and smiled at the aunt: "Thank you, Auntie, I'm not in a hurry."

The aunt didn't say anything, she left with two pots of water, Shen Nian also filled up the water, and started to walk back, he was ready to tell Shen Chongshan to go back, after all, it's useless to stay here, Gu Zhi didn't He didn't need to accompany him, but before he walked back to the ward, Shen Chongshan stopped him outside the ward:

"Come with me, I have something to tell you."

Shen Nian was not surprised, as if he knew that such a situation would happen, he responded, "I'll put the water glass back."

Shen Chongshan saw the water glass in his hand, nodded, and stepped aside to open the door: "Xiao Zhi is asleep, please lighten up."

Shen Nian stepped in, but Gu Zhi was not asleep. Seeing him coming, his eyes stayed on him, and when Shen Nian looked over, he smiled and whispered to him:

"Brother Nian Nian, you should have closed the partition curtain when you hit me, otherwise there will always be some people who like to sue."

Shen Nian knew what this sentence meant, but ignored it, put down the water glass, turned and left, Shen Chongshan was still waiting for him at the door, saw him coming out, and walked towards the safety stairs, Shen Nian followed.

As soon as Shen Nian entered the door of the safety staircase, Shen Chongshan's question came down:

"What happened to Xiao Zhi?"

Shen Chongshan's tone was not very good, he obviously knew something, Shen Nian didn't hide it, and said: "He fell off the bicycle, he did it on purpose."

As if he didn't expect Shen Nian to say something later, Shen Chongshan froze for a moment before finding his own voice: "What did you say?"

"He did it on purpose." Shen Nian looked at Shen Chongshan, took all his emotions into his eyes, and repeated: "Injured myself on purpose, just to get you back."

"Xiao Zhi won't do such a thing!" Shen Chongshan waved his hands almost immediately after Shen Nian's voice fell, expressing his disbelief: "He is only 12 years old! I told him yesterday when I called him, I will be back in two days, since I know, how can I do such a thing?"

Shen Chongshan looked at Shen Nian with a little inquiring gaze:

"What happened to you two days at home?"

Shen Nian understood Shen Chongshan's meaning and did not speak for a few seconds.

He just looked at Shen Chongshan like that, looking at Shen Chongshan who was in front of him for the first time in so many years, angry but suppressed, wanting to lose his temper but patient Shen Chongshan.This seemed to be the first time that he had lost his cautiousness and guilt in front of himself, and his whole body was full of righteousness.

For Gu Zhi.

Shen Nian suddenly felt quite boring, nothing interesting, so he suddenly didn't want to bear it anymore, it didn't matter whether he could bear it or not, so it's okay to go crazy once, to blow up once, isn't it?

"What Dad means is that I caused Gu Zhi to be injured, or in other words, even if Gu Zhi did it on purpose, it was because of what I did that forced Gu Zhi to cause the current result, right?" Shen Nian said.

Shen Chongshan didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either. He just said:

"That broken bicycle has long been out of shape. How many times have I told you to let you ride a new bicycle? If you were obedient, wouldn't this matter happen today?"

Shen Nian thought he would be disappointed, but he found that he didn't feel anything at all. It turned out that he didn't have any expectations for Shen Chongshan's denial from the very beginning.

Shen Nian looked at him, but didn't speak.

"What are you arguing about?" Shen Nian's silence made Shen Chongshan unable to bear his emotions: "Just because I didn't buy you the exact same one as Liang Qiu's, are you going to fight me in this way? I know You don't like Gu Zhi all the time, do you think I can't see it? You have been avoiding him intentionally or unintentionally since the day I brought him back, but you also agreed to bring him back when I brought him back. You never went to his room once, I took Xiao Zhi out and asked you to come with me, but you never agreed, but Xiao Zhi asked me to call you every time he went to sleep and every time he went out."

"If you have any dissatisfaction with Gu Zhi, you come at me. I let him come to this house. It has nothing to do with him. He didn't do anything wrong. He is only 12 years old, so he can't stand your nonsense."

After Shen Chongshan finished speaking, there was no depression and patience in his eyes, only anger and dissatisfaction with the person in front of him remained.From the ups and downs of his chest, Shen Nian even felt that it should be quite refreshing for him to say these things.

Shen Nian thought he would feel something, but strangely, he didn't. He was very calm, and calmly dismantled Shen Chongshan's words to him:

"Dad, I didn't want the bicycle. I said I didn't need it, but you bought it and I accepted it. So is it my fault that I didn't ride it?"

Shen Chongshan was stunned for a moment and wanted to say something, but this time Shen Nian didn't give him a chance.

"I don't dislike Gu Zhi. When he came to the house, I really thought about treating him as a younger brother, but Gu Zhi doesn't like me. He thinks I'm an existence that steals your attention from him. I I tried to improve the relationship, but he didn't accept it, is this also my fault?"

"I didn't care about the air conditioner. Before Gu Zhi came, there was no air conditioner at home. After I came here, I knew it wasn't mine, and I didn't say anything. It was Gu Zhi who didn't want me to go into his room. Is it my fault that I blow the air conditioner you bought for him?"

"You only saw that Gu Zhi called me to sleep in his room every night, and he called me every time he went out, so have you ever seen what he looks like once I approach you and talk to you? Have you ever heard him say that he wants to drive me out of this house and away from you? I kept a distance from him and just wanted to stay in my own home safely. Is this also my fault? "

Shen Chongshan seemed to be completely taken aback, and he stood there in a daze without speaking, but such a reaction only lasted for a few seconds before being rejected by him;

"What are you talking about? What do you think of him? A devil? How could a 12-year-old child have such thoughts, Shen Nian, you can't say that about Gu Zhi."

Shen Nian looked at Shen Chongshan, seeing the disbelief on his face, and suddenly remembered why he had been patient all this time.

Gu Zhi came to the house for a few months, and he never said anything bad about Gu Zhi. He also endured and endured all the things Gu Zhi did and said to him.

Liang Qiu said that he was soft-tempered and would be played to death by Gu Zhi sooner or later, he should tell everything to Shen Chongshan.

But Shen Nian didn't say anything because he knew this was the result.

Not to mention, there is still a little hope that Shen Chongshan believes in himself and is willing to stand on his side, but to say the least, he has lost even this little hope.

He has been Shen Chongshan's son for 14 years. Even though he doesn't see each other often and doesn't communicate much, Shen Nian always feels that there is a bond between them. Gu Zhi.

In fact, there is nothing surprising, Shen Nian knew about this result long ago, but he himself did not want to admit it.

It's also good to spread out so openly now and kill the last trace of fantasy.He who endured Gu Zhi's deeds with hope was actually quite stupid.

Shen Nian's silence was because he didn't want to say anything, because he felt it was boring, but in Shen Chongshan's eyes, it was Shen Nian's acquiescence when he was exposed. Thinking of the words he heard in the ward, Shen Chongshan's anger became even more uncontrollable. Gritting his teeth, he asked:

"I heard from them just now that you're playing tricks, aren't you?"

The other patients in the ward said that they asked Shen Chongshan if the relationship between the two sons was not good. The younger one was injured, but the older one slapped him so hard. If there is a gap between them, it will be a knot that cannot be solved for a lifetime.

Shen Chongshan didn't believe it at first, he knew what kind of person Shen Nian was, although he felt that these patients would not make up this lie for him without reason, but maybe they misunderstood it, maybe they just had a fight As for the mouth, besides, I asked Gu Zhi and said there was no such thing.

But now when Shen Chongshan heard Shen Nian say that about Gu Zhi, he believed it in his heart, he could say such a thing, and he could also do something to beat Gu Zhi.

Shen Nian looked at Shen Chongshan and nodded:

"I hit him, he hurt himself and pulled me up, let me die with him, can't I be angry?"

But as soon as he finished speaking, Shen Nian saw Shen Chongshan raised his hand, wanting to return the slap that slapped Gu Zhi on the face. Shen Nian could hide and had a chance, but he just stood there, watching With Shen Chongshan.

Shen Chongshan's slap came down, Shen Nian was already ready, but a strong gust of wind came in, pushing him away a second before Shen Chongshan slapped him down, while protecting Shen Nian behind him.

"You have the right to hit him?!" Liang Qiu yelled this sentence.

Liang Qiu ran over as soon as school was over, worried about Shen Nian's injury, and also worried that Shen Chongshan would blame Shen Nian when he saw that Gu Zhi was injured indiscriminately. He didn't even dare to delay waiting for the elevator, so he just climbed the stairs directly. Fortunately, it came up like this, otherwise Shen Nian would have been slapped in the face.

But Liang Qiu also knew that when Shen Chongshan raised his hand and raised that slap in front of Shen Nian, whether the slap was successful or not, for Shen Nian, it had already landed on his face.

Just as painful.

Shen Chongshan was pushed against the wall by Liang Qiu, his back was numb with pain, and he was yelled at by Liang Qiu, but he didn't react for a while.

"Do you look like a father? Huh?" Liang Qiu glared at him, and couldn't stop running out of the words in his heart: "Are you Xiao Nian's real father? Even if you picked him up, you would Can't treat him like this? There are some things I wanted to say a long time ago, but Xiao Nian respects you, and I can't be too ugly, but Shen Chongshan, have you cared about him these years? Do you know how he lives alone? You There is nothing wrong with going out to make money throughout the year, but you can't come back and you haven't made up for Xiao Nian's lack of emotion in the past few years, so you will give him a younger brother!"

"Bring it back, bring it back, your good friend's son, no one cares, you have to care, I admire you for taking this responsibility, after all, if I die, if there are no relatives alive, my son will have to ask Shen Nian to help me Don't worry, but if I know that Shen Nian treats my son like nothing in order to control my son, and ignores him, even if I let my son die with me, I won't be able to do that!"

"Want to be a saint? Doesn't that mean you have to learn to be a person first and do what you should do?!"

"Haven't you felt any guilt towards Xiao Nian for so many years?" Liang Qiu turned his head and spat: "I don't need to ask this question, if you feel guilty, you can't do such a thing, but I still want Say, you have to understand that you are Xiao Nian's father, not stubborn! If you want to be a good father, don't you have to take care of your own son first and then take care of other people's sons? Sacrifice your own son to support others How did you make it out? Since you don't want him, why are you coming home? Can't you take that little pervert out to live your life? You must come back, stay at home, and disgust him in front of Xiao Nian ? Why? Just because he can bear it, can't speak, and is easy to bully?"

Liang Qiu's words followed one sentence after another, without giving Shen Chongshan a chance to interject, he could barely react, but he still roughly understood what Liang Qiu meant by these words, glanced at Shen Nian who was silent, Opening:

"If he is dissatisfied with me, he can attack me. Xiaozhi is innocent."

Liang Qiu laughed out loud, his eyes almost rolled to the sky:

"I understand now why that little pervert Gu Zhi came back with you. He is so deceitful and blind. Which eye of yours sees him innocent? How does that little pervert treat him when you can't see him?" Read it, have you understood it? Have you seen it? Even if he deliberately conceals it, even if you really can’t see it, but Xiao Nian is your son for 14 years, right? What kind of person is he? Will you do such a thing, shouldn’t it be that you know better than anyone else, and you should stand up and scold those people not to slander your son, and tell them loudly, my son is not this kind of person?”

"A friend of mine will stand by his side unconditionally, trust him, and support him! You are his father, is it difficult to trust your own son?"

Liang Qiu's voice was so loud that many people stopped in the corridor to look here, but Liang Qiu didn't care, he wished everyone knew who Shen Chongshan was, and what kind of Gu Zhi who lived in the ward was like. of the bad kind.

Shen Chongshan was speechless after being scolded, but Shen Nian came back to his senses. He didn't say anything, but stretched out his hand and gently pulled Liang Qiu's sleeve. Liang Qiu originally wanted to say something, but because Shen Nian This movement swallowed all the voices back, and looked back at him, full of worry, but quickly smiled, and the words he said seemed to be coaxing him:

"I'm too loud, am I? I'm quarreling with you? I won't talk anymore. I'll take you to eat delicious food, okay?"

Shen Nian looked up at Liang Qiu, slowly forced a smile, and said:

"it is good."