paranoid dependence

When Shen Nian was awakened by the thunder, a person squeezed in between the wall and himself. In three years, the child who only reached his chest was almost as tall as him, but he was still as afraid of thunder as before. , Subconsciously seeking protection.He hugged himself tightly:

"Nian Nian, it's thundering."

"The weather forecast says it will rain tonight." Shen Nian opened his eyes in a daze and glanced out the window, then naturally stretched out his hand for him to hold: "Don't be afraid."

"With you here, I'm not afraid." Gu Zhi burrowed into his arms a little more.

There was another thunder, and the person in his arms suddenly rose up. He was no longer afraid of the thunder, but leaned on Shen Nian's body with red eyes, full of hatred:

"You want to drive me away? You said you would stay with me forever. Since you can't do it, why promise me?!"

"It's my fault." Shen Nian looked at him indifferently, indifferent to his pain: "She's still waiting for you, let's go."

"Say it's your fault and it's over?" Gu Zhi's hand climbed up his neck, stifling his breath: "You know I'm a lunatic, I can do anything, what consequences do you want to lie to me? Ever? How dare you?"

"I kill you, and then die with you, okay? In this way, can we be together forever and never be separated again? Huh?"

Gu Zhi's hands gradually tightened, and he smiled ferociously, and asked him, "Do you think I dare?"

……

"Mr. Shen, Mr. Shen?"

A voice rescued Shen Nian from the inescapable suffocation, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the person in front of him, it took a few seconds to confirm that he was only his colleague, not the person in the dream, He let out a sigh of relief.

"Sorry, I had a nightmare." Shen Nian rubbed his face.

"Looking at you is also a dream." Zhang Yang pointed to the clock on the wall: "It's getting late, go back after the approval."

The school is already on summer vacation, but the teacher has been grading papers at school for the past two days. Fortunately, today is the last part, and tomorrow will be considered a formal holiday.

Shen Nian got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face. The cold water woke him up. When he looked up in the mirror, a water mark slid down his chin to his Adam's apple, so that he remembered the dream just now.

He hadn't thought of Gu Zhi for a long, long time.

So long that he thought he had forgotten such a person.

But even if he didn't forget it, it's almost the same. From the last time we met to now, there have been 8 rotations in spring, summer, autumn and winter. If it weren't for today's dream, he wouldn't have remembered it on purpose.

Nothing to recall.

When Shen Nian finished tidying up the desk and was about to go home, Teacher Sun stopped Shen Nian, asking him to help him if he had something to do, and to have a meal together. Although Shen Nian told him that he could speak directly if there was something to do, he still insisted, Shen Nian had no choice but to I can only go there, but I never thought it would be a blind date in disguise.

The meal was neither embarrassing nor embarrassing, and finally Shen Nian paid the bill and made it clear: "I have no plans to fall in love and get married, so I won't delay others."

It was just after 7 o'clock when we walked near the rental community. There were a few aunts dancing square dances in the small square opposite the door. The one standing in the lead dance was a four or five-year-old child, whose dance movements were more skillful and flexible than adults. Seeing that it was the child brought up by grandma, Shen Nian found it interesting, thinking that it would be fine to go back anyway, so he simply sat down on the bench next to him, and he didn't look away until the phone rang.

Unfamiliar numbers, but this group of numbers has frequently appeared in my call records in the past month, and other numbers have been dialed even after being added to the blacklist.

Shen Nian was silent for a few seconds and still answered, but did not speak, still looking at the child leading the dance, until the man on the phone asked him:

"Do you like it? The woman on the blind date just now, and the child in front of you, do you like it?"

Shen Nian raised his eyes and scanned the surroundings. He didn't see any suspicious people, and he didn't even see anyone on the phone, but he clearly heard square dance music on the receiver of the mobile phone, and this person was beside him. He was staring at his every move, but he didn't even know where he was.

"That woman today is not good enough for you, don't be with her."

After the square dance finished a song, the child stopped and ran away with the peers next to him. Shen Nian lost interest and got up and walked into the community, keeping silent about the voice on the phone.

"Don't you see it? It's so cute. I thought you were looking at this child to imagine that you would have a child in the future, but your child must be much more beautiful than his. After all, you were born so beautiful."

Shen Nian passed by two girls, when he passed by, he could feel their eyes resting on his face, Shen Nian didn't care, and continued to walk forward.

"Did you know? When you are walking on the street, many people look back at you, and they even want to go forward and ask you for a phone number."

"Why do you look like this." The man said unhappily, "Why do so many people look at you, the way they look at you really makes me so unhappy, I want to dig out their eyes, Want to make everyone who looks at you blind!"

He seemed to be trapped in his own world, and the more he talked, the more crazy he became, but Shen Nian didn't even show an expression, and he didn't respond to him from the beginning to the end, and stepped into the unit building.

"Look, how nice I am to you." The man softened his tone, with a hint of coaxing: "Even though I don't like people looking at you, I would rather make them blind than lock you up. "

"Why don't you talk? Do you think they are annoying too? Those eyes that stay on you want to take off your clothes to see if your naked appearance is as perfect as they imagined. They all have fantasies about you ,Purposeful."

"What about you?" Shen Nian finally spoke out, raised his hand and pressed the up button of the elevator: "You call me frequently, what is your purpose?"

The man smiled lightly, did not answer the question, but said something that caught Shen Nian off guard, he said:

"It's been a month, do you want to see me?"

When Shen Nian heard this sentence, the elevator door had just opened and was about to go in, when he heard this, he paused.

"After we meet, I'll tell you what my purpose is and what I want to do to you, okay?"

"I really... really can't wait to appear in front of you."

Shen Nian hung up the phone and walked into the elevator.During the last period of the call just now, Shen Nian clearly felt the change on the other end of the phone, it was quiet without the music of the square dance just now.

He is also moving with himself.

Is he still looking at himself?

Shen Nian looked up at the monitor in the elevator room, and pressed the floor he was on.

When walking out of the elevator, Shen Nian coughed, but the voice-activated light above his head did not light up as before, and he didn't care when he looked up. Although this kind of thing didn't happen often, he had changed two of them himself. The light bulb is gone.

I don't know how many times I have walked these few steps, and I can find the door with my eyes closed, so Shen Nian didn't even turn on the flashlight.

Shen Nian is renting a new community, but the occupancy rate is not high because it is remote. At least he has lived in it for two years, and he is still the only one living in the floor with three households per elevator. He is used to facing the emptiness of the floor every day. , but today is different, I don't know if it is his own illusion, when he opened the door with the key, he felt the breath of another person, this feeling made him feel tight, but before he could turn around to verify, another voice sounded behind him the voice of one person.

"I'm here to see you."

Because it was too sudden, all the keys in Shen Nian's hand fell to the ground. He suddenly turned his head and saw a person leaning against the door of the safety stairs next to the elevator. The light was too dim and Shen Nian couldn't see his appearance. Seeing his slender silhouette, he never thought that this person would appear in front of him so boldly.

Even though Shen Nian was not afraid of death, he didn't want to die either. Subconsciously, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call the police, but he just put his hand in his pocket, but the man had already strode forward. He was much taller than Shen Nian , Shen Nian was instantly imprisoned between his chest and the door panel by him, with no way out, his struggle was stopped by that man before he started, not with brute force, but with two words.

He said, "Remember."

Shen Nian felt that the blood in his whole body stopped flowing at this moment, he never thought that one day he would hear this title again.

Except for Gu Zhi, no one in this world ever calls himself 'Nian Nian'.

Just how is it possible?How did he appear?They have been separated for eight years.

"Gu...Gu Zhi?" Shen Nian called out his name almost subconsciously, with obvious uncertainty.

But the other party seemed a little excited, and hugged him tightly, Shen Nian knew that the person in front of him was really him.

Shen Nian felt that Gu Zhi lowered his head, as if to sniff his own hair, then moved it to his ear and said with a smile, "Nian Nian, long time no see."

Shen Nian was speechless, he felt that the scene in front of him was more like a dream than the dream he woke up in the morning, he was just wandering in the unreality, but he still grasped something.

"You're watching me." Shen Nian said affirmatively, "This is something you will do."

Gu Zhi chuckled softly in his ear, and his breath blew in his ear, making Shen Nian want to avoid it, but Gu Zhi's strength made him unable to move, and finally he could only tilt his head slightly.

"Won't you let me in?" Gu Zhi's hand slowly moved down Shen Nian's arm, and he clasped his fingers tightly in Shen Nian's resistance: "Don't you miss me?"

When the matter developed to the present situation, Shen Nian knew that it was impossible to push Gu Zhi away again. Eight years later, he reappeared in front of him and declared that he would never leave again, so let him enter his home Just like before, you can't help yourself.

"Let go of me." Shen Nian said, "I'll pick up the key."

Gu Zhi smiled in satisfaction, let go of Shen Nian and took a step back, Shen Nian's tense mood eased a little, he bent down for a few seconds to pick up the key, and opened the door.