I don't want to cheat with her

After several trips, I was so tired that I was exhausted. I sat in the co-pilot seat and leaned on the seat belt, half awake and half asleep.

After so many years of tossing back and forth, Ji Baiyao has already developed the ability to fall asleep peacefully at any time. At this time, there are soft pillows and cool air conditioners. The driver's driving skills are also good, and the road is smooth and stable. With a little shaking, Ji Baiyao easily fell into a deep sleep from a daze.

Within 5 minutes of falling asleep, Ji Baiyao began to dream. He dreamed that Qi Jinlin cooked delicacies of chicken, duck and fish. When he was weighing which one to eat first before the beauty and the delicacy, the vixen's phone suddenly vibrated in his pocket.

The alluring beauties in front of Ji Baiyao and the delicious food and wine on the table disappeared immediately.The vixen rubbed his eyes, annoyed by his indecision, recalling the food and beauties he hadn't eaten, and unlocked the phone's lock screen.

Seeing the sender, Ji Baiyao immediately stopped hating the short message that woke him up.

It turned out to be Qi Jinlin who I hadn't contacted for a week.

Waking up from the deep sleepiness, Ji Baiyao quickly clicked on the new text message sent by Qi Jinlin.

"let's break up."

Ji Baiyao felt that the driver in the car must have turned the air conditioner on too low, otherwise why would he suddenly feel so cold and get goosebumps all over his body?Sad, disappointed, angry, surprised, mixed feelings for a while.

In a fit of anger, he quickly typed in the reply column

"Divide it, as you like."

After all, this is not something that can be said casually when arguing and angry, Ji Baiyao just typed it out to see for himself, and didn't send it out.

Bai Chuqiao was still asleep in the co-pilot, breathing evenly.

For some time now, Bai Chuqiao has been keeping a close eye on Ji Baiyao to prevent her from getting in touch with Qi Jinlin.Ji Baiyao didn't know whether it was Bai Chuqiao's decision based on the interests of the company, or Qi Jinlin's instructions.

Looking at the screen of the mobile phone, Ji Baiyao has actually been calm for many days, and he has already deeply reflected on his behavior.And started to regret it.

After introspection, she felt that what Qi Jinlin said was right, and she also felt that Qi Jinlin had wronged herself a bit.

Of course, there are problems in handling this matter by himself, but is Qi Jinlin going to raise the matter to this level?

"Bai Yao, sit still, don't turn your head, it seems that a reporter is following you."

Being followed by reporters has long been a common occurrence, Ji Baiyao put on his seat belt after humming, and continued to look at his mobile phone.The car started to bump, Ji Baiyao stared at the news he had typed out in anger, sighed and pressed the backspace key, intending to say some gentle words to coax Qi Jinlin, and then make an appointment for the two of them to have a frank and honest talk.Ji Baiyao has always been eloquent, and if she wants to coax Qi Jinlin to calm down, she still has a certain degree of self-confidence.

Just as he decided to do this, suddenly it was dark outside the window, and a medium-sized van passed by from the side, blocking the light from the side street lights. In the shadows, a young figure stuck his head out of the van, holding a A camera that is worth a lot of money at a glance.

Ji Baiyao only turned her head for a moment. She hadn't decided whether to turn a blind eye to the reporter or put on a friendly smile in the blink of an eye. Suddenly, a flash flashed from the front, and a white light came over, flashing Ji Baiyao fiercely. Bai Yao's eyes.

The driver also seemed to be frightened by the flashing lights, his hand holding the steering wheel trembled, and the car body shifted sharply to the right, directly hitting a normal driving car next to it.

Even though Bai Chuqiao had taken sleeping pills, she had to wake up now. The moment she opened her eyes, she saw her car collided with the car next to her, and the bumpers rubbed against each other, making harsh and ominous noises.

As the culprit, the paparazzi's car didn't even stop, and drove away from the outside road. They didn't forget to turn around and flash the camera twice to take pictures of Ji Baiyao's car accident scene.

Fortunately, the collision was not too serious. Except for the problems on the vehicle, no one was injured, so there was no need to go to the hospital.

Bai Chuqiao uttered a foul word, gritted her teeth and squinted her eyes to write down the license plate number of the paparazzi, casually stored it in her phone, then glanced at the driver who had just unbuckled her seat belt and said, "Can the accident be handled? Don't let the other party know." The person in the car is Ji Baiyao, if you can settle it privately, don’t go through the insurance and judicial procedures, just pay some money and leave. Be smart and have a good attitude, understand?”

Most of the people who can come to drive for celebrities have good driving skills and emotional intelligence.The driver nodded to Bai Chuqiao, said no problem and went down.

In order to keep a low profile, the car Ji Baiyao and Bai Chuqiao are sitting in is not a particularly luxurious car, but an ordinary official car. Put on the hood and sunglasses, then call Bosheng to get a car to pick him up and Ji Baiyao.

There was already a car accident last summer, if Ji Baiyao had another driving problem this time, the media would definitely not care if the driver was Ji Baiyao himself.

After solving all the mess after the accident within 3 minutes, Bai Chuqiao waited for the car sent by Bosheng, and at the same time began to search in his memory where the license plate number of the van came from.

After thinking about it for a while, she didn't come up with a clue, Bai Chuqiao was about to call some magazines she knew well to ask about it, when she suddenly realized that one person was a little too quiet during the incident.In the rush before, Bai Chuqiao was only concerned with making sure that Ji Baiyao was not injured. After making sure that the vixen was unharmed, she was busy instructing the driver and making phone calls to arrange matters. Now that she finally had a chance to catch her breath, Bai Chuqiao realized that Ji Baiyao was injured. A little too calm.

"Bai Yao? What's wrong with you? Are you all right?"

Ji Baiyao was still holding the phone in his hand, and his sunglasses covered his eyes, so he couldn't see any special emotions.Ji Baiyao shook his head: "I'm fine, keep busy."

Bai Chuqiao guessed that there was something wrong, but she couldn't care less about communicating with her right now.It was approaching midnight now, and tomorrow would be Tuesday. According to the habit of many gossip magazines in the circle, manuscripts would be sent to be printed and bound at two o'clock in the morning, and then distributed to various newsstands before seven o'clock in the morning.There is still some time before dawn, as long as the editor-in-chief of that magazine sees the news, Ji Baiyao's car accident will be hidden in a few hours.

It was the time when the fire was imminent, so Bai Chuqiao could only make a series of phone calls to deal with the problem, and did not have time to ask Ji Baiyao what was going on abnormally.

Bai Chuqiao made a call on the left and made a call on the right. Ji Baiyao sat in the back seat and turned a deaf ear, just quietly looking at his mobile phone.Not long after, Bosheng's car arrived, and Bai Chuqiao took Ji Baiyao into the car immediately, and continued to drive to Bosheng Building according to the originally arranged itinerary.The vixen didn't say a word all the way, his face was calm and unwavering, as if something happened and everything was normal.

If Bai Chuqiao could pay more attention to Ji Baiyao at this time, he would immediately understand that something bad must have happened to Ji Baiyao.As a person who has always been very expressive, now he has facial paralysis, there must be something wrong.

Ji Baiyao silently looked at the phone screen, the message that he originally planned to delete had been sent out amidst the turmoil, and the cold light emitted an annoying light, illuminating Ji Baiyao's face.

"Divide it, as you like."

Damn it, why doesn't the screen of this phone have high sensitivity when playing Love Elimination?Say it out, it's out...

Ji Baiyao wanted to explain, but felt that there was nothing to explain.What's more, even if it needs to be explained, how should it be explained?Do you want her to send another text message to Qi Jinlin, telling Qi Jinlin that she sent the previous text message by mistake, is it not the truth?It's not that you want to break up with her, or that it doesn't matter if you break up?

Suddenly a little desperate.

Probably this is fate.

The author has something to say: long time no see

Chapter 110 Seventh

The so-called mistake is that an angry word that does not come from the heart is regarded as the key breakup message. The problem is that Qi Jinlin's previous "Let's break up." is also not a sincere message.

Not only was it not a sincere sentence, it was not even sent by Qi Jinlin himself.

He Xi stood beside Qi Jinlin, holding up the screen for Qi Jinlin to see.

"Look for yourself, let me just say it? You old man, don't wait here like Ashima and wait for Ji Baiyao to change his mind. That vixen has no intention of turning his prodigal son back at all. Judging from the speed of her reply to text messages, Although it is not possible to completely forget you now, it is estimated that it will be a matter of time. When she has a new love, maybe she will forget about your old love's last name."

He Xi threw the phone at Qi Jinlin, and wiped her wet hair with a light yellow sports towel around her neck.

Qi Jinlin didn't speak, and looked down at Ji Baiyao's text message.

After calming down for so many days, Qi Jinlin himself actually hesitated.

If he wants to break up with Ji Baiyao, Qi Jinlin will inevitably feel reluctant.Women are always like this. After a big fight, they recall their significant other after they have calmed down. Most of them are gentle and considerate.

Human beings have the instinct to seek good and avoid evil. Although the human brain does not have the ability to delete unnecessary and bad information at any time like a computer, it still has its own set of memory mechanisms.It is human instinct to be good at remembering happy things.

Unpleasant memories are often gradually forgotten under the scouring of time, and eventually the setbacks of the past will inevitably become a joke after dinner in the future; while most of the good memories will last forever, not only will not be deleted from the brain, but will become more and more precious.Gambling books disappear like a splash of tea, and even trivial matters often become inexplicably beautiful.

Even though Qi Jinlin has always stood under the spotlight and enjoyed thousands of favors, she is also a fleshy human being in essence. It is uncontrollable and unavoidable to have a little expectation and optimism for love, and even get used to it. Compared with ordinary people who live in joys and sorrows, stars who have filmed countless romantic love stories are more innocent.So, no matter how stubborn and tough he looks, Qi Jinlin always has a place in his heart for Ji Baiyao, waiting for that little vixen to come back and talk softly to him, and he will be awkward, and when he has had enough trouble The two settled their suspicions again, and continued to live the disgusting life of you and me.

But after waiting and waiting, Ji Baiyao never showed up again.

As a friend, He Xi couldn't stand it anymore.Both in public and in private, she feels that Qi Jinlin's approach is not an option. Either she can tell Ji Baiyao directly, or the long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. The two of them have already slammed the door and left. Qi Jinlin is alone What's the use of being arrogant

As a person who has been in love with his girlfriend for more than ten years and has successfully been recognized by his family, He Xi claims to be [-]% sure about love and people's hearts.Facts have proved that she has good control, and she has calculated all kinds of joints clearly. Many people have to struggle with problems for a long time, but in He Xi's eyes, they are just a matter of one sentence.

The conflict between Qi Jinlin and Ji Baiyao, in He Xi's view, was nothing more than a problem that could be resolved through a good talk.

Frankly speaking, this is not the first time that Miracle and Miracle have had conflicts.He Xi has been in love with the sea for many years, and he already knew whether Ji Baiyao's thoughts about Qi Jinlin were true or not.So even though he wanted to eat Qi Jinlin's fresh and delicious nest edge grass, he has always been merciful in every way. Not only did he not win the love, he even rescued him many times, so that Qi Jinlin and Ji Baiyao were able to turn danger out of danger. .

This time, He Xi didn't intend to spoil the miraculous love.

In He Xi's calculation, Ji Baiyao should reply to this text message immediately, and then tearfully beg Qi Jinlin to forgive himself, and then the two get back together.But after all the calculations, He Xi never expected that Ji Baiyao would actually agree to break up with Qi Jinlin, and he did so simply.

So now the topic is: how to get a woman out of lovelorn

The answer is to jump into a new relationship quickly.

Almost instantly, He Xi decided that he would finally be a rabbit that ate grass by the side of the nest.

Although he miscalculated and failed to create a chance to repair the relationship between Qi Jinlin and Ji Baiyao, He Xi still felt that it was okay.After all, long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain, and cutting the mess quickly is another way to relieve a relationship.Even if it's a bit of a pain, it's better than watching Qi Jinlin suffer day after day.

Therefore, in He Xi's view, this is not a bad thing, and he doesn't have to feel guilty.It's just that Qi Jinlin has suffered a great blow and needs someone to accompany her by her side.When the wound is bloody and exposed to the air, it is the most dangerous time, and it is also the time when it is most likely to be invaded by bacteria, but if it is handled properly, it is also the best time for new branches to be grafted.As long as you get through the initial discomfort, although there will still be scars after the wound is healed, it will not affect the continued prosperity of the plant after all.Even if treated properly, even the scars can completely disappear.

If you want to take advantage of it, this is the best time.

Qi Jinlin looked at the text message, wondering what mood he was in.The other party's words have been said so clearly, even if I send a text message to explain that this is not what I mean, it can't change the fact that the other party wants to break up.

Watching his inexplicable and irretrievable relationship with cold eyes, Qi Jinlin felt inexplicably relieved besides sadness.Anyway, everything is over, and there are no other worries.

In fact, Qi Jinlin's appearance in He Xi's studio today was really a coincidence.

He Xi's invitation to Qi Jinlin earlier was naturally sincere, but for Qi Jinlin's acceptance, He Xi can be said to have no hope at all.After all, Qi Jinlin's attitude towards He Xi has always been firm and clear: it's okay to be a friend, but don't talk about being ambiguous.

One day, when Bai Chuqiao personally called to discuss the schedule issue with He Xi's studio, He Xi was very happy.Things that I thought would have no chance suddenly took off. This kind of thing that is comparable to a lottery prize can't help He Xi to be unhappy.

And when she found out that Qi Jinlin and Ji Baiyao broke up because of the source of the award, He Xi was also helpless.Young couples are troublesome, and they have to do something every now and then to make trouble for themselves.

When Qi Jinlin arrived at He Xi's studio, He Xi was sitting on the piano playing and singing with a cigarette in his mouth.Knowing that Qi Jinlin is sensitive to the smell of cigarettes, he went to take a shower.Frosted glass in the bathroom

Listening to Qi Jinlin rambling on about the turmoil between her and Ji Baiyao, He Xi listened under the shower with her face up.When Qi Jinlin said it was almost done, He Xi was also done washing.Coming out wearing a bath towel, he rubbed his hair with the towel mercilessly, and the water droplets from the ends of his hair splashed onto Qi Jinlin's white shirt, splashing out a perspective effect of dots.

Barely wiping her hair so that it wouldn't drip, He Xi changed into a loose T-shirt and denim shorts, and sat on the sofa carelessly playing with Qi Jinlin's cell phone.

"What's the point of saying this? If you think about it, Ji Baiyao doesn't know or doesn't know, doesn't understand or doesn't understand. It's not your stomach

The roundworm in the house, if you continue to be so arrogant, who would know what plans you have in mind. "

So, He Xi typed out the text message on his own initiative and sent it to Ji Baiyao.Qi Jinlin watched from the side, and dissuaded He Xi with a few words, but it could be regarded as a tacit consent.However, when Ji Baiyao's reply letter came, both of them were dumbfounded.

This is where the first scene appeared.

He Xi reacted quickly, quickly processed the information in his hand, and also considered Qi Jinlin's feelings, and resolutely believed that Qi Jinlin could no longer be entangled in Ji Baiyao's issue.He patted Qi Jinlin on the shoulder, and snatched the phone from her hand: "Okay, the truth is revealed, and everyone is happy after a clean break. Let's go, I won't record today. I will tell people outside that I will leave work early today."

Qi Jinlin, who was immersed in the atmosphere of broken love, was a little moved. No matter how unreliable he is usually, when it comes to work, He Xi is famous for his strict and almost critical attitude.She has the habit of recording in the middle of the night, and the whole team arranges work according to her schedule. Although she is a little embarrassed, knowing that He Xi can leave work just because of her own words, Qi Jinlin feels very warm in his heart.

He Zhongtang drove the car and took Qi Jinlin to the bar where he sang in the past.More than ten years later, this bar, which has several big entertainment companies behind the scenes, is still brightly lit.Day after day and year after year, the singers and bosses of Liushui changed countless times, but it still did not affect the business of Tie Da.

Everything has changed. Today's stage is much more gorgeous than the gaudy stage curtains of the past. Today's singers are better at mobilizing the atmosphere than He Xi back then. Although it is past zero, the audience is just as lively.

He Xi and Qi Jinlin found a booth with gauze curtains and sat down. The waiter seemed to know He Xi's habit very well, opened a few bottles of wine and put them on the table, and after a while silently brought up the fruit plate. No more services.It seems that He Zhongtang is a regular visitor here.

He Xi poured Qi Jinlin a glass of wine, and the square metal particles sank to the bottom of the glass. When the wine was poured into the glass, they collided in the glass, making a sound close to real ice cubes.Qi Jinlin picked up the glass and looked at it. She had never tried such a boring and thirteen thing as solid ice. Ji Baiyao, a good drinker, bought some fresh. Trouble, I don't know where she threw it to collect dust three or two times.

He Xi took the glass from her hand, raised her neck and drank the wine inside.

"Well, that's enough ice. You see, the effect of these substitutes is no worse than real ice." He Xi poured the metal ice into his hand, squinting his eyes at the ice substitute in his palm: "It won't even melt , and doesn't dilute the alcohol. What do you think?"

Qi Jinlin nodded, picked up the glass of wine that belonged to He Xi and began to drink.She is not a person who likes to get drunk, and she is not in the mood to drink too much for Ji Baiyao. Although she feels uncomfortable, she has not reached that point.There are different ways to be sad, you don’t have to be broken in love, you will definitely cry, no matter how much pain you have, just be sad for a while.As little as three to five months, as many as three to fifty years.

Who has never been lovelorn in their entire life? Even in the extremely fast-paced modern age, Qi Jinlin didn't know what it's like to be lovelorn until he was 27 years old. It was already too late.

The wound will always heal, there is no need to torture yourself because of others.Qi Jinlin is not a noble and glamorous person, rather than collapse, it seems that it is more in line with her character to be brave.This is always the case in the entertainment industry. A vigorous underground love affair ends in a hurry. Even if you are extremely embarrassed, you can't stop smiling. You must continue to smile as before. Except for crying to win sympathy in your career, otherwise, even if you show your fragile side, there will be nothing. If people sympathize with others, apart from adding insult to injury, all they can gain is ridicule and indifference.

I am used to insisting in front of the camera, I am used to not having so-called friends, whether I am sad or happy, I am used to wearing a numb or beaming expression.There is no use in playing the weak, no one will sympathize.On the contrary, the invulnerable always command respect.

Of course, it is difficult for a woman who is too hard to find love, but Qi Jinlin, who has just escaped from an immature love, neither wants to fall in love again, nor does he want to have any sparks with anyone of the opposite sex.

He Xi didn't think so.

She has no intention of being a substitute like metal ice, but she intends to help Qi Jinlin get out of Ji Baiyao's quagmire.

"He Xi, tell me...why did Ji Baiyao and I break up?"

Qi Jinlin took another sip of his wine feeling a bit lonely, and looked at the singers on the stage through the gauze curtain. Those who can sing here are all promising people, and their voices are not bad. Coincidentally, they are singing The theme song of The Miracle in Berlin.This song is not in Chinese, Qi Jinlin guessed it was probably in French or German.From the perspective of subject matter, "The Miracle of Berlin" is considered a literary film, and the filming locations are all selected abroad, so the soundtrack is also all petty bourgeois jazz, with a group of lesser-known artists selected, and some music that seems tight but loose in rhythm .At this moment, appearing in a noisy bar, it seems that there is almost no sense of existence. Only when the famous director Xu Zeng played it on a loop in order to create an atmosphere when filming, Qi Jinlin realized that this song disappeared into the crowd and wine glasses. Where does the song come from.

He Xi rarely heard Qi Jinlin call her by her real name, so she was a little surprised for a while.Turning his head and blinking, he sensitively sensed that Qi Jinlin probably didn't intend to listen to her answer, so he closed his mouth tightly and didn't speak.

It was so silent for an unknown how long.Qi Jinlin cast his gaze far away to the stage outside the curtain, staring blankly at the blurred face of the singer on the stage, listening to the singer singing a song with an incomprehensible lyrics but a familiar melody in a gender-ambiguous voice.

Sure enough, after the singer finished singing the song, Qi Jinlin spoke again.

"I always feel that Ji Baiyao and I won't break up. You see, when she was so unreliable back then, couldn't I also have a good time with her? Why...why are you so confused , broke up?"

He Xi watched from the side, and could hear the insincere indifference in her words, and felt a little worried. He wanted to comfort her, but felt that it would be better to let her speak out.

"It was fine a few months ago, and I already knew about her and Shi Shi's affairs. Even if something happened, I was mentally prepared, but now, why can't I just feel unbearable now? People like Ji Baiyao , from the day I was with her, I was mentally prepared for her to be bothered. If she had anything to do with other men or women, I should no longer feel unacceptable... Besides, in fact, my heart is still Those who want to believe her, believe that she is innocent with Shi Shi, and believe that she only loves me. But why can't she think about me?"

He Xi lit a cigarette and handed it to Qi Jinlin, Qi Jinlin didn't push it, and smoked it after taking it.This was the second time He Xi saw her smoking. The last time was for Ji Baiyao, and this time it was also for Ji Baiyao.

Sighing, he drank a glass of wine and ordered one for himself.He Xi picked up the wine bottle and refilled his glass, looking a bit gender-ambiguously handsome with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Compared with Ji Baiyao's relationship with Shi Shi, you care more about how she thinks of you. Right? Don't say you want to believe that Ji Baiyao has nothing to do with Shi Shi, even if Ji Baiyao really does. After bed, you shouldn't break up with her, right?"

Qi Jinlin thought for a while, then shook his head: "Not necessarily."

"In short, if Ji Baiyao called you to explain, comfort you, not quarrel with you, and leave without slamming the door on the day when Shi Shi was sent to the emergency, would you still tolerate it?"

"If the person she cares about most is me, if she still doesn't want me, if she...can explain to me, and is willing to change a little for me..."

He Xi put out the cigarette that he hadn't smoked a few times: "Wake up, are you still you? Look at you now, do you still know Qi Jinlin before Ji Baiyao?" He reached out and snatched Qi Jinlin's cigarette Throwing it on the ground, He Xi bent down, drank the wine in her glass, then sat astride Qi Jinlin's body, raised Qi Jinlin's chin, and stared into her somewhat absent-minded eyes.

"You used to not be drinking hard drinks one after another in a bar for a woman, smoking a cigarette that was handed to you, and not lowering yourself to this point because a person slammed the door in front of you and walked away. "

"More importantly, when you were in front of me, there was no one else in your eyes except me."

The author has something to say: I have no face to repeat my excuses, and I will strive for the daily update or the next day in April

Chapter 110

Qi Jinlin looked at He Xi blankly, and finally found himself in a daze.Turning her head away from He Xi's sight, she wanted to push away the person who was straddling her, but in a daze, she inadvertently looked at He Xi's face carefully.

At the beginning of summer, He Xi once changed her hairstyle for the commercial endorsement of a certain drink. She cut her short and medium black hair into a light purple short hair with a very gender-ambiguous gender. Her hair seems to grow very fast. After a few months, it returned to the previous length in a blink of an eye.Even though he is over thirty, He Xi's skin condition seems to have stagnated at the time when he was in his twenties, and he is still white and greasy, which makes others envious.She dyed it back to pure black, her hairstyle changed slightly, and her bangs were slightly longer to cover some of her sight. Her black hair and black eyes matched with He Xi's fair face created a three-point pureness out of thin air.

Staring at He Xi, Qi Jinlin suddenly felt a strange feeling.

It's like running down the 800 meters when I was in middle school, and the moment I finally crossed the finish line, I was wrapped up in fatigue; it was also like the nervousness when I heard the director announce that I had finished the scene for the first time. proud.

It seems to be the end of one thing, with burnout and joy.

Maybe it's okay to indulge once?

Why not get drunk when you are proud, let alone being in the rivers and lakes, you are always fettered by trivial matters, and it is rare to indulge.

Qi Jinlin looked at the woman in front of him who made him obsessed from 15 to 27 years old, through He Xi's eyes, he tried hard to recall himself before he got involved with Ji Baiyao.From a girl to a leftover girl, from a student to a star, it has been 12 years.From the day I was able to accept a woman subconsciously, from the moment I realized that the same sex can also be used as a fantasy object of love, didn't I have fantasized about this person?

Isn't happiness what you have always wanted?If you get the person or thing you want, you should be happy.

This evening... what evening?

The balance in my heart began to slowly tilt to one side.Before Qi Jinlin had time to think about what he wanted in his heart, he saw He Xi's face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes.For a moment, he thought he was about to be kissed, but he closed his eyes but didn't feel the soft touch on his lips.

"Think clearly about what you want, and whether everything is worth it now."

Instead of being kissed by the idol who has always been sloppy, a thin voice came from the ear.The weight on her body disappeared, He Xi stood up, pressed the calling bell on the coffee table, and called the waiter who was guarding outside the gauze curtain.

"Order a song for me."

Qi Jinlin listened to the singer outside began to sing a song he had heard countless times, thinking about what He Xi said just now.Some were drinking wine in disbelief, applying the cold glass to their cheeks.She was a little surprised, for a moment, she really wanted to have something happen with He Xi.

He lowered his head and stared meaninglessly at the cigarette butts on the ground, trying to calm himself down.

It must be that the wine tonight was too strong, which made me want to be desperate at that moment, wanting to get relief by indulging myself.

Qi Jinlin didn't dare to think, what would have happened tonight if He Xi had lowered his head and kissed him instead of whispering in his ear at that moment.I dare not even think about what he would answer if what He Xi said in his ear at that time was not to comfort him, but to ask himself if he would like to be with her.

"Being friends is always a bit unpleasant. When I turn around, I see the dialogue between lovers..."

He Xi hummed a song with the singer outside, the overly familiar lyrics did not drag Qi Jinlin back to the world from the shock.Looking at the silent Qi Jinlin, He Xi seemed a little relieved.

"Xiao Linlin, I still have a few days of vacation, why don't I take you out to play in a few days, let's relax."

Hearing the voice outside the melody, Qi Jinlin regained consciousness from his own world.After calculating my work, it seems that I can't find time.But Qi Jinlin thinks it's better to think about it carefully.So he pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Are you sad enough? In a lifetime, who hasn't lost their love, what's the point of being sad, come on?"

After raising his glass, Qi Jinlin rolled his eyes and touched her. After taking a sip of the wine, he said impatiently, "I will nod to anyone who says this, except you."

He Xi laughed in embarrassment. Indeed, she herself felt that what she said was a bit out of position.After all, she hit it off with Gu Zhan when she was 16 years old, and now she is in her thirties. The adulterous affair has lasted for 16 years, occupying half of her life.If I were to ask anyone around me who hasn't experienced the feeling of being broken in love, it's probably only He Xi.

"Master He, if, I said if, if I said I want to be with you... what will happen to you?"

He Xi glanced at her, and heard Qi Jinlin address himself in the usual way again, He Xi also took off the cloak of an emotional expert, and showed his usual rascal appearance.

"Then send Gu Shaodong a text message, and then I'll borrow an ID card to open a room with you. Okay?"

"I kind of know why you're called box office poison." Qi Jinlin shook his head, raised his glass and drank the wine in his glass, took out a cigarette from He Xi's cigarette case and lit it: "The acting skills are really not good enough."

Qi Jinlin didn't know how much he drank, but Qi Jinlin's consciousness was strangely clear.I thought I could find a chance to anesthetize myself and break it again, but no matter how much I drank, I could still see everything in front of me clearly.

Finally started to drink the last bottle, and He Xi was still sober as if he had never touched a drop of wine, and Qi Jinlin was not anesthetized by alcohol.After smoking the last cigarette on his body, the hustle and bustle in the bar also dissipated a lot.The originally crowded men and women left in twos and threes. Even if some people who were still not enjoying themselves were still singing and drinking wildly, they could not stop the frenzy that had already begun to disintegrate.

The singer has changed to another one, and he is singing an old song that is neither salty nor bland.He Xi seemed to be in a hurry, lifted the gauze curtain, and walked out ostentatiously regardless of her identity.Most of the people in the audience are already drunk and hazy, and occasionally there are a few people who are still conscious, and they don't notice any changes on the stage.

Through the curtain, Qi Jinlin saw a thin figure walking around the edge of the stage and saying hello to the band.After the singer finished singing, he called the singer to come down in the earphones, and He Xi went up instead.

The singer has never encountered such a situation before. He walked off the stage confused and unhappy with his beloved guitar. When he saw the people standing in the audience, he obediently untied the strap of the guitar, and took out a guitar from nowhere. He Xi put a marker pen into He Xi's hand excitedly, begging He Xi to sign his precious guitar.

He Xi put the marker pen in her pocket, took the guitar and walked onto the stage.

Qi Jinlin was short-sighted, and he couldn't see He Xi's expression through the gauze curtain.

It seems to be a bit lonely, and it seems to be just a little sad.

"...Whether, this time I will really leave you, whether, this time I will not cry...whether this time I will go and never look back, and go to that long and never-ending road..."

Probably because of the hasty timing of this song, the band's accompaniment was a bit rough, but fortunately, He Xi was carrying the singer's guitar, and with his white fingertips sweeping across the strings, Qi Jinlin could almost smell the fingertips across the stage. Tobacco smell.

"Has it fulfilled the sentence I once said: Love is so deep that people are lonely..."

Qi Jinlin looked at He Xi on the stage, listened to the singing, recalled the past, suddenly remembered the time when he queued up all night for He Xi's new album, and suddenly remembered the day when he first saw Ji Baiyao sent a breakup text message moment.A series of memories flickered, some of which were only her alone, and some were mixed with Ji Baiyao's figure.

"How many times have I struggled with loneliness in my heart, just to save my going away; how many times I have held back the tears in my chest, just to tell myself: I don't care."

Qi Jinlin is also very familiar with the lyrics. Most of the lyrics are repetitive, so I just listened to it for a while.