[Net King] The life accused by the younger brother

With a half-asleep and half-awake smile, he twisted his body in the bed, feeling dizzy, and his eyes couldn't open very well, and compared with the usual touch, there was too much something wrong.Reluctantly half-opening his eyes, he found that he was lying on Nissan's body, and he didn't seem to be wearing pajamas during the skin-to-skin contact.But I didn't care, anyway, there was nothing to care about with Nissan.He just rubbed his eyes, rubbed them up, raised his head, and muttered as usual, "Nisan, what time is it?"

But he felt Nisan's chest rise and fall suddenly, accompanied by a short inhalation sound, and his eyebrows were furrowed.Feeling that Nissan seemed to be enduring a smile, he rubbed his eyes again, and after a long time of being hazy, he opened his eyes and looked at Nissan.Touching Nisan's eyebrows with his hand, he asked in confusion, "Nisan, how did I come back yesterday? And..."

Turning his head to look at the room, the smile froze for a moment. Why is the bed so messy?The backrest of the pillow fell to the ground, the quilt was covered in a ball, and his and Nissan's clothes were scattered all over the floor at random. These were not in line with Nissan's usual style.What's going on here?

He looked at Nisan's face with a puzzled smile, why was everything so strange when he just woke up in the morning?Nissan is also very strange, he hasn't talked to himself until now.I tried to touch the quilt with my hand, and found that Nisan's body shook a few times, and he clenched his teeth, making a sound in his throat, which was vague and inaudible, but the tone was very soft, as if The voice of praying not to be tortured again.

Shaking his head with a smile, he dispelled some strange associations. After thinking about it, he decided to get up first.Unexpectedly, when he got up, he took the quilt that was already crumpled and covered indiscriminately, and after casually flipping it off, he found that Nissan's chest was covered with staggering ambiguous marks.

Smiling and terrified, he rolled down from Nisan's body. During the rubbing, he heard another unbearable panting from Nisan.Smiling and shaking his fingers, he pressed Nissan's chest in disbelief, looking at the mottled red marks and a few scars that seemed to be left after being scratched.

Before I touched Nissan, I felt that Nissan's skin flinched when I felt my movements. Although it quickly calmed down, and closed my eyes and stood upright in my direction, I could see that it was indeed Dodging his palm.The movements of Xiaoyi's hands paused, his lips trembled, his eyes were filled with tears, he turned his head to look at Nissan, opened his mouth, and wanted to ask something, but couldn't.

Seeing the smiling expression, Nisan just said lightly, "Get up when you wake up," turned around and stood up, picked up a piece of clothing on the ground, put it on casually, and walked into the bathroom.Smiling pupils contracted violently, looking at Nissan whose back was also shattered, he couldn't help stretching out one hand, and scratched at Nissan's back, but knelt down on the bed slumped.

The smile is not that he doesn't understand what happened, but that he understands too much. I also had red marks all over my body that time, but it was done by Nissan, not Takechiyo, and it happened in my sleep. I didn't know anything about it. There was not much reaction, and at most I felt that Nissan was too foolish.But this time is different, I did it to Nissan, I don’t have any memory yet, and I hurt Nissan, I am afraid of this kind of myself, and I still can’t control it, I am worried that I am the second Takechiyo, I really can’t accept this kind of self.

With a smile shaking his hands, he gripped the quilt tightly, and looked at the bed again, and found that the bright orange quilt was also covered with white marks that had already solidified.Conspicuously covered his face with a smile, tears rolled down, and he kept muttering to himself, "Did I do it? Is it me? It's so excessive, am I the second Takechiyo? Nissan, Nissan..."

Nissan, whose hair was still wet, tidied himself up, quickly pursed his lips, and walked out expressionlessly. He didn't exchange good morning and kisses with smiles as sweetly as usual, let alone hugs.He just bent down silently to pick up the shapeless clothes scattered on the floor, and threw them into the laundry bag one by one.A sharp light flashed in his eyes from time to time, silently observing all the reactions of Smile.

Frightened, with a scared smile on his face, he hugged his knees, huddled in the corner of the bed, his eyes were full of pain, full of tears, and turned as Nissan walked, and the tears fell patter on his knees .After a long time, the smile choked up and asked, "Nissan, I hurt you last night, I'm sorry, I can't remember it at all. Don't be angry with me, don't want me, I was wrong, wrong , I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Also, I, you..." The smile gritted his teeth again, closed his eyes and asked with tears, "Are you bleeding?"

Nisan was stunned for a while, not understanding what bleeding meant, but he still said "no".

"Does it hurt? Shall we go see a doctor?" Smile quickly rolled out of bed as if thinking of something, and ran to the bathroom.

Nisan grabbed Smile's hand, unfolded the bathrobe he had prepared in his hand, wrapped it with Smile, squatted down to fasten his belt, looked at him squarely, and shook his head lightly.Smiling eagerly hugging Nisan's neck, big teardrops rolled down Nisan's neck, crying, "I'm sorry, Nisan, it's my fault, I hurt you like this, but you didn't do it that way!" Don't blame me, I...Nissan doesn't need to say it because he is worried about me, I know it hurts, it hurts deeply. I am afraid of this and I am afraid of taking Chiyo, he just entered my body regardless. Nissan, I was bleeding a lot, a lot of blood. Shall we go to the hospital?"

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Nisan was stunned again. Originally, he just wanted to let Smile know that he had it himself, so that he would not reject himself, nor would he be afraid of himself. After all the problems broke out, he would be able to solve Smile one by one. The worries in my heart are gone.

It's just that I didn't expect that the misunderstanding of the smile turned out to be so deep.It was only after reading the book that men knew how to vent their anger. I had just been messing around with a smile all night by instinct.Will it hurt?Will it bleed?But thinking of Xiaoyi's broken skin in the past, it suddenly dawned on him. Probably Takechiyo did it without knowing anything, but he was crazier than himself, and he couldn't restrain himself.

But Nissan is not ready to explain anything, perhaps it is more beneficial to him.So I just squatted down, hugged Smile back, and patted his back.I chose the default, with red ears, closed eyes, touched my nose, maintained my usual tone, and said lightly, "You, cough, very gentle, no bleeding or pain. Don't be afraid, you have a lot of pain." normal."

Smiling, he suddenly looked up at Nisan, looked at his expression carefully, touched his face with shaking hands, and burst into tears, "Nisan, Nisan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know what happened to me. I have been looking forward to when I can grow to be as tall as you, become stronger, and be able to do anything for you. But I never thought of hurting you, Nisan, you have to trust me."

"I understand, I understand." Nissan sighed, holding a smile, opened the door, and hung up the room service.Then I walked into the balcony and watched for a while, facing the bustling street, the professionals walking in a hurry.He lowered his head and kissed away the tears that were still rolling down his face.I felt a little regretful in my heart, but I still hardened my heart and tried to lure me with a smile.

"Don't cry, you are right. Human nature is the expression of our own nature. Everyone has all kinds of desires. Some people express their desires fiercely, and some people are weaker. I also have some, so that This time I will treat you like that in the bathroom of the Internet agency, just like your daily smile and occasional crying are all expressing your feelings."

Nisan looked at the half-comprehensive expression of the smile, and the crystal teardrops on his face, panted, rubbed his lips against the smile, and said in a low voice, "Just like you are looking at me now, I I really want to kiss you, I want to express my passion to you, I want to express my love to you. If you refuse, then I will feel lost and sad. Cough, so you asked for sex last night, and I didn’t refuse , our relationship has always been like this, this is a very natural thing."

After Nissan finished telling the lie without blushing and heartbeat, he patiently waited for the smiling response.He blinked his eyes with a smile, and stared straight at Nisan's face, trying hard to digest Nisan's teaching without blinking.After a long time, Nissan began to feel uneasy, so he said in a sticky voice, "I understand, I will not refuse any request from Nissan in the future, not only because you are my Nissan, but also my wife, and I have an obligation to satisfy you." any request of yours."

Nissan staggered, quickly hugged his smile, blushed and found a chair to sit down, straightened his face, and said seriously, "Don't talk nonsense, let alone in front of others."

"That's what Takechiyo said to me, and he said it swearingly after that night. So you are also my wife, the only wife. You want to kiss me? Then kiss me." Smiling closed his eyes, pouted forward mouth.

Nisan, who always thought that he was the one in control, didn't understand why Xiaoxin's thoughts were so derailed. He just felt that the development of things was too sudden, and he was so shocked that he couldn't speak.It's like pouring a large basin of cold water into a hot oil pan, and after jumping for a while, all the enthusiasm is instantly absorbed by the cold water.

Nisan put down his smile calmly, patted his head again, ignored his doubts, and walked into the room silently.In the completely new bedroom, I dialed the meal delivery number, took out another book, sat on the sofa, and tried to concentrate on reading it.

There was a knock on the door soon, Nisan frowned slightly hearing the chaotic rhythm, but still put down the book in his hand, walked to the hanger, took out the change, and opened the door.

Just as he opened a gap, he was suddenly slammed by the door, so he quickly stepped back a few steps, and soon a black shadow with a fragrant wind fell on Nissan's thigh.Nissan calmly looked at the little girl who was holding her thigh tightly and did not let go, without saying anything or moving.

"Nissan, is breakfast here? Today's meal is..." Smiling and asking, he walked out, and suddenly saw this girl named Lilisa, and smiled at her friendly, blushing, for a long time Popped out "hi, lilisa, mynametetsukaegao, youcancallegao" and looked expectantly at the little girl.

But the little girl only opened a pair of big round eyes, fanned the long eyelashes unique to foreign blood, and only stared at Nissan's face watery, without even looking at the corners of her eyes for a smile.

Nisan turned his eyes and looked at still wearing a bathrobe, smiling slightly showing his collarbone, and frowned, "Smile, go wash up, change into formal clothes and come out for breakfast."Seeing the smile obediently entering the room, he stretched his eyebrows and continued to look at the little girl.

The little girl shook Nissan's legs a little dissatisfied, and stretched out her arms to Nissan, begging for a hug.Nissan sighed, and was about to bend down to speak, when there was another knock on the door, and the restaurant service arrived, so he led the little girl inside and let the dining car push in.

When Smile tidied up and walked out of the bedroom, he found that Nissan and the little girl were sitting at the dining table. Their footsteps paused, but they still smiled slightly at the little girl.Still not getting a response, Smile scratched his head in embarrassment. Smile, who had never been in contact with the little girl, never minded. He just wondered why there were breakfast plates in front of Nissan and the little girl, but not his own?Smiling, he glanced at the dining car, and it was empty, so he pulled out a chair and prepared to sit down.

Nisan waved to Smile, then picked him up, and under Lilisa's weeping expression, calmly poured two glasses of milk, handed one to her, and put the other into Smile's hand.Then he cut the bread on the dinner plate, and the two of them ate it one bite at a time.

He kept rolling his eyes while eating with a smile, watching the little girl nibbling the bread bit by bit like a cat eating, but did not try the sausage on the plate.He opened his mouth and wanted to say that the grilled sausage was very good, but Nissan stuffed it into a piece of fruit salad. He tasted the delicious smile, his eyes lit up immediately, and he stopped looking at Lilisa.Before he finished chewing, he nodded at Nissan like a chicken pecking at rice, and looked expectantly at the fork in Nissan's hand.

There was a hint of joy in Nissan's eyes, and he handed the fork in his hand to a smile. He picked up the napkin and wiped his hands, picked up the remaining two slices of bread, picked up the sausage, and ate slowly.He didn't say a word, adhering to a rigorous dining style, until Lilisa put down the fork in her hand, pushed the plate and milk glass in front of her, and then nodded slightly to her.

And the smile of happily eating a whole small bowl of fruit salad, and feeding Nissan with a fork from time to time, has become accustomed to sharing a fork with Nissan.It's just that the little girl is not used to it, because except for the intimacy between lovers, no matter how close they are, they will never use the same tableware.

The little girl caressed the tablecloth with downcast eyes, swipe along the lines on the tablecloth and swipe against it, and then glanced at the intimate movements between the two, sliding her fingertips, drawing something on it lonely .

Nisan, who has always been keen and rigorous, began to observe the little girl's every move when she stopped eating after eating a little.Nisan watched the little girl's movements and thought about it for a while. If his prediction was correct, the little girl should be drawing a picture of a family of three.Sighing, he stood up, put down his smile, and let him continue eating, while he walked to the little girl, squatted down, handed a napkin, and slowly communicated with the little girl.

Smiling, he glanced sideways at the little girl and Nissan, but he really couldn't understand the conversation between them, and he could understand a sentence or two in English, so he ate all the food on his own.And put all the plates on the table back to the dining car, glanced at the fruits of my labor with satisfaction, wandered to the balcony, sat in the sun, and watched the flowers breathing the morning light.

Nissan didn't ask about the little girl's personal affairs, but only asked about today's arrangements, and learned that the little girl's mother was out for work, and she was alone in the hotel, so he came to him.Nisan narrowed his eyes for a long time, and told the little girl that today he was going to watch the local men's tennis tournament, and he was unlikely to stay in the hotel.

The little girl was in a hurry, so she only held Nissan's hand and spoke very fast, begging to take her to see it together, as she could be a tour guide.But Nissan still shook his head at her, not agreeing.The little girl didn't agree anymore, she only held Nissan's hand tightly and didn't let go.

While the two were entangled, there was a hasty knock on the door. Nisan paused, stood up, straightened out the folds of his clothes caused by squatting, and walked steadily towards the door.But the little girl flinched, looked around for a while, trotted into the balcony, and hid behind the flower pillar.

Ben was lying on the wicker chair, and with the swaying, his drowsy smile was instantly startled by the little girl's flustered voice, and he suddenly looked up at the little girl.The eyes were opened too fast, stimulated by the sunlight directly into the eyeballs, dazed for a while, wiped off the tears, and blocked the sunlight with hands before seeing clearly the little girl's back with only one corner exposed, the red The short skirt was still behind the style, and it kept swaying upwards as the little girl pulled it up.

What's the matter, I was so flustered that I tugged at the hem of my skirt, and just stood up with a smile, I saw the glimmer of water in the eyes of the beautiful woman next door, with an anxious expression on her face, she walked away in a hurry come over.

Nissan stood still in the hall, did not come over, but only waved to Smile.Smiling, he looked back at the little girl's back, then at the beautiful woman, hesitated for a while, but walked over obediently, Nisan held Smiling's hand, bent over and whispered in his ear, "The relationship between their mother and daughter It's not suitable for outsiders to meddle in things, be good~"

"Well, I always thought it was my sister. Did Lilisa sneak out? Mom is in such a hurry?" Smiling, he watched Nissan stand up straight, went to the corner of the living room to fetch four teacups, and put them in the tea maker. Put in the black tea, press the button, and wait for the indicator light to change color.

While waiting, Nisan shook his head with a smile, took his hand, and said softly, "I don't know very well, as you know, I have never asked about other people's private affairs, and I am not curious about them." , because I already have people and things I care about."

Nisan raised his eyes to look at the balcony separated by the frosted glass, there were vague figures inside, and there was no possibility of coming out for the time being.Then he quickly lowered his lips, pursed his smiling lips slightly, moved his face away, touched the smiling cheek, and said lightly, "It seems that I won't be able to make it to the game in the afternoon today. Where do you want to go? Or do we casually stroll down the nearby streets? And a good morning kiss, don't forget it later."

Holding Nissan's neck with a smile, he nodded vigorously, opened his eyes wide, and said with a serious face, "I will fulfill your wish, my good wife." Then he kissed Nissan's lips, Also imitating Nissan's action just now, he kissed his lips, pecked again, and then winked playfully at Nissan, "This kiss is a reward, as an encouragement, work hard. "

Nissan rubbed his forehead, rubbed his eyebrows, flicked his smiling forehead hard, and straightened his face, "Where did you learn it? Either Nissan or Guoguang, forget that word, or I will really punish you. "

"That's not what's said in TV dramas." Smiling, he lowered his head aggrievedly, nodded to his two index fingers, and continued talking in a low mood,

"Although I liked you first, I haven't put my heart and soul into the position where I should stand. I ignore your feelings and always move my feelings. It seems that I am avoiding the fact that I like you, and I can't accept my love for you. It turned out to be such a feeling. What you said before made me suddenly feel that I was really selfish, but because I couldn’t accept this kind of myself after confessing, I let you fulfill the promise alone and ignore your efforts , ignoring your contribution. And I still think willfully that what you treat me is just brotherly care, and I can forget the dirty coveted things. But when Takechiyo treats me like this, I will accept it no matter how much I like him I can't understand his behavior. I think you are willing to give me, um, what, it makes me really ashamed, so I decided to face up to this relationship that shouldn't have happened. And Nisan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

After hearing these words, Nisan was very at a loss as to how to place his hands, and how to express the various emotions that were too turbulent.The overly excited expression calmed down in an instant, maybe it was because he had anticipated the ending, or maybe he was sure that he would be the one who won in the end, and wisdom will always take effect one day, it is a matter of time .

Nisan shed a tear in a trance, splashing on the carpet, wetting a little bit.I just melted all my emotions into this tear, which appeared suddenly and disappeared quickly.

Then slowly took out the handkerchief, wiped away the tears from the smile, stared at him for a long time, sighed and hugged him into his arms, "Smile, you have really grown up, and you have learned to look at problems maturely I am sorry for you, I forced you to grow up."

After finishing speaking, Nisan didn't notice that the two mother and daughter walked out of the balcony holding hands, looking at him and smiling, and never came over.But Smile was immersed in the shock of seeing Nisan cry, unable to extricate himself for a long time, just staring at Nisan in a daze, ignorant of the changes in the outside world.It took a long time to hold Nissan tightly, and murmured, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" these three words repeated over and over again.

Suddenly, the tea maker made a few dings due to the long heating time, and the sound of automatic power-off woke up Nissan.Nisan turned his eyes and saw that the beautiful mother was slightly sideways, nodding to him, and walking gracefully.

After shaking hands with each other and talking a few words, the mother hurried away with her daughter.Nissan sighed, remembering that he and Xiaoyi were in no mood to go out, so he didn't change his clothes, just sat on the balcony with a smile on his face.Squinting, looking up at Yunjuan Yunshu, feeling the warm sunlight, waiting for the change of light and shadow on the cornflower.

And Smile hugged Nisan's neck tightly, rubbing against his cheek, feeling the tenderness under Nisan's indifferent appearance.Once again, I understood Nissan's smile, and my heart was soft to the extreme, with my limbs stretched out, and I kissed Nissan like a small animal.

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